People always have one reason or another to be comfortable when they indulge themselves, and the same is true when I used alcohol and autism to alleviate the torment of injury and uncertainty about the future.

Of course, I don't want to judge this choice at that time based on my current situation and position. After all, I was in that extreme situation at that time, and that was the method I used to get myself through. Now, from the point of view of our normal people, I am undoubtedly indulging myself by doing this, but this is somewhat of a bit of standing and talking without backache.

I'm not going to talk about that here, I'm just going to tell you what happens if you make the same choice as I did in a similar situation. I've always believed that a lot of times we make mistakes because we don't know how severe the punishment will be if we make a bad choice, and I'm sure that many of my friends will be able to pull back after learning the price I paid for alcoholism......

Frankly, I was completely shocked when I found out what I had paid for being a good drinker. I don't want to talk about the physical cost, at least I almost lost my beloved wife and 'daughter' because of alcoholism, and that feeling even made me lose faith in life for a while.

A lot of people saw my voluntary offer of a pay cut after the injury and the subsequent termination of my contract with Scuderia Ferrari as a noble act, but at that time I was already a bit of a caregiver. But it was a very fortuitous detail of that meeting that completely woke me up, so that I did not continue to slide into the abyss in the days that followed.

Here I would like to thank my best friend Michael. Schumacher, it was a gift he gave me after that negotiation that touched me greatly. He gave me a picture of Senna that he treasured for himself, and I will never forget it for the rest of my life. Elton's eyes in the picture are so tough and resolute. It was at that moment that I finally remembered what he once said:

Don't lose faith in yourself at any time! No matter how great the difficulties and setbacks are, we must stick to the original belief and hope! ’

It was at that time that I decided to reorganize my life, which had been shattered by myself, and the first thing I did was naturally ask myself to quit drinking.

Of course, I'm not as strong as everyone thinks, and quitting alcohol is never so easy for people who become addicted to alcohol.

But I'm thankful that I made a decision that seems to be the right one so far. When I was isolated and wanted to make a difference. I sent a distress signal to my lover. At that time, I told Gu Lin all the thoughts in my heart completely, and this was absolutely impossible in the time when I was just injured. It was this kind of open and honest communication that saved the relationship between us, and I was very moved in my life, even when I didn't even have the slightest hope of recovery. She did not hesitate to return to me with our children when I needed her......

Without them, it would be impossible to have the current Ye Feng who can write quietly, let alone this text that completely records my experience......"

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After Gu Lin returned, with the help of her patience. Ye Feng finally started a complete and systematic rehabilitation training nearly 10 months after the injury.

At this time, Ye Feng's thoughts were much simpler than before. After terminating the contract with Ferrari, Ye Feng has now completely changed from a professional driver to an ordinary ordinary person who needs to gradually achieve double recovery in his 'spirit' and 'physical' after a serious injury.

There is actually a huge contrast between the changes in these two identities, but at this time, Ye Feng did not have the 'fine' strength to think about these things anymore. Being able to make his family complete again, being able to get Gu Lin's meticulous care again, and being able to stay with his lovely 'daughter' every day is already content for Ye Feng, who has just decided to get rid of the trouble of wine 'essence'.

Moreover, the daily arrangements for alcohol abstinence, physical 'sexual' rehabilitation treatment and psychological counseling have also consumed Lao Ye's huge 'fine' strength and physical strength, which also invisibly allowed him to live a more focused and simple life during this time.

In fact, this period was far from being as dull as described, and things often faced capricious changes at the very beginning of the most difficult of drinking stops. The cause of the matter was still due to the very painful rehabilitation 'sex' treatment and the dependence on the 'essence' of wine that had already formed in Ye Feng's heart.

For this reason, there were many bumps and bumps between Ye Feng and Gu Lin. But every time, Gu Lin would tolerate Ye Feng again and again with great tolerance 'sex'.

It was very painful for him, but every time he saw the clear eyes of the 'girl', he would grit his teeth and continue everything he had started.

That's how it sometimes happens. When you really grit your teeth and persevere, you will find that it is like indulging in addiction at the beginning. Persistence can also slowly become a habit, and when you gradually get the satisfaction of gaining confidence and achievement day by day from your persistence, in fact, those things that have been bothering you are also leaving you.

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"Ye, congratulations on finally completing all the rehabilitation 'sex' training, I have been engaged in the profession of rehabilitation trainer for 20 years, it can be said that you are a tenacious seriously injured student in my career for so many years, I have never seen anyone recover to such an extent as you before you.

Now, I and all of you here are heartily proud and proud of you! (Fastest updated // ap.16 n) also wish you more happiness in the days to come.

Of course, I am here to remind you not to let down your beautiful wife, who all of us understand how much hard work she has put into your recovery. I think you're the one you should be thanking the most right now! ”

After the last rehabilitation training class of half a year, the general manager of the most famous rehabilitation training center in North America in California, USA, and the chief rehabilitation therapist of Ye Feng. Rechige was holding two glasses of champagne at the moment and said with a smile at Ye Feng.

In order to celebrate that Ye Feng can finally go about his daily life like a normal person again, Rechige, who has become a friend of Ye Feng's husband's 'wife', specially held a small party for Ye Feng in the center.

For the Chinese in front of him who was so seriously injured but could grit his teeth and complete all the almost demanding training tasks, all the old beauties under Rechig in this center were very admired, and what moved them even more was Gu Lin's meticulous care and most firm support for Ye Feng, everyone understood that it was Ye Feng behind him who had the support of such a strong wife that allowed him to get to this point today.

However, Mr. Rechiger obviously didn't know Ye Feng's identity as another student about alcoholics, so the glass of champagne he brought actually posed a very challenging 'sex' problem to Lao Ye. At this time, Ye Feng's eyes glanced at Gu Lin, who was smiling and silent, and got an encouraging 'sexual' look from a 'female' person, which meant that on this occasion today, Lao Ye could relax as appropriate.

got this permission from his wife, but Ye Feng did not immediately serve the champagne in Rechige's hand. He turned his head and stared at the wine glass for a moment, as if he was trying to calmly consider how much was left of the wine 'essence' for him.

"Mike, thank you for your kindness, but unfortunately I've quit drinking! But I really thank you and all of you for your great support and help in this half a year! ”

Ye Feng finally found that the wine 'essence' no longer had the same enchanting attraction to him as before, but even so, he still rejected Rechige's kindness with a smile, and said with a smile after picking up a glass of water......

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Ye Feng's serious injury undoubtedly created a shocking 'sex' news around the world that was no less than Senna's death that year.

Due to Ye Feng's pivotal position in the world at the time and the most serious accident after Senna's death, everyone was watching how the Chinese driver would perform after the toughest test of his life for a long time after that.

During the time that Ye Feng was hospitalized, almost every day, thousands of loyal car 'fans' waited in front of the hospital's 'door' for a long time, praying that the Chinese Ye who had brought countless happiness to everyone could recover as soon as possible and return to the arena.

But what followed was one bad news after another, when people thought that Ye Feng's injury was at most just to keep him in the hospital for a while longer, the news that his leg might be amputated, Ye Feng automatically chose to reduce his salary, and he might never be able to play motorsports again came out one after another.

Such a cruel reality undoubtedly made most of the car 'fans' who love Ye Feng particularly painful, but the worse news was still to come, Ye Feng finally calmly chose to terminate the contract with the Ferrari team after holding on for 9 months.

This is undoubtedly a conclusive choice, which also marks that Ye Feng's identity as a driver will soon come to an end with such a decision. It was not until this time that a large number of car 'fans' who once loved Ye Feng finally gave up.

Coupled with the 'fine' show of Alonso + Hamilton in the past two seasons, the entire F1 league has gradually begun to forget the Chinese...... that once almost became the greatest car king in history