Chapter 443: [Self! 】
The opportunity for Ai Kato and Uzumaki Nagato to open the chat is Jiraiya!
Jiraiya, as the teacher of Uzumaki Nagato, Xiao Nan, and the dead Yahiko, has a deep bond with each other, and the same as him, as half of Jiraiya's disciple, can make Uzumaki Nagato and Xiao Nan's attitude towards him somewhat less repulsive, and it is more convenient to be able to talk about the relationship or the relationship.
It is from this point that Ai Kato starts very easily, so that Uzumaki Nagato will chat with him so calmly, if it is simply the identity of the Konoha ninja, it is estimated that even if Uzumaki Nagato succumbs to his force, it will only be perfunctory.
This meeting is still a lot of non-nutritious topics, basically just meeting and chatting with friends is not much different.
Ai Kato doesn't have the ability to read minds, and with simple observation of words and feelings, Ai Kato is not sure what Uzumaki Nagato thinks, nor is he sure how Uzumaki Nagato sees him in his heart, and whether there is an element of acting in the dialogue with him.
Of course, Ai Kato said early on that she was not in a hurry, and it just happened to be a chat with Uzumaki Nagato.
Because Uzumaki Nagato is kind by nature, it is only because he was injured too badly that he has the idea of being deformed to the point of 'making the world feel pain', so Ai Kato will bring Uzumaki Nagato back.
Being able to stand at the age of thirty, Uzumaki Nagato can still maintain the character of 'middle two', which proves that Uzumaki Nagato's mind is simple, and not everyone can do it.
In these many meetings and conversations, Konan also participated, but most of the time he listened to Ai Kato and Uzumaki Nagato's conversation.
And after so many meetings, Ai Kato also found that Xiaonan's psychological problems are not much worse than those of Uzumaki Nagato.
In the ninja world, most people have certain psychological problems, including Bo Feng Shuimen and Ku Yukina, but it just depends on the severity of the problem.
Regarding Xiaonan's psychological problems, Kato Aiguang had a certain understanding of watching anime before, but he didn't expect it to be so serious.
Uzumaki Nagato is bent on 'making the world feel pain', which is a pure and extreme idea.
Xiao Nan has no ego at all, which is more negative than the extreme thoughts of Uzumaki Nagato!
When Yahiko was still alive, her dream was to change the entire ninja world, and she took Yahiko's dream as her own.
After Yahiko's death, Uzumaki Nagato's purpose was to 'make the world feel pain', and she took Uzumaki Nagato's purpose as her own purpose.
She just lives for Yahiko and Uzumaki Nagato, and she doesn't have her own goals and dreams!
Ai Kato finally figured out why Xiao Nan didn't make other arrangements after Uzumaki Nagato died, so he directly chose to find Uchiha Obito for revenge.
Because she doesn't have a dream of her own, after the death of Uzumaki Nagato, her life has completely collapsed, and even if she lives, there is no meaning.
Ai Kato even believes that in the original book, even if Konan wins the battle with Uchiha Obito and kills Uchiha Obito, he will eventually choose to leave this world and accompany Uzumaki Nagato, Yahiko, and Jiraiya underground.
It's boring to be idle, and persuading Uzumaki Nagato to be alone is also persuading, and one more Xiaonan can't add much workload.
Of course, Kato Ai doesn't mean to be really idle to the extreme, it's because there is a layer of brotherhood in it.
If it's a stranger, even if he has depression, he won't care about it, he's not a god, he can't take care of it.
Therefore, after the end of this two-hour conversation with Uzumaki Nagato, Ai Kato did not leave directly as usual, but stopped Xiaonan.
"Xiao Nan, can we talk about it alone?" Ai Kato said to Xiao Nan.
He has already thought of a way to persuade Xiao Nan, which is to use Zi Lai Ye, just like when he sent Xiao Huangwen, he wrote it, but in the name of Ji Lai Ye.
"Anything else?" Xiao Nan looked at Ai Kato with some doubts.
After so many meetings, Xiao Nan has now let down his vigilance against Ai Kato, and even if he doesn't let down his vigilance, with Ai Kato's terrifying strength, if he wants to engage her and Uzumaki Nagato, the two of them together are not opponents.
"It was when I was drinking some time ago, Uncle Jiraiya accidentally talked about it, about you, I thought about it, and I still think it would be better to talk to you." Ai Kato smiled and explained to Xiao Nan.
"Let's go out and talk." Sure enough, as Kato Ai expected, when he heard the three words of Jiraiya, Xiao Nan did not refuse.
"Okay." Ai Kato nodded.
The two walked out of the room, walked for a while, and came to an open meadow before stopping.
There was no one around, only the spring breeze!
"Kato-kun, what did Jiraiya-sensei say?" Xiao Nan asked Ai Kato in front of him.
"He wants to know, after all these years, have you found your own dream." Ai Kato looked directly at Xiao Nan and said word by word.
There is only this one sentence he has to say to Xiao Nan today, the most important sentence.
"I ......"
Xiao Nan was speechless for a while, and she couldn't answer Ai Kato's question, because she didn't have her own dream yet.
Twenty years ago, Jiraiya once asked her and Yahiko what the dream of the three Nagato was. At that time, her answer was to protect everyone, no one was hurt, and to help Yahiko and Nagato fulfill their dreams.
However, her answer was preached by Jiraiya, saying that she didn't have her own dreams, and let her work hard to find her dreams, instead of simply taking Yahiko and Nagato's dreams as her own dreams and becoming an affiliate of the two.
But after all these years, she is still like this! She still regards Nagato's dream as her own, and still doesn't know what her dream is.
"Can't answer?" Ai Kato sighed.
He guessed that Xiao Nan couldn't answer, but his purpose was just to bring up the matter again and let Xiao Nan think about it carefully.
It's about memories, it's about dreams.
People can't always live under other people's dreams, such a life actually has no real meaning!
"Kato-kun, when you go back, help me say sorry to Jiraiya-sensei." After being silent for a long time, Xiao Nan opened his mouth and said to Ai Kato.
The underlying meaning of the words is that she has given up on her dream of finding herself.
"You better keep this sentence and say it to him later, and besides, I don't think Uncle Jiraiya wants to hear this sentence." Ai Kato shook his head directly, he would not help Xiao Nan convey this sentence.
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