629 Just when I'm selfish
"Husband." I don't know when, Xu Ruoxue appeared behind the little Taoist priest and hugged him from behind.
The little Taoist priest choked up and said, "Madam, did I do something wrong?" ”
Xu Ruoxue sighed: "Husband, in this world, right and wrong, many times, who can tell the difference? ”
"For the finch, the husband is naturally wrong. Is Kefu-kun really wrong? Naturally not. The husband did all this, how could he have done it for himself. The husband is for the people of the world and for the safety of the Great Song Dynasty. ”
The little Taoist priest raised his head and looked at Xu Ruoxue: "Madam, but I am your man, shouldn't I make you happy and make you happy?" ”
Xu Ruoxue smiled bitterly: "Husband, after all, Que'er is thinking too simply, and I have already thought clearly." ”
"For us women, our husbands and children are all we have. Nothing else matters, you can discard it, that's understandable. ”
"But for you men, your wife and children are just a part of your life, perhaps, a small part. A good man should have dreams and the world in his heart, which is also understandable. ”
"So husband, no matter how you choose or do this matter, you are all right and wrong. Then come according to your own heart. Whatever your choice, we've got your back. ”
"You choose to stop here, go back to Qingcheng, and we will happily accompany you back. If you choose to fight to the death with Kongxuanzi, we will also live and die with you! ”
"Husband, you just need to ask, your heart."
The little Taoist priest smiled bitterly: "Although I have always been confused about this matter. But at least I knew what I was going to do, and I was doing it. But now, I really don't know, I don't know anything. ”
"Let me think about it, let me think about it."
On the roof of the inn, the little Taoist priest who had blown a cold wind all night stood at the door of Suzaku before dawn.
When Suzaku opened the door, the first thing she saw was a haggard little Taoist priest.
The little Taoist priest gave her a gentle smile. He smiled and said, "Que'er, let's go back to Qingcheng!" ”
At this moment, Suzaku'er's eyes like stagnant water suddenly lit up with two lights.
Her eyes were already big, and as soon as this light started, the little Taoist priest felt that in the morning light, two stars suddenly flashed.
Suzaku choked up and said, "Ugly Taoist, are you telling the truth?" I'll take it seriously, I'll really take it seriously. ”
The little Taoist priest nodded heavily: "Well, I thought about it for one night, and I decided." ”
"You're right, the affairs of the world are the affairs of the people of the world, and no people ask me to save the people of the world, so what should I do with this responsibility? Besides, your dad isn't necessarily wrong. He's a brilliant talent, and he might be able to make it. ”
Suzaku cried and said, "Ugly Taoist, have you really decided?" You won't regret it? ”
The little Taoist priest shook his head: "I have decided, I don't regret it." ”
"I think very clearly. It's my own idea, it's my own business. Needless to say, it is Ruoxue and them, who want to do it, but in fact, they can just live a good life with me. For the sake of my wishful thinking, to put you in great pain, and then drag them into the danger of life and death, is this what a man does? ”
"From the beginning to the end, I never wanted to be a hero who saved the world. The responsibility was too great, and my shoulders were too thick. This time, let me be selfish! ”
He stepped forward and hugged Suzaku Er into his arms: "Que'er, go back to Qingcheng with me." Ruoxue gave birth to a son for me, I hope you can give birth to a daughter for me, so that my Zhang family can have both children and daughters. ”
Suzaku cried, she nodded wildly: "Okay, if you say you will give birth to a daughter, you will give birth to a daughter, and if you say you want to give birth to a few, as long as you are happy, I can treat myself as a sow, I will have a big litter in my life." ”
The little Taoist priest smiled with tears: "Okay, then let's have a few more, and let my Zhang family spread out the branches!" ”
When this decision was announced, Ruoxue was overjoyed. Even Qingyan and Rou'er cheered.
Listening to the bursts of cheers, the little Taoist priest sighed in his heart: "It turns out that this is really just my willful will. ”
After sighing, the little Taoist priest suddenly felt that his body was too relaxed, as if he had unloaded an invisible burden. Wrong, like an invisible mountain, removed from itself.
It turns out that the entanglement in my heart and the pressure I am carrying are so heavy!
A group of people were packing their luggage in a hurry, and the shopkeeper came in and said in embarrassment: "Little fairy, the people nearby heard that the little fairy was coming, and one by one, they all said that they wanted to thank the little fairy." Early in the morning, there were many people outside, and they couldn't stop it. ”
Yes! The little Taoist priest was about to refuse, only to hear the noise, and many people had already rushed in.
The little Taoist priest had no choice but to go out.
There was a cheer downstairs, and many people rushed upstairs.
This one grabbed a chicken in his hand and stuffed it into the arms of the shopkeeper: "This is a chicken raised by my family, which has just laid eggs, and it is the most nutritious to eat." Ask the shopkeeper to call the kitchen stew and give the little Taoist a bowl of soup. In order to save everyone, the little fairy was seriously injured, so he should make up for it. If it hadn't been for the county magistrate last time, everyone would have come over a long time ago. ”
The other person carried a bag of fresh fruit in his hand and stuffed it into the little Taoist priest's hand: "My house is near the inn, if it weren't for God's pity and the little fairy just appeared here, my family of seven would definitely die." The Wang family next door to me, all four of them are gone, and they died so miserably! ”
All of a sudden, the inn was full of people. More and more people came, and it was crowded. The inn was overwhelmed, the floor creaked, and the shopkeeper begged grandpa to tell grandma, and finally coaxed everyone down.
The man went down, but the ground was full of things. There was everything, breakfast, chickens and ducks, vegetables, fruits, and there was no place to stay.
The little Taoist priest was very moved in his heart, he arched his hand, cleared his throat, and said to the people downstairs who were looking at him: "As a Taoist priest, it is just the duty of the poor Dao, how can he be worthy of everyone's love?" ”
One shouted, "Deserve it." If you ask the county magistrate to do the law, you will get five copper coins. The little fairy is a great grace for life, if you don't even collect some fruit, we all have no face to go out. ”
"After going back, I must set up an immortal tablet for the little fairy, and offer incense every day, so that God can bless the little fairy with a long life."
"Wang Laosan, this is wrong. The little immortal is the real immortal, and it is the same life as heaven and earth. What does it mean to live a long life? Someone wants to set up an immortal tablet for the little immortals, praying that the little immortals will stay in the world for a few more years. ”
For a while, everyone was gossiping, earnest, and full of fists.
The little Taoist priest raised his hand to stop the hustle and bustle downstairs, and he raised his voice and said: "There are officers and soldiers here to take over, and there will be no big problem." There are many things in the poor road, so I will leave. Your kindness is really appreciated. ”
Naturally, the people did not follow and graciously retained, and the little Taoist priest was helpless and slipped away from the back door in embarrassment.
Riding on a big yellow horse and eating a bunch of cherries, the little Taoist priest was silent.
The cherries are very fresh and sweet, and they are full of the affection of the villagers, so they are even sweeter, and they are sweet to the heart.
But after the sweetness reached his heart, the little Taoist priest felt that his heart was a little heavier. It's as if the burden that was unloaded before is slowly pressing up again in silence.
The people of the world regard me as a god, and they believe that I love me so much, and I shouldn't do something for the people of the world?
Shaking his head, the little Taoist priest tried hard to abandon this thought. Now that you've decided, what else do you want to do?
The little Taoist priest raised his whip and shouted: "Drive!" ”
The horse was very fast, so fast that it seemed like a hasty escape, but two days, the group had left Shaoxing Mansion.
On this day, everyone dined in a restaurant.
It was noon, but there were not many people in the restaurant. Behind the few guests was the sad face of the shopkeeper.
After serving the meal, the taste was really not good, so Suzaku pouted.
The group was about to leave, but there was a burst of conversation in the private room next door. Although the voice was small, because of the silence in the building, the little Taoist priest could hear it clearly.
One person said: "From Brother De, looking at this situation, this war is really about to start. Your third uncle is in the pavilion, you have always been the most well-informed, what do you think about this matter? ”
One person smiled bitterly: "Who said it wasn't?" Hey, now the meaning of my Northern Expedition in the Great Song Dynasty is 'Sima Zhao's heart, everyone knows it'! ”
"At the beginning of the year, the official family announced the change of the yuan and the currency. It was changed from Jiatai to Kaixi, and then issued Kaixi Tongbao. ”
"Since the dynasties, the name of the year has not been changed lightly, and there must be a major event before the yuan is changed. Look at the word Kaixi, the word 'open', originates from the Kaibao year of Song Taizu. The word 'Xi' originates from the Tianxi year of Song Zhenzong. Kaibao and Tianxi are both prosperous times created by my Great Song Dynasty. The meaning of Kaixi means not forgetting the ancestors and inheriting the ancestral industry! The official family is ambitious and ambitious! ”
The previous person said: "Last year, at the suggestion of Han Yanxuan, the official family posthumously crowned Yue Peng as the king of Hubei, which is extremely respectful. As soon as the news came out, all the main fighters in the world cheered. At that time, I said that I intended to go on a northern expedition today, but Brother Congde still didn't believe it. What now? ”
Brother Congde smiled bitterly: "Brother Yuqing, the two countries of Song and Jin have been peaceful for a long time. Now that the four seas are peaceful, the people of the world have finally gained stability and have just recovered. Who would have thought that all of a sudden, the official family would really have such ambitions. ”
Brother Yuqing sighed: "My Great Song Dynasty once occupied the richest land in the world, and his reputation was great, and the four seas surrendered. And now it is located in the southeast, and only half of the country has been obtained. The shame of Jingkang, who dares to forget it? ”
Brother Congde said, "Yes." When the third uncle returned home to the province the year before last, he said that when the Song and Jin countries interacted, my eldest Song was humiliated, and now I am deeply ashamed and indignant. However, the officials have always been good at accepting advice, and if the war starts lightly, the opposition between the DPRK and China will be huge, and no matter how dissatisfied the officials are, they will have nothing to do about it. Unexpectedly, after Han Taifu took control of the court, the heart of the main battle became more and more obvious. The official family originally had a three-point plan, but when he was provoked by Mrs. Han, it really became seven points! ”
"Since last year, the main war officials who have been excluded from the DPRK and China have been reinforced. Chen Jia served as the squire of the military department, and Wu Xi served as the deputy envoy of Sichuan Xuanfu. In addition, Yue Pengju was posthumously crowned as the king of Hubei, and for a while, the voice of the main battle was loud in the government and the opposition. ”
After the change, the thoughts of the officials were clear, so the court and the people were all gloomy and silent. There are also many wall grasses, seeing the wind and making the rudder, they advocate sending troops. So the voice of the Northern Expedition is huge! ”