Chapter Eighty-Eight: Dude, I'll Go First

Xiao A's sudden fall to the ground surprised everyone present.

If you want to say that this kid, since he was on the table, he hasn't drunk much, why is he drunk at this time?

So, Lao Zhu hurriedly got up and went over to help him up.

At this time, I noticed that Xiao A's face was extremely sallow, as if the whole person was no longer energetic for a moment, in the words of the past, the sound of breathing, like a gossamer!

That day, when I arrived at the hospital, it was already past eight o'clock in the evening.

Because Fa Ge drank a little too much, I talked to Lao Zhu Hao and asked him to go back first.

As for Xiao A, he hasn't been seen since he entered the emergency room.

Minutes and seconds passed.

Outside the corridor, the more I thought about Lao Zhu, the more wrong it became. At this time, both of them vaguely remembered something. It's just that it was too dangerous for us to say it.

The wait is the longest and the most painful. It wasn't until dawn that the lights in the emergency room went out.

Lao Zhu and I hurriedly went up to ask, but before we could speak, the doctor scolded the two of us first.

"What's the matter with you guys? The patients are like this, and you still let him drink?! ”

Suddenly, my heart chuckled, and over there, Lao Zhu's voice also changed.

"Doctor, what's going on? What do you mean by that? What the hell happened to my buddy? ”

If life is full of accidents, then, on the night in the hospital, Lao Zhu and I deeply felt this.

It's just that we don't know all this. When he understood, Xiao A was almost at the end of his life.

That's right, liver cancer.

This haunting demon finally found Xiao A, and, listening to the doctor's tone, Xiao A's condition has reached an advanced stage at this time.

Liver cancer patients should not drink alcohol, we are all very aware of this common sense.

Thinking about it now, it turns out that Xiao A already knew everything.

The reason why he held this party was, to some extent, to say goodbye to his brothers.

What is life?

During this time, I always felt bitter. It's just that this time is different from any other.

In the silence, Lao Zhu and I burst into tears.

On the hospital bed, Xiao A looked at the two of us, as if time had not changed, just like when we met for the first time.

Time stands still like a stone.

We talked a lot that day, but we didn't seem to say anything. Let it remain in the depths of memory forever.

What Xiao A said seems to be yesterday.

"Peng, there's nothing uncomfortable, really. Dude, I'm just one step ahead, sooner or later, the brothers will get together. ”

I smiled, "Cheng, you kid is going to give us a long face over there, we heard that there are a lot of beautiful female ghosts, don't miss it again, the virgin body is not popular this year!" ”

Little A laughed, but his eyes were red.

"Ah Peng, you are still the same, and you still don't forget to be poor at this time. Well, I remembered, by the way, Lao Zhu also told me about you, let's just say one word, okay, okay? ”

I smiled and said nothing.

And over there, Lao Zhu had already gone out of the door, and he could see that he felt uncomfortable, who else could he be, this kind of forced laughter was unbearable.

"Peng, do you say my life is worth it?" Little A asked me suddenly.

I was stunned, to tell the truth, I didn't know how to answer.

I understand what Little A means.

Counting it up, fate is really unfair to Little A.

He has no illustrious family background, no brilliant career, and even at this point, he has never even talked about a serious relationship.

In the world, he is just an ordinary dick. In my memory, I value food the most, and to put it bluntly, isn't it because I am poor?

People often say that they are full of warmth and lust, but in my opinion, Xiao A has always been at the first level.

But this man who lives for food all day long confided in me for the first time today.

It turns out that he also has dreams and many unrealistic ideas.

If I had to say, traveling around the world is one of them.

Three days later, Little A was gone.

That day, I met his old father, his sister.

No crying, no imaginary sadness. Maybe for Xiao A, death, but the best relief.

According to the customs of his hometown, Xiao A's ashes were taken back to his hometown by his uncle for burial.

At this point, I made a reluctant request.

In fact, I remember the words of the ward that day. Although it is not realistic to travel around the world, it is not difficult to get around the country.

My proposal, no one present, including his old father, refuted it.

Maybe everyone knows that this may be the best nostalgia for Little A.

With Little A's half-wiped ashes, I got on the train.

On the platform, everyone said goodbye to me. There are Fa Ge, Lao Zhu, and white-haired people, there are too many.

If I didn't have any thoughts about life before I came, then at this moment, there is nothing more meaningful than completing the idea of Xiao A traveling around the world.

The train started again, and the sound of the wheels hitting the tracks, in the middle of the night, was abrupt but normal.

At this moment, I remembered the heavy snow in Hangzhou again, that distant snowy night, the memories are so similar, but things are not people, but a turn, the fresh life around me, but now it has become a touch of loess.

The trip has no end, no plan, and in a sense, more like a wandering.

The first thing I can think of is one place, Shanghai.

This city, for me, for Xiao A, always has some kind of special feelings.

A bustling city, a star that never sets, and an eternal paradise for dreamers.

I believe that at a certain time period, we, including Xiao A, have dreamed of one day conquering and standing in the Oriental Pearl to have a bird's-eye view of the world.

There have been tears and helplessness here, and similarly, there are traces of Xiao A's struggle.

So, I took it as a starting point, following the past, wandering all the way.

The lyrics are played back over and over again.

My bags

Carrying that heavy dream on your back is the direction of the future

Youth is particularly arrogant

Fall in love or be lost for freedom

……

This is our past youth, which belongs only to us, unique, and will never fade.

The train was rickety and bumpy along the way. When I arrived in Shanghai, the sun had just set.

Huangpu River, the evening breeze is still the same, cruises, lights, night scenes.

Leaning on the railing, I let my thoughts rise and fall with the wind.

At this moment, the mobile phone in his pocket suddenly rang.

Looking down, I was stunned for a moment.

To tell you the truth, the owner of this call, if you ask me to guess 10,000 times, I may not be able to guess.

It's actually Zhu Qian!

If I hadn't seen this number at this moment, that girl would have forgotten it cleanly.

However, when I think of her, that youthful face appears in front of my eyes.

So, I smiled and pressed the answer button.

Sure enough, the familiar, lively voice immediately came into my ears.

"Hey, young uncle, I'm Zhu Qian. Haha, isn't it a surprise? ”

End of chapter.