Xia Ruoxi gently patted Xiao Li's back, this woman can be said to be in a deep quagmire, on the one hand, she is an untrustworthy husband, on the other hand, she is a mercenary mother's family, and there is an innocent baby in the middle, she is just a weak woman, she works hard every day to earn money, but her ability is limited, and the selfishness of others is unlimited, what can she do?

"I'm sorry, Ruoxi...... I must be terrible like this! I'm really afraid that you're going to look down on me, and I'm afraid you're going to stop paying attention to me...... Now I only have one friend ...... you."

"No, you've always been strong in my heart! But no matter how strong a person is, there are times when he cries in front of me, and it's okay. ”

Xia Ruoxi didn't know that after she left home, Allure also came out with her because she was not at ease.

Seeing Xiao Li suddenly pounce into Xia Ruoxi's arms, Allure who was standing in the shade of a tree not far away couldn't help but sigh.

Then I saw Xia Ruoxi gently wiping the tears on Xiao Li's face with her hand, and Allure's heart became even more complicated, this girl has never been so gentle and patient with herself.

Xiao Li cried for a while, and with Xia Ruoxi's company and comfort, her emotions gradually eased.

The two walked over to the stone bridge and sat down.

Xiao Li leaned on Xia Ruoxi's side, pillowing the other party's seemingly weak but strong shoulders: "Ruoxi, thank you for being so good to me, thank you for being willing to be by my side." ”

"We're friends!"

Although she doesn't like to be approached casually, Xiao Li makes her instinctively feel pity. I'm a boy! What does it matter to be leaned on the shoulder by an injured woman?

What's more, this woman is a good friend of the body itself?

For so long, I have never done anything for the body deity, and maybe for a longer time to come, I have been attached to this body and have been living forever, how can I be so clean?

"If it weren't for the fact that I had a baby to take care of, my brother hadn't graduated from school yet, I couldn't rest assured, and my mother was too pitiful to be alone, otherwise...... I really don't want to live anymore. Xiao Li choked up.

"Life is just about solving problems and solving problems, and it will always get better, what can I do for you?"

Xiao Li shook her head: "I don't need anything now, as long as you are my sister." ”

"I heard you and Auntie's words. Is there another problem? ”

"Last time you borrowed 200,000 yuan from me, my mother hid 50,000 yuan from me, God knows what she did with the money, she never told me the truth, every day she said that she was worried about me and my brother, but she borrowed money to play mahjong, not to mention relatives and friends, even the neighbors around us annoyed us. Don't say it's just a quarrel today, even if it's a fight, others will pretend not to hear it, and the neighbors will be annoyed to death if they are noisy every day for so many years. ”

"It's not so serious, at most, I'm annoyed by you, I close the door, and secretly scold you." Xia Ruoxi pretended to be sneaky and exaggerated.

Xiao Li couldn't help but burst out laughing, and wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes with her hand: "You are naughty again, when you were young, you often made me happy like this, after leaving home for so many years and living in the ivory tower of the metropolis, I thought you didn't know these worldly things!" ”

"I'm not a nerd who only learns, you're doubting my emotional intelligence!"

Xiao Li took Xia Ruoxi's hand and rubbed it repeatedly: "My sister is the smartest and most beloved girl in the world, my sister has never doubted that she is so smart and so kind, she will definitely be happy in the future." ”

"Sister, you will be happy too."

"Me? Will I be happy? Xiao Li smiled bitterly, since her father died, she didn't know what happiness was like, let alone unattainable happiness.

If you are so unlucky, it is estimated that happiness will go around you! Maybe it's been like this for the rest of my life!

"Yes, if you're willing to work hard to make yourself happy."

"Over the years, when I was most desperate, I cut my wrists, took sleeping pills, and even climbed to the top floor and thought about jumping off for a hundred years...... But you know what? Whenever I am dying, I think of you, and the scene of us together comes to mind...... At that time, I was not thinking about the baby, not my brother, not my mother, but about you...... Because you are always so optimistic, strong and lovely, I have also tried to hope that I can be like you, but all of them have been beaten back to their original shape by reality. I'm just myself, and there's nothing I can do about it. ”

As Xiao Li spoke, she untied the wide rope bracelet on her hand, revealing the hideous scar on her wrist: "That time, after cutting my wrists, I took the initiative to make a phone call and picked up a life. Since then, I have been carrying this bracelet you gave me, and every time I am sad, when I can't hold on, I tell myself, I want to live! Ruoxi has always been by her side. If you die, she will be sad. ”

Xia Ruoxi's eyes were moist, what kind of trust and care do you need to become the life-saving straw that sustains life!

There is no doubt that Xia Ruoxi is Xiao Li's spiritual pillar!

"Yes, if you give up on yourself easily, I will not only be sad, but also disappointed and angry, so, sister, you must live well." Xia Ruoxi encouraged.

"But, Ruoxi, I'm really tired, I really don't know what I'm going to do when you're gone? No one cares about me like you anymore, and is willing to talk to me, it's really lonely! Xiao Li hugged Xia Ruoxi's arm, like a helpless child.

"You and your ex-husband, do you still have feelings?"

Xiao Li smiled bitterly: "From the beginning, we had no emotions at all, but we were forced to marry him because of the pressure of my mother and family." It's also my own stupidity, I can't get ideas, I just know how to go with the flow. ”

"Then why did you want to remarry him?" Xia Ruoxi felt a pain in her heart.

"Even if he's looking for a woman outside, even if he's a bastard, he's still the father of my child after all. I don't want the baby to repeat my mistakes, it's not easy for a child from a single-parent family to grow up, my life has been ruined, but the baby is innocent, I have to be responsible for her when I brought her into this world. I hope she grows up healthy and happy, and can be happy. ”

"Have you ever thought that you may not be able to get what you want? Growing up in a complex and loveless family is actually another kind of harm to children. ”

"But what can I do now? If you don't work, you can't support your family, you can't go out to work if you take care of your children, even if my mother is unreasonable and my ex-husband is not good, but at least there is someone to take care of the baby for me, and I can still live. ”

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(Hey!) I have a friend who is like this, for the sake of children, can accept a cold and loveless marriage. So, I don't want Xiao Li to repeat the mistakes of the past, I hope she is happy! When a person is in a deep quagmire, if he just stands there and complains, and refuses to exert a little strength, even if others are exhausted, it will be useless and she will not be able to pull her out...... Heartache...... ）

wrote that Xiao Li ran out of the house angrily, and was originally going to write about jumping into the river, but when she wrote about it, she couldn't bear it and stopped the car, and the pen turned into a cry in Xia Ruoxi's arms.

Even if there are many troubles, so what?!

Instead of giving up on yourself and giving in to fate, it is better to be strong and control your destiny!

As long as you are strong and no longer cowardly, maybe the next turn will be met with happiness!

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