I looked at Jin Shao, holding the beer in my hand, from crying to laughing, I wiped the tears from my face, stood up and patted Jin Shao and Zichen on the shoulder and said, "If it's mine, it will always be mine, and I can't run away; If it's not mine, it's never mine, and I can't keep it! Whether I can be together with the eighth master or not is the life of the two of us, what does it have to do with you! In the future, I will definitely meet a better man, I will definitely be able to! "I don't know if I said this to Jin Shao, or to myself, I don't know if it was used to comfort Jin Shao, or to comfort myself.

Jin Shao stood up and swore to me with his Coke, "Li Pei, don't worry, I can find you a better man in the future." ”

Jin Shao's words that day were like in my ears, he did fulfill his promise and found me a better man, I leaned against the door and cried and laughed, laughed and cried, I lost my friend who was so important to me in this season of love, and in the future, we can no longer eat supper together, complain together, and comfort and encourage each other...... The time on campus is so young and beautiful, but it is gone, Jin Shao will not come back, just like the eighth master who left Beijing City, everything is fine in the United States.

I walked to my bookshelf and found the album that had fallen into a thick layer of dust, and I looked silly with a round face, glasses, a ponytail, a wide T-shirt, and fat jeans...... I sat on the bed with the photo album in my arms, took my mobile phone and made a call to Zichen.

Zichen on the other end of the phone was surprised when he heard my voice, "Li Pei? What's wrong? ”

"I want to talk to you," Zichen and I said, tears dripping down the album book one by one, I wiped the tears from the photo, and breathed carefully, for fear that Zichen on the other end of the phone would hear me crying. Zichen asked me, "Do you want to talk about Jin Shao?" In fact, breaking up friendship is nothing, it really ......" I could hear what he wanted to say, but the topic stopped here, and he couldn't catch his own words.

"Zhao Ye talked to me, and my mind is very messed up right now," Zichen and I said frankly.

"Zhao Ye?" Zichen repeated the name, and it seemed to take a little effort to remember who this person was, "Your boyfriend?" ”

"Hmm!" I nodded.

"What did you say?" Zichen asked me, "Are you talking about Jin Shao?" No way...... You've both been out of friends for so long, what else does he suspect? And I bet that in the past few months since you broke off your friendship with Jin Shao, you must have rarely thought of Jin Shao, and there should only be when someone is particularly bored that you will remember that there was such a friend as Jin Shao to pass the time, right? ”

Zichen's words poked at my pain, which was indeed the case in the past few months when I broke off my friendship with Jin Shao, "But I feel uncomfortable when I think of the past, and I always feel that it would be better if time stopped when we were in school." ”

"Starting to recall the past means that you are old, if you stop at the campus, you will not be with Zhao Ye!" Zichen reminded me, "Everyone has to move forward, you can't stand still, it's good now, there are gains and losses in life, you can't take advantage of all the advantages, right?" If you and Jin Shao have already fallen out like this, your boyfriend still can't understand you, I don't think it's okay to be this kind of man, you are still young, and the road ahead is still long, what are you anxious about? Take a walk, take a look, maybe one day the eighth master will come back? ”

I smiled bitterly, "Eighth Master is in the past!" And I have a good relationship with Zhao Ye, but Zhao Ye told me tonight that everyone will misunderstand the relationship between me and Jin Shao, it's not that they are blind, it's me who is too dull. ”

Zichen said, "So you just called me to ask me if Jin Shao just treats you as an ordinary friend, or treats you as someone he likes, right?" ”

I nodded, "Hmm".

Zichen said, "Does it matter what he does to you?" Would you choose Zhao Ye because he likes you? ”

I thought for a moment and said, "No! ”

"So what exactly do you have to ask, what are you struggling with?" Zichen asked helplessly on the phone, "Your neuropathy is really getting worse and worse now, I told you that the novel of the White Lotus Mary Sue is less read, it's not that the whole world has to revolve around you alone, it's not good to you or because I like you, don't you know who Jin Shao is?" He chased the girl he liked, which one did he let go? If a man doesn't chase you, don't tell me what likes to be presumptuous, love is restraint, just one reason is that he can't get up when he sees you! ”

Zichen's words are hot and spicy, and I don't know how to pick up Zichen's words.

Zichen continued, "Jin Shao chose you as a friend because you won't like him and won't cause any trouble, Jin Shao broke off with you because now the two of you influence each other and bring trouble to each other, this kind of severance doesn't mean that you don't get along with each other anymore, it's not necessary to meet again, say hello, shh He doesn't take any special care of you, but for every friend! And take 10,000 steps back and say, whether Jin Shaoxi likes you or not, you chose Zhao Ye, which means that Zhao Ye is more important to you, isn't it? But as long as you have a little bit of Jin Shao in your heart, you will not choose someone else's before Jin Shao makes a choice. ”

I like what Zichen said, my choice of Zhao Ye is more important than anything else, whether Jin Shao likes me or not, and what does it have to do with me and Zhao Ye? I'm just a mediocre person to disturb myself, I said "excuse me" to Zichen and hung up the phone, immediately got up from the bed, picked up my clothes and put them on, picked up my bag and went out, I took a taxi to Zhao Ye's house, and smashed his door in the middle of the night, "Bang Bang Bang" again and again.

"Who?" Zhao Ye asked in a sleepy tone.

"It's me!" I said.

"Pei Pei?" Zhao Ye slammed the door open, looked at me outside the door, and pulled me into the house, "In the middle of the night, what's wrong?" ”

I shook my head.

"What's wrong?" Zhao Ye saw the tears on my face, stretched out his hand and gently wiped it on my cheek, I stood on tiptoe to hug Zhao Ye, hugged him with all my might, I tiptoed in his ear and said, "You have confused me, I have chosen you, does it matter whether Jin Shao treats me as a friend or as someone I like?" The person I love is you! ”

I could feel Zhao Ye's hand on me suddenly tighten, his chin against my shoulder, his cheek rubbing against mine, and he said in my ear, "Marry me!" ”

"Hmm!" I nodded vigorously and cried in his arms.

Zhao Ye had long been ready to come back and propose marriage after the New Year, but he had been unsure about Jin Shao's affairs. Zhao Ye has always felt that I didn't choose Jin Shao because I didn't know that Jin Shao liked me, not to mention whether Jin Shao really meant this to me, even if he really liked me, but the person I liked was still Zhao Ye.

Zhao Ye tied me to my side with a small ring, the diamond belt on my hand is particularly good-looking, the facet is shining, bright to dazzling and gorgeous, I often stare at my ring for a long time when I go to work, look at it will laugh silly, lying on the table and blushing. Thinking of living under the same roof with Zhao Ye in the future, thinking that Zhao Ye and I will become a family in the future, and I will give birth to his baby, which makes me feel like I have been electrified, and I can't help but be inexplicably excited.

I discussed it with Zhao Ye, and when Miss Liao finished the bidding in hand, I would officially move out of the current rental house, and when we went home on May Day, we would go home to discuss the marriage, and the wedding was planned to be scheduled for this summer. For this reason, one of my favorite things to do every day is to look through the yellow calendar and look for good days and auspicious days for everyone to be happy with.

I was ready for the wedding that I had been looking forward to for a long time, but things turned out unexpectedly.

The day when Miss Liao made the bid was a Friday in March, Miss Liao was going to receive a customer that day, Zhao Ye and their team had an important meeting to hold that day, so I had to ask the company for leave to help Miss Liao and them to deliver the bid, I had breakfast with Miss Liao before going out in the morning, and the atmosphere of the meal was exceptionally quiet, and no one spoke. Since I came back after the New Year, the relationship between Miss Liao and I has changed a lot, Rao and we both want to forget about that incident, and we both want to pretend that nothing happened, but the atmosphere is weirdly awkward, and I have less and less time to chat with her, and I can't take care of it even more when I am busy getting married.

After eating, I stood up and put away the dishes and chopsticks, Miss Liao looked at me and said, "I wish you and Zhao Ye a hundred years of happiness." She suddenly spoke, and I was a little surprised, looking at her and smiling slightly, she said, "Thank you." ”

"Are you moving out today?" Miss Liao asked.

I said, "It's the weekend, Zhao Ye is still busy today, and he came over to help you celebrate in the evening, so you can wait for my good news!" ”

Miss Liao said, "Thank you. ”

I shook my head, "I'm just helping to hand over the bid, is there anything else I have to explain?" ”

Miss Liao shook her head.

I patted Miss Liao's arm and pretended to be relaxed and said to her, "It's okay, it's going to be successful, don't think too much!" And you have one more way now, and you will definitely have a lot of money in the future, and the problems that money can solve are not problems, don't take those things too seriously! ”

"Thank you," Miss Liao said "thank you" again, and I smiled, not knowing what to say anymore.

Miss Liao said, "Shall I send you there?" ”

I said, "Don't you have customers to receive?" I'll take a taxi myself, don't worry, no problem! I repeated this over and over again, but I couldn't find any other dialogue. Miss Liao let out a long sigh and told me, "Be careful on the road! ”