If you ask me about a scene in my life that I don't want to remember, my very serious injury is undoubtedly one of them. If it weren't for the completion of this book, it's hard to find any other reason to be reminded of that painful experience.

I almost died forever because of that crash, and I was in a coma for dozens of hours in the hospital. I had multiple fractures in my ribs, arm and little 'leg', and some severely damaged nerve communities in my left arm have not been able to recover to their original levels until now. I also had a terrible brain shock, and almost everyone who saw me at the time thought it was a miracle that I was still alive.

Thankfully, my neck was broken, otherwise this alone would have been fatal. I have to thank my mentor Senna! It was because of his accident that he came into being, and he will be far away from us.

However, the impact of this accident on me is still very profound. First of all, the six years at the peak of my career came to an abrupt end, and not only did I lose the opportunity to match Schumacher after that season, but I also lost the opportunity to become the only driver in history to win six consecutive championships.

I was almost crippled by multiple crushed 'sexual' fractures, and my left arm, which could never be recovered, is still tormented by the misalignment of the bones that healed. In the more than a year since my injury, I have undergone 21 major and minor surgeries, and for nine months I have to live in a wheelchair.

Until now, there are still dozens of screws in my body that are helping me to maintain this torn body, which is honestly broken, as long as there is no breakthrough in the development of 'sexuality' in medicine. These screws will continue to stay in my body. Until now, I have not been able to hug my wife and my daughter for a long time, because my arm cannot be bent for a long time, and I can't even lift more than 10 kilograms with my left arm, which overwhelms the place where I once broke my 'sexual' fractures......

I remember the doctor telling me that I should stay at home and enjoy the rest of my life, because racing was completely gone.

I don't want to think that the experience was not because I was 'physically' suffering, but because the trauma I suffered during that time is no longer something that anyone else can imagine. Not only was my peak life over, but I didn't know if I would ever be able to get back on my feet again.

Maybe it's only when you've gone from being the king of racing to being a cripple in a wheelchair and waiting on someone else that you can really understand how I felt. During that time, I even wondered why I didn't die in that car accident in the first place. At that time, if it weren't for the company of my wife and daughter. I could end my life almost at any moment......

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That accident just happened, so suddenly and without warning. But sometimes life is like that, and not everything goes the way we want it to. After that, I reflected a lot of the time. At that time, if I could have played slower and more smoothly, would I have been able to avoid accidents?

But it soon occurred to me that if I had been the kind of 'sexual' who was willing to be ordinary, I might never have been on the stage of F1. Even the 'door' of the car won't get in.

The 'sexual' personality determines fate, and after that, I deeply understood the meaning of this sentence. In fact, our lives are just one choice after another, and what kind of path we take, what kind of life we live, and what kind of consequences we endure are all the consequences of our own choices.

Therefore, I do not regret that I have endured such a tragedy, because if I had made a decision that did not conform to my 'sexual' personality, I would no longer be my ......."

"The Basic Literacy of a Driver" - by Ye Feng

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"Hiss~~"

A mouthful of hot agave caused Ye Feng to involuntarily stick out his tongue and spit out. Putting the wine glass aside, Ye Feng in the wheelchair continued to look at the swimming pool without a trace of 'ripple' in front of him in a daze.

It has been seven months since that accident, and now Ye Feng wants to stand up and walk by himself It is still a luxury. In the past seven months, Ye Feng has almost every two weeks on average lying in the cold operating 'bed' and letting those doctors 'fiddle'. And it seems that all this is far from over.

The long-term cultivation has made the original young man who seemed to be always full of vitality become bloated, and compared with his original weight, Ye Feng is now 10 kilograms heavier than when he was in college. The thick plaster had already been removed.

The left arm also requires special immobilization. Several striking scars also appeared, plus the effect of the spirit. Ye Feng's eyes were so scattered and confused at the moment.

The current Ye Feng is undoubtedly very painful, especially after the doctor told him a few days ago that he may never be able to stand up again, Ye Feng's mood fell into the abyss again.

During the period when he was just injured, Ye Feng constantly felt very sorry for the bankruptcy of his dream of six consecutive championships caused by his accident. But soon, one bad news after another made him quickly dissipate even this regret. From the danger of not being able to sit to being unable to stand, from the possibility of amputation of the left arm to the impossibility of recovery and dysfunction due to nerve damage. Ye Feng has to constantly suffer for his future fate every day.

Coupled with the pain of the large and small surgeries that were performed every two weeks on average, Ye Feng almost didn't think about how he would live in the future. It was also during this time that Ye Feng began to fall in love with the wine 'essence'. There is no way, the pain of reality and 'flesh' is too serious, only during the time when he is drunk, Ye Feng can let himself have a trace of peace and comfort......

Especially when the 2015 F1 season is in full swing, Ye Feng, who can only watch himself in a wheelchair and unable to do anything, needs this way to make himself a little better......

Now, the huge courtyard was silent, and there was only the sound of Ye Feng putting down the cup. In fact, when Ye Feng had just started to use wine to 'essence' himself, Gu Lin expressed strong opposition. But Ye Feng was so painful that he couldn't control himself from quickly falling in love with this thing that could give him temporary comfort.

For this Gu Lin, from the bitter words and patient comfort at the beginning, to the later hesitation to turn his face to 'force' Ye Feng to quit drinking, to the last two people continued to have serious quarrels over this, anyway, as a wife, Gu Lin had used all her strength to keep her husband from falling. She didn't understand how much Ye Feng had suffered, but she didn't want to see a good person become what she is now......

However, Ye Feng's injuries did not improve for a long time, so the frequency and degree of his alcoholism became more and more serious. Finally once, after the drunken Ye Feng almost fell into the pool and drowned himself, Gu Lin could no longer stand Ye Feng's decadence and issued an ultimatum: either quit drinking, or she left with the child! Because she didn't want to see Ye Feng, as a husband and father, become so virtuous with her children. Ye Feng had to choose between depression and their mother and daughter......

In this regard, Ye Feng chose to be silent, he didn't know how to choose. He didn't even know if he had a choice, so soon, Ye Feng was finally the only one left in this courtyard. As for the caregivers who took care of him, no one dared to approach the master, who was now getting worse and worse, except during the work period.

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After more than two months, under the effect of several fruitful surgeries, Ye Feng was finally able to get rid of the wheelchair that had been sitting for more than 8 months, and finally began to resume 'sexual' training to stand again. It's just that the recovery of his left arm is still very slow, and although there is no longer the 'shadow' of amputation, the doctor has not determined to what level it can recover. However, all the doctors who treated Ye Feng affirmed the fact that he could no longer engage in the sport of racing.

Perhaps it was the torture of a long-term illness that had made Ye Feng accept this cruel reality, so there were not too many emotional 'waves' after getting the news that had decided the fate of his career.

Soon after determining that he could no longer be a professional driver, Ye Feng took the initiative to contact the Ferrari team and the car king Schumacher, he wanted to negotiate with the team as soon as possible on the termination of the contract, after all, he could no longer race, and Ye Feng did not want Ferrari to raise himself as a "waste man". Before that, the salary cut was also the team that Ye Feng took the initiative to contact......

Although he was very reluctant and regretful, Schumacher still terminated the high-salary contract that had just been signed on behalf of Ferrari and Ye Feng. Seeing that the young people who used to be the best in the car industry have become what they are now, even the always resolute car king can't help but cry when they terminate their contracts with each other.

However, at this time, Ye Feng was always smiling. Perhaps it was because he could finally stand again after nine months of waiting, which made Ye Feng decide to start a new life. In order to be able to regain his departed wife and daughter, Ye Feng began to actively undergo rehabilitation training and also began to quit drinking......

After all, after being sure that he would completely lose the most precious thing in his life, Ye Feng didn't want to lose the other two......