The unbearable past instantly appeared in Xue Chen's heart. Bayi Middle School?? Wenwang?? ? ≥＝≠．≤８≥１≤Ｚ≤≥．≤Ｃ≤Ｏ≠Ｍ

The unbearable past was vividly remembered in his heart, making Xue Chen's face hideous, distorted and painful.

Xue Chen didn't speak in a hurry, but took out a cigarette from his body, lit it for himself, took a hard puff, then closed his eyes, and spit out the smoke that was inhaled into his mouth and turned around in his lungs!

"Other people learn to walk and talk, they are all taught by their parents, but who taught me?" Xue Chen tried his best to calm his voice, but unfortunately, he couldn't suppress the excitement in his heart at all: "When others scolded me for being a mongrel and a wild child that no one wanted, where were you?" ”

The painful past seemed to resurface in front of Xue Chen, making Xue Chen's body slowly emerge with a sense of anger.

"You don't know, in everyone's eyes, I'm a bastard that no one wants and no one cares about, a wild seed." Xue Chen gritted his teeth and said: "You can't imagine that when a four-year-old child is scolded as a wild seed and a mongrel, that angry heart, you can't imagine the scene where a four-year-old child and a **-year-old child go to fight, right?" ”

Xue Chen's words rang in his ears, Jiang Xuyao's pale face was extremely dark, at this moment, in addition to guilt for Xue Chen, there was only guilt left in his heart!

"They are bigger than me, I can't beat them, every time I am beaten by them, every time I am knocked to the ground by them, every time I will get up from the ground again, because I know that I am a mongrel that no one wants, the sky does not harvest, the earth does not want the mongrel, everything only depends on myself, rely on my fists to fight for everything, otherwise I can only be bullied!"

Shen Xuening's heart trembled uncontrollably.

A four-year-old child, fighting with a **-year-old child, isn't this an obvious rhythm of looking for death?

But Xue Chen has to fight, and he can't admit defeat, he can't bow his head, because unlike other children, he has parents and backers, he doesn't, everything he has to rely on himself to fight!

"And my master has never helped me out once, he only told me that if others beat you, use your fists to fight back!" Xue Chen took a deep breath: "He told me that I am a man, a man, and I can't rely on anyone!" ”

"Because that's a coward's performance, but I was a four-year-old kid at the time, a four-year-old kid, what kind of man and coward do I know?"

"At that time, did you know how much I needed you, how much I longed for my father to be by my side and beat them away?"

"But you didn't show up, everything must be solved by myself, with my fists!"

This is the way the Martial God taught, this is the Martial God's childhood to Xue Chen, but Xue Chen's childhood to Xue Chen is much more than that.

"No one wants to play with me, everyone isolates me, I don't have any friends, other children, all play together, do you know how envious I am?"

"This envy is useless, because I can't envy it, I'm different from them, I'm an outcast, an outcast that no one wants!" Xue Chen said fiercely: "When I was five years old, my master taught me martial arts!" ”

"Do you know what it is for a five-year-old child to walk six hours a day?" Xue Chen roared hysterically: "I'll tell you, what kind of concept is that, your legs are swollen, continue tomorrow!" ”

"No matter how much pain you have in your body, you can't stop, otherwise what awaits you is a stick!" Xue Chen took a deep breath: "I persisted for half a year, a whole half a year!" ”

"Do you know what it's like for a five-year-old to stick into this hot sand every day like a special iron sand palm? Do you know how much it hurts? ”

Jiang Xuyao's eyes slowly became a little red, he didn't expect that the Martial God would treat his son like this, and he would train him in such a cruel way!

At this moment, he wanted to kill the Martial God.

And Shen Xuening's eyes had already unconsciously slipped tears, she really couldn't imagine that Xue Chen's childhood was like this.

When others were five or six years old, they were in the arms of their parents and went to school, but he didn't seem to have them.

"Every day my hands are swollen like bear paws, but the next day I have to continue, when others are five years old, their little hands are white and tender, but mine is calloused!"

"People start school when they're six years old, do you know where I was when I was six years old?"

"You don't know!" Xue Chen suddenly roared like a beast: "Let me tell you, I am in the most primitive forest Shennongjia!" ”

"After my master threw me there, he left, no matter how I cried or shouted, he didn't look back, he only told me that I had to rely on my own skills to live in this for half a year, otherwise I would die!" Xue Chen roared hysterically: "I'm so six years old! ”

Saying that, Xue Chen stretched out his hand and made a six-year-old gesture: "Let a six-year-old child live in the Shennongjia primeval forest for half a year, how many can survive?" Do you know how I survived, do you know how I lived? ”

"I eat the roots, I drink the dew, I eat what I can't eat, I have to drink what I can't, I have to drink what I can't, or I'll starve to death!" Xue Chen took a deep breath and tried his best to control his somewhat excited heart: "Not only that, but I also have to face countless beasts every day, including wolves, wild boars, and animals that you may never have seen in your life!" ”

Jiang Xuyao's body trembled fiercely, at the age of six, the Martial God actually left Xue Chen in Shennongjia when he was six years old, and let him live alone!

"I have to live with wild beasts every day, and I have to be scared every day, will I be eaten by something......" Xue Chen gently squirmed his throat, paused and continued: "Especially at night, I am afraid of the dark, but at this time, it is even more when wild beasts are infested, I am even more afraid, I am afraid of going to the trees, I dare not sleep much, because I don't know if I fall asleep, will I die here......"

"Later, I slowly adapted to life there, I fought wild beasts, ate bloody flesh, drank the blood of those wild beasts, skinned them and made clothes for myself......"

"Half a year later, my master appeared and took me out of Shennongjia very satisfied, but he left me in Changbai Mountain again, and let me stay in it for half a year, you know? The danger in Changbai Mountain and Shennongjia is one level, and the weather is very different! ”

"I'm going to live there on my own for half a year, or the result will be the same, death!"

"I only had a knife in my hand, a garment made of the skin of a wild beast, and I began my life like this, and you can't imagine how I lived, because you were eating delicacies in the mountains and seas, sleeping with a woman in your arms, and having a daughter, I'm afraid you have forgotten me to the edge of the sky!"

"I hate, I hate why my master is so cruel to me, and I hate you even more, why did you let me come to this world to suffer!" Xue Chen slowly raised his head and looked at the ceiling: "But since I'm here, I don't want to die, I want to live, I fight with tigers, race with black blind people, fight guerrilla warfare with wild boars......"

Every word and every word of Xue Chen stabbed into Jiang Xuyao's heart like a knife.

"Half a year has passed, and my master finally reappeared, found me, and took me out." Xue Chen's voice slowly became calmer: "Do you know how happy I was at that time, how happy I was?" ”

"I didn't die here, I can finally leave alive, but who knows this is the beginning of the nightmare!"

"I thought that my master would take me home, but who knew that he didn't take me home, but took me to kill someone, to kill someone!" Xue Chen said heavily: "Seven years old, I learned to kill people when I was seven years old, do you know how I felt after killing someone for the first time?" ”

"I'm scared, I'm scared to death, especially looking at the other party's desperate eyes, I'm even more afraid, but my master cut off the other party's head and let me sleep with it, do you know what it's like to sleep with a dead person's head, do you know it?"

Whether it is Shen Xuening or Jiang Ehuang, even Jiang Xuyao can't imagine what it is like to let a seven-year-old child kill someone, and sleep with the other party's head after the killing.

It can only be said that it is too cruel.

"That time, I had nightmares for three days in a row, I dreamed that he came to me to ask for his life, I was so scared, I seemed to have someone who could protect me, I could hold me and say, it's okay, it's just a nightmare, don't be afraid."

"But no one, no one said this to me!"

"Later, I found out that the person I killed was a death row prisoner who you incompetent governments have not caught for three years!"

"As for what happened to me, I have forgotten, all I know is that since then, I have started to live one day at a time, I have begun to wander in the darkness, I have begun to dance on the sickle of death!"

"Later, my master sent me abroad, sent me to Afghanistan, Afghanistan full of gold, Afghanistan full of corpses, I want to live there, you are playing politics, you should know better than me, if you want to live in Afghanistan, what do you have to do?"

"That's right, that's killing, only killing people can live, only killing people can survive, if you don't kill people, others will come to kill you!" Xue Chen took a deep breath again: "I live a life every day where either I eat people or people eat me. ”

"I live a life and death life every day, and even when I almost died there, were you there? Tell me, where the hell are you? ”