I barely slept that night, and I still felt an inexplicable chill in the morning. Even so, I still got up and ate breakfast, not only to maintain my health and good routine, but also to prevent Jing from feeling "I'm scared", which might encourage her to become even more intense.

So I washed up early and went to the living room to sit down, but I didn't get up yet, and my mother didn't set breakfast. I greeted my mother in the kitchen, "Good morning." ”

"Good morning, fold. Why did you wake up so early today? ”

The mother cut the tomatoes and laid them out on a cleaned plate. When she turned her head and saw my face, she was a little strange: "Your eyes are a little dark, did you not sleep well yesterday?" ”

"Well, I had a nightmare, and then I couldn't sleep. Let's catch up on sleep in the afternoon. ”

Unable to tell my mother the truth, I could only lie and hide it, and then sat down at the dining table and fell asleep, even the cold could not drive away the sleepiness. Still, I barely managed to stay awake after a few taps on my cheek with my cold hand.

"That's right, Mom. Sister...... Is it really okay for her to be like Sister Suiko? They seem to ......"

I was going to probe my mother's tone, and I pretended to be unspeakable, and I was very vague about what was going on.

"It's okay, it's something that everybody goes through. Mom used to have a good relationship with Aunt Nanami, just like your sister and Suiko. I'll have someone I like when I grow up.,But you can't have a relationship with a girl.,You can't do that kind of thing until you grow up and get married.。 ”

The mother hesitated, but chose to answer. Her ambiguous tone to indicate that the relationship between Shizue and Suiko can be regarded as normal.

"That's right."

I didn't choose to continue asking, otherwise it would have been too unusual. In my heart, I can only console myself with the fact that society is too open, after all, same-sex relations are no longer taboo in many countries in the 21st century, and many laws have begun to recognize these groups with alternative morals.

But what really makes me unacceptable is Jing's weak concept of blood, she really has different emotions and desires for me, which are more taboo and difficult to accept than between people of the same sex. Even though Jing treats Chang Lun as nothing, I can't identify with and accept her emotions.

Soon, my mother made breakfast, and I helped her put it on the table before my father arrived.

After doing this, my father walked in, said good morning to me, and sat down in his place.

Soon after, there was the sound of footsteps coming down the stairs as she stumbled into the living room as usual, and sat down in her place beside me.

"Whew...... Fold it, lean it, lean on it. And juice, please. ”

Sleepily rubbing the corners of her eyes, her body leaned to the right the moment she sat down, and her head naturally landed on my left shoulder, followed by the rubbing of her cheeks that had been repeated a thousand times. Her actions were so natural, so natural that it was as if nothing had happened last night, as if it were just my delusion.

"Sister, don't be like this all the time, okay? Occasionally try to ...... on your own. ”

My body stiffened for a moment, and then I subconsciously reached out and tried to push her away. The next moment, the outstretched hand was accurately grasped by her, and she raised her head and squinted her eyes, the pupils that gradually turned emerald green with age revealed some kind of danger.

"Fold, no? Or, don't like it? ”

She interrupted me and didn't let me continue, and although her face still looked like that of a dazed sleep, the words she said were very similar to the words that had made me sleepless last night, and even the tone was almost the same, and more intimidating and dangerous than last night.

If someone had told me that I would be threatened or intimidated by a girl under the age of ten, I would have laughed out loud.

But now I can't argue with that, I was literally almost oppressed by the gaze projected in Jing's emerald green eyes, as if my whole body was immersed in snow and ice, and the cold wind was howling all around, making my teeth tremble and my legs tremble.

"No, no...... Dislike. ”

I made a sneering sound, and my mental defenses were completely crushed by her. The eyebrows, eyelids, heartbeat, blood circulation accelerated, and cold sweat oozed from under my armpits—all of these physical reactions seemed to warn me not to try to provoke her, otherwise there would be serious consequences.

"Well, I just like it."

She continued to ask, her emerald green pupils showing joy and joy that made me feel a little lighter.

"I like it."

It was humiliating, and I was easily reduced to her echo worm, unable to say anything of resistance.

"Really, since I like it so much, why refuse it. The younger brother is obviously my sister's thing, and it's really incompetent to be a younger brother. No, I can't refuse my sister's request. ”

My submission was finally reassured, and she rubbed my cheek again, found a more comfortable way to rest her head on my shoulder, and wrapped her hands around my left arm, so that her whole body weight was pressed on my left shoulder.

Soon, she closed her eyes, her emerald green color was hidden by her eyelids, and she fell into sleep. At this time, my stiff body was able to relax, I took in a breath of air to keep myself from being deprived of oxygen, and my body, which had given a serious warning, gradually returned to normal.

But even so, the heavy beating of my heart was still audible, and it was like I had walked on the edge of death, and now I was able to return to the world.

The parents on the other side did not perceive the terrible situation I was facing in just ten or twenty seconds, and they lowered their heads and ate breakfast on their own, just as a normal expression of communication and intimacy between the two siblings.

I didn't tell them what had happened to me, because my mind was completely frozen by the sight out of the corner of my eye—a chopstick that had fallen to the ground at some unknown point twisted into the shape of a twisted flower, and finally silently turned into a handful of sawdust.

Mana.

There was only one thought left in my mind.

Although it has not yet fully exploded, I think that Jing's mana is almost awakened, and it must be only a small step away from the visit of Zhu Ling, which I heard by chance from adult conversations, and it is a phenomenon that symbolizes the awakening of mana.

In short, it is a phenomenon in which new humans, after reaching a certain age, unconsciously activate their spells to cause a large number of surrounding objects to move. It also means that the mana matures and is able to manifest itself.

This phenomenon is said to occur in adolescents, symbolizing the adolescent entering adolescence, and may also be related to the expression of depressed emotions and desires.

Just now, if I hadn't been warned by my body to say obedience and submission, I think Jing's mana would have rioted together because of the emotional outburst. And what will become of me in front of her, it is estimated that only God knows - after all, the phenomenon of Zhu Ling manifestation only happens unconsciously, and what will happen is not equal to the subjective will of the host.

My mouth was full of bitterness, and even the milk with some sugar was bitter in my mouth. It was like the scythe of death hanging over my head, and my heart hung at the same time and could not fall, and just breathing took all my strength.

When I finished my breakfast, Jing still didn't wake up, and even patting her forehead with a cold hand didn't respond. It seems that because the moral education garden is on vacation, there is no need to go out early, so it is so lazy that even eating breakfast has no sense of urgency.

Originally, my father planned to ask me to shake her awake with more vigorous movements, but my mother stopped her, saying that since school was closed, let her be more relaxed, after all, Jing is a girl. I was greatly relieved by my mother's stopping, because I didn't know if forcibly waking her up would have unpredictable consequences.

"Fold, juice."

After half an hour of rest, she finally woke up, and I picked up the cold juice and put it to her lips, and she bit the wall of the glass and drank it all without care. Originally, she should have sat upright to settle her breakfast after drinking the juice, but now she was still motionless, just looking at the food on the table: "Fold it, feed me." ”

After hesitating for a moment, I sighed and picked up the food and brought it to her mouth, and she took a bite and swallowed it quickly. After that, she ate whatever I handed her, and ended the breakfast in this way.

"I'll go back to my room and sleep again, and I'll sleep together. Your eye circles are so ugly. ”

Afterwards she finally walked away from me, leaving such a sentence and walking out of the living room, and the sound of footsteps coming upstairs could be heard at the top of the stairs.

At this point, I almost collapsed to the ground, and in order to avoid being seen by my father, I quickly returned to my room after packing up the dishes that Jing had left, and soon fell asleep after lying down on the futon.

Today's breakfast was definitely the worst breakfast I've ever had in my life.

It was the only thought that came to my mind when I fell asleep.