As my health improved day by day, Fu Ruyan also planned to let me go home to recuperate.

In this way, Fu Ruyan doesn't have to take care of me day and night, and everyone has lost a lot of weight.

Things in the company piled up more and more, and in the end, Fu Ruyan had no choice but to go back to the company to deal with things, and put me in the hospital alone, which is why he wanted me to be discharged from the hospital and go back.

"I'm going to the company, you stay good."

"Hmm."

I answered, watched him leave, and sat on the couch in a daze.

I don't know how long it took for me to come to my senses and get up and leave the room.

It took me a long time before I stopped at the door of the psychiatrist's consultation room.

I reached out and knocked on the door, and when I heard the word "enter" coming from inside, I chuckled in my heart.

I walked in and saw a man in a white lab coat sitting there.

"How do you know you have a mental illness?" I asked him.

"What do you mean?"

"Spiritually." I said.

The psychiatrist raised an eyebrow and told me to continue.

"Before...... The doctor said I was mentally stimulated. And lately, I've been feeling more and more like I can't control my emotions, and I'm often very excited, like crazy...... I can't say how I feel, but I just feel like something might be wrong with me......"

Although I hate to admit it, I can feel that my emotions are becoming more and more unstable, and even a little bit violent.

"For example?"

"For example...... I used to throw things even if I was angry. But I do now, I can't wait to drop everything in my house so that I can get angry! And, and I can also do it, I will use a knife, I will use a needle...... I saw the blood, I wasn't afraid, I was very excited...... "I babbled a lot.

The psychiatrist nodded, "Anything else?" ”

"Others...... I don't know very well. I said.

"Sit down." The psychiatrist pointed to the chair in front of him, "Next, I'll hypnotize you, and you may see a lot of images that stimulate you." ”

I was slightly stunned, "Yes...... Don't look at it? ”

I knew very well what I would see.

"If you want to go further, this step is unavoidable." The psychiatrist said.

I let out a long sigh, "Okay then......"

Speaking of which, Su Tong is also a doctor, but it's a pity that he is not a psychiatrist, otherwise I would have called him and asked others to hypnotize me, I really can't believe it......

However, this psychiatrist also seemed to be quite good, and I soon felt like I was in a daze, as if I was asleep, and as if I was not asleep.

Then, I opened my eyes.

Opened your eyes?

When do I close my eyes?

However, before I could think about it, the picture in front of me had already changed, I was not in the hospital, but in my house, and before I could react, my mother's overwhelming words came to me.

"When I gave birth to you, I should have strangled you! What's the use of having a daughter! married to a rich and noble family, and forgot about the family! I really don't know what kind of evil our old He family has created, and they actually gave birth to a wicked animal like you! ”

"He Chu, it was your father who you killed, and it was your father who killed you! You're going to kill me!" I didn't expect my daughter, who had been raised for so many years, to become a white-eyed wolf! ”

"It's not...... It's not me ......" I murmured, "I didn't hurt my father, I didn't ......"

I wanted to explain, but I was so powerless.

It was at this point that the picture changed, and I felt like another person standing there, looking at the whole thing from a third-person perspective.

I watched "me" prepare the meal carefully, poured two glasses of red wine, and waited for Fu Yang to come back with my chin in my hand.

This is......

My wedding anniversary with Fu Yang......

And then, I got that video.

I collapsed, was in pain, and was very drunk.

"Don't drink it......" I whispered.

However, the surroundings have changed again.

This time, it was Fu Ruyan who went to the club, and I mistakenly thought that he went to find Miss.

Then, it was the death of Fang Yiqing and Gu Sisi......

There are many, many things, even things that I don't usually think are much, have surfaced one by one.

Until, with my own eyes, I saw the moment I was pushed down the steps by Josie.

There was a buzz in my head, as if something had exploded.

I don't want my child to be without, I don't want to lose him like that......

At this moment, I actually forgot that this was actually an illusion.

The negative emotions in my heart were instantly revealed, and the pain of being torn almost occupied my entire mind.

I screamed like crazy, "Don't! No! ”

At this moment, I opened my eyes suddenly, and saw a person in front of me, and I didn't want to rush towards him, holding his neck with both hands, and I wanted to strangle him to death!

"Give back my child's life, give back my child's life!"

"You calm down...... Calm down......" said the psychiatrist with difficulty.

My ears seemed to block out all sounds, and I could only see his mouth opening and closing.

The psychiatrist's hand stretched back with difficulty, and I didn't know what it was pressing, and several nurses rushed in from outside the door and grabbed me.

The psychiatrist coughed violently twice, took out something and dangled it in front of my eyes, and gave me another injection.

I slowly calmed down and collapsed in my seat.

The psychiatrist waved his hand and asked the nurses to go out, and the nurses looked calm, as if they had long been accustomed to it.

"I'm sorry......," I said with a hard face.

That's when I realized that I really woke up this time.

The last time I opened my eyes, it was just me coming into my consciousness.

This psychiatrist really has two brushes.

"It's okay." The psychiatrist said, "You've been stimulated too much and buried too many things in your heart, so when you broke out, you became like this." It can also be said that ...... This was the initial runaway from control. Now you can still control it, and the further you go, the more you can't control it, and you will even do some things that harm others and yourself. ”

I looked at him in a daze, "So...... Am I really mentally wrong? Am I mentally ill? ”

"It's true that he's mentally impaired, but it's not enough to be mentally ill." The psychiatrist reached out and touched his neck, looked at me in fear, picked up a pen and wrote on the paper, "Have you ever seen a very bloody picture?" ”

I nodded slowly, "Yes, I've seen other people die......"

The doctor snorted, writing at a rapid pace, "That's right, your condition is medically known as post-traumatic stress disorder." ”