One hundred and twenty-six chapters

On the day of Concubine Li's burial, I took Yi'er with me.

Sima Yi, the name of Sima Ya's child. Junyi is fluttering, I hope he is a free and unfettered person.

The child was close to the day of his burial, and suddenly he cried and cried, and I don't know if he felt it too.

There is no one in this world who is related to him by blood.

I sent him to see his mother one last time.

When the weather was cold, I hugged him in the soft swaddling clothes, followed the bustling crowd to see the excitement, and sent him all the way. The place where the mausoleum is located is very desolate, there is not even a single bird, only one or two hills far away, and there is no greenery for a long time.

There is not a single family around, and it is difficult to find even a living person in this place, and the only person who stays is the hunter who has lost his way in the mountains.

No living man, no dead soul.

This is the meanness of the king, and it is also a punishment.

But in my opinion, the terrain here is open, the line of sight is thousands of miles, everywhere is the vast earth, the magnificent realm, lying here, it is better.

Master, I walked all the way with the mourners, and gradually watched the lively people scatter cleanly and neatly. It was just me and the baby in my arms.

In the end, even the person who buried the tombstone left hastily, no one worshipped, and I signaled to the Xinfeng behind me, and placed the prepared sacrifices, and I stood in front of the tomb with Yi'er in my arms.

"Such a mound of stone and earth can't imprison the soul."

So Sima Ya, you get rid of this grave, spread your wings and fly high, and go to the place you are attached to, without the slightest hesitation.

"Yi'er, I won't come back in the future."

Master, I don't want Yi'er to know that he has a mother in the future, at least until he can grow up well, I don't want him to know.

"It's going to be a long time before you're going to be alone."

If one day, maybe Yi'er will come back, or she won't come back, after all, this woman never thought of keeping Yi'er.

"You can do it yourself."

After that, you will have nothing to do with each other.

Zhou Xiaochuan accompanied Yan Huan and Yi'er to worship Yi'er's mother here, this woman has something to do with him and Yan Huan, today, Si Ren has passed away, so let all this dust return to dust.

"Let's go, let's go back."

The sacrifice is over, and it is naturally a turn. When I turned to leave, I saw a person. A man who could never be here - my little imperial nephew, Sima Jin.

But when I first saw it, I thought I was mistaken. Although Sima Jin is weak and sickly, he is not far behind normal people in terms of strength, and he will never be what he is now, like a lost dog.

The clothes were torn, unkempt, his face was pale like a ghost, but his eyes were red like blood, and I didn't even look at the master, so I walked towards the tomb step by step.

One step at a time, and one step at a time, it was extremely difficult.

His leg was injured.

Seeing this, I naturally understand that my brother is afraid that he is the biggest winner, and I don't need to be afraid of him.

can say that there is a bit of joy, but now it is also diluted by the scene in front of him.

Because Sima Jin is digging the grave.

With his pampered hands, he picked up the tomb that had just been built out of stone. Naturally, it was not much that the hands were already unbearable and bloody.

Master, I look at the special intolerable.

"Eldest sister, eldest sister, I was wrong."

"Eldest sister, eldest sister, come back, come back, I will take you home."

"Eldest Sister......

"Eldest sister, you come home with me......"

Sima Jin didn't need that throne anymore.

In fact, he never needed it, just for the position of the emperor of that district, he knelt in front of the eldest sister's door, betting that the eldest sister had loved him the most since he was a child, and betting that he could make the hearts of the people inside soft.

He didn't want the throne in the first place.

Really, no.

However, no one in the Daqing royal family is no longer qualified to sit on that throne, and he is the only choice.

So, he ascended the throne.

That day, the eldest sister stood in the audience and looked at him, with tears in her eyes, he knew that the eldest sister was happy.

I've never been happy.

It turns out that there is another use for this high place, that is, to let the eldest sister see him and make the eldest sister happy.

After the death of the queen mother, the eldest sister was rarely happy.

He was raised by the eldest sister, who began to take care of him when he was a child. is like a sister and a mother, giving him a tenderness that no one in the world can give.

But he pushed the eldest sister into the fire pit.

Because of his young age, he was controlled by the ministers of the court, and the eldest sister planned a way to deal with it.

Because he was weak and sickly, the eldest sister took care of him more attentively.

Just for him.

But he was the one who sent her to hell.

His incompetence has led to today's tragedy. sent the eldest sister to a distant foreign country, so that she could be a woman and take the lead for the so-called Jiangshan Sheji!

His cowardice made the group of people encourage him, and they pushed him to go to the eldest sister's door, thinking that after kneeling for two hours, the eldest sister would be soft-hearted and let go.

His naivety made him a fool dreaming of subverting the Great Xia Kingdom.

But he didn't know that because of his stupidity, he lost the person who loved him the most in the world.

Clearly......

Obviously, at the beginning, he just wanted her to be happy......

That swells with desire, devours the self, and no longer has its original appearance.

can't go back, it's all caused by him alone.

This result was not what he wanted, but he came step by step and without any mistakes.

Sima has always been a cold-blooded and ruthless person.

Sima has always been very intelligent.

This "brilliant person," this "ruthlessness," has made him what he is today.

How ironic!

He prides himself on being smart, but he even loses all his most important things, and he is still busy there, and he is happy!

I feel that everything in the world is under control.

He, what is he holding?

Nothing.

"Eldest sister, take me home."

He searched for many places, and in the two years that his eldest sister had been married, he had never slept peacefully in the palace, and he had never felt that the cold house was his home.

If you don't have a family, how can you call it home?

His family, in that distant foreign land.

Today, let him find it.

Eldest sister, take me home.

Master, I watched Sima Jin in front of the grave, a little bit of strength declining, until there was no longer life.

He lay on the grave, his hands were bloody, his nails turned out, and his finger bones could be seen, but the face lying on the grave was rare with childlike serenity.

A calm face.

From the capital of Daqing so far away, he rushed to the border of this Great Xia, and traveled thousands of miles alone, just to see the last face of his imperial sister.

To find is to rest.

Master, I suddenly saw the smile on Sima Jin's face, he was able to smile so warmly, like the morning sun.

It's just that if you lose that person who cares about you, he's no longer him.

How he got what he got now, and how he lost everything.

In exchange for what he cherished most, he disdained everything.

I don't know, what did he think? Or don't guess, lie down on that grave today, and die peacefully, that's his answer.

In this world, there are no regret pills, and even if there is, you can't afford it.

It's just because if you take it, you regret it, and the person who stood in place is no longer in the same place.

Give it to the person who cherishes it in time, but there is no time for you to go back. The moment you turn around, this world is no longer the one you miss before.

Time is not a cure for everything.

It can make people forget, but it just can't do anything about it.

Why forget? Into the bone and marrow, the root of a person, the full support and warmth of life.

Smoke it, and it collapses.

That's not called forgetting, that's ruins.

For a ruin, what is it to forget......

It's just that if it is that day, the weather is sunny and the sun is just right, and then I pass by that place, I think of that scene, and feel the distant and familiar warmth through that distant time and space.

Time and space are unstoppable.

The same is true of life and death.

Looking at Sima Jin, who was lying on the grave, with such a sleeping face, I suddenly realized that I had never let go of it for many years, and I had never forgotten anything about my father, even if it was just a rise in the corners of my mouth......

has always buried them deep in the untouchable corner of his heart.

It was a harbor, a haven where I could shelter from the elements, and where I could say directly to them, 'I'm not doing well, not at all......

I want them to come back, and I want them to stay with me.

Or maybe they didn't use those two hands to lift me out of the window.

How good would it be if so......

"Huan'er! Huan'er can be hurt! ”

Looking at the tired face, but the people who rushed here all the way just to see with their own eyes whether I was okay or not, and Zhou Xiaochuan, who has been silently protecting and loving me behind me, but the five children who are with me are in the future, maybe there will be this little Yi'er in my arms......

Daddy, mother, I'm doing well now.

It's true.

"Brother, I'm fine."

handed Yi'er to Zhou Xiaochuan and strode in front of the man, he was tired now, he must have been thinking about it for a long time, but now they can finally feel at ease.

"Your Highness, King Xian, the king is dead."

The twelfth generation of the monarch of Daqing, Sima Jin of Daqing Sima died, no heirs, the throne passed to His Royal Highness Sima Jin of Daqing, so far will eventually understand.

Master, I am now staying in this Daqing Palace, and my brother is now the successor of Daqing Kingdom.

Master, I choose to abstain.

The reason for abstaining, I like men, and I am still the one who is an enemy country.

This sentence is naturally good-looking, so I made the shrunken turtle, and teased my little Yi'er in this palace compound.

I don't like the throne, but I'm also afraid that one day, someone will instigate me and my brother, I won't, my brother won't, but the mouth of this world, they will.

People's words are terrible, and verbal criticism can hurt people and be invisible.

Master, I broke off those people's thoughts.

So much more, so much better.

Master, I've seen the lessons of the past, and I don't want to be the second person to fall in the same place.

Master, I found someone and buried the little emperor's nephew on the adjacent mountain, looking at his eldest sister from a distance, and no one stopped him.

I don't know if the little emperor's nephew is still happy now?