Age is one of the most taboo topics for people. When we were young, we were presumptuous, smoking, drinking, clubbing, and ignoring our mother's hard work in the winter, ignoring our mother's hard nagging, and still taking off our autumn pants and running all over the street. But this person is a cheap bone. We turn a blind eye to the Arabic numerals on our ID cards and continue to live unbridled. Until one day you find that you will be cold when you take off your autumn pants, and you will get drunk after drinking a few more glasses of liquor, and you can no longer stay up all night in an Internet café. That's when I felt like time was going so fast. Then soak the wolfberries in the thermos cup, and the whole body is covered with warm treasure stickers. When you look at your parents whose hair is gradually graying, you will feel that you will never come back at this moment today.

Casey is one such person. While complaining about being so old and not having a girlfriend when eating hot pot, he broke a girl's heart every day. At first, I listened to his grievances with tears like a donkey, but then I didn't bother to care about him, and ate the hot pot with his various sighs.

Casey has nothing merit. No car, no house, mediocre appearance. His family is quite wealthy, but this thing is stubborn to death. Even if I didn't have the money to pay the rent and was kicked out by the landlord and cheekily ate and drank at my house, I didn't want to ask my family to open my mouth once. From what I've known him so far, I know that his dad had a factory, a Maserati, and nothing of his own. Although he is poor like a hooligan, he has a lot of girlfriends in every sense.

Every time I was invited to dinner and listened to him brag, I wanted to complain like crazy. What's wrong with the girls now? Are you blind?

Among the women in his mouth, the name Yi Xi stayed the longest.

The relationship between Casey and Yi Qi started at the gym. Casey single-handedly fostered the relationship, and it only took two weeks to develop from a fitness partner to a friend. At that time, Yi Xi only thought that he was in strong shape, and he didn't want to get along for a few months only to find out that this hooligan-like man was still a science genius. When the secret is discovered, she catches Casey and asks him why he didn't study science and become a sports student.

Casey took a faint puff of cigarette and said, "Because my dad has a hole in his brain." ”

Then the two men looked at each other for ten seconds and laughed.

At that time, I was addicted to playing billiards, and I thought that I could beat him, so I met up with Casey to play billiards. Whoever loses will have a late-night supper.

This hooligan is long overdue, and there is still a small Yi Migratory by his side. I was so angry that I was determined to be ashamed, and I won him and made him vomit everything that ate me.

Outcome? As a result, I failed miserably.

Yi Xi was surprised, she ignored my lost back and asked the hooligan, "You said you wouldn't play billiards." ”

Casey doesn't speak.

"So you're so good, really, you liar."

I lit a cigarette and handed it to Kathy, smiling picturesquely in the smoke.

Half a year after they broke up, Casey invited me to hot pot again. I thought he was going to brag about it again, and was about to eat that supper back, when he sighed heavily.

"I'm a liar."

I stopped and waited for him to finish.

He finally gulped down a beer.

Nothing."

It was the last hot pot he invited me to. After that meal, he left Nanjing and went to another country. Before leaving, he sent me a WeChat message.

"Brother, I went to Australia for graduate school, I think it's not a way to be so old now, and I want to enrich myself again. If you don't return to China in the short term, if you see Yi Mi, help me tell her I'm sorry. ”

I regret that I didn't get the last supper back. I should have thought that no matter how poor this scoundrel was, his family still had savings, and he could help him no matter what.

A month after Casey left, Yi Migration rushed to my house and kicked my router. Ask me where Casey is.

I want to cry without tears, how do I know where he is, he didn't even tell me which city he went to, and besides, don't you want to pay for the fact that you kicked my life? ?

She crouched on the ground and cried.

"Liar!"

I found out much later, when Casey said to Yi Xi, "I don't love you. ”

"Why?"

"There's no why, I just don't love you."

"But you slept with me. Isn't it the people who love each other to do these things? ”

"As long as a man wants to do it, he can do it when he doesn't love you."

"And if I conceive your child, will you marry me?"

"No, get out."

I learned much later that Casey's father had been sentenced to six years for tax evasion and that the factory had gone bankrupt. His father fought hard to send him abroad and told him to come back after grad school.

I don't want to be a liar either, but I know I can't protect you. In the same way, I also feel that I have no face in front of you. I know you'll easily believe my words because I'm good at lying, and because I've told you so many lies, you won't be able to tell which is true and which is false.

I never saw Casey again.

We've all been cheaters without exception. We've all been fools who have been deceived, without exception. When we get used to telling lies, when we feel that lies can be blurted out, it proves that we are not young anymore. We can't afford not to wear pants, and we can't say no to things we don't like. We lie in the abyss, letting go of the last beam of light with our hands. We all carry heavy packages on our backs, carrying heavy loads in the dark.

Zhang Jiajia said, we don't know who we will like.

We know who we're going to like, but we don't know if we're going to lie to them.

I know your future is without me.