Tell me, why are you there?

Hearing Xue Chen's roar, Jiang Xuyao's lips squirmed slightly, but he didn't say a word. Eight? One Chinese? Net? (a)?.

He was in the capital, in the system, and lived a life like heaven for Xue Chen.

Although he is Xue Chen's father, this is an indisputable fact, but he has not fulfilled the responsibilities of a father at all, not to mention others, even the most basic fatherly love, he has never given Xue Chen.

It's a tragedy, it's a mockery.

Xue Chen let out a heavy sullen breath from his mouth and continued: "You are living the life of a human being, you are eating delicacies from the mountains and seas, while I am dealing with death, and if you are not careful, you will die!" ”

"When I was on the line of life and death, you weren't there, you weren't there when I was tired and tired, when I was dying, you were still not there, and now I'm living a pretty good life, but you suddenly appeared in front of me, what do you want to do?"

Xue Chen hated the man in front of him, hated Jiang Xuyao, it was he who had let him suffer the pain and grievances for more than 20 years, and he hated even more that when he wanted to live a peaceful and stable life, he suddenly came out of nowhere, making his life suddenly a mess.

He really wanted to clean up Jiang Xuyao with his hands, and he really wanted to give him a slap in the face to vent his anger and wrongs that had accumulated for more than 20 years.

But he always forcibly suppressed this impulse in his heart and did not do it.

"Shall I kill you, or shall I hate you?" Xue Chen's eyes were red and roared like a beast!

"I want to atone for my sins!" Jiang Xuyao seemed to have exhausted all his strength before he said four words from his mouth.

"Atonement?" A miserable smile appeared at the corner of Xue Chen's mouth: "Don't you think it's too late?" ”

When the words fell, Xue Chen took a deep breath: "Don't appear in front of me, otherwise I may really kill you!" ”

Saying that, Xue Chen was about to turn around and leave.

As soon as he turned around, Xue Chen seemed to have thought of something, and suddenly spoke again: "Also, take care of your daughter, she won't interfere in my affairs, otherwise I won't be able to spare her!" ”

"Tomorrow let her go over and apologize to Xia Yina."

Afterwards, Xue Chen didn't say anything, if a defeated soldier was general, he ran out quickly.

Although he hates Jiang Xuyao, Jiang Xuyao has always been his father, just like Shen Xuening said, it is a great rebellion for a son to kill his father, and it is a thunderstorm in the sky.

Although his hands were covered with blood, if he wanted him to be a big rebel, he couldn't do it.

No matter what you say, his life was given by Jiang Xuyao, and if it weren't for Jiang Xuyao, there would be no him.

After Xue Chen walked out of the restaurant, his body shook slightly, he was very tired, very tired, very tired, he just wanted to go home now, and then lie on his bed and sleep well, maybe when he woke up, everything today was just a dream.

I woke up from a dream, how should life be, and how was it.

Shen Xuening, who was following Xue Chen, was full of worry, she wanted to say something, but she didn't know how to say it.

She didn't know everything about Xue Chen before, and just after hearing Xue Chen talk about her past, Shen Xue Ning's indifferent heart could no longer remain calm.

She couldn't imagine that Xue Chen's past life was like this, she couldn't imagine that Xue Chen's past was so miserable.

At that time, could he have despaired of life? At that time, did he ever think that the past was better than death?

Has he ever cursed the heavens and hated the earth?

Shen Xuening didn't know everything.

Now she only knows that this man who seems to be a fool on the surface is actually a man who has been tortured through vicissitudes of life, and a man who is worthy of making any woman feel sorry for!

Even at this moment, Shen Xuening had an impulse to tell Xue Chen that from now on, she would accompany him, never give up, and grow old with her son with her son.

Shen Xuening didn't drive, she followed behind Xue Chen like this, without saying a word, she followed him like this!

Under the light of the street lamp, his shadow looks very slender and scruples, and his back looks lonely and sad.

Must his heart be in pain at this moment?

Shen Xuening couldn't imagine what Xue Chen's heart was like now, but what she could guarantee was that it was very painful.

For more than 20 years, he has suffered more than 20 years of grievances and tribulations, and has never enjoyed the love of his parents.

Now that more than 20 years have passed, his biological father suddenly appeared in front of him, and he has already married again, and he has already had a child with another woman, how big will this blow be?

When his parents divorced, his temperament changed drastically, how could his heart be so good?

At this moment, Shen Xuening felt that compared to Xue Chen, she was already the happiest person in the world.

Although her parents divorced, Shen Baichuan treated her very well and fulfilled the responsibilities of a father, so did her mother Gong Shangyu, and her stepmother was also good to her.

But Xue Chen didn't have anything.

Looking at Xue Chen's desolate back, Shen Xuening couldn't help but sigh in her heart.

A crescent moon hung high in the sky, surrounded by stars, and it looked unusually bright, and the neon lights on both sides of the street and the starry sky in the distance, outlining a beautiful picture.

Although the scenery was beautiful, Xue Chen didn't feel it at all.

He dragged his tired body aimlessly like a walking corpse.

I don't know how long I walked, Xue Chen suddenly stopped, turned to look at Shen Xuening, and squeezed out a far-fetched smile from the corner of his mouth: "I didn't scare you just now, did I?" ”

After hearing Xue Chen's words in amazement, Shen Xuening was slightly stunned and instinctively shook her head.

Seeing Shen Xuening shaking his head, Xue Chen lit a cigarette for himself, took a puff lightly, and then squatted directly on the side of the road.

Seeing this, Shen Xue Ning also learned from Xue Chen to squat aside, looking at Xue Chen quietly, without saying a word, looking very quiet.

After Xue Chen took two puffs of his cigarette, he slowly said, "Before, I didn't lie to him, that was my past!" ”

"Is it bitter?" Shen Xuening looked at Xue Chen's angular face with some distress and asked.

Xue Chen first shook his head, and then nodded: "It was quite bitter at the beginning, but now it is not bitter, and it is precisely because I suffered so much when I was a child that I have the ability to do it now!" ”

Although Xue Chen's voice was very soft, and there was not even the slightest emotional fluctuation, Shen Xuening could still feel a trace of pain from it.

How many people are willing to go to that kind of childhood, and how many people can survive it?

He has never enjoyed the joy and pleasure of childhood in his life, as well as the love of his father and mother, which has almost nothing to do with him in this life.

"You're bitter!"

"Whether you are bitter or not, you know it in your heart." Xue Chen suddenly turned his head to look at Shen Xuening's gorgeous cheeks, and teased: "If I hadn't suffered from those hardships at the beginning, I'm afraid I wouldn't have been able to marry such a beautiful daughter-in-law as you!" ”

After hearing Xue Chen's ridiculous words, Shen Xuening's pretty face turned slightly red.

She knew that Xue Chen was deliberately pretending to be casual, so that she didn't have to worry, as for the pain in her heart, he took the burden himself.

It was as if he had imprisoned his own heart, his happiness and laughter could be shared with others, but his pain and scars, he did not want to share, he would rather hide in a dark corner, like a lone wolf, to lick his wounds, than tell others and let others bear it for him.

He's a wolf-like man.

At this moment, Shen Xuening began to face Xue Chen very seriously!

Although this man is usually cheap-mouthed to death, and he likes to take advantage of himself, in a pinch, he is actually very good, and he is still very distressed!

"Xue Chen, I know you're in a bad mood, if you're in pain, vent it, okay?"

Xue Chen didn't want Shen Xuening to see his pain and let her bear it with him, but Shen Xuening didn't want to see Xue Chen like this.

Because she will be distressed, really distressed.

After Shen Xuening's words sounded in his ears, Xue Chen's face immediately darkened, and he took a deep breath and said, "You already knew that he was my father?" ”

"That is, two days ago, he came to Fengxiang City, and he also looked for me, I just knew, I really didn't know beforehand......" Shen Xuening hurriedly explained as if she was afraid of angering Xue Chen, making Xue Chen think that he and Jiang Xuyao were lying to him.

"Don't be so nervous, I know!" Xue Chen said expressionlessly: "Do you know, I once looked at those children who were accompanied by their parents, I was very envious, and I have fantasized countless times, if my parents were by my side, what kind of person would I be, and what should my childhood be like?" ”

Saying that, a hint of yearning appeared on Xue Chen's face: "I think, I should be very happy, very happy......"

Shen Xuening completely incarnated as the most loyal listener at this moment, quietly listening to Xue Chen's story.

"I yearn for that kind of life that others seem to think is ordinary, really yearning, it's something that is bland to others, but it's a very luxurious thing for me......"

…………

In the restaurant, Xue Chen left, Jiang Xuyao seemed to have lost his soul, sitting at the table with a wooden face, letting the blood flow in front of him, and there was no intention to die.

The pain in the body at this moment is far from the pain in the heart.

His son has lived a hellish life for more than 20 years, how many scars has this life brought him, how many times has he died, and how many times has he despaired of the world......

And Jiang Ehuang also looked stunned at the moment, she was also deeply shocked by Xue Chen's past, and she couldn't imagine how Xue Chen survived in the first place, so that Jiang Xuyao's injuries were forgotten.

Just when the father and daughter were stunned, several big men at the door suddenly flew in from the outside and slammed them on the ground.

"Jiang Xuyao, I haven't seen you for so many years, are you okay?"