12. Life is a common thing, only love is the most crazy
Two days before departure, Mingwen went to his father Yang Xueren's house for a meal. Dad said, "Mingwen, I wanted to call you over for a long time, but I was too busy." In two days, you will go to Xiapan County to be the executive county magistrate, and act as the county magistrate for a few months, even if I have a meal for you today. Come, let's have a drink! Mingwen hurriedly raised his glass, touched it gently, and drank it all. Mingwen watched his father pour him full of wine, the wine was cool and cool, swaying leisurely, but it was not easy to see its agility. Dad said: "Mingwen, in the Yang family's generation, you are the only one who has a promising future and returned to his hometown, at least for now, I don't know whether it is happy or sad." I hope you think twice about things, think more about everything, don't be too rigid in everything, don't be one-size-fits-all about everything, there are many people around you, such as secretaries and other county magistrates. This is a university question, which is very profound, and words and deeds must not leave people with a catchable handle. I don't worry about your ability, but I'm too worried about your mind, and many things are about methods. Come on, let's have another drink! "Drinking and eating is supplementary, and giving him a political lesson is the master, but Mingwen is not disgusted today, for the first time, I feel that those words still have something to accept, after all, there is life wisdom in the words that have been precipitated for decades.
I left my father's house and went home to give the rest of the day to my parents. For the first time, he sat down with his parents, and suddenly he realized that he was a son who was too incompetent, and he felt a deep remorse for his neglect of his parents for so many years. What he has to do is to listen to his parents in everything throughout the day, including the teachings he has long been tired of hearing.
The day before leaving, he spent the morning with Zijin and Wen Guang. In the afternoon, He Zifeng, Cang Li, and Rende gathered late at Taoyuan Club, and finally Suo Ran paid the bill. Leaving the Paradise Club, the sky has been deeply decorated in the city lights. He walked alone and casually, smelling the smell of the city, the taste was familiar and full of a faint frustration from nowhere, and there was a kind of pride in the frustration, perhaps the pride inadvertently swam out of the inexplicable frustration. Why there is a kind of frustration, it is clear that the alcohol is fumigating his scattered thinking in his brain, he walks on the street, and the street is a refraction of his thinking.
He walked to Keyue's door, reached out to ring the doorbell, and the outstretched hand stopped involuntarily in the air the second it was about to touch the doorbell, and he retracted his hand. He sat down slowly against the door and took out his phone, which had more than a dozen missed answers and an unread text message. He opened the text message, which read:
"Allow me to serve you as a friend, just as a friend. Please come with Zijin. ”
His head was dizzy and heavy, and an uncontrollable drowsiness was forced by alcohol. He didn't understand why he was here, and when he sat here, he was so satisfied, and he seemed so happy. I just want to sit at this door, as if this is gone, farewell to all this. This is a review and an appreciation, as if to have a thought in the future. He sat like this, and the alcohol was doing a fun strenuous activity in his stomach. He thought of her, he thought of her, but he couldn't think of her, so he sat like this, and couldn't knock on the door.
Today's wine is too fierce, and he deliberately drank it like this. There are so many unspeakable things in his heart that he can only rely on wine to accompany him, and he feels that this is the most drunk in his life. Now that the wine had worked, he just wanted to fall asleep at the door of Keyue. But he can't, he has to go, he can't let Keyue find out. He was reluctant to go, he wanted to feel Keyue's breath, even if this breath was separated by a door, but the feeling of warmth in his heart would always be the same. His eyelids were getting heavier, he was getting harder and harder to control himself, he thought, sit for a second longer, sit for another second and I'll leave. His second hesitated like his heart, infinitely delayed in hesitation.
But after nine o'clock in the evening, she called Mingwen one after another, and every call was completed in her wandering. She didn't know whether to fight or not, and she was afraid of causing unnecessary misunderstandings in Zijin, so if she didn't fight, she subconsciously pressed a string of familiar numbers. By ten o'clock, her heart was beating so hard that she didn't know if she was missing or something else. She started texting, begging her to get even one text back to let her know what he was doing. She suddenly felt an inexplicable worry. She thought, he must get together with his friends, then he will definitely drink, so, will Zijin be by his side? If not, will he be drunk, and what if he is drunk? She called the warehouse, and the phone was turned off. called Zifeng, and the phone was turned off again. After thinking about it, she still didn't call Jia Rende, so she simply called Suo Ran to ask.
She looked at the time, it was almost half past ten, which meant that it was almost an hour before Mingwen left there. She wanted to call Mingwen's parents, but when she thought about it, it was inappropriate, Mingwen's parents would be worried, and it would inevitably have a bad impact on Mingwen. After thinking for a moment, she decided to go to Mingwen's residence to have a look; If you are not there, go to Zijin to find it; If he is not there, call his parents again and ask at that time.
As soon as the door opened, Ke Yue was so frightened that she screamed, she took three steps back, and she was lying there alone. But soon, a familiar aura made her quickly understand that it was none other than Mingwen. She hurriedly walked out and squatted down to help Mingwen up, and screamed, but Mingwen only snorted. She touched his forehead with her hand, a little ice, her heart hurt a little, and screamed, she screamed, and Mingwen snorted. No, if he continues like this, he will get sick, and it will affect him to go to Xiapan County tomorrow, and he must be brought to the house. She tried to hold it, but it was in vain for her to use all her strength; She ran to Mingwen, squatted down with her back to Mingwen and grabbed his hand, she used all her strength to stand up, Mingwen was pulled to her back by her but pressed her forward by inertia, her forehead hit the wall hard, and a pain went straight to her heart. It's unrealistic to ask someone to help now, she went behind Mingwen again, her hands passed under his armpits and hugged him tightly, she gritted her teeth and finally dragged Mingwen, slowly, step by step, to the living room, to the bedroom, until she fiddled him on the bed, she breathed a sigh of relief. She tried her best to take off his clothes, take off his pants, cover him with a quilt, carry water to clean his face, and then tuck the quilt again, touch his forehead with her hand, it's okay, she is really relieved. She picked up plain text and crept out, washed, ironed, fiddled and dried, and propped up on a hanger. She sat down in the living room and took a sip of water. When she returned to the bedroom, she heard Mingwen call her name, and she walked over, and it turned out that he was talking in his sleep. She sat on the edge of the bed, her hands clasped tightly in Mingwen's hand. Mingwen called her name, and she agreed, and after repeating it, Mingwen quieted down. She looked at Mingwen quietly, and when she looked at it, a slight smile appeared in her eyes. She just wanted to look at Mingwen this night, watch Mingwen fall asleep, watch Mingwen wake up, watch Mingwen talk in his sleep while moving his body, just like that, so that he can rest quietly under her gaze.
When the sky was slightly bright, Mingwen slowly woke up with a dry mouth, and felt a little depressed in his chest. He thought for a moment where he was now. When he opened his eyes, he saw that Ke Yue was sleeping heavily on his chest, he gently freed his body, got out of bed, and carefully carried Ke Yue to bed. Just covered Ke Yue with a quilt, but Ke Yue woke up. Ke Yue glanced at Mingwen and said, "What? Woke up. "I want to drink some water." "I'll pour it for you!" Plain stopped Ke Yue who wanted to get up. Mingwen went out and brought in water, drank it all in one gulp, and put the cup on the table next to the bed. Suddenly, he found himself in an awkward position. Ke Yue quickly saw his embarrassment and said, "Come up and lie down first, don't freeze." I'll wash your clothes and pants so you can wear them at dawn. Ke Yue looked at Mingwen blankly, looking like she didn't know what to do, she said, "That's it, you come up and sleep, I'll go to the guest room!" "I'm awake, so you can sleep here." Ke Yue had already gotten out of bed, pushed Mingwen to the bed, and said, "You lie down first, and then sleep for a while, and I'll go get your clothes and pants." She went out quickly, and soon came in with her clothes and pants.
"I'm going to buy breakfast, you have to eat the breakfast I bought before you can leave." She went out as she spoke.
After Mingwen washed up, Ke Yue came back with breakfast. While eating breakfast, Ke Yue wanted to talk to Mingwen, but seeing that Mingwen looked preoccupied, she had to eat quietly and occasionally glance at Mingwen.
Before leaving, Ke Yue stopped Mingwen and said, "Mingwen, I hope your life will always be easier, okay?" Her eyes looked at Mingwen, and there was confidence in him in her eyes. Mingwen looked up at Ke Yue and looked into her eyes, and he said softly, "I will." I'm gone, thank you. Mingwen walked to the door, but Keyue stopped him again and said, "Mingwen ,——" Mingwen turned her head and waited for her to say, but she didn't say any more. Mingwen walked back and shook her hand, only to find that there was a bruise on Ke Yue's forehead, he touched it lightly with his hand, and said in great surprise: "Does it hurt?" How can it be. "It's okay, I just wiped it on the wall, and it doesn't hurt." Ke Yue saw that Mingwen's eyes were calmly surging with concern, and her heart was flowing in the gentleness of those hands full of concern. Ke Yue grabbed these hands, looked at Mingwen with her eyes, and said, "Mingwen, let's go!" Her eyes were full of reluctance.
"Keyue, I'm leaving. You have to take care of yourself. Mingwen withdrew his hand, lowered his head, was silent for a while, turned around, and slowly descended the stairs.
Keyue saw Mingwen walking to the corner of the stairs, and she called Mingwen again. Mingwen turned around, and she said: "Mingwen, promise me, don't live in left and right thoughts, okay, let the past pass, and live happily now." Learn to lift weights lightly, okay, will you promise me? Mingwen looked at her, thought for a while, and said, "I will, don't worry, I will." Ke Yue watched Mingwen disappear around the corner, and she stood in place for a long time. She wanted to solve the misunderstanding between her and Mingwen and let him get rid of his moral guilt, but she also knew that this would inevitably cause him a dilemma and a huge sense of guilt in love, which was also fatal for him, and for now, he had enough reasons to love. In a way, she felt that she knew the plaintext very well, at least for now.
At noon, Mingwen arrived at the first stop in Xiapan County, Alum Stone Town. He asked the driver to stop the car, saying he wanted to see Alum Stone. He took the driver to walk casually, walked to the central primary school, saw many people standing, and went to inquire, it turned out that the teachers in the town held a training meeting. Mingwen became interested, and he and the driver entered the venue with the teacher, and there were many people, so the leaders on the stage didn't pay attention to whether there were any additions or subtractions.
Leaving Alum Stone Town, Mingwen said to the driver with emotion: "In the future, I have to come down and walk quietly." Today, I have seen the quality of our cadres, which is really happy! ”
"Today, the mayor of the town did owe a little bit of a level of speech. At least, you can't insult them, and even if you do, don't do it in front of all of them? ”
Mingwen took out a cigarette, gave it to the driver, lit one himself, took a deep breath, and slowly spit it out. The driver glanced at him, saw that his brows were tightly locked, and his whole face was pulled into an invisible pimple, so he stopped talking. At this time, the car is closer to its destination.