"Nah... Stinky shit, have you ever thought about one thing. ”

Lily of the valley Xia, who was still happy in her eyes, was staring at the wildflower in the corner of the wall at this moment, and her whole person was dyed with a layer of inexplicable sadness, and she murmured in a slightly low voice:

"These wildflowers. Even in such a pitiful environment, they are still so strong. Even if you only have a few weeks to live, you are trying to bloom. Don't you think they're amazing? ”

“。。。”

I was slightly stunned, I didn't expect Lily of the Valley Xia to be able to say such philosophical words, I really underestimated her before.

It's just that.. Why would she, the Demon Flower, suddenly think about such a thing? It always felt like beneath her nasty surface, there was a sorrow that I couldn't understand.

A small person hides a small mind, and no one can guess it.

"yes, if these wildflowers are amazing, I think everyone is pretty good, right?"

I didn't have the urge to quarrel with Lily of the Valley Natsu, I just replied flatly. And as I answered, I remembered Ellie again.

Isn't Elle the same as those wildflowers? Behind her appearance of never having a heart or lungs, there is also a pain that I can't understand.

But she is burdened with the malice of this world, lives strongly, strives to live her own appearance, never complains, just blooms with hard work.

After a pause, I continued to say to Lily of the Valley Xia in front of me:

"Look, isn't this world full of poor people? The poor endure poverty, the lonely endure loneliness, and the wounded endure pain. Even those who seem to have everything perfect are enduring the death that will eventually come. All the people are so pitiful, but they still live seriously in this world. Isn't this kind of human being also very powerful? ”

"Tsk."

A look of disgust suddenly appeared on Natsu Lily of the Valley's face, as if I had heard the teachings of those rotten adults.

To be honest, I was a little embarrassed. I was obviously following her thoughts, but she hated it.

"Amebas, your brain is really low. I'm not talking about people, I'm just talking about flowers, okay? ”

Glancing at me with contempt, Lily of the Valley was as unreasonable as a dictator in the feudal era.

Sure enough, I wasn't thinking in the same channel as her.

“。。。”

Looking at Lily of the Valley Xia with twitching corners of my eyes, I chose to be silent. Originally, I thought she had something on her mind, but now it seems that she is just expressing her emotions.

"Ugh."

Sighing, Lily of the Valley Xia squatted down, looked at the wildflower and said again:

"I was just thinking, why are these flowers working so hard to bloom? Obviously choose to accept reality, it's better to die so inconspicuously, right? ”

"It's better to die inconspicuously?"

I frowned and stared at Natsu of the Valley who was squatting on the ground in confusion.

"yes. . . It's better to die inconspicuously, right? Anyway, the world is so cruel, why do you want to bring such a beautiful scene to this world? ”

Lily of the valley Natsu muttered to herself, obviously communicating with me, but I felt that she was more like she was chatting with the wild flower.

"If I were a wild flower, I would definitely bloom a super ugly flower and disgust the world."

“。。。”

I looked at Natsu Lily of the Valley, who was squatting on the ground, and I couldn't understand how her head was growing. Her anti-world personality is too exaggerated, right? What kind of family can educate her such a wonderful.

"By the way, speaking of disgusting the world."

Lily of the valley Xia muttered to herself, suddenly turned her head sideways to look at me, and said to me very seriously:

"Stinky shit, you must have carried out the truth of disgusting this world, right?"

“。。。”

Your sister! When did I get sick of the world! Don't impose your strange truth on a good boy like me, okay!

"Lily of the valley Xia, haven't you thought about it, maybe it's the wildflowers themselves that want to bloom?"

Suppressing the urge in my heart to complain about Lily of the Valley Xia, I stood next to the inconspicuous wildflower in the corner and said seriously:

"It must understand that this world is actually very cruel, but it is still willing to show its beautiful side in such a cruel world."

I paused, and continued under the incomprehensible gaze of Lily of the Valley:

"It's not because it wants to bring beauty to the world, it's not to prove to the cruel world that there is goodness, it's just for itself."

"For yourself?"

Lily of the valley's small eyebrows were wrinkled together, looking at me suspiciously.

I nodded, smiled and said:

"Yes, for myself. In order to prove yourself, even in such a cruel reality, you can bloom the flower of life that satisfies you. ”

After listening to what I said, Lily of the Valley Xia suddenly fell silent. She didn't look at me anymore, just crouched there quietly, silently looking at the broken corner of the wildflower. There was a complicated look in her eyes, and although I didn't know what she was thinking, I knew that she must have heard what I was saying.

I didn't want to break this rare tranquility, just stood quietly beside her, secretly watching her, this one immersed in the world of flowers.

At this time, I suddenly thought of Uncle Fang. The uncle I hated but trusted always said something like that. I always thought he was just talking about me, but now I feel that he is really thinking about me.

Because.. When I said those words just now, I was also seriously considering the feelings of Lily of the Valley Xia.

Of course, it doesn't rule out that I've become a rotten person like him.

。。。。

The warm wind on the rooftop just blew on me and Lily of the Valley Xia. If you don't know the relationship between me and her, you will definitely think that I am very good with her at this moment, and even have a close relationship with friends.

But unfortunately, I still don't have much affection for Lily of the Valley. But.. But I felt like I was much closer to her.

is different from the relationship that was always quarrelsome before, and now she and I are more like a pair of strange "enemies".

This is not an enemy in a relationship, it's just a level of acquaintance.

It's probably the kind of relationship that will quarrel with each other when they meet, but after they are separated, they leave each other's shadows in their hearts.

I know that there may still be some ambiguity in this description. But.. I really can't put it better.

When I felt the coolness brought by the breeze from the rooftop, and when I wondered why I was talking so much to Lily of the Valley, Lily of the Valley, who had been squatting on the ground and silently watching the wild flowers, suddenly raised her head.

"Hey, stinky shit, you say. If you wanted to live your life without regrets and bloom like this wildflower, what would you do? ”

Like an elementary school student, her eyes revealed a desire for an unknown answer, and Natsu Lily of the Valley asked me seriously with her eyes wide open.

"Let you live your life without regrets?"

After a pause, I seriously thought about the question asked by Lily of the Valley Xia in my heart.

The so-called no regret corresponds to regret. If you want to live your life without regrets, you must be aware of the things that make you regret.

Since I was a child, I have always lived an ordinary life, and nothing has happened that I regret.

But.. I've had a lot of regrets lately.

After a moment's hesitation, I looked up at the blue sky. The white clouds in the blue sky were as fluffy as pure white marshmallows, and two unknown birds appeared in sight, like lovers walking side by side, lingering in the air.

"As long as you can go on a date once. I won't regret it in my life, will I? ”

lowered her head and smiled at Lily of the Valley, but the figure of Ellie appeared in her heart.

Oh, yes.. Met Elle in a hurry, and separated from Elle in a hurry. I can't even find a little bit of residual warmth worth remembering. Isn't that something to regret?

"It's disgusting...

Just hearing what I said, Lily of the Valley Xia's eyes showed a look like garbage.

It is estimated that what I said was too ambiguous, which made Lily of the Valley Xia show such a disgusted expression. After all, literally, I'm not like a boy who gets blue everywhere?! Damn it!

"Lily of the valley, I'm not."

I was panicked and wanted to explain, but Lily of the Valley, who had been squatting on the ground, suddenly stood up, and then interrupted me as if she had made up her mind, and said to me:

"Stinky shit, though you're disgusting! But.. Let's go on a date tonight!! ”

"Ahh???h

As soon as I reacted, I felt like I had been hit by a thunderbolt from a sunny day, and I froze in place and didn't move.

Looking at Lily of the Valley Natsu with a faint flush on her face, there is only one thing on my mind.

The person I want to date isn't you, the devil Lori!! Damn it!!