46 disappeared after the fate

"Ahh Wait until you get asleep and wake up to class again. ”

Sitting in front of the balcony, I watched the silver moon in the night sky among the clouds in a daze. After the night when "fate" disappeared, I ushered in my daily holiday.

Although there were no statutory days off during the school days, students still had weekends according to the regulations of a certain Ministry of Education.

One point is emphasized. In fact, there is no law or law stipulating that those of us who are studying have a day off. We have rest days only because of certain rules and regulations. So don't think about suing the school for making up the class, the school is just violating the rules at most.

But none of the above has anything to do with what I'm thinking at the moment.

"Ellie."

Watching the stars twinkle in the night sky, I muttered Ellie's name.

The back of Elle's crying and leaving that night is still in my mind. She didn't listen to me at the time, and I didn't have any chance to explain.

It was as if Ellie and I were passing by, accidentally bumping into each other's shoulders, then apologizing to each other, and going our separate ways.

"Ugh."

Shifting my sittingly stiff body, I let out a long sigh.

On Saturday and this afternoon, I went to the places I'd been running into before; That's where Ellie asked me to clear my money.

But no matter how much I waited, I didn't see Elle smile arrogantly anymore, and then took the money from my hand.

Even if it's a daily stroll, walking in a street with few people. Even if I ran to the neighborhood of Ellie's house and ate a quick meal at that little fast food restaurant.

I still haven't met Ellie.

I had made my way through the crowd that night and found her in the dark alleys. Unexpectedly, after losing the "fate" with her, even seeing her was like being separated by a mountain.

What is the fate of thousands of miles to meet, but there is no fate to meet on the other side.

"Fate" is such a thing, right? This is something that makes me feel a little disappointed now.

"If I could, I'd love to be beaten up by Elle again."

In fact, anyone can come, even if it's not Ellie. As long as it can wake me up from this faint loss.

Even if it knocked me out and made me sleep until dawn. It's also more comfortable than the current confusion.

Judging by this sentence, I may really have a little potential for masochism, right?

But alas, if you encounter such a thing, you will definitely have the same thoughts as me; Find someone and wake yourself up from a nightmare.

"If that night, I'll express it well. Wouldn't Elle stop crying? ”

Talking to myself, I looked at the night sky and once again fell into the memories of that night.

Tomorrow morning. Let's go find Elle again, right?

Say what you didn't say.

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。。。 [Elle at this moment]...

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In a small dark room, there are two single beds. Although there is a slight musty smell, it is still neat. Ellie hugged her legs tightly and sat curled up on a single bed. She still had tear-stained eyes, staring blankly at the full moon outside the small window of the room.

The silver moon looming in the clouds and mist was obscured by the tall buildings. Ellie's home is like a prison surrounded by tall buildings, and even sunlight is rarely seen. In the shadows, like an ant-like home.

"Ahem. Ally.. Have you encountered anything lately? You don't seem to be happy. ”

A weak but gentle woman's voice slowly came from the other single bed in the dark room.

"It's nothing, Mom, you don't have to worry."

Elle wiped her tears and jumped out of bed to sit on another bed. With a forced smile on her face, she gently took the woman's rough hand.

"Ellie. I'm sorry. Did Mom make you cry again? It's all bad for moms. ”

The woman stole feebly to her feet, leaning her back against the wall. Looking at Ellie's eyes, in addition to her mother's tenderness, there was also a trace of guilt.

"Mom, why are you saying such things again? You see your illness is almost cured, I can't shed tears because of you. ”

Ellie's heart was sour, and she leaned slightly closer to her mother.

"What's the reason for that? Could it be... Boy? Ahem. ”

The woman laughed, then coughed lightly. Elle hurriedly patted her mother's back and said with a worried expression:

"Mom. You'd better have a good rest. ”

"It's okay. . . The doctors all said that my mother was getting better. ”

The woman smiled softly, gently smoothed the messy black hair on Ellie's sideburns with her hand, and then said slowly:

"Mom told you. Boys are very different from this kind of thing. A bad boy can make you happy for a while, but a good boy can make you happy for a lifetime. Now that you're young, you have to wait, you know? ”

"I didn't say it was because of the boys. And I... ”

Ellie pouted, wanting to say that she liked girls. But for some reason, the appearance of Zongzheng Si Chen complaining everywhere appeared in her mind.

And then.

She remembered what Zong Zheng Si Chen said that night.

[Ellie.] I don't want to be your little brother anymore, I don't want to fight anymore, I don't want to go through all that bad stuff anymore. 】

My heart hurts.

Elle bit her pale lip and felt her tears welling up again. I could even feel the warm tears rolling in my eyes.

"Mom."

Ai Li, who closed her eyes, slowly lay down in the woman's arms and asked in a low voice:

"Those bad students, those bad students, aren't they annoying?"

Hearing Ellie's words, the woman smiled again and gently touched Ellie's head. Her mother's hand was like magic, which made Ellie feel inexplicably at ease. And just with. . . Standing beside Zong Zheng Si Chen, he felt at ease.

"Ellie. Mom also hates bad students.。。 Look at them, they are either fighting, or skipping school and not studying, which point looks like a good person? ”

"But... But it doesn't rule out that there are good bad students, right? It's that it looks bad on the surface.,In fact, it's very kind-hearted.。。 ”

Ellie opened her eyes, looked up at the woman, and muttered with some dissatisfaction.

"Huh. . . Ellie, of course mom thinks there will be. But most of them are bad, right? And more importantly, those bad students can easily cause trouble for others, right? Fight when you have nothing to do, and often provoke others. Skipping school when you have nothing to do, and always bringing others badly. Isn't their way of life often hurting the people around them? ”

"Even my mother thinks so. In fact, those bad students,Some of them are quite pitiful.。。 ”

Ellie shrunk in disappointment and buried her head in her mother's arms.

"Ellie. Mom thinks that everyone doesn't want to be bad. No matter how pitiful a person is, if she can stick to her good heart, she won't become bad. ”

The woman sighed slightly. How did she not know about Elle's presence at school? It's just that.. Ellie is really hard. She couldn't say anything more about Ellie.

"What if... Suppose someone doesn't want to be in contact with these bad students anymore. I don't want to be a bad student. ”

Ellie's lips moved slightly, and she asked in a hesitant whisper:

"Then he... Or the person next to him. Is there anything that can be done? ”

The woman paused for a moment, then showed a pleased gaze, and said slowly:

"Of course there are things that can be done. Just leave those bad friends and get rid of those bad things, isn't it? ”

Hearing the woman's words, Ellie's chest suddenly tightened, and she thought that she had to leave the sect affairs Si Chen.

It's like sour vinegar overturned in the heart, sour and swollen. And her tears, which had already dried up, slowly flowed out again.

Ellie suddenly decided.

If Zong Zheng Si Chen's wish is to get rid of the bad, then it is up to her, the bad, to pull Zong Zheng Si Chen out of the abyss.

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。。。 [At this moment, the Zong Zheng Si Chen] ...

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Lying on the familiar bed, I listened to the slight rattle of the air conditioning motor, and slowly fell into a foggy dream.

"Ellie."

As I muttered Ellie's name, I didn't realize the change was coming。。。。。