7. Wen Guang Mingwen Dakan life, love is right and wrong, true love life
But the moon made a final decision, she didn't know if it was right or wrong, she didn't know if it was strong enough, and now, this determination was understandable, and that was to leave the city. She understands that she is not leaving a city, but the people she loves in this city. - Loving someone is originally a very simple thing, but later I found out that it has spawned so many products. Love, from happiness to pain, from pain to happiness, how long is the road in between, and how many ambushes are presupposed on this road,—— she chooses a snowy day to leave, to leave the city. She started the car before she called Shan Xiaohui to tell her to leave. She just wanted to leave quietly, she was afraid of farewell, she was afraid of someone else's farewell to break her determination. Where is she going, there is a destination, but the destination is so ethereal, because she can only take away her own body, and the heart is left, it is stubbornly left by itself, she tries hard to take it away, but she can't do it, the heart belongs to love, love can't take it away, and the heart is naturally forced to stay and stick to its stubbornness-
Try to forget, try to start, try to live,—— and after Mingwen forced himself to work hard, quietly, he felt like a river, a river without other water sources, just walking along the riverbed, it doesn't matter if the direction is not the direction, the ups and downs are not up, anyway, without it, the rainy season, when the dry season will come, he doesn't know, maybe soon-it doesn't matter! He thought, sooner or later, it will be injected into the ocean, or it will be missed or dried up halfway, after all, it will be the same, destined to end in loss, no matter how hard he tries, he can only make it better before he lost-
After marrying Xia Hui, in addition to going to work, Mingwen returned to his small home on time. Occasionally my mom called and asked them to go back to dinner, and he said yes. If Xia Hui is not there, he will go home alone for dinner and then say goodbye to his parents, as if that is also part of his work. His life is like being laid with a ruler, and each grid is injected with canonical content. Everyone boils down all these changes to what a man should change when he gets married.
Winter is getting heavier and heavier, and people are already smelling the scent of the year, although it is faint like oxygen. In this era of light oxygen, we learn to breathe lightly, even though it is pretended, because life has taught us to decorate everything about ourselves.
Mingwen answered Wen Guang's phone call and heard that Wen Guang would come back on the twentieth day of the lunar month. On the 20th, Mingwen got up early in the morning and went out to buy breakfast before Xia Hui got up. The two of them chatted thoughtlessly about some idle topics while eating. Because Wenguang's plane was at three o'clock in the afternoon, after eating breakfast, Mingwen suddenly felt bored, so he sat on the sofa and watched TV.
Xia Hui made a cup of tea for Mingwen and put it on the coffee table, and sat down next to Mingwen. She took the remote control board and turned the TV around, but it was back to square one. She threw the remote control board on the table and said angrily, "What TV?" Turned over and over, none of them were attractive. She put her arm around Mingwen and shook it and said, "Shall we go shopping?" Buy you a dress, buy me a dress too. ”
"Aren't you going to work today?" Mingwen looked at Xia Hui and asked.
"What's so good, I feel like I'm doing a flyer or an advertisement. Besides, I should also be allowed to rest, and the machine will have to rest for a while, not to mention that I am still a person? ”
"That's right, Wen Guang will come back in the afternoon, you and I will go to pick up the plane together!"
"Then you have to go shopping with me first?" As he spoke, he shook Mingwen's arm vigorously. Mingwen looked at her, smiled slightly, and nodded. She put her arms around Mingwen's neck and kissed him on the face. As soon as she looked up, she exclaimed in surprise, "Mingwen, you actually have white hair." As he spoke, he quickly pulled it out with his hand. One, two, three, there are three! How old are you? As she spoke, she shook her white hair in front of Mingwen's eyes with her hand.
"It's only three, which means it's not in place. You look at Clinton, full of gorgeous hair, so he is the president: you look at me, I only found three roots with my head, so I am just a petty official. ”
"Less stinky beauties you. Let's go! As he spoke, he turned off the TV and dragged Mingwen up from the sofa.
"I'll make a phone call to borrow the car from the warehouse, and I'll take you to various shopping malls today."
"Do you have a conscience that you owe me too much?" Her hand was around his, and she tilted her head as a pool of autumn water soaked his sky.
"I want you to be happy. Every woman is an angel, and every angel deserves happiness. ”
The two went out while talking, went downstairs and took a taxi to the warehouse to borrow a car. In the car, when it came to talking, it was about Xia Hui's work. Plainly said guiltily:
"Actually, I'd like to get you to the TV station as soon as possible, but—" He didn't know how to tell her he was in an extraordinary time.
"It's the same everywhere, anyway, I have a husband, what am I afraid of, what do you say?"
"Hui'er, you really have to think so." He knew that she didn't think so in his heart, but he was still very pleased that she could say so, so he was even more embarrassed and said, "Wait another year, I will definitely find a way to get you to the TV station." ”
"It's here!"
Mingwen parked the car, he didn't get out of the car, but grabbed Xia Hui with his hand; Xia Hui looked at him with incomprehension in her eyes. His eyes looked shy and timid, and he said, "Wife, if someone says, or directly help you transfer you to the TV station, especially in the past year, can you not agree, or directly refuse." ”
"Let's go!" Xia Hui said and opened the car door.
The two walked from one mall to another, and it was almost three o'clock, and Xia Hui left the mall under the urging of Mingwen. rushed to the airport, Wen Guang and his wife Pei Ruoyu were already waiting there. Mingwen expressed his apologies for being late, and Wen Guangle said haha: "You can come to give me a big face." Mingwen and Wen Guang made an appointment to go to Taoyuan Club in the evening to talk again. So, Mingwen drove Wen Guang home, firstly, so that he could meet his family in time, and secondly, so that their travel fatigue could be alleviated.
The meal was booked in advance, and the four of them had a banquet as soon as they arrived at the Taoyuan Club. During the banquet, Wen Guang blamed Mingwen and said: "You can get married without inviting anyone, but you can't forget yourself!" The result was good, but I forgot about me. ”
"This is called revenge, who let you marry and didn't invite me, so I was angry, thinking, forget it, don't invite Wen Guang, lest he be afraid of giving gifts." The two men laughed as they spoke.
"I think you two can give each other a glass of wine." Pei Ruoyu said.
"In my opinion, both of them will have to pay a few more drinks. What do you say a woman is drawing? At this time, Xia Hui turned her face to Ruoyu, as if the same illness made them have the same indignation, she said: "Marriage is the most important thing in a woman's life, but they are good and hasty. We are even more excessive, not only do we not have a formal 800 ceremony, but we even save the hospitality, just a few people in both families sit together for a meal, and this is the end of the marriage. Come to think of it, it feels like a nightmare right now. ”
"You're okay, the family is sitting together. Wen Guang and I, that's the wedding of two people. She said: "There is no family, no friends, the marriage certificate is ripped off, and the two of them ran to the street to eat a bowl of noodles, and that's it, the two got married." Thinking about it, it's quite memorable. ”
The two men smiled at each other, raised their glasses, gestured to their wives, and drank them all.
After eating, drinking, singing and drinking, everyone gathered late and dispersed.
After two days, Mingwen prepared gifts and took Xia Hui to see his father-in-law and mother-in-law, after all, it was almost the New Year, and if he didn't go, he would have no time to go back to his hometown in two days. The mother-in-law listened to the explanation and her daughter was coming, and prepared a sumptuous dish early. As soon as Mingwen entered the door, his mother-in-law accepted the gift with a smile on her face, asked them to sit, and made tea for them.
"Come on, why take so many things, and it's not a visitor's meeting, this is also your both's home." The mother-in-law said: "The driver sent you here, you should come back more often if you have a car, don't wait for the Chinese New Year to come." ”
"Don't talk nonsense there, they must be hungry, you and Xia Hui clean up and start eating." Father-in-law said.
"Mom, I'll clean up the meal with you." Saying that, Xia Hui took her mother's arm and went into the kitchen.
"How?"
"How's that?" Xia Hui asked suspiciously.
"Married for more than two months, is he good to you?" The mother asked, "He and she secretly didn't talk anymore!" ”
"It's good to me, it's like a different person, and now I basically don't socialize too much outside, and I usually go home on time after work." Xia Hui said with happy joy: "As for Qin Keyue, I heard that she left Xingcheng not long after we got married. ”
"The little vixen is gone, I think Yang Mingwen is also a person who is not determined, you have to watch her closely, lest he go out of line again." The mother glanced at her daughter and saw that she was concentrating on the dishes, so she said, "Go, bring these dishes out first." ”
Xia Hui went out and came in quickly. She whispered to her mother: "Mingwen wanted to be transferred to another county to work, he asked for my opinion, and I said that as long as he thought about it, I would have no opinion." ”
The mother stopped her hand suddenly, looked at Xia Hui, and said, "You must not let him leave Xingcheng, otherwise I don't know what kind of chaos will happen, and it will be too late for you stupid woman to cry." ”
"Yes, but I don't agree, but it seems that my wife doesn't support my husband. So what do you say, what will he think of me? ”
"I'll talk about it later."
"Don't say it, then he will look down on me even more."
"I've lived so long that I can't even say a word?"
The dishes were all served, and the family gathered around the table and turned on the red wine. The father-in-law poured it for everyone present and said, "It's rare for a family reunion during the New Year, so let's celebrate the New Year today!" I hope Mingwen and Xia Hui all the best in the new year. Everyone took a sip and began to pick up the dishes, chatting while eating.
"Mingwen must eat more of the dishes I cooked." Saying that, the mother-in-law took a piece of fat and put it on the plaintext plate: "Look at how thin you are now, busy work is a reason, but Xia Hui will not take care of people, for sure." Come here every week in the future and I'll improve your life. Eat! ”
"Your mother really doesn't have to say anything about cooking, anything can be turned into a delicacy in her hands."
Mingwen glanced at Xia Hui, picked up the meat and put it in his mouth, chewed it, and said, it tastes really good. The moment he swallowed down, he felt like he was vomiting, because he usually doesn't eat fatty meat, but in order not to spoil everyone's interest, he forcibly ate it. When his mother-in-law heard that he was good, she put another piece on his plate for him to eat. He glanced at Xia Hui again, and said with a smile: "The delicious food is given to me, then Xia Hui will be angry, let Xia Hui eat this piece!" So he quickly sandwiched it to Xia Hui.
"There's more. She wants to eat it and let her take it herself. Xia Mu said.
"It's just that you're too biased! I only know that I will give your Chenglong fast son-in-law to sandwich meat, and my own daughter will not care. Xia Hui knew that Mingwen didn't eat fatty meat, but she wanted to prove how much he loved her through fatty meat, when she watched him eat hard, she couldn't help but be moved, but she didn't expect her mother to clip Mingwen again, she knew that he really couldn't eat it, because just now she realized that he was not easy to eat, so she hurriedly played a round for Mingwen.
"The son-in-law is also half a son, I don't see it, even better than my son." Mother-in-law said: "Mingwen, you see that you have been married for more than two months, but you haven't come to the house three times, and you don't have a chance to feel sorry for you." You must come often in the future, but this is your wife's home, so what's the difference between it and your home? ”
"I'll come here often in the future, I was too busy with work some time ago." Plain text.
"You must come often, anyway, you work in the city and you are not in another county, not to mention that you have a special car." Saying that, Xia Mu looked at Mingwen and observed his reaction, and found that he didn't have too many changes in his expression, and she was slightly relieved.
Mingwen glanced at Xia Hui, only to see Xia Hui not looking at him properly, and his eyes flickered and wandered outside Mingwen. He raised his glass and saluted the second elder, then changed the subject. After eating, Mingwen played a few more games of chess with his father-in-law, and then said goodbye, it was not dark yet.
Twenty-nine back to his hometown, his parents, his sister had come back a few days early, and the seven aunts and eight aunts had also arrived, but the return of Mingwen made my grandmother very happy. Mingwen looked at his grandmother, and really wanted to hug her, hug this old grandmother who loved him, hug this old grandmother he had always cared about, and hug this old grandmother he gave too little love...... Time is limited after all, and he is really afraid that he will not find his grandmother one day - as long as he returns to his hometown, he basically surrounds his grandmother, talks to her, works with her, and walks with her -
Grandmother found out that Mingwen had really lost weight, and everyone thought that Mingwen had lost weight, and Mingwen said that it was because of work. At the Chinese New Year's Eve dinner, my grandmother kept clipping lean meat for Mingwen, saying that she wanted to make up for Mingwen's body, as if no one else existed. Mom was afraid that Xia Hui would be left alone in her heart, so she kept giving Xia Hui meat and vegetables. When her mother picks up vegetables for Xia Hui, she always can't help but look at Xia Hui quietly and carefully, looking at Xia Hui's quiet appearance is also quite likable, but she can't help comparing her with Ke Yue, and even imagining that Ke Yue is sitting in that position, it may be another atmosphere now. Dad touched Mom very naturally and imperceptibly, and Mom realized that she was a little distracted: she didn't understand why this girl, who now seemed to like people a lot, was like that that day, and suddenly broke into her house crying and looking for Mingwen, and even ran to the kitchen to cut her wrist with a kitchen knife; In the hospital, Xia Hui's mother cried and fussed at her, so she almost did it, and scolded her for only giving birth and not raising, and giving birth to a son is a hooligan. - She didn't dare to tell her son, for fear that her son would be sad and impulsive, so she also asked her husband not to tell her son.
After eating, the woman washed the dishes, watched the gala, the man gathered and began to play various cards, and Mingwen pulled Xia Hui to accompany his grandmother. At twelve o'clock, everyone began to fire all kinds of cannons, and then went to sleep and continued to play.
It's not because of the Chinese New Year, but because Mingwen has been suffering from insomnia recently, so he sits on the sofa alone and watches TV to kill time, and he doesn't go when everyone asks him to play cards.
After three o'clock in the morning, he was a little tired of watching the TV, so he lit a cigarette and went out to walk. He unconsciously came to the jujube tree engraved with "Yue Jiu Ke Jiu", he couldn't help but think of Ke Yue, took out his mobile phone, hesitated for a long time, or dialed the number, but the voice on the phone was that the number he dialed was down, he looked even more melancholy, the cigarette in his hand had been burned, he continued another branch, leaned against the tree and sat down slowly, the night was cold-
Just two days before he got married, he ran to Keyue. He asked for her car keys, he pulled her into the car, and he drove the car to Luoshui Bridge in the east of the city like crazy. He pulled her out of the car, he held her tightly in his arms, and he said to her, "I want to hear you say, I love you." ”
Ke Yue didn't hug him, she was like a sculpture in his arms. She said: "Mingwen, I sincerely wish you a lifetime of happiness, and I wish you and her-" She couldn't go on, she held back her tears and choked up, she wanted to be strong, she knew that only her strength could reassure him, make him feel at ease, and make it possible for him to find happiness in Xia Hui in the future-
"No, Keyue." As he spoke, he pulled Ke Yue to the side of the bridge railing, and he said excitedly: "Look at the flowing water, is it meaningful, just like people, sooner or later it will flow away, what can be left, nothing, people disappear in the crowd, and then they are replaced by others." Keyue, do you really love me? ”
"I'm sorry, I want to go home and sleep." Ke Yue said calmly, but there was a volcano erupting in her heart, she was afraid that she would not be able to control it, she was afraid that she would suddenly lose sight, she was afraid that her strength was not strong enough, she was afraid that her disguised calm would soon be revealed - she broke out of Mingwen's hand, she turned around and wanted to go back to the car. She walked a few steps, Mingwen didn't pull her, although she hoped that Mingwen would let go of her hand and stop pulling her hand, but it was like this, but the loss weighed so heavily on her heart, and she walked into the car in a daze.
"Keyue—" Mingwen shouted, "I want to prove that I love you, and I want to repay your love for me, tonight, I will jump off this bridge." ”
"Don't jump!" Ke Yue didn't know that she had such a fast speed to run behind Mingwen and hug Mingwen: "I love you." Love you for the rest of my life. Her head rested on his shoulder, tears uncontrollable, choking through the bar.
"We jumped together, and for our love, we jumped from here. I'm tired of it! He had turned around and hugged Ke Yue in his arms, but Ke Yue was still crying.
"Don't you think you're selfish?" Ke Yue sobbed and said, "We are dead, free, and liberated, but what about Xia Hui, but what about your mother and your relatives?" Let them suffer for us, because we are for a momentary selfish love and freedom. Not only have you been a minus to me, but you have been a minus to all the people who love you, you know? Let us expose ourselves and our loved ones to the criticism of the world because of our selfish love, then we are too selfish. ”
"Sooner or later, you're going to die, so why not die happier?"
"I'm not happy!" Ke Yue hugged Mingwen tightly, pillowed her head on his shoulder, and said, "I am willing to die with you, but not this way, I would rather die alone for your pleasure and happiness, but not this kind of death now, do you understand?" I want the people I love to be truly worthy of my love, not the cowardice they are now, you know? My plain text, you not only belong to me, you belong to this world. ”
"I don't want to hear these big truths, I just want to love you, you know."
"I understand. If I don't marry you and live with you, can't I love you? ”
"Since love, then let us be together in life and life, even in death."
"I'm sorry, I can't." Ke Yue hugged Mingwen tightly with both hands and whispered in his ear: "I love you to make your life better; If love is like this, I'd rather give up, I'd rather give up loving you than let you live well. Otherwise, my love is not worthy of love. You know, my greatest happiness is to love you; My greatest pride is the admiration in my voice when I hear people mention you. Can you bear to let others attribute your martyrdom to me? Can you bear to be blamed by all the people in the world for the people you love? Do you want her to be treated unfairly when she dies? Can you bear it? ”
"Keyue, I can't lose you, I can't, everything for me is meaningless without you!"
"You have never lost me, never, never will, I will always be yours alone, always, please remember that everything I have is yours, and no second person can take anything from me. I can only belong to you, so, you are happy and I am happy, and I will be miserable if you are in pain,——" She felt that Mingwen was much calmer than just now, she slowly dragged Mingwen to the car, she started the car, and left the damn bridge with Mingwen.
When he arrived at her house, Ke Yue said to him: "Tonight, let us belong to each other alone, after tomorrow, we will all start again, so please be sure to save all my love with all the love of your life tonight, so that tonight will be eternal, and when I think of tonight, I will remember that we have loved each other so deeply-" ......
"Brother, why are you here?"
When Mingwen heard his sister call him, he realized that he was reminiscing so deeply that he forgot that he was a part of reality. He said yes and asked, "Why aren't you sleeping?" ”
"Wake up at night! Don't you see you squatting here? She suddenly whispered, "Miss Keyue!" I've seen the words you carved on that tree, don't think I don't understand. ”
"What do children know?"
"I'm in college, and I still have kids?" Mingruo whispered again: "You definitely miss Sister Keyue!" ”
"I'll go to sleep, and I won't talk to you here." Mingwen turned around and quietly went back to the house, he was afraid that the people who played cards would find out that he had disappeared for a long time and had not slept.
On the second day of the first lunar month, Mingwen returned to Xingcheng alone on duty. He wanted to ask Zifeng out to play, and Zifeng said that he was solving a big case; asked Wen Duo again, but I didn't expect Wen Duo to come back, and he was secretly writing a press release for the visit. Mingwen sighed in his heart that these two people were working with their lives, so they lost the interest in getting together, Rende asked him, and he said that he couldn't leave on duty.
Wen Guang was about to leave on the fifteenth, and on the fourteenth, the two of them found a small restaurant to catch up.
People are still there, love is still there, most of the things are yes and no, and the chances are naturally different from those years. The two of them had a small hot pot, leisurely sipping wine, while reminiscing about many past events after parting. More often than not, it is plain text listening, and Wen Guang says. Suddenly, Wen Guang asked Mingwen:
"Is Zijin okay now?"
"I am undergoing leg muscle training, and I can't do without a wheelchair for the time being. I wanted to come back for the Chinese New Year, but I heard that you have taken the marriage, I heard her mother say that she was very emotionally fluctuating for a while, and even gave up treatment, but don't worry, I called her recently, and she seemed to accept it calmly, and she also asked me to bless you and Xia Hui on her behalf. ”
"It's me who I'm sorry for her!" Mingwen raised his glass and motioned for everyone to drink. put down the wine glass, Mingwen refilled the wine, and then said: "Do you regret introducing Zijin to me at the beginning, you may not have thought that I am this kind of person: when I was with Zijin, I actually had a girl in my heart. Mingwen took out a cigarette and lit it.
"In the matter of emotion, there is no absolute right and no absolute fault, it's just that she is one step late." Wen Guang found that Mingwen's eyes were very low, and he knew that guilt was gnawing at his heart, so he wanted to comfort him: "Fate doesn't have to be lovers, you don't have to get married, in fact, it's good to be friends with each other." When it's okay, call each other to say hello, at least there is a friendship of friends. Now that it's over, let it pass, why think so much. Since she has loved each other, she must have wanted to make each other happy, otherwise she would not have gone abroad. Come, let's drink one. ”
The two of them chatted for a long time. Then the topic of the text changed to ask the plain text:
"Then how did you marry Xia Hui? Why didn't you go back to the same her and marry her? ”
Mingwen heard Wen Guang ask like this, his thoughts were turbulent, and he didn't know where to start. He thought for a moment and said, "You can't stop marriage when it comes." What about you? Although I have only met Pei Ruoyu once or twice, I can feel that she is a very good woman. ”
"The most successful thing I have done in my life is to meet Ruoyu." At the mention of Ruoyu, Wen Guang's happiness and excitement could overflow from the corners of his eyes, and he said, "Do you remember the day she told you about my marriage to her?" Seeing Mingwen nodded, he continued: "At that time, you didn't know how bad my life was, I really couldn't hold on. It's impossible to return to Xingcheng, there's no such face! Really, brother, I think of dying. When Mingwen heard "one is dead", the chopsticks in his hand trembled, and he hid the shock in his heart and looked at Wen Guang, who was immersed in the happy reminiscence of the past: "At that time, we had been dating for a while. One day, she suddenly hugged me and said, 'Wenguang, I want to marry you?' I said, 'Marry me?' Do you know my current situation, I will soon have nothing, and I don't know where to beg for food tomorrow? ''Am I just trying to beg with you?'' You must know that women can fight for more sympathy, you calculate, if I marry you, even if I beg for food, it will be more than you, you can be regarded as picking it up. She took me and went to register for the certificate. With the marriage certificate, I was dreaming, and I said to her, 'That's it.' She said, "We should celebrate again." The two of us ran to a noodle restaurant, and she just asked for a bowl of noodles. I said, why don't you call it two bowls? She said that it symbolized that we would eat in the same bowl in the future. In fact, she knew that I didn't even have the money to eat two bowls of noodles, and she just wanted to maintain the dignity of a man. Wen Guang's voice was excited and implied a hint of choking, he said: "I let her eat, she took chopsticks, fed me a mouthful, and she ate another bite." She said, in the future, we will be one person, yours is mine, hear not, can't give the second woman; Of course, all of mine is yours, if you don't want it, then you just dislike me, if you dislike me, I will be heartbroken, of course I will hate you, and even scratch you with long nails, and you can't fight back. Do you know? I thought in my heart at that time, I just want to give my life to this woman, and I want this woman to live a good life in my life; If one day I were going to betray her, I would kill myself a second before I betrayed. Later, she took out all her savings, and she also borrowed from friends and relatives, totaling hundreds of thousands. She said, 'Take it, this is all I have, you must win, I am optimistic about you.' I don't dare to ask for anything, in case I get lost again, you say I'll take what I will pay." She said that the lack of scratch is not. I said I was afraid of losing, I said I couldn't afford to lose. She really scratched me hard and said, "If you can't afford to lose, you win." The next day, she wrote me a note before going to work, saying: 'I wanted to quit my job and go through the storm with you, but I know you're afraid of losing after your last setback.' So, I left us with a way out. Please let go of your hands and feet, if you lose today, come back today, there is no one who loses for a lifetime, only a person who has given up for a lifetime. I like that you are fearless and that you have a self-sacrificing temperament for the whole world. Love your jade. 'Do you know, she earns more than 100,000 yuan a year, but during that time, she never went to work every day, she ate the cheapest food every day, she used the cheapest cosmetics, she basically didn't buy clothes, and she bought cheap goods-"
"Come, a toast to your success, and to all the greatest women in the world!" Mingwen raised his glass and touched Wen Guang and drank. The speaker is emotional, and the listener is also touched to the depths of emotion, and they just want to drink to pour out their emotions.
Approaching the separation, Wen Guang said to Mingwen: "A person's life is full of risks. You are the same, but you are different from us, we have a chance to turn over. Mingwen, do business with me, you are the head, your ideological realm is higher than mine, the two of us join forces, perfect combination, and have a good future. Mingwen smiled and didn't answer him immediately. He patted Mingwen on the shoulder and said with a smile: "Brother understands you, I just hope that one day, if you want to change the environment, you must be the first to think of me, the top spot, as long as you come, it will be yours." ”
Mingwen got Zijin's phone, but he didn't call Zijin, not because he didn't want to call, but because he was afraid of what he would say, and what would happen after he said it? Rather than ambiguous, it is better to be clear, and than to entangle, it is better to break off. If you owe a debt and can't pay it back, your juniors will definitely pay it back; In this life, I can only say I'm sorry, and I can only bless silently-
In the field of life, everyone is the protagonist, acting in joys and sorrows that others don't understand; And everyone plays a supporting role in the ignorance, decorating others, or accidentally forgetting themselves. The only thing is that we are still on the field of life, playing the role that should or should not belong to us, maybe!