"Thoughtful, I hope you will seriously consider your mother's suggestion." Zijin's mother said to Zijin as she walked down the stairs. At this time, she had walked to Zijin's side, sat next to Zijin on the sofa, and then said, "Jinjin, mother is all for your good." What mother in the world doesn't want her children to be happy and happy, I want my Conservative to be the happiest in the world, so you have to listen to me, you have to go abroad to undergo surgery, even if the success rate is very low, as long as there is hope, we can't give up. ”

"Mom, can we leave this topic out for now?" Zijin glanced at her mother, who wanted her to understand that she hated the topic now. The topic had been around her since she and Mingwen had returned from their trip to Lingyan Temple, and she hoped that something else would be said, at least not for now.

"Jinjin, you listen to your mother,——"

"Can you pour me a glass of water, please?" Mom, I just want to drink a glass of water right now. Zijin looked at her mother lazily and said, "Do you think I'm useless, and I have to rely on other people's moods to drink even a glass of water." ”

"Reserved." The mother stopped talking, got up and went to pour water for her daughter.

"Thank you." Mom brought water and gently put it in front of Zijin. Zijin saw that there was a faint moistness in her mother's eyes, she thanked her mother for giving her strength in her heart, she regretted her attitude being so hard, and she said to her mother: "Mom, I'm sorry." I know you love me, but I don't know why I am like this. I don't want to, but sometimes I really can't control myself. ”

"Daughter, mom can't accompany you anymore, mom has to help someone fight a lawsuit today. If we can, we'll take a moment to come back to this topic. ”

"Mom, go ahead. I think I'll please you. ”

As soon as my mother left, Xia Hui came. Xia Hui is a very good friend of Zijin, they go to elementary school together, junior high school together, and high school together, if Zijin didn't have an accident later, they are likely to go to college together. Xia Hui did not return to her hometown immediately after finishing college, but did something outside for more than a year and only recently returned.

Xia Hui works in the city newspaper, and the work is not very satisfying to her, but it is very satisfying to her parents. Parents are often like this, they want their children to always be in their field of vision, not because of anything else, but because they see their children always need to be cared for, cared for, and given guidance when appropriate. Children, on the contrary, grow up as a process of seeking approval, which is inevitably accompanied by a growing dependence on their parents, until the relationship is reversed. Xia Hui is trying to reduce her dependence on her parents, although this job is to some extent said that her parents helped her get it, but she thinks that getting this job is also inseparable from her own ability. Since getting this job, she has moved out of her rented house to live independently. She also comes home occasionally, if it weren't for her parents calling and asking her to go back, she would rather curl up in a rented house than take the initiative to return to the space where she grows. She often goes to Zijin's, after all, they are all the same age, and they are so familiar with each other, so there will naturally be a lot of topics to talk about, and more importantly, there are no constraints.

However, as soon as she entered the door today, she felt that the atmosphere was not the same as before. Zijin was always full of joy at her arrival, and although she found heavy worry on Zijin's face, that worry did not hide her joy at the arrival of her friend.

When they talk about the uncertainties of the weather, about women's fashion trends, about women and life, they naturally talk about plain text. For Mingwen, Xia Hui has heard Zijin talk about it many times, although she often comes, she has not seen Mingwen once. She really wanted to see what kind of man Mingwen was, who could make Zijin so proud and confident. In her eyes, Zijin is a person who is slightly tall because of his many advantages, and there have been so many boys who are fascinated by Zijin and Zijin has never been moved. She thought, then he must be very tall and handsome, outstanding, with a good family background, and rich in noble temperament, in short, he must be a very good man.

"It's a pity," Zijin said with regret, "You're back, but I'm leaving the city." The parting and meeting of life is that you sing and I play, and happiness cannot become an eternal theme. ”

When Xia Hui heard Zijin say this, she suddenly understood why Zijin's face was always hiding sorrow. She said, "What about your mother's treatment in the country again?" Zijin looked at Xia Hui helplessly and nodded, with a plea for help after the grievance in his eyes. Xia Hui smiled comfortingly and said, "I can't bear your clear text." But it's no wonder you're like this, who makes it rare for you to fall in love with someone. What you fall in love with must be something that you cherish immensely, and I dare say that this kind of cherishing makes it difficult for you to measure the trade-offs around you with a calm mind. Having said that, where is there no separation in life, in fact, parting can catalyze the sweetness of meeting. Besides, can you fly to outer space and never come back? ”

"Xia Hui, there are some situations that you don't know. Sometimes, life is like a mistake, but it's beautiful, and you want it to go on and not be revealed, and that's going to be cruel. And happiness is like a dream, extremely sweet, you will long for this dream to wake up later and later, but someone will wake you up, what a cruel thing. For me, the text is a mistake, a dream, and this part, everything will change completely. ”

Xia Hui was confused when she heard Zijin talking, she opened her eyes wide, and there was a charming light in her eyes,—— which was very beautiful, like an appeal. She said, "Zijin, what are you talking about? I don't understand how I listen. In her eyes, love has given Zijin a kind of happiness that Zijin has never had, all of which is shown on Zijin's face, and how inconsistent all this is with what Zijin said!

"If a man's heart is divided into ten, and five parts are in his career, and three parts are in another, then I and his family will share the remaining two equal parts."

"Do you know who that person is?" Xia Hui was a little surprised when she heard this.

"Her name seems to be Keyue."

"Why don't you talk to Mingwen frankly? Maybe it's not what you think, how bent it should be! ”

"What is there to talk about. There are some things that you talk about in front of each other, but they are embarrassing to each other. Besides, if he wanted me to know, he would have told me a long time ago. Actually, I was waiting for him to tell me everything, but I knew he was never going to tell me anything. ”

"So you don't want to leave, I'm afraid that as soon as you leave, you'll completely lose the plain text."

"Maybe! I can't tell, I just don't want to leave, and I know that sooner or later we will be separated. Although I also know that with this love alone, he can wait for me for a lifetime, love me for a lifetime, and spoil me for a lifetime, but I understand that he fell in love with me because he had a kind of sustenance and comfort in this love, and then grew a kind of responsibility in this love. And he loves another person, and my intuition tells me that that love just for love's sake will not change anything, no matter how much he loves me in the future. It's like a play, I'm just a cameo protagonist, maybe this protagonist can go on and on, but it's a cameo after all. What's more, I'm like this at the moment, I'm very selfish, but not too selfish, I'll give him a complete freedom, just hoping to spend my birthday with him. ”

Xia Hui seemed to understand, but she didn't seem to understand a word, she didn't know what to say for a while, but she was more curious about Mingwen, and she really wanted to see what kind of person this was. After Zijin finished speaking, her mood was obviously much better, like a kind of relief and salvation, like a kind of struggle to succeed. When they touched on the topic again, Xia Hui felt a bright aura.

Lying in bed at night, Zijin's heart was still flooded with many things. She looked at her phone, it was eleven o'clock, she wanted to call Mingwen, but hesitated for a long time, afraid that the other party had fallen asleep. Half an hour later, she still called Mingwen. Feeling a little emotional, she begged Mingwen to come back early on November 30, her birthday, and Mingwen told her that he would definitely come back on the afternoon of the 29th.

"Your girlfriend's! I hope I don't get in the way of your normal emotional communication. But Yuejian Mingwen hung up the phone, she had an indescribable feeling in her heart, and when she said this, her voice changed to the usual quiet, and it seemed to be mixed with a trace of indescribable jealousy. As much as she wanted to be in control and be generous, when it came to the real thing, she found that she was actually vulnerable and couldn't really be indifferent.

"It's not early, I'll send you back to the hotel!" Mingwen looked at the lights of the night market, his thoughts were a little heavy, he didn't know why, he refused to admit that it had something to do with seeing Keyue. But he didn't seem to hear what Yue said to him, and there was a kind of evasion in his consciousness, instinctive. Keyue refused to send Mingwen back to the hotel, she said that this would have a bad impact on Mingwen and would easily make some people reverie. She insisted on going to Mingwen's residence to sit down, and Mingwen didn't say no, and took her to shuttle under the night light. Her left hand took his right hand at some point, and he didn't say a word, just held it like that, but his heart was pounding.

It's finally home. Mingwen poured white water for Ke Yue, but Ke Yue said, why don't you pour me coffee, don't you know that I like that bitterness. Mingwen poured the coffee, but Yue said, why do you add so much sugar to the coffee, don't you know that the beauty of coffee lies in the kind of mellow bitterness. Mingwen poured another cup of coffee. Keyue said, don't you think I'm annoying, you may be glad that your girlfriend is not me, right? Mingwen didn't speak, he looked at Ke Yue, and his eyes seemed to say, in fact, it doesn't matter what you do, as long as you like it, just like coffee, I can brew it for you cup after cup, and feel happy to have this opportunity. Keyue suddenly wants to visit all the houses one by one. When I got to the bedroom, Ke Yue said, hmph, I'm not leaving, I'm going to sleep here tonight. Plaintext does not speak. Ke Yue glanced at the text and said, don't be afraid, I'm teasing you, in fact, I'm leaving, I really want to go back to sleep!

"Keyue, I'll send you!" Mingwen looked at Ke Yue, his heart was full of nostalgia, and this nostalgia had a kind of loneliness in a foreign land.

Walking to the door, Mingwen quietly took Ke Yue's hand, looked at Ke Yue, and Ke Yue also looked at him. Neither of them spoke, time was beating on the two living hearts, and the space was still floating there. "Keyue, will you accompany me?" - He felt extremely ashamed of what he said, his face flushed slightly, his head lowered, he didn't dare to look at Ke Yue anymore, and his hand quietly retracted.

Ke Yue retracted the leg that stretched out the door, and the whole person retreated into the house and turned to close the door. She hugged Mingwen tightly and said, "I thought you wouldn't keep me?" But why did you keep me? You know I love you, but you ——。 She couldn't go on, her voice choked. She thought that they had no fate, she didn't need to take this road at all when she went to Tonghua County, but she just wanted to see what Xiapan County where Mingwen worked, she didn't plan to see Mingwen, but she was biased against Mingwen.

"I'm sorry, Keyue, I-" Mingwen has too many things in his heart, emotional, career,...... There were too many, but he didn't know who to say or how to say.

But the moonfire hot lips hid everything, his confusion, his pain, his chaotic thoughts—

Mingwen woke up, the dawn had broken through the night, and a new day had begun, which always made people feel unstoppable. He looked at Ke Yue, who was sleeping next to him, and he wanted to kiss her forehead, but the moment his lips fell, he hesitated deeply. Her charm, in this sleeping state, makes her more and more heartily in love. He tiptoed out of bed and walked to the window, where he gently opened the curtain and found that the sky was snowing. The snow is beautiful, with that lightness, that joy, that pure color, and although it will shatter when it hits the ground, it is beautiful, gorgeous, and colorful. He actually felt that death was originally a kind of beauty, like snow, poignant. He felt that death was just another kind of happiness, like the snowflakes in the sky, they were destined to die like water, but they kept their purity, what a noble death. As he fell into a deep contemplation, a pair of gentle hands gently wrapped around him from behind. The smell was so familiar to him that even if he didn't have a nose, his other senses could perceive it.

"Wake up!"

"Hmm!"

Then, there is silence. The sky is white, and the world is clear.

But Yue actually woke up soon after he woke up, but he didn't want to open his eyes, he just wanted to soak up a lot in this blanket with the breath of clear words. When Mingwen got out of bed, she stared at Mingwen with her eyes open. She saw Mingwen standing in the window and fell into deep thought, she knew him too well, she knew what he was thinking. There were several times when she wanted to tell Mingwen about her and Wen Guang, but she didn't. She knew, said, that she could let Mingwen unload the moral guilt, and then what? He'll be caught up in another moral struggle. She decided not to say it, she thought, sooner or later he would know everything, let the distance dilute it all before he knew it all. She decided to leave, withdraw from his life, and look at him outside of his life. She was satisfied, she had been his woman, a woman he loved so much, no one could compare. What she has to do is to leave with this love, so that he can start freely and happily again, maybe the process is very long, for her, and there is a clear text. Then, today, she decided to live happily with Mingwen, even if it was a perfect farewell ceremony for love.

"Mingwen, take me to climb the snow mountain today. I heard that the snow scene here is beautiful and beautiful. May I? ”

Mingwen turned around and looked at Ke Yue, and after a while, he said, "I'll take you there at noon today, and I'll take you there as soon as the meeting is over." Good no good. Ke Yue nodded. Mingwen asked her to hurry back to the bed, saying, don't freeze. Keyue felt this warmth to the fullest, and she wanted to make this memory carry more warmth about the plaintext.

The snow stopped falling. At noon, Mingwen drove Ke Yue to Nanshan, the car stopped at the root of Nanshan, and the two hiked up the mountain, the snow creaked under their feet.

"This is the first snow I've seen this year, and it's the most beautiful snow I can remember." Ke Yue said that, the cat leaned down and picked up a small snowball, turned around and threw it on Mingwen. Mingwen grabbed Ke Yue's hand in his arms and warmed his belly, and said, "Your hands can't stand the cold." Ke Yue leaned her head on Mingwen, she quietly felt Mingwen's heartbeat, this may be the last time, she suddenly felt reluctant.

"Why did you suddenly come to Xiapan County? Didn't come to see me specifically? ”

"I don't know, I came in a daze, as if I had been called by something. I originally went to assimilate, but I got here, maybe I wanted to see how well you worked? ”

"De-assimilation? What are you going to assimilate for? ”

"Don't do anything, do something trivial." She didn't want to tell Mingwen that she set up a "Mingyue" fund with 5% of her monthly income, which was specifically aimed at poor students in poor mountainous areas, and she was dedicated to this assimilation this time.

"Oh! That place is not easy to walk, are you alone? ”

"Do you still want to go with me?" Ke Yue took out a hand and scratched Mingwen's nose, and said with a smile: "Don't be afraid, you are an acting county magistrate, how dare I let you follow." Even if you want to follow, I won't let it, how unfree. ”

"I'll let my driver take you."

"I think it's better to forget it. You hate to use public for personal gain, and I don't want to undermine your principles. She changed her words and asked, "Mingwen, how is it, is it very hard." In fact, as soon as I saw you, I knew that you most wanted to find someone to talk to her. Do you think I can do it, am I qualified? ”

Mingwen smiled, he looked at Ke Yue, he knew that in this world, no matter how many people didn't understand him, or didn't understand him, but he knew that at least one person would always understand him and support him. After talking all the way to the top of the mountain, his mood was much better, and his unhappiness at work was greatly alleviated. He began to point to a mountain in the distance and said to Keyue, "Do you know what that mountain is called?" Female mountain, female of women. She happened to be opposite the male mountain. He stopped to look at Ke Yue, who looked at him intently, hoping that he would hurry up and continue. He continued: "Legend has it that these two mountains once tried to come together, and they almost came together. The Heavenly Thunder Gong suddenly understood all this, and a big thunder split them again. ”

"Lei Gong is too hateful!"

Lei Gong didn't want to, but once they came together, the river would be blocked, and the people in this square circle would become turtles in the water. Although their love is beautiful, it is a sin. Lei Gong was also helpless. There are some things that are reasonable but contradict another reason, which goes with the heart but goes against the heart, this sin, which is the right emotion but betrays morality, it may be an original sin. Ke Yue put her finger on Mingwen's lips, Mingwen stopped, and the two looked at the mountains in the distance together, white and coquettish.

In the afternoon, Ke Yue was about to leave, but when she said this, she noticed that Mingwen's face showed a pitiful expression. She couldn't bear it, so she had to change it the next morning. The next morning, when the moon was gone, he didn't let Mingwen send it, but Mingwen must be sent. When she got into the car, she said to him: "Don't forget what I said to you, don't feel guilty anymore, forget about those unhappiness, it's better to struggle than to linger." When your name is mentioned in front of me, please make my heart proud that I was your woman. Let everything start today, you are a county magistrate who can make a difference, and no matter how difficult things you encounter, you will be very successful. Laugh a little. Ke Yue got into the car after speaking, she started the car, and glanced at Mingwen, who was smiling at her. She said: "Mingwen, you will always be so stupid, so silly, and so stupid when you laugh. She took off the diamond ring on her middle finger and put it on her little finger, cocked her little finger and waved it at Mingwen, saying, "Go to Ai Zijin well, she is a good girl." I will bless you. ”

He watched her drive away from his sight, and he thought: I will.

Ke Yue drove the car for a long distance and left Xiapan County, and at this time, she felt that her face was cold. She didn't know when she shed her tears, and she couldn't tell if it was the happiness she had been or something else, she just silently blessed Mingwen.