628 How to choose? How to forgive
Seeing that the little Taoist priest's face was angry, Eunuch Wang said with a sad face: "Little fairy, this matter is extremely confidential, and the official family has repeatedly instructed that you must not leak half a sentence. Otherwise, the small head will definitely not be guaranteed! ”
He leaned over and said in a low voice: "There are two thousand forbidden troops in Baiye Mountain, but there is only one small person who really knows the details of this matter, and he is even the commander of the first army, and the dignified palace commander Li Commander does not know the truth, but he is only ordered to act according to orders." ”
"So if there is a little rumor outside, even if it is a rumor, the little one will definitely die. There are seven lieutenants sent by the palace this time. The six pairs of ears were standing tall, all waiting for the small one to make a mistake. ”
"Little immortal, you have the grace of the official family and the saint, and it is like entering the palace to follow up in your own backyard. Lin'an is not far from here, and the little fairy enters the palace by himself and asks the official family. Why should the little fairy be embarrassed? ”
When Eunuch Wang said this, the little Taoist priest is a smart person, so he naturally doesn't dare to be strong. can entrust such a confidential matter, it shows that this royal eunuch is also a close confidant of the emperor, how dare he offend?
The little Taoist priest could only laugh, chatted with Eunuch Wang, and went back to the inn in a gloomy manner.
When the situation was discussed, everyone was dumbfounded.
Rou'er volunteered: "Brother Taoist, the slave will go and inquire tonight." Hmph, no matter how many officers and soldiers there are, how can they prevent ghosts? ”
Liu Qingyan also said: "Tianyi, I'll go with Rou'er." ”
The little Taoist priest was very moved, but after thinking about it, he shook his head: "Don't underestimate the heroes of the world!" Since this matter is so secret, there must be people in the army who have attained the Tao to accompany them. As long as you have precautions, no matter how strong your two skills are, it is possible to kill them, but it is impossible to sneak in. Not to mention, there is obviously the shadow of the empty Xuanzi behind this matter. With him, hey, one of you two is not good, but there is no return! ”
"Empty Xuanzi, Empty Xuanzi!" The little Taoist priest sighed: "The road is one foot high, and the magic is one foot high!" Kong Xuanzi was worried that I would see through his details, so he simply sealed Baiye Mountain to death through Han Yanxuan with a holy decree and two thousand troops. In this way, unless I want to kill the official and rebel, I can only watch him do whatever he wants in the true dragon vein, but there is nothing I can do! ”
"Hey, let's think about it, see how this game is broken?"
At night.
Suzaku sat on the roof of the inn and stared blankly at the night sky.
The tragic battle that night reappeared in front of her eyes one after another. She seemed to see Uncle Zhao again, who died to save her, and closed her eyes in her smile.
Suzaku buried her head and wept.
A person behind him gently hugged her.
"Master." Suzaku choked and chirped.
The little Taoist priest sighed: "Hongyan, I knew that you would hide and cry." The past is gone, don't be sad, okay? ”
Suzaku shook her head: "I, I don't want to be sad either, but I can't help but be sad." ”
The little Taoist priest didn't know what to say for a while, he held Suzaku'er's hand and sat beside her.
Suzaku asked, "Master, have you figured out a way?" ”
The little Taoist priest shook his head: "Not yet." ”
When Suzaku heard this, she said eagerly: "Master, since this is the case, then forget it, let's go back to Qingcheng, okay?" ”
Being stared at by those big eyes, looking at the pleading in those eyes, the little Taoist's heart softened, and he almost wanted to agree. But after hesitating for a moment, he finally said, "I'll think about it again." If I really can't help it, I will go back to Qingcheng. But if you give up casually, I, I'm afraid I won't be able to convince myself. ”
The hope in Suzaku'er's eyes quickly dimmed. It's like a lamp that goes out in the wind and rain!
Suzaku turned her head and looked away. She said, "Master, go down, I want to be alone." ”
"Hongyan," the little Taoist priest cried out distressedly, and he tightened his small hand, which was weak and cold.
He said, "I'm sorry, Hongyan! ”
Suzaku had her back to him, motionless.
The little Taoist priest sighed and hugged her tightly in his arms.
Suzaku didn't struggle. Buried in the arms of the little Taoist, Suzaku suddenly shouted: "Ugly Taoist." ”
The three words "ugly Taoist" were gently evoked, and when they were heard in the ears of the little Taoist, they were like thunder.
It had been a long time since he had heard this call, a call that belonged to Suzaku alone.
The little Taoist priest trembled, and he said in a trembling voice: "You should call me master, Hongyan." ”
Suzaku didn't look up, she said, "You know, I know, everyone knows, I'm Que'er, not Hongyan." I am Suzaku'er, the biological daughter of Sora Genko, and the only daughter of your mortal enemy. ”
With a long sigh, the little Taoist priest said astringently, "Why do you wake up, Finch." ”
The tears in Suzaku'er's eyes fell big drops, and she choked up and said, "Yes! Why should I wake up. If I would always be the one who forgot everything when I first came out of the Valley of the Gods, how nice it would be! ”
"It's a pity that there is no real Forgetfulness Immortal in this world, and there is no real Forgetfulness Immortal, I can't forget it after all, I can't forget it!"
She cried: "When I was in the Valley of Forgotten Sorrows, I once saw what happened to that red face with my own eyes. Such a beautiful woman, completely forgetting everything before, has become a plaything to be manipulated by others, and is bullied to death by one man after another. At that time, I thought, I'd rather burn to ashes and become a dog, I'd rather give everything than never be like her. ”
"But ugly Taoist, do you know? Just now I was thinking, I was thinking, in the Valley of Forgotten Worries, if you never appeared, how good it would be! ”
"You know what? I'd rather have my innocent body, let countless men do everything, and finally be destroyed into mud, I don't want to remember all this, I don't want to face all this! ”
"This is the pain in my heart!"
I'd rather let countless men do everything with my innocent body, and finally be destroyed into mud, I don't want to remember all this and face all this!
This is the pain in my heart!
These two sentences, like two sharp knives, pierced deeply into the heart of the little Taoist, and then violently cut his heart into four pieces!
All along, the little Taoist priest knew that Suzaku'er's heart would hurt very much. But what kind of pain it would become, he never seriously thought about it.
He is indifferent by nature and pays attention to going with the flow. But sometimes, in the face of some things, his approach is to say something nice, which is called to be at ease with the encounter, and if it is not good, it is called evasion. It's like Suzaku's pain, he doesn't want to face it, and he can't solve it, so he doesn't feel it in his shoes.
So he didn't know that Suzaku'er's heart would hurt like this!
The little Taoist priest hissed, "Sparrow." ”
Then, he burst into tears! He didn't know what to say, he could only say, "Sorry, finch, sorry!" ”
Everything accumulated in the heart can no longer be hidden. At this moment, Suzaku erupted.
She suddenly raised her head from the arms of the little Taoist, and she cried and shouted: "What's the use of saying sorry, saying sorry for a fart!" ”
"I don't understand, I never will, you all love me! You love me so much, I know; My dad loves me so much, I know; Uncle Zhao loves me so much, I know. But, why do you who love me, one by one, break my heart so much? Why! ”
"The affairs of the world are the affairs of the people of the world. You and my father, why do you choose one person to provoke the safety of the people in the world. What people in the world have asked you to do this? If you don't, why are you doing it? He also did not hesitate to hurt his closest people for this. ”
"Tell me, why?"
"I," the little Taoist priest stammered. He suddenly found that in the face of Suzaku'er's pain, all his justifications were so pale and powerless.
All he could say was, "I'm sorry, Finches. ”
Suzaku hissed and shouted, "I don't need to hear sorry, I never need to hear sorry." ”
"Ugly Taoist, you are my man, I am your woman, don't women rely on men? Why can't you help me solve the problem, why do you leave such a painful choice to me? ”
"Ugly Taoist, I love you, I love you with all my heart. But why should I meet you in this life, and why should I fall in love with you in this life? ”
"If everything can be done all over again, that day, I will not be so willful to wash off the makeup on your face, that way, I will not be obsessed with your beautiful face, then, when you and my father are enemies of life and death, I will kill you with the sword in my hand, or be killed by you with the sword."
The little Taoist priest hugged Suzaku'er, choked up and said, "Que'er, don't say that, don't think so, okay?" Forget all this and be a simple and happy finch again. It's not yet time to make a choice, and when that day comes, I promise you, okay? ”
Suzaku burst into tears: "Rou'er told me that I can pretend that I forgot everything, and I can let others make choices for me." I would like that too. But in the end, I found that I couldn't pretend after all, and I had to make a choice after all. ”
"So, Sparrow, what will your choice be?" When he asked this, the little Taoist's heart hung in his throat.
Suzaku smiled, smiling extremely sadly: "What other choice can I have?" If it were you, would you choose to forgive, your husband-killer, or your father-killer? ”
"I ,......" the little Taoist priest was speechless.
Suzaku broke free from the embrace of the little Taoist, she wiped her tears, and said with a smile: "Ugly Taoist, what am I telling you to do with this?" Did it work? It's useless. It's a dead knot, a dead knot that can never be untied. ”
"You see, I'm so willful that you cry too. That's not good. ”
"Ugly Taoist, you're right, I can still accompany you for some time. When I'm there for you, I want you to be happy, and I want myself to be happy. In that case, you will miss me in the future. I don't want to wear out your and my love in all these boredoms and entanglements. ”
"Ugly Taoist, I hope you miss me."
"Well, it's windy outside, and it's unpleasant. I'll go down first, and I'll see you tomorrow. ”
"Sparrows." The little Taoist priest hissed, and he stepped forward to hug Suzaku Er into his arms.
But Suzaku said softly, "Let me be quiet for a while, okay?" ”
These words were said very lightly and lightly, but the little Taoist priest immediately stopped.
Suzaku flew down.
In the past, when she walked on the wall, her body was light and agile, like a cheerful finch.
But this time, the finch was as heavy as a stone.
Sitting on the roof, the little Taoist priest burst into tears.