"Does she like the same sex or the opposite sex?"

Although her heart was tormented like boiling water, Xia Ruoxi still maintained her due calm, she didn't want to expose herself, so she could only ask in another way.

Allure's expression was gloomy, and there was bottomless sadness hidden in her deep eyes: "She mentioned a boy to me, and every time she mentioned this boy, Ruoxi had a happy face. ”

This is also the reason why during the time we got along, I was obviously moved, but I never confessed to her. It's just that I didn't expect it, but she still knew, maybe my liking was just a burden and trouble for her! Allure sighed helplessly.

"Have you seen that boy?" Could this boy be himself? If it was him, why didn't he recognize Lin Luo at the annual meeting last time?

Allure shook his head: "No, if you try your best to check, you will definitely be able to find it, maybe it is the pride in my heart that makes me give up this idea." After all, he is the boy that Ruoxi likes, even if he finds out and knows him, what can he do? ”

"Do you know the boy's name?" Because of nervousness, Xia Ruoxi's hand clenched tightly. obviously told himself that he wanted to let go of the past and start anew, but he still couldn't help but want to know more about Ruoxi.

"It should be called Lin Luo! I could feel that she had been in love with this boy until the very end of her life. Allure smiled helplessly, he finally lost to reality.

Ruoxi ......

Xia Ruoxi felt so painful that she could barely breathe.

"It's just that I can't understand why the boy never came to see her, didn't show up and be by her side when she was so sick. If I run into that bastard, I'd love to kill him! "Allure love and hate are intertwined, love is love for Ruoxi, and hate is hatred for Lin Luo!

In the face of Allure's scolding, Xia Ruoxi herself hated herself, why is she so stupid, there is still a long time for the two of them in the future, why do you arrange all the happiness to the future?

If I had gone to Ruoxi earlier, things might not have turned out like this, and some regrets can't be made up for no matter what.

If she has her own side, at least Ruoxi will feel more at ease, why not bear the pain alone, and pretend to be strong and say that she is fine. Ruoxi at that time must have been very lonely and scared!

Aren't you a jerk? His eyes couldn't help but moisten, Ruoxi, I'm sorry! I don't deserve your care.

"I've always regretted why I didn't have the courage to confess in the first place, even if I ...... can't change the cruel reality, it's okay to accompany her through the hardest time of her life at the end of her life......" Allure's eyes were red.

But even if you go back in time, I'm afraid that I still can't take out the courage to confess and love desperately! How many people can understand and agree with the love between people of the same sex! When I realized that I was different from other people, I was really afraid that I would be regarded as a monster, and I originally thought that by escaping abroad, escaping to a place where no one knew anyone, I could be liberated, but God let me meet Ruoxi, and I realized that I couldn't escape at all. ”

"That guy easily got all Ruoxi's love, but he didn't know how to cherish it at all, it's really jealous!" A wry smile appeared on the corner of Allure's mouth. She probably never thought that at the annual meeting of the magazine that day, the boy who was punched by her was Lin Luo!

The whole story is absurd, yet so sad.

"During the time when I lost Ruoxi, after half a year of sinking and depravity, I woke up again, I decided to return to China to start a new life, I didn't expect to meet you, you have the same hobbies as her, similar names, and gradually I was attracted and moved by the stories you wrote."

"Many times, I feel in a trance that Ruoxi is not dead, she is still alive, or she is you, you are her. As time goes on and reinforces it, this feeling grows stronger. And now, after the annual meeting of the magazine, when I see you again, I realize my absurdity, you are you, Ruoxi is Ruoxi, you are not a substitute for anyone. ”

Allure raised his head and looked at Xia Ruoxi affectionately and seriously: "Today, at the moment of jumping, I once again truly confirmed my thoughts. Now I'm so in love with you! Originally, I didn't want to interfere too much in your life, I wanted to give you enough freedom, but I still couldn't...... I want to cherish the present too much, and I am too afraid to miss it. ”

How did the "Allure ......" turn things out like this?

"Ruoxi, I love you! Be my girlfriend and let me protect you well and take care of you, okay? Even if one day you fall in love with someone else, I will let you go and let you be happy, after all, you are a normal girl, I will do it! ”

Allure took Xia Ruoxi's somewhat cold hands, held these petite hands in his palms, and looked at each other with quiet and expectant eyes, eager for an answer.

"Allure, I can't promise you."

There can be no more hesitation, it will be too painful!

"Don't you want to leave me even the slightest hope?" Allure said helplessly and painfully, even if it seems to be tolerant to stop the other party from answering now, it is just delaying time, people live in the moment, why deceive themselves?

"I already have someone I like." Xia Ruoxi knew that such an answer was cruel, but she didn't want to deceive Allure. To love or not to love, you must make a decision immediately, and you can't procrastinate, otherwise you will hurt others and yourself.

"Can I know who he is?"

"...... "Does it make her say that she likes Ruoxi?" Where does this start, and how do you explain it clearly?

Xia Ruoxi hesitated for a moment, and Allure asked again: "Even if you don't want to tell me his name, can I know if he's a boy or a girl?" ”

"She's a very sweet girl." Such...... It seems to be easier to answer.

"Girls?" Allure was slightly stunned, she obviously didn't expect that Xia Ruoxi would like girls, through all these years of getting along, she always thought that the other party was a normal girl, and what she liked would be the opposite sex.

"Could it be Su Wei?" Allure was a little unwilling. Su Wei is not a cute girl by any means!

Xia Ruoxi shook her head: "I have always regarded Su Wei as a good friend, and I don't have any thoughts about it. ”

"Promise?" Allure couldn't figure it out even more, Xia Ruoxi's life circle was not complicated, it should be the people she knew around her!

"It's not." Xia Ruoxi shook her head again.

"Could it be...... Lu Xiaochun? "Allure is a little nerve-wracking.

Xia Ruoxi smiled dumbly: "How come?" ”

"You're such a headache kid." Allure sighed helplessly, "Don't tell me it's Amy or Annie." ”

"Maybe!" The atmosphere is so solemn that it is difficult to breathe! Xia Ruoxi pretended to shrug her shoulders lightly and joked.

"Ruoxi!" Allure had a crazy expression, with her concentration, no one had ever been able to force her to this extent!

"I'll tell you when I have a chance later, but not now." Even if you don't say Ruoxi's name and say that the girl you like has gone to heaven, it will only make each other more troublesome, and in this way, Allure will not let go of herself.

"Okay!" Allure couldn't bear to push it any longer, "But, until you tell me who she is, please allow me to continue to be with you." ”

I'll go, it's too domineering! Xia Ruoxi felt that she was too passive.

"Alright, that's it! Ruoxi, you can't escape, unless you really fall in love with someone else! Allure lowered his head and kissed Xia Ruoxi's hand lightly, not resistible at all.