Chapter 1034: Mourning is greater than dying
Chen silently turned on the immersive skill, and said in a tone with a touch of sadness:
"At 18, you went to college.
At the age of 20, you end your sophomore year and start to regret it.
My own childish behavior in the first two years.
So I started working hard.
At the age of 22, you graduated from college, only to find out.
I can't find a job that satisfies me.
At the age of 26, you watch everyone around you get married.
The money for weddings is increasing year by year.
When you go home during the Spring Festival, your parents will take you to relatives.
It has become a blind date that takes you to meet your blind date.
I met a dozen girls.
You feel like you're compared to that one every time.
A little worse.
When you were 28 years old, you met a girl who was in a similar situation to you.
You're chatting with each other.
She said, "You're not bad."
You take a sip of Coke and say, "You too."
You're not sure if you like her yet.
Both parents have already set up the engagement banquet......"
With Chen Mo's speech.
In front of everyone's eyes, there was the kind of scene that Chen Mo was talking about.
They seemed to have experienced everything that happened to Bai Xiaofei.
Suddenly.
A sense of decadence, depression, and helplessness enveloped everyone in an instant.
It dawned on everyone.
It's not a personal experience, and outsiders don't understand what kind of depression and grievances the parties have in their hearts.
People who want to stay together for a lifetime.
It was given by the parents so casually.
Both sides don't seem to like it very much, and they both look helpless.
What a sorrow!
Chen Mo: "A week before you got married, you went out drinking with your friends.
You say, don't want to get married.
My friend said, "You, you're just thinking too much." Who didn't come over like this?
At the age of 29, you finally got married.
The wedding is not big or small, and friends come not too much, no less.
I saved up for a few years to achieve my dreams.
set up at this private temple fair of 100 people.
The wedding goes to the middle.
The emcee wore a standard commercial smile.
shouted to relatives and friends in the audience.
Do you want them to kiss one!
The people in the audience followed suit.
Not sure why.
You simply kissed it.
The two of them returned to their original positions.
You whispered: I love you.
The bride who couldn't get used to your upside-down model yesterday.
I was stunned for a moment and said: I love you too.
You're not sure if she said it to you.
It's like you're not sure if you said it to her.
After the wedding, it's not as romantic as you might think.
You listen to the bride of the outhouse counting the money one by one.
It's only been two years, how did it become like this.
Thinking about it, I fell asleep in the cave room at night. ”
accompanied by Chen Mo's speech.
Bai Xiaofei suddenly couldn't help it and cried.
This kind of ordinary life, accompanied by despair.
More painful than that devastating pressure!
Every day you wake up, work and sleep, and there is a faint despair in it.
Like a machine, it doesn't know what it's for, but it has to live.
Although the sailors didn't cry, everyone's eyes were red.
No longer persuade Bai Xiaofei.
Chen Mo:
"At 30 years old, she was pregnant.
I quit my job and raised a baby at home.
You're getting a bit of a position in the company.
There are more than a dozen people in charge.
Take charge of a project independently.
The car that accompanied the marriage before the marriage was about 200,000 yuan.
It's also your own.
But you still don't dare to relax.
Overtime every time.
The other end of the phone is full of complaints and grievances.
But you can't argue with anything.
Who made her pregnant with your child.
At this moment.
Whether it's her parents or yours.
are all unconditionally on this side.
At the age of 31, the child landed.
It cost 100,000 yuan to take a pregnancy test and hospitalization.
But it doesn't matter.
You look at your child, how you look at it, how you like it.
Rejoice as if this is your new life.
At the age of 32, this is the most unwilling year in my life.
Sleep an average of 3 hours.
The child has to make a fuss every hour.
The next day, I dragged my eyes to work.
The boss says you don't work at work.
When I went home, my daughter-in-law said you don't work.
If you think about it for a long time and don't understand, then who works?
The car that I drove for 3 years.
Become your real home.
You're not complaining about traffic jams on the road.
You even begin to hope.
Plug it a little longer.
Back home, you turn off the engine.
Lit a cigarette in the car.
It's your happiest ten minutes of the day.
The front of the car is fame and fortune, and the rear of the car is firewood, rice, oil and salt.
At the age of 35, you are getting worse and worse because of your health.
Overtime is becoming less and less.
The pace of promotion is also getting slower.
After work that day, my daughter-in-law told you.
The child is going to kindergarten.
3000 a month for bilingual.
You frown, and you're already impatient.
"The old Wang family child of the fourth unit, 6000 a month"
"You're already like this, and you want your child to lose too?"
You didn't speak, and went back to the house and transferred 6,000 yuan to your daughter-in-law.
With this money, you originally planned to celebrate your birthday and buy a new computer.
At the age of 38, the child is in the first grade.
The teacher said that the first grade is the most important thing, and it is important to lay a good foundation.
You smile and say, yes, yes, teacher, you take care of it.
The teacher who received the new student looked at your unreasonable face.
A clear path for you:
"Extracurricular tutoring class, 2200 a month"
At the age of 40, the child was in the third grade.
The teacher said that the third grade is the most critical, and it is very important to connect the previous and the next.
You smile and say, "Yes, yes, I'm planning to enroll in another cram school."
At the age of 44, the child went to junior high school.
One day when she came home, she said to you,
Dad, I want to learn piano.
You don't hesitate.
You think you've gotten used to it all these years.
But you can't say the phrase "Daddy can't afford it now".
Fortunately, the child is more sensible.
She said: Dad is fine, or I can learn the ocarina first.
You look at such a sensible child, but you can't be happy.
At the age of 46, the child went to a high school that was not good or bad.
One day you were in a meeting and got a call from your teacher.
The phone says your child is in a fight at school.
I'll tell you to go there.
You're submissive.
I took a leave of absence from the leader, who was 5 years younger than you.
When I went to school, I was reprimanded by the teacher again.
It's nothing more than that line.
As parents, you know the work and whether you can accompany your children.
You look at this teacher, it's kind of ridiculous.
It was as if it was said at the time:
Parents are working hard outside
He is not alone in making more money and allowing children to make up more make-up classes
At the age of 50, the child went to college
It's very competitive, it's a book
You can't understand the major he studied
You just know that a job isn't always easy to find
And the tuition is expensive
You and he want to talk late at night
Prepared half a catty of liquor and a plate of peanuts
You say the things you hated the most
It's still about thinking about the future work
Pick a popular major
It's more important to be alive than to love
You went from communicating to arguing
You find out that you are old
Too old to beat this 18-year-old
You can't talk about him, you can only say one thing: I'm your father!
The child looks at you and knows that it is useless to argue
The drinking party that established your last majesty ended unhappily
You don't really hear it
On the way back to his house, the child seemed to be babbling
"I don't want to live like you"
Why do you cry? 50 years old
It must be too spicy, right?
It must be that the wine is too spicy
At the age of 55, the child is working, and he seems to understand you a little
But you reversed it, and you said don't compromise
At the age of 56, the child is also married
You ask him if he likes that girl
He was stunned and said: I like it
60 years old, I have worked hard all my life, and I want to go out for a walk
The man next to me has been around for 30 years
You still can't tell if you like it or not
You start planning your travel route
So many years
You're still disagreeing, you're still arguing
A certain moment, you think
That might be good, too
Everything is ready
The son said, "Mom and Dad, I'm too busy with work."
Can you take care of the baby for me?
You refunded your ticket and went back 30 years
At the age of 70, the child's children have grown up, and there is no need to worry about it every day
You make up your mind and say, "You must go and have a trip."
But the crutches at hand
Can only support you to walk downstairs to the garden
75 years old and you are in a hospital bed
There are people around you, and you see the doctor shake his head in a daze
The people around him looked solemn
You see, you're going to die
You don't feel a trace of fear
You suddenly ask yourself, when the hell did I die?
I think of that wedding when I was 30 years old
It turns out that at that time, you will die......"