The next morning, I woke up from a glare of sunlight and squinted at the clear sunlight outside the window, but my mind was full of chaos. I looked at the quilt on my body, at the sheets under me, at the curtains and screens, and I sat up from the bed and hugged the quilt tightly and looked at the familiar bedroom.

Why am I at Zhao Ye's house?

What the hell happened last night? I pulled my hair hard, desperately recalling what happened before my fragmentation, I broke off with Jin Shao, Miss Liao and Lu Ye broke up, the two of us got drunk in a tavern, and then I called Luo Er, I seemed to tell him that Miss Liao drank too much, what else did I say? What else did I do? Did I vomit into Zhao Ye's house?

"No, no, it shouldn't be like this!" I hugged the quilt, got into the quilt again, buried my face tightly, and rubbed the quilt hard, it must be the wrong way I woke up! I bit my lower lip and nodded heavily at myself and closed my eyes. Before I could fall back asleep, I heard the door creak open, and I jumped up from the bed, kneeling there with the quilt in my arms, staring at Zhao Ye who came in.

Zhao Ye asked me, "Awake?" ”

I stared at him without speaking, trying to make sure if it was a dream or reality? Maybe it was because I missed Zhao Ye too much and had hallucinations, I pinched my arm hard, and it hurt so much that my tears were about to burst out, and I screamed "......", lying on the quilt with tears in my eyes.

Zhao Ye asked me, "What are you doing?" ”

I wiped away the tears that had come out of my eyes, sat up and said, "I thought I was dreaming." ”

Zhao Ye handed me a glass of water, "Honey water, do you have a headache?" ”

I nodded.

Zhao Ye asked me, "Do you still want to vomit?" ”

I clutched my stomach and nodded again.

Zhao Ye asked, "What do you want to eat?" ”

I shook my head, I didn't have any appetite, I just felt a headache, I wanted to throw up, and I felt sick to my stomach when I thought about eating. I picked up the honey water, took a sip, and then looked at Zhao Ye with it in my hand, "When did you come back?" ”

"Just arrived yesterday morning." Zhao Ye said.

I lowered my head and looked at the quilt, "Why didn't you say a word to me when you came back." ”

Zhao Ye let out a long sigh, "I'm too tired." ”

I nodded and didn't speak, but tears fell out of my eyes and landed on Zhao Ye's white quilt, I inhaled and didn't dare to wipe it, for fear that a move would attract Zhao Ye's attention, I didn't want him to know that I was crying, and my throat hurt, "Thank you, why am I here?" ”

Zhao Ye said, "Your colleague called me, he wants to take care of Miss Liao, and he can't take care of the two of you alone." ”

"Oh!" I nodded, "I'm sorry for you." ”

Zhao Ye didn't speak.

I asked Zhao Ye, "Did I say anything strange?" ”

"Hmm!" Zhao Ye nodded, I panicked as soon as he responded like this, and was anxious to raise my head and look at him to explain, "I was just in a bad mood yesterday, and what I said is definitely not true, don't take it to heart." ”

"Including ......" Zhao Ye nodded, and after a long pause, he asked me, "Scold me?" ”

"Scolding you?" I was a little stunned, I thought I said something related to Jin Shao, but did I actually scold Zhao Ye for one night?

"Hmmm! After scolding for a night, when you are awake, you can't see that your scolding talent is so good, and you don't repeat what you say! Zhao Ye looked at me and said, took back the honey water I didn't drink from my hand, I opened my mouth wide, covered my mouth with my hand, and wondered how to explain this, "I...... What did I scold you? ”

Zhao Ye said, "Pride, arrogance, conceit, indifference, hard-heartedness, and so on!" ”

I didn't dare to look at Zhao Ye's face, but I felt that I was right, who made him ignore me?

Zhao Ye said, "I asked myself if I should be tolerant and understanding enough." ”

I nodded and said, "Yes!" ”

Zhao Ye said, "If you said that you made an appointment with Jin Shao and your friends that night, and you couldn't come here, I wouldn't be so angry." ”

I nodded and said, "It's me who is wrong." ”

Zhao Ye said, "I'm angry because you lied, not because you broke the appointment." ”

I nodded vigorously, "I know it's me who is bad, there won't be a next time," I lowered my head and could only see Zhao Ye's arm, the cuffs of his white shirt were halfway up, revealing tight lines, I grabbed his arm and begged him, "There really won't be a next time, I will tell you everything, I will never lie again, don't you get angry, okay?" ”

Zhao Ye touched my hair, and he said, "I have actually thought about it on this business trip, and I will break up with you when I come back, I don't want to fall in love so unexplained." ”

I cried and shook my head, and I looked into his eyes, full of grievances.

"But," Zhao Ye paused and gently hugged me over, "I picked you up last night, you cried all the way, wronged all the way, scolded me all the way, and called me all the way...... I always thought that if you didn't have me, you might be able to live happily, but I seem to be wrong. ”

I hugged Zhao Ye hard, for fear that he would push me away.

The meeting between two people is like an irreversible chemical reaction, just like sodium meets water, originally sodium stayed in its glass bottle, and the water lay quietly in the beaker, but the moment they met, it would release heat and light, and sodium would rapidly rotate on the surface of the water and scream, and then disappear, and the glass of water would also become sodium hydroxide, and when the liquid dries over time, it will leave a white powder, which is neither metal sodium nor liquid water. They want to go back in time, and they have to pay a lot more than they meet...... So when we didn't meet, we were all happy, but since I fell in love with Zhao Ye, I can no longer be separated.

My breakup with Jin Shao is Jin Shao's choice and my choice, because we all have someone in our lives who is more important than a friend. Zhao Ye held my shoulder, pushed me a little away, looked at me and said, "Actually, when I was on a business trip, I was thinking about you, thinking about your stupid appearance, thinking about the panic that you squatted on the road to change the procedure and being splashed by me, thinking about the girls you introduced to me in your house, thinking about when you appeared in front of me wet and told me about dish soap and makeup remover......" He said a lot, and then pinched my nose, "It's all about you." ”

I asked him, "Then why are you willing to break up with me?" ”

Zhao Ye said, "I'm afraid that if I don't mention it, I'll fall deeper in the future, but you suddenly look back and find that you love others, what should I do when the time comes?" ”

I shook my head and said, "No." ”

Zhao Ye said, "I believe it." ”

Zhao Ye lay on the bed with me, I held his arm, sleeping in his arms felt very warm, I told him about the breakup between Keni and Jin Shao, and said that I broke off with Jin Shao, Zhao Ye said, "Actually, there is no need to make such a fuss, now I am embarrassed." ”

I said to Zhao Ye, "Miss Liao and Lu Ye broke up. ”

"Broke up?" Zhao Ye was a little surprised.

I nodded, "I thought Miss Liao would finally find a home, but in the end it ended in a breakup, and her story taught us that the result of friends turning into lovers is broken!" Those who didn't break it, it's not the depth of love, the sea of love is rotten, it's that I don't have any other choice if I don't look for you anyway, it's better to be an acquaintance than a stranger. ”

Zhao Ye flicked my forehead with his hand, "You have so many theories!" ”

"Practice makes sense!" I pouted and said to him, he leaned over and kissed me gently, I felt tired, and gradually fell asleep in his arms, this sleep was both peaceful and sweet. I got up at noon, Zhao Ye was no longer around, I hurriedly turned down from the bed to find him, saw that he was cooking in the kitchen before I breathed a long sigh of relief, patted my chest, leaned on the kitchen sliding door and looked at him.

Zhao Ye turned his back to me, facing the stove and asked me, "What are you doing in a hurry?" ”

I said, "I thought you ran away." ”

Zhao Ye smiled bitterly, turned to look at me and asked, "Where are you going, this is my home!" ”

I stuck out my tongue and touched my stomach, the sour fragrance wafted in the air, which immediately aroused my appetite, I walked over and stood next to Zhao Ye and asked him, "What are you doing?" ”

"Sour noodle soup," Zhao Ye said, "thinking that you drank so much wine last night, you have to eat something appetizing and easy to digest today." ”

"Thank you," I said, holding his arm, "I'll wash my face." ”

"Go ahead!" Zhao Ye nodded, I turned around and ran to the bathroom, my toiletries were still on the shelves, my powder towel was still hanging on the hook, I was holding my towel full of intoxication. When I came out again, the meal had already been served, and I sat down at the table and remembered what happened to his mother coming over before, "I didn't go to the appointment that day, isn't your mother very angry with me!" ”

"Not really," Zhao Ye said, "I just think it's a pity that I haven't seen him." ”

"When I go back for the New Year, I must be with my aunt!" I assured Zhao Ye.

Zhao Ye said, "It's okay, it's good if I haven't seen it......" After he finished speaking, he asked me, "The taste is okay, right?" If it's light, just add a little more salt, I didn't dare to put too much salt, there is salt in the meat. ”

I kicked him hard under the table, "What do you mean it's good not to see him?" ”

"My mother came here to urge marriage," Zhao Ye said, "so it's okay if I don't see it, so I feel less stressed." ”

I pouted and pointed at him, "You don't want to marry me again!" ”

Zhao Ye was stunned for a moment, looked at me and asked, "What do you call again?" ”

I said, "That's not the point! ”

Zhao Ye smiled helplessly, "I've thought about it, but have you thought about it?" Being together for a lifetime, you can't go back halfway. After getting married, you may have children, a woman's freedom may end here, you will be dragged down by housework, tied by children, busy around a family, you are only 25 years old, do you want to live such a life? ”

I tried to imagine Zhao Ye's description, living such a life at the age of twenty-five seems a bit early for a society with an average age of seventy-five.