Poison Island often wonders what makes her have such an irrepressible bloodthirsty urge.

What is it, let myself feel indescribable pleasure from the heart when I slash and destroy others with a wooden knife.

She couldn't figure it out.

But she knew when she had the most bloodthirsty desire for violence in her heart — and that was when she was disappointed in herself.

She clearly remembered how tangled and painful she was when she first realized that she liked Tsukasa Aoki.

These entanglements and pains completely burst out at the moment when Aoki Tsukasa drew a clear line with her.

She couldn't help but pick up the wooden knife and wander back into the dark alleys of the night.

She succeeded in using her seemingly weak figure at night to attract the attention of the so-called 'pervert', just like she did in junior high school.

When the well-dressed men, staring at him with ugly lust eyes, followed him to the middle of nowhere, Poison Island raised the wooden knife again.

This time, she is more skilled than when she was in middle school.

Slashed, but not maimed.

Painful, but not deadly.

Once, twice, three times.

Poison Island Can't even remember how many people he let lie in the alley in pain and wail on the craziest day a few days ago.

Because those people followed behind them because of some ugly and contemptible reasons, they didn't have any trouble coming to the door after being crippled by her.

Of course, this also has something to do with her paying attention to hiding herself.

During those nights, Tsumiko Poison Island felt an unparalleled sense of satisfaction and refreshment.

Every time she saw those men lying on the ground begging for mercy, blood spilled on the ground, she felt that her past sorrow and grief were gone.

However.......

When one night passed and she came home and woke up, Tsukiko Poison Island finally realized what she had done.

In some desperation, she lifted the wooden knife and tried to abolish her own hand holding the sword.

She thought that by doing so, she would stop herself. When you lose the ability to commit violence, you may no longer have such an irrepressible urge to violence.

And if you don't have this impulse, even if you can't swing your sword anymore, you can at least let yourself be like an ordinary girl, and pursue the happiness that can be pursued - for example, Tsukasa Aoki.

However, the moment she raised the knife and swung it down at the joint, she regretted it.

The wooden knife is off one point.

This point made her hand, which was destined to no longer be able to hold the handle of the knife, only to be seriously injured.

She didn't want to go to a tomorrow without kendo.

At that moment, Tsukiko Poison Island realized how important the kendo that was originally just numb and insisted on was to him.

Asked for leave from school, and the poison island Tsuneko who was entangled at home, but he felt the warmth from Aoki Tsukasa again-he actually ran to his own home, like a warm sun, took care of himself, and made it clear that he liked himself.

Then, she regained her strength, began to suppress her bloodthirsty impulses, took everything as a nightmare, and tried to accept Aokiji's favor strongly, and in the same way, tried to show her liking for Aokiji.

It's just that whenever she can't help but make it clear that she wants to be a couple with Aoki Division, she instinctively controls all these impulses.

She couldn't imagine that if she accepted Tsukasa Aoki, was happily with Tsukasa Aoki, and had countless happy memories, Tsukasa Aoki would know about her experience, know the terrifying beast she hid in her heart, and choose to leave.......

She might really turn into a monster.

Tsuneko Poison Island feels that Aoki Tsukasa is like a swamp.

Every time she tried to break free, she would sink deeper.

She tried to keep the distance between the two of them at such a stage, liking each other, but not too deep - not that she didn't want to go further and gain more happiness, but she was afraid that if she went any further, she couldn't help but confess everything.

Aokiji's words are really evil, so she always opens her heart unconsciously.

If he can accept such a self, it would be good, but Tsukashi Poison Island always thinks that such a self is not worthy of Aoki Division. He is so likeable, so good, so gentle, and he hides a demon in his heart, even if he is perfect on the outside, how can he achieve true happiness?

Perhaps, it will become a new burden for him.

If he can't accept it, it's even worse.

Every time Tsuneko Poison Island thinks of the scene where Aoki Tsukasa's face is full of disbelief, despair and disgust to leave, she will be shocked into a cold sweat, and her mind will be dark.

However, things ....... How did it get to this point again?

With the arrival of Toshio Poison Island, Poison Island Tsukiko's inner jealousy of him, disgust for his father, and disgust for himself boiled again.

Whenever Tsukiko Poison Island thinks about what she did when she faced Poison Island Toshio, and thinks that Aoki Tsukasa may have noticed something, she feels extremely uneasy.

When Toshio Poison Island flies the wooden knife, all efforts are like bubbles being blown away, and indescribable emptiness and despair strike again.

Poison Island can sense that the bloodthirsty and violent impulse in his heart is like when he almost turned into a passerby with Aoki Tsukasa, and it is irrepressible again.

And this time, when this violent impulse came, she tried to keep Aoki away from her again.

She thought that she could adjust everything, and no matter what method she used, she would be able to disguise herself again, and then enjoy the happiness that could disappear at any time with Tsukasa Aoki.......

"What the hell are you thinking?"

This familiar and unfamiliar voice was like a thunderclap, and she woke up from her own world.

For the first time, Tsukasa Aoki was angry with her.

Tsuneko Poison Island raised her head a little dazedly, and Aoki Tsukasa's face was full of pain, pity, and incomprehension, and although there was a pair of eyes that were a little angry, they were more just concerned.

"What the hell are you thinking?" Aoki repeated, only the anger in his words was much less, and more of it was sadness.

Poison Island just looked at him stunned, his eyes blank.

Aoki Tsukasa stretched out his hand and held her face, his tone puzzled and sad: "Why, Tsuneko wants to drive me away?" ”

"I'm not worth it at all, and I can't let my son rely on me?"

Aoki Tsukasa looked into the eyes of Tsukashi Poison Island, looking at her as if she had been abandoned by the world, and couldn't help but ask a little gaffe: "What kind of me am like this....... Whether it's pain or despair, I can share it together, and we can all work together! ”

"Why! Why do you want to carry it by yourself, tears fall into your stomach, and you don't want to flow out? Tsukasa Aoki held her somewhat cold face and exchanged glances with her, but her eyes made him a little strange.

"Tsuko....... That's not what you think, are you? ”

Tsukasa Aoki's words finally made her react.

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