Finally, I made an appointment with Liu Yuyang Yang, and I was fully mentally prepared, in WeChat, he said to me: "I am not on duty this Saturday afternoon, and there is nothing to do, we can make an appointment at this time." I replied, "Okay, I got it." "Week

On the afternoon of six, I lied that I had something to do and wanted to go to dinner with my friends, because it was inconvenient for Xiaoman to be pregnant, so I didn't let her go with me, and there was Liu Yuyang in the dinner, and when the time came, I would send her a video, and she would know who I was with, and I could also send her a location to know where I was. As soon as Xiao Man heard that it was Liu Yuyang, because he had seen him last time, he felt that this person was also very reliable, so he readily agreed.

I hurriedly took a taxi and left, and when I saw Liu Yuyang, he was already waiting for me there. We made an appointment with the same café last time, and I have a shadow in my heart about this café.

"Brother, what do you want to drink?" I asked Liu Yuyu Yang, who was sitting opposite.

"Just bring me a glass of lemonade, how about you?" He said.

"Okay, then I'm the same, I'm going to be lemon ice water too." I responded.

"Have you been busy lately?" I asked.

"Fortunately, the hospital has a heavy task." Liu Yuyang said.

"By the way, how's that research of yours?" I asked again.

"It's still being studied." He replied.

"Okay, then I won't be polite to you, I still want to ask directly, what's wrong with Xiaoman's situation?" I said anxiously.

"It's not entirely certain yet, but I suggest you take her to the hospital for another follow-up."

"Follow-up? Can you tell me what it might be? It's good that I can prepare myself. ”

"Well, do you know about depression? Last time, I asked two ladies to do a depression test form. It is one of the scales recommended by the U.S. Department of Education and Health for psychopharmacology research. This can be used to quickly diagnose the presence or absence of depression. The higher the score, the more likely you are to be at that level. If there is no depression under 17 points, 17 to 20 points are on the verge of depression, and above 20 points are recommended for certain consultation and diagnosis. And your wife Xiaoman's score is above 20 points, and when I was doing the test, I found that she may have been exposed to some major stimulation recently. I would like to know more about this situation, which will be of great help in future treatment and in providing the corresponding treatment plan. He said sincerely.

I was silent for a moment and then said, "I can't tell you about it, but what I can say is that my wife has been optimistic on the surface since what happened, but if you pay a little attention, you will find that she is sullen." I bought a lot of gifts for her, and she didn't show any joy, I had some friction with her, and she didn't show very anger and anger. And her memory has declined too much recently, and her attention can't be fully concentrated, sometimes I talk to her for a few words, she has to react for a long time, the most headache for me is that she has been getting thinner and thinner recently, I don't know if this is what you call depression, but I know that Xiaoman has been too abnormal recently. I was worried.

"Then it seems that my guess is not wrong, this matter must be a very big blow to Xiao Man, I think you still have to tell me about this matter, so that I can judge you from a professional point of view." After listening to what Liu Yuyang said, my hands involuntarily began to tremble, in order to calm my mind, I took out a cigarette from my pocket, began to take it out and smoke, lit a cigarette, after taking a puff, my mood relaxed a little, I have been thinking, whether to tell Liu Yuyang about this, I glanced at him, and he didn't mean to urge me.

In this way, time seemed to stand still, I smoked one cigarette after another, Liu Yuyang sat quietly opposite, just looking at me quietly, not urging me, not talking, which inexplicably gave me a sense of security that I could confide in.

I thought to myself: If I can really treat Xiaoman's so-called depression, then even if I want to tell someone about this ugly thing, is it okay for me to ask him to keep it a secret for me? I made up my mind, twisted the cigarette out in the ashtray, and told him what had happened.

Liu Yuyang listened quietly, without interrupting every word I said, but he also did not miss every detail I said. As I spoke for longer and longer, Liu Yuyang's brows furrowed more and more, and finally I finally finished speaking, and let out a long breath.

Relieved, he said to him, "That's the way it is. That's what I woke up like, I never dared to tell Xiao Man, although I knew she might know something, but we never faced this problem, I really didn't know that this incident would cause her so much damage, but because I and Xiao Hui also hurt her at the same time, I don't know how to make up for this damage. She's been getting worse and worse lately, so I'm thinking of you. I'm done, then I'm going to take her next time, and I still need to adjust the treatment plan for another review, you can do it, I will hand over Xiaoman's health to you, and I will fully cooperate. I said earnestly.

"To be honest, I'm really a little reluctant to cooperate with you now, if it weren't for the fact that I'm a doctor and Xiao Man is a patient, I wouldn't have sat down and talked to you for a minute or even a second, you weren't like this before, what have you been through? Look at what you've done? Is it amorous? Since you want to start a family, then please be wholeheartedly, with the people you love, and don't talk about anything like a sister-in-law. As for the time of the follow-up visit, I'll go and see my duty schedule, let's set it again, but if I find out that you are still like this in the future, then I tell you, Xiaoman is still my patient, there is no problem with this, I am a doctor, I can't refuse a patient, but from now on we are no longer brothers, nor friends, this is a stranger, you can watch it. Waiter checkout. ”

After saying that, he got up and left, leaving me alone to sit there with a wry smile. How many are these? This is the first time people have said this about me, am I really wrong? When I used to be single-minded, others were always bullying me, so why do others accuse me when I am not single-minded now? What on earth should I do to fit everyone's psychology, why am I not happy, whether I was single-minded before or half-hearted now? I asked myself in my heart, what kind of life do I really want, what kind of life do I need? What exactly do you want?