Chapter 654: There are gains and losses
I squeezed the medicine bottle in my hand, didn't stay long, and drove home.
I parked the car downstairs, and before I stepped into the unit building, I was violently hugged from behind.
I was startled, and the screaming was muffled and stopped abruptly.
"It's me." Fu Ruyu said in a low voice.
I grabbed his hand away and looked back at him angrily, "What are you doing?" In the middle of the night, you're scared to death, aren't you? ”
Fu Ruyu frowned slightly, with a strong sadness in her eyes, "I'm sorry." ”
"Don't say sorry to me, I don't want to hear those two words." I calmed down a bit, "Also, why are you running here when you're not at home at night?" And, why did you know I lived here? ”
I stared at him with strange eyes, he was investigating where I lived...... And pretending not to know.
"I'm worried about you, I'm afraid you'll do something." Fu Ruyan said.
I scoffed and looked at him sarcastically, "Do you think I'll make a death-seeking move when I see you and Josie?" Fu Ruyan, are you overestimating yourself? ”
Fu Ruyu's thin lips were tight, her expression changed, and she looked sad.
"I don't care what is between you and Josie, I just want to tell you, very clearly and seriously, I won't do anything for you. Because of the marriage of the two of us...... It's long gone, and I hope you don't pester me anymore. With that, I walked upstairs.
My wrist was clenched tightly, and before I could react, the whole person was pressed against the wall, and there was pain in my back, and there was a hot friction sensation.
Fu Ruyu's eyes were dark, with a deep anger and resentment, and I looked at his expression like this, but I wanted to laugh very much.
He was the one who made the act of abandonment, and now it's like I'm sorry for him and have been hurting him.
Everything I did was based on the fact that we were both divorced!
"Loosen." I said word for word.
Fu Ruyu stared at me intently, his eyes were deep, as if he wanted to imprint me in his mind.
I hung my head, and my voice became very low, very small, but in such a quiet moment, it was also able to make him hear it very clearly: "I can't stand it...... I'm really tired, I don't want to be suspicious anymore, I'm annoyed...... I don't have that much to think about in the past...... Please......"
When I said the last word, I couldn't help but cry down.
Fu Ruyan's hand trembled and stretched out, and wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes very gently, "For you, is it so painful?" ”
"Yes."
In Fu Ruyan's eyes, there seemed to be something that he had always believed in, and it collapsed.
I slapped his hand away and strode up, eager to walk up seven or eight steps in one go.
As I stood in front of the house, I gasped for breath.
Downstairs was quiet, without the slightest sound.
I don't even know how I opened the door, I just remember my hands shaking so badly that it took me a long time to get the key alone to get into the keyhole.
The sound of the door closing was a bit loud, which woke my mom up.
"Why did you come back so late?" My mom was blindfolded and obviously asleep.
I mumbled and made a random excuse, "You go to bed first, I'll have to deal with something in the living room later...... Take a shower first. ”
With that, I hurried into the bathroom.
My mom stared blankly at my strange behavior, and finally went back to my room to go back to sleep.
The cold water turned on, poured down, and poured down on my clothes, and I was holding my hands against the wall, and my whole body was on the shower, and I was drenched all over.
The chill spread throughout my body.
I shivered in the cold water and opened the medicine prescribed by the doctor, stuffed one into my mouth, and swallowed it so hard, the bitterness of the medicine spread between my lips and teeth, and it took a long time for me to slide down.
I have to say that the medicine is very useful, and soon after I finished it, I obviously felt that my mood stabilized, and my hands didn't shake much.
I turned the cold water into hot water, took off my clothes, took a shower, and threw my dirty clothes in the washing machine before coming out.
Casually wiping my wet hair, I sat on the couch, hugging my laptop in a daze.
There was no light in the living room, only the glow of the notebook, which hit my pale face.
I don't know how long it took, a somewhat laborious voice came out, it turned out to be my mother-in-law coming out of my room, she was sitting in a wheelchair, looking at me worriedly, "Xiao Chu, why haven't you slept so late." ”
I tried to force a smile, but I didn't smile for a long time, and I nodded, "Well, there are some things in the company that need to be taken care of." I'm sorry to bother you...... You go and rest first, and leave me alone. ”
The mother-in-law sighed, "Don't hide it from me, I've been secretly watching you for a long time, and you're staring at the computer in a daze, and you haven't moved your hands." Are you ...... What's on your mind? ”
I sneered, "What can I worry about, that is, the company has just been established, and there are a lot of things to worry about...... It's okay for me, auntie, you leave me alone. ”
After I finished speaking, I ignored her, looked at the computer, and continued to immerse myself in my own world, as if I had blocked out all the sounds around me.
It wasn't until a faint scent came that my sense of smell returned to normal.
My mother-in-law turned her wheelchair around and came to me, holding a bowl of steaming noodles in her arms, and handed it to me: "I know that you young people have a lot of things to do all day long, and I don't know what I can do...... But, at such a late hour, you must be hungry, and if you think about things, you have to fill your stomach and think again. ”
When my mother-in-law saw that I didn't answer, she was not annoyed, she put the noodles on the table, went back to the house, and said to me before closing the door: "Good night." ”
"Hmm...... Good night......"
There was a thud, blocking the communication between the two of us.
I looked at the noodles on the table in a daze, and my mind was very complicated.
Mother-in-law......
You were so kind to me......
This is a treatment I have never enjoyed before, and she rarely cares about me, even in the two years that I was with Fu Yang, I just went back to the old house to eat like fulfilling my obligations, although we got along well, but I didn't have a heart-to-heart, not to mention that she was also thinking of using me at that time.
Now, leaving everything behind, we are not a mother-in-law and daughter-in-law, she is also moved by me and is wholeheartedly good for me.
At this moment, I suddenly felt that everything was not as bad as I imagined.