Chapter 124: Go Left and Go Right
The breeze is gentle and the singing is melodious.
Although she knew that refusal was a kind of injury, Xia Ruoxi didn't want the misunderstanding between the two to continue.
"Allure ......"
As soon as Xia Ruoxi spoke, Allure interrupted her words: "Ruoxi, do you know why I suddenly took you out today?" ”
"......" Xia Ruoxi shook her head.
"Four years ago, on a plane, I met a girl who was as cute as an angel and was attracted to her smile at first sight."
"At that time, we were sitting together, each quietly looking at a magazine, for some reason her body suddenly trembled slightly, I thought she was unwell, when I looked up, I found that this girl with a sunny smile actually burst into tears. Obviously he seemed to be very sad, but he tried hard to maintain a strong smile, and silently said in his mouth: Don't cry! I will be strong and take care of myself, so how can I break my promise? ”
Xia Ruoxi was unconsciously attracted by the story of Allure, how could there be such a strange girl?
"Without understanding, it seems that it is not appropriate to say anything as a bystander! Maybe if you really ask, the other party may not be willing to tell a stranger. In order to ease her mood, I made a joke and whispered in her ear: Flying is not 100% safe! What would you do if you encountered an emergency, and there was no chance of survival before you had time to skydive? ”
In the face of this despicable joke, she actually stopped crying and looked at me with incredible eyes, her heart must have been complicated at that time, and I was ready to be scolded for being insane. However, after more than ten seconds, she burst into tears and laughed: Thank you, I feel that I am indeed too sad and fragile! If you really encounter such a bad situation, it's not too late to cry again! ”
"She's really a very cute and smart girl, and the rest of the way, I learned that she loves to write, likes to fantasize, and this time she flew to study with her parents. Because I'm separated from the boy I like, I'm sad and crying. Allure spoke slowly, still immersed in a good memory.
When she heard this, Xia Ruoxi felt a little weird, why did such a scene feel inexplicably familiar, who would be the girl that Allure met on the plane?
But she didn't interrupt Allure right away, she didn't want to be easily swayed by illusions before everything came to light, which would only add to disappointment and sadness.
"Before the plane landed, we left each other's mobile phone numbers and made an appointment to keep in touch in the future. It's just that none of us expected that after leaving the airport and parting ways, the note I left her with her mobile phone number was scrapped because it was wet from the rain. And I also lost her contact information because I lost my phone. ”
"A short brushing shoulder, and then according to each other's own life trajectory, drowned in the vast sea of people. Occasionally, I think of each other, and I feel a faint regret in my heart, but I have to leave these emotional subtleties behind in my busy life and move on. ”
"It wasn't until a few months later, when we met at an art exhibition, that we were surprised to find that we actually lived on the same street, and we were neighbors, which was really like "Walking Left to Right" in Jimmy Comics, where two people walked the same road and looked at the same scenery every day, but they always missed it again and again."
"This time, I thought I would never miss it again, how could the little sister next door who lived next door not find it? However, I am now wrong again...... After half a year together, with almost no warning, the family moved away, and I lost contact with her again. ”
"Calling her cell phone, no one answered, emailing her, and no reply, this feeling was like suddenly evaporating from the world, and I felt an inexplicable panic. I asked a lot of people, but I got some uncertain answers, saying that because the girl was very sick, her family took her to another city. ”
"At that time, I was now deeply in love with this lovely girl, and every minute and second of the time when I lost contact was tormenting. I went crazy and searched all the places we had been together, hoping that the answer was wrong and distorted, and I never saw her again. ”
It wasn't until half a year later that I habitually opened the mailbox and saw the letter from her lying quietly in the inbox, and I rarely cried, and suddenly tears rained down. However, when she opened the email impatiently, she found that her family had sent it on her behalf. The letter said that she had been very guilty about leaving suddenly because she was seriously ill, but she was afraid that she would be worried and sad if I found out. ”
"In the last period of her life, the memories of us together gave her great courage and warmth, and gave her the strength to support it. However, the world is impermanent, and people still cannot fight against fate. I heard someone say that I have been looking for her, she is very conflicted and painful, but at that time she was unrecognizable, and she couldn't find the courage to face me again, until the end of her life, she entrusted her parents to write me a letter to express her inner apologies, hoping that I could let go of everything in the past and start ...... again"
Speaking of this, the car stopped, and Allure's voice choked, even though it has been many years since the incident, but it is not easy to really let go of a loved one! Such a sad feeling may not be healed for the rest of your life.
There is a feeling that is getting stronger, could this girl be Ruoxi?
Xia Ruoxi remembered that after Ruoxi went abroad, she mentioned a girl in an email, saying that the other party was very good, took good care of herself, and was as gentle as a big sister, so that he could rest assured!
At that time, he also encouraged Ruoxi to make more friends, cherish friendships, and be happy every day.
Could it be that the girl Ruoxi mentioned in the email is Allure?!
"Allure ......" Xia Ruoxi suppressed her heartbeat, "Can I know the girl's name?" ”
Allure nodded: "She has a similar name to you, also called Xia Ruoxi, and her word 'Xi' means 'brightness and harmony'." ”
The heart suddenly contracted, and sure enough, the girl in the Allure story was Ruoxi! It's really a small world......
So, is Allure pursuing himself also because of Ruoxi? Because of similar names, seemingly the same hobbies?