Jin Shao stretched out his hand to look at me, his expression was very serious, I took out my mobile phone from the pocket of my jacket and handed it to him, and said to him with a smile on my face, "What's wrong?" ”

Jin Shao took my mobile phone, deleted his mobile phone number, his WeChat, his QQ, and canceled the attention to him on Weibo...... Anyway, he erased all the contact information he left on my phone, and then returned the phone to me, "Don't contact me again, you can't find a boyfriend if you go on like this, I can't find a girlfriend, I can't live with you for the rest of my life, right?" ”

Jin Shao smoked in front of me for the first time, he took out a cigarette from the cigarette case, and hurriedly took the lighter next to him and lit it; I lowered my head and bit my lip, tears falling on the table one by one. Jin Shao couldn't sit still, stood up and said to me, "You can go back if you have nothing to do, you won't come here to look for me in the future, I want to get out of the store and find something else to do, I'm tired of playing in the bar." ”

"Does it really have to be like this?" I wiped tears from my face and looked up to ask him.

"I'm really fed up, seriously, every time I fall in love, I end up breaking up, and not once it's not because of you!" Jin Shao spit out a puff of smoke rings, "You can live well without me, and I will continue to live my life without you, so why do you have to be tied together, and you have to explain desperately?" ”

I nodded, very hard nod, I felt that my neck had been completely stiffened, I didn't expect that the eight-year friendship would finally end like this, like every friend who thought he could play until he was old, gradually left in the years to come, no longer interacting. Jin Shao said, "Let's go, I'll send you out, one last time." ”

I nodded, put my phone in my jacket pocket, picked up my bag and left the seat dejectedly, followed Jin Shao step by step from this bar, walked to the door I wiped the tears from my face, and looked at Jin Shao with a smile, "I have to say something about breaking up, it's the same as breaking up!" ”

Jin Shao also laughed, "Yes! It's the same as breaking up. ”

I said, "I wish you happiness in the future." ”

Jin Shao nodded, "You too." ”

I waved my hand, "Just send it here, right?" I pulled the cigarette out of Jin Shao's mouth, threw it on the ground and stepped on it, "Don't smoke, it's not good for your health." ”

Jin Shao said, "I know, I know......" He muttered and repeated, I watched him turn around and walk forward with his head down, not knowing where to go, not knowing when to go, my mind was blank, the only thought was not to look back, never to look back. I don't know where I've gone, I don't know what time it is, it's already dark, I'm dangling alone on the road, my phone suddenly rings, I pick it up in a trance, "Hey? ”

"Where are you?" Miss Liao asked me.

I said, "I don't know." "I looked around, and all my thoughts were pulled back into the real world, looking at the endless stream of cars on both sides of the road, watching the viaduct and the main road echo each other, and looking at the office buildings...... I was a little confused, "I'll go back in a while, I'll take a taxi." ”

"Don't take a taxi, you wait for me where you are, I'll pick you up." Miss Liao said, "You send me a location information. ”

"Oh!" I hung up the phone and sent her a location information on WeChat, and then squatted on the side of the road to pull out the dry yellow dog tail grass, one by one into a grass ring, the late autumn night in Beijing was very cold, and in the end my ten fingers were extremely stiff and painful. Miss Liao's car was parked on the side of the road, and she got out of the car and pulled me up from the ground, "What are you doing?" ”

"Wait for you," I said, looking at her, and I wanted to smile to show that I was okay, but my face was frozen, and even my expression was stiff.

Miss Liao yelled at me, "Don't laugh, laughing is worse than crying!" She nudged me, "Get in the car!" ”

I sat in the passenger seat, wrapped my clothes tightly, and the heating in her car was ample to keep the late autumn chill out, and I asked her, "Why haven't you slept yet?" ”

Miss Liao asked me, "What did Jin Shao say to you?" ”

I said, "What else can you say if you break up your relationship?" "I'm leaning on the co-pilot's backrest," he said, saying that no one would be able to get married if it went on like this. ”

Miss Liao said, "That's funny! I also called to say it specifically, and if I don't get along in the future, won't it be over? ”

I nodded, "I said too." ”

Miss Liao said, "Are you sad? ”

I said, "Well, it's sadder than any break in my life!" I looked at Miss Liao, "So you can't break off with me anymore, if you break off with me again, it will be like a knife stuck in my chest, and it will probably not be good in this life." ”

Miss Liao frowned and asked me, "What are you doing hoarding so many friends?" ”

I said, "Sell?" I looked at her with a smile and she said, "Don't laugh, it's worse to laugh than to cry." ”

I didn't speak again, I turned my head to look out the window at the retreating scenery, and she stopped talking. In addition to the roar of the engine and the whining of the air conditioning cycle, the silence in the car is depressing, and everyone seems to have endless things on their minds, but it is always difficult to tell them. Miss Liao suddenly laughed, the chilling laughter pierced the frozen atmosphere in the car, I felt uncomfortable, and subconsciously moved, "What are you laughing at?" ”

Miss Liao said, "Tell you something unhappy to make you happy?" Her eyes were staring ahead, not daring to look at me, she deliberately wanted to say this passage to be relaxed and happy, but it made the atmosphere in the car even more heavy and weird, I even breathed carefully, for fear of missing her next words, Miss Liao said, "I and Lu Ye are over." ”

"Why?" The news was like a basin of cold water poured down on my face, all the sadness in my mind was replaced by the shock at the moment, she looked at Miss Liao stiffly, she moved her lips, wanted to say something, but finally fell silent again, she glanced at the road ahead, hit the steering wheel and parked the car on the side of the road, Miss Liao said, "Let's go to the bar!" ”

I nodded, pushed the car door and got out of the car and followed her into the dark night, the tavern that Miss Liao was looking for was in the alley with twists and turns, it was really a place where the smell of wine was not afraid of the depth of the alley. The atmosphere here is very eerie, not like other nightclubs noisy, it is almost like a library, the dark wood tables and chairs are scattered and placed, people sit together and talk with their voices down, as if they are afraid of disturbing others, and there are so many tables of people pouring themselves drinks, everyone seems to live within the range of their own feet.

Miss Liao is familiar with the way, and asked the boss for two bottles of wine, two cups, a few plates of appetizers and cut lo-mei, Miss Liao used chopsticks to stuff peanuts one by one into her mouth, and said to me warmly, "As you said, you have been friends for many years, and in the eyes of others, the two of you may be very compatible and may be very right, but the two of you are really together to know that there are so many problems, and you are so inappropriate!" ”

Miss Liao explained to me the whole thing in intermittent words, not long after the relationship was established last time, Lu Ye went back to them, originally said that he would come to pick up Miss Liao before the New Year, but this Lu Ye did not go out of Beijing for three whole days, but went around the nightlife circle of Beijing.

Beijing is a big city, and people who don't want to see it can't always hide; It's not small, but the people you want to see can't always meet...... Miss Liao came out with the customer that day and saw a Land Rover parked in the tree-lined road not far away, she thought that the model was the one of the Lu Ye, so she habitually glanced at the license plate and found that it was really Lu Ye's car.

Miss Liao called Lu Ye, but no one answered. She guessed what Lu Ye was doing at that time, she walked straight towards the car, knocked on the car door, and the gentle voices of men and women inside came, which provoked Miss Liao, she banged the car window vigorously and yelled outside, "If you don't open the door again, I'll smash it!" ”

The action inside stopped abruptly, and Lu Ye rolled down the window and was about to scold the people outside, but when he saw Miss Liao's face, all his expressions froze on his face. Miss Liao crossed her hands on her chest and looked down at Lu Ye who poked his head out of the car window, "Aren't you going home?" ”

"I ......" Lu Ye didn't know how to answer Miss Liao's question, and the woman snuggled into Lu Ye's arms and asked, "Who is this?" ”

Miss Liao nodded, she didn't need any answer from Master Lu, she just said, "Let's finish, you can continue to play!" After she finished speaking, she walked straight away, her heart was very calm, she had been a brother with Lu Ye for so many years, she knew too well how true and fake this man was, he had never been able to control his lower body, how could he be expected to guard himself like jade? Miss Liao took a deep breath, walked into the distance and heard a hysterical shout from Lu Ye behind her, "Get out!" ”

At that moment, Miss Liao was still crying, and she cried again when she told me, I helped her fill up the wine and helped her bring a tissue, "I always feel that Master Lu has a deep affection for you." ”

"Yes," Miss Liao nodded, "It's true that you have deep affection, but after so many years of friends, you only go to the heart and not the kidneys, and he is an animal who thinks in the second half of his life, it is only a matter of time before this kind of thing happens, but I didn't expect it to be so soon!" She finished and drank the wine from her glass.

I asked Ms. Liao, "What will happen after that?" Break up? ”

Miss Liao shook her head, "I don't know, I'll talk about it later!" After she finished speaking, she drank it all again, and she said, "So you said that you can't be with Jin Shao, I believe it!" I really believe ......" she kept pouring wine for herself, kept drinking, I accompanied Miss Liao glass after glass, and finally both of them staggered, and their minds were blurry, Miss Liao fell down first and fell asleep on the table, I still have a trace of sanity, knowing that we don't want to leave this tavern tonight, I took my mobile phone and called Luo Er and asked him where he was.

Luo Er said, "Sleeping at home, this point, what's wrong?" ”

I said, "You come to me, I sent you a location on WeChat, and Miss Liao and I drank too much...... "I can't remember anything after I said that."