In my eyes, the female charm Shanshan is a fairy-like person, she has more than a dozen numbers alone, she is online every day when we are online, and she is still online when we are offline, at that time I think she will not be tired, and she is full of energy every day.

Most of us were silent, only occasionally a sentence or two came out, and the only ones in the line were me and Cloudy Wine chattering there.

It wasn't until later that I found out that she didn't have time to chat with us because she had too many numbers and too many tasks...... In May '18, I had to take an exam for a while, so I had to take a break from the game and concentrate on revision.

During the time I was preparing for the exam, Turbidity would open my account to help me make money by doing tasks, we were relatively casual players, we didn't fight and didn't cause trouble, and the task was only to brush fish and play sophomores.

After the exam, I continued to return to the game, and I was quite satisfied with the test results. But I came back and the wine was leaving, at that time I didn't know why he was leaving, and the only explanation he gave me in QQ was that he was busy, so he was going to abandon the tour, but he would still occasionally go on and off the line.

The turbid wine is gone, and on the day I left, I called him Xianggong, I shouted it in QQ, I have known each other for almost three years and have been married for more than two years, and I shouted out the late Xianggong, and it was not as difficult as I imagined.

Maomao has her own gaming circle, and only me and Shanshan are left to rely on each other. What I haven't told him so far is that I had insomnia the night he left, cried all night, and experienced countless partings in my more than two years of gaming career, but this is the first time I cried for things in the game, you must know that in reality I have never mentioned a penny in the game, and I have never posted anything about the game in my circle of friends.

I also want to be a sane person like him. But that night it was the first time I felt so much in my heart, and that night I suddenly understood that the thing I had been trying to resist and remind myself of all this time seemed to have come true, and that was my feelings for him.

I've always warned myself not to take games seriously, not to confuse games with reality, but my mind is completely beyond my control.

Yes, I fell in love with him, I don't know when it started, I don't know why, we've had a few arguments in the past two years, and we haven't even met, how could I possibly like someone who only exists in the game world?

I'm not Bei Weiwei, and he's not Xiao Nai, but the facts are in front of me, no matter how much I deny it, I can't change the true feelings in my heart, so from this day on, I turned this feeling into the deepest secret in my heart.