[Na. Tonight. Let's go on a date, shall we? 】

The words of Lily of the Valley at noon echoed in my mind, and at this moment I was standing in an inconspicuous corner by the school gate, waiting for her silently.

Rubbing the broken hair on the top of my forehead uneasily, I didn't realize until now that the first "date" in my life was about to come.

Although it is with people I don't like, although I don't have too many expectations, my heart is still beating restlessly.

This feeling of waiting for a "date" is like approaching a big exam, looking forward to it but irritating.

Did you do well or badly in the exam? Will you be relieved after the exam? Or is it... I will always remember that exam, and I will never forget it for the rest of my life.

I don't understand, and it's not clear. Only the future self will understand about the future.

In fact, after Lily of the Valley Xia said that sentence at noon, I seriously rejected her.

At that time, my answer was probably something like this:

[Damn! I didn't say I wanted to date you dwarf! Go play with Snow White! 】

But when I think about it, my answer may not be so direct, and it may be more tactful. So I think the noon answer would be something like this:

[No.。。 I still have to do my homework in the evening. 】

But now that I think about it, I don't seem to be such a contrived person, so I probably wouldn't say such euphemistic words.

What did I say at noon? Now I'm a little curious, but I'm also a little relieved. After all, no matter what I say, the ending of going out with Lily of the Valley Natsu won't change later.

But one thing I can be sure of is that I definitely didn't admit in person that this was a "date".

This time, it can only be counted as a "seeing". If you want to be serious, I don't think it will be able to reach the level of "seeing", after all, I don't like Lily of the Valley Xia. To this day, I still reject her as a little devil.

(p.s. In romantic relationships, dating favors an established relationship between a man and a woman, and seeing refers to a meeting between people who have a mutual crush. In Chinese, it is dating, seeing a separate meeting between friends and lovers. Because there is no suitable vocabulary, it has to be described in alphabetical words. ）

"Ah~There's a lot of homework at night~"

"yes, yes! It is estimated that it will be written until twelve o'clock~"

My classmates passed me and chatted about the lack of nutrition in their daily lives. I turned to the side and bowed my head slightly, hoping they wouldn't recognize me.

I once thought that if I had a girlfriend in the future, I would have to swagger up a banner in front of the school and tell the whole school that I had a girlfriend. Not only that, but I also take selfies with my girlfriend every day and post them online to sprinkle dog food. Of course, it's not a selfie like Mr. Chen.

But when it came time to go on a date today, I didn't have any idea at all. Just thinking about not being discovered, it is enough to be able to feel the process quietly.

Honestly, I don't understand why I'm like this.

But I think it must be because the person I'm going to "date" together isn't the person I really like, right?

If it weren't for Lily of the Valley Xia. It's Ellie's words.

"Ellie, look. Is that person not? ”

An unfamiliar voice came from a short distance on my side, making me slightly startled in deep thought.

Ellie was walking a few meters from me on the side of the road, and her best friend was cautiously pointing at me and whispering to her.

"Isn't that the one? The person who scolded you on the rooftop? ”

Listening to the whispers coming from the two of them, my heart tightened slightly, and I twisted my head to the other side and didn't dare to look at it again.

"I don't know. But the old lady doesn't want to care~ haha~"

Still answering with a big grin, Ellie's familiar voice came into my ears, making me feel like I had been poured a basin of cold water, and my whole body was cold.

Oh, yes..

Ellie has forgotten about me.

People who have forgotten the memories of the past are on a new path of life and start a new life. Those who have left memories of the past are carrying those heavy memories and staggering forward.

Those who let go of the past will go faster, and those who carry the past will never be able to catch up with her back.

Whether it is in a movie, or in a TV series, or even so many romance novels, they only tell about the beauty of being in love. But.. What happens when that multicolored bubble bursts? What screenwriter, and what writer, is willing to talk too much about that unspeakable sadness.

I've never experienced those sorrows, and I've never heard anyone talk about them, so now I still can't get out of the loss of being separated from Ellie.

"Evening. Why don't you just play crazy with Lily of the Valley? I muttered to myself as I looked at Ellie's departing back lonely.

Anyway, at noon, Lily of the Valley Xia also said that she wanted to go to a place she had never been to and have a good time.

I just turned my head in disappointment, and I continued to avoid the sight of my classmates, but I didn't notice that Ellie, who was supposed to be chatting with her friends and leaving, suddenly stopped. He looked back at me suspiciously, muttering to me.

"Is that him? That.. It seems to be in the temple too. ”

。。。。

I didn't notice Elle's turn around, and I didn't hear Elle talk to herself, but I just continued to wait for Lily of the Valley Xia.

Speaking of which, it's been more than half an hour since school ended, right? Why hasn't Lily of the Valley Xia come yet?

I always feel like I'm waiting at the school gate early, and I'm super like an idiot.

But I reluctantly agreed to Lily of the Valley's "date" proposal, and I was already an idiot, right? From the time I talked to Lily of the Valley Xia at noon, I stepped into the abyss called an idiot step by step.

Why the hell would you want to do such a thing? I really can't figure it out.

But then again, when I heard Lily of the Valley Xia say that she was going to "date" at noon today, I did have a little bit of anticipation.

To emphasize, this expectation is just an expectation of hanging out with the opposite sex, and it's not at all because of any thoughts about Lily of the Valley! With such a super poisonous tongue, she slandered me as a thief, and even slandered my girl, I wouldn't have any desire to have a deep relationship at all!

And.. When I agreed to go out with her, I still had my own little thoughts.

That is, if she has a good relationship with Lily of the Valley, maybe she can occasionally come into contact with her cousin, An Mengqing.

My Fair Lady, a gentleman~ Even if you just appreciate it from afar, you are delighted because of An Mengqing's existence.

is still the same sentence, if you don't take Ellie into account, the only person I want to be together the most is An Mengqing.

Everyone has their own dream lover, and I am no exception.

"It's not bad if the person dating is An Mengqing. Anyway.. As long as it's not Lily of the Valley Xia, it's fine. ”

Muttering to myself, a helpless smile appeared on my face. Looking down, I somehow noticed the wildflowers growing in the corner of the school gate. The buds that bloom are slightly bulging, giving people a sense of hope full of life.

And as I was talking to myself, the voice of the person I was waiting for came from behind me.

"Stinky shit!"

Dan looked back in pain, with slight beads of sweat on Lily of the Valley's forehead, and said to me with a displeased face.

"I just sneezed a few times! Say! Are you saying bad things about me?! ”

“。。。”

Looking at Lily of the Valley Xia with twitching corners of my eyes, I once again regretted the decision I made at noon.

Really.. I don't agree with her.