Volume II, Chapter 126 Some mistakes must not be repented
One hundred and twenty-six chapters
The son was born, so I found the nursing mother for him.
This child is too young, holding such a soft little thing, thinking that I also grew up from such a small thing back then, I think it is a wonderful thing to have a child. When Zhou Xiaochuan was in one place, I broke off the idea of having a child.
Master, I don't have those ideas of passing on the ancestry, and I don't do it as persistently as the ancients. Whether it's all fate, or marriage, I hope to be able to go with the flow, if I meet it in this life, I will give up this life to be with him for the rest of my life, what's the matter?
If you don't find it in this life, you don't have any regrets.
After all, there are so many things to pursue in this world that I can make myself a better person than the love of children. It's not just to wait for that person to come, it's not all about success, that's the appearance of the world, and I prefer to be that better person in my heart.
The standard is pursued in mind.
I have always thought that a person who was born into the world and suffered all the evils of this world, under the polish of these sands, we no longer have high self-confidence, we become less ambitious, we will encounter the impact of the common ideas of most people in the world, if we are different, we are their outliers.
There is no room for the world.
But if we are born in the world to conform to the conformist rules that have been followed by generations after generations, then what is the meaning of ourselves? Become one by one the immutable stereotypes under those old rules? Have a long and short life?
So why am I called "me"?
How different am I from you, him, and them in the world!
We have unique genes in this world, with a unique face in the world after we were born in the womb, but only to become the stereotype of stereotypes?
How to endure it?
This kid is not the talk of that group of people after dinner, how can they be qualified to meddle in the life and death of a new life! Isn't life above everything else in the world?!
Why is such a noble and unique thing trampled in the mud by these people now!
Master, I'm not a strong person, and I can't change the mouth of everyone in this world, but after all, there is something I can do - save this child.
I'm not a savior, I don't have the ambition to help the world, I'm selfish, I just want to do what I love, protect the people I want to protect.
That's it.
How can those who have this heart endure this inheritance? How do you have that decisive heart? How to do fraternity in the world?
So they all thought wrong.
I just want to be He Yanhuan, that's all.
"Xinfeng, call the nurse, he's hungry and wants to eat."
Xinfeng quietly withdrew here, and brought the nurse over after a while, this little guy was too weak, and the nurse changed a few for him, and some of the people he couldn't feel the familiar smell didn't even eat the milk.
Fortunately, there is someone who is suitable for this child after all.
"Xinfeng?" Master, I handed the child into the hands of the nurse, and when I turned around, I saw the chief manager of Xinfeng standing aside and resisting silently.
"Dissatisfied with me? Why don't you say it? ”
Since I brought this child back that day, all these people up and down the house have been plunged into this silence at once, and I know that most of these people are thinking that this child cannot be with me, and the reasons are not like that.
"Lord Wang, the little boy can live anywhere, but he can't live by your side, please forgive me for my rudeness!"
This child is a volcano that can erupt at any time, and if he grows up by the side of the prince one day and knows his background, then the prince will be the first person to be poisoned by him.
Although he is young, it is difficult to predict what kind of person he will become in the future despite these complicated life experiences. But in any case, the prince should not leave this bane.
"Oh? Where do you think you can send him? Where could this snowy pill save his life? ”
"Xinfeng can act as a transmitter to deliver this snowy pill to that person's home on time every month."
Send? Master, I also want to send someone to send it. But if I hadn't woken up from a coma that day, on a whim, I felt bored and went to the pharmacy to inquire about it, I would still believe it.
The Snow Pill is the exclusive property of the Daqing royal family, except for the royal family, any private owner, no matter how killed.
If anyone fostered this child and gave this snowy pill every month, how dare they take it? If that bad guy has that terrible mind, it will be a bloody storm.
"That's it, there's no need for more."
When Xin Feng saw his prince, of course he chose to accept this child.
"Xinfeng retired, he lost his words today, and the prince asked for punishment."
"It's okay, I know you're doing it for my good."
The people who stop me are not for my own good, and I still understand this, master.
"It's just that I want to keep him sincerely."
"Don't treat this child as a thorn in the flesh. If so, wouldn't it be my original intention to betray my master? ”
Speaking of this today, I hope that they will not have those disputes again because of this matter in the future, and solve this matter at one time, so that the trouble and disaster will be clarified earlier.
It's just that I forgot, uh, master, I found a son, and it seems that I also found a son for others.
This Xinfeng has just gone down, and this door has rushed to this Zhou Xiaochuan.
Zhou Xiaochuan because of the order of the king of Great Xia, training the group of people who will be used as spies, this training is naturally a private matter, he is also with His Royal Highness King Rui locked up in the valley, before leaving, I told the master many times, I never thought that as soon as he came out and rushed here, he heard about it.
Master, I can justifiably face Xinfeng and them, but when I get here, I don't have that confidence.
"You adopted him as an adopted son?"
"Well, I took it."
Zhou Xiaochuan has always known Yan Huan's behavior, although he has been busy with the dark line, but he has always sent someone to guard him, and after leaving the customs, someone immediately reported the matter to him, although he protected Yan Huan, it was not to deprive him of his choice.
If you don't mind, it's just that this child is too special for Yan Huan, and it's not easy for Daqing to accept him.
And if it is difficult to accept, the person who will be hurt will not only be this baby, but also Yanhuan who left him here. He, Zhou Xiaochuan, couldn't tolerate anyone to slander Yan Huan anymore.
"Well, he's my son now."
I know that it is very likely that even Zhou Xiaochuan will not be able to understand my behavior, everyone else is picking up money, and no one is picking up his son everywhere like my master.
Or picked up such a controversial child.
"Huan'er, do you really want to raise him?"
Master, I waited for a long time, and I felt that Zhou Xiaochuan was afraid that he would not agree. I didn't expect him to ask me this.
"I want to raise him, raise him, give him the right to choose, and make him a free man."
I haven't told them anything about this, because they don't understand.
Wu'er is the one who stands by my side without a reason.
And Zhou Xiaochuan is the only one who knows that I will be like this, and also knows what I really think.
Yes, I want this child to be able to have a choice and not be left alone.
Being Ye Qing is the only thing I don't have a choice.
"Well, then he will be my son too."
When Zhou Xiaochuan heard him say this, he naturally knew what he was thinking.
If he was so open, why would he stop him? The left is just an infant child.
It is not yet known what kind of mind will become when you grow up.
Since I said it, I don't have any scruples.
Three days later, it was the funeral of the child's biological mother, and the king of Daxia publicized that Concubine Li was weak and died violently. The state funeral was given, but the mausoleum was built on the border between the two countries, although everyone was surprised, but they did not dare to say anything.
Where is the burial of the mausoleum and the border?
Is it to make her miss her homeland, but she can only look at this hometown from afar?
Or was it that the man, in order not to be buried with this woman behind him, insisted on looking at each other and hating her, so he moved her to a far desolate place, but in the end he was unwilling to send her back to his homeland as she wished?
This person is very mean to people.
But if it were a different person, I would have changed places, and I didn't know if I would do the same with him?
But what I know is that the king of Great Xia is afraid that he has no affection for this emperor's niece. If there is really anything left, I am afraid that there is only hatred, hating her for defiling the royal family so much, hating her for making the face of the king of a country dull.
But is this the truth, and is it unknown?
Master, now that I have finished this matter, I am leaving the capital.
took my son and went back to Weiyuan County with Zhou Xiaochuan.
In order to be able to complete the king's order earlier, Zhou Xiaochuan stepped up his time to practice those secret guards, and now with a little effect, he handed people into the hands of Prince Rui, and the king's original intention was just to let Prince Rui be in charge of the secret guards alone.
The heart of the emperor has always been unfathomable.
"Xiaochuan, if you go back this time, you will be at ease for your peace of mind, and this king is willing to let you go."
Now that there is no more value for you, you can naturally let him go.
"Thank you, Your Majesty."
There is no place for him Zhou Xiaochuan to be attached to in this court, and his father resigned from the title of Duke of Guo, but the king did not allow it, so it still fell on the head of Zhou Xiaochuan.
He is a county guard in a remote area, and now he has two titles on his head, but he has made an optional official position in Anning County.
"I know that you are not sincere, but this king wants you to know that this secret guard has always been the most powerful help of this king, and I did not hide you in that darkness for a long time that day."
The dark guard, in his Zhou Xiaochuan's heart, is naturally a matter of not being able to see the sun, even if you are the commander, if you say, when this dark guard is not the place where the light is not visible, I am afraid that it is only when the younger brother of the monarch is the commander.
However, he, Zhou Xiaochuan, is still a chess piece in this person's hand, but he is not so happy with this chess piece now.
"The lower officials don't dare."
Don't dare, after all, you are separated from me, and it will be difficult to recover......
The man who knelt in His Highness also stretched out his hand to hug him when he was young, and when he was young, he was also loyal to himself, and the only thing that happened was that time when he fell into the water.
After that, like the paper kite that has taken off its hand, let it drift around, and it will be difficult to control it anymore.
"You, take this with you on this trip."
Zhou Xiaochuan saw him take out a glass bottle from his sleeve, and there was a pill in the bottle in a trance.
"This is the holy medicine that I passed down in Great Xia, and it can cure the poison on that child's body."
Now that the child is your heir, I am afraid that there will be no descendants in this general's mansion. And no one asked him to make up for the thing he committed when he was a teenager, although he couldn't regret it, but it also made him betray his relatives, and now this move is just to make up for it.
Because if he didn't, he wouldn't have a chance.
"Don't worry, it's not poisonous."
Seeing the suspicion that flashed on Zhou Xiaochuan's face, Xie Zehao laughed at himself in the depths of his heart, look, this person has been with you for many years, and the only thing he has learned from here is to be wary of you.
Sure enough, there was nothing left.
The people of the royal family have no playmates, brothers and sisters are all opponents who will kill you in the future, and fratricide is just a common occurrence within the royal family.
But people can be lonely.
The emperor is no exception, so there is that attendant. The person who reads, from a young age, gets along with the emperor, although he is young and orderly, and there is a difference between respect and inferiority, but he is still the person who is the emperor can rarely see his true face in this life.
But he Xie Zehao missed it.
What is young and ignorant, such excuses will only show that he is cowardly as a king, and even if he is young, it is also the naked ambition of his youth.
Since it was a part of him, then he Xie Zehao recognized it.
He is such a person, and Zhou Xiaochuan has never misunderstood him.
"Stand down."
Xie Zehao rubbed the throne under his hand, this place was too high and too cold, and the people standing here hoped that someone would snuggle up with him and support him, but they were afraid of getting too close to him and sending him into the bottomless abyss.