The psychological journey since the release of the book!

In the middle of the night last night, I suddenly couldn't sleep and got up to write this!

Waking up in the middle of the night, I thought about the book on the shelves.

Actually, at this time, I don't know when my book will be on the shelves, but I always have a hunch that it will not be too late.

This book has just been on PK.,PK results seem average.,I heard that if PK fails.,It's going to be directly arranged on the shelves.,I don't know much about it.,It's all hearsay.。

Actually, this book, for me, was a pleasant surprise!

Almost two months ago, around this time, I suddenly lost sleep, and my mind was full of thoughts about this book, and I didn't sleep all night. The next morning, not long after dawn, around seven o'clock, I got up from bed in a daze, applied a towel to my face, then turned on my computer, opened Word, and began to write the book.

As soon as I started writing, I couldn't stop, I ate takeout at noon, I never went out of the dormitory, I wrote until more than 11 o'clock in the evening, I forgot to eat dinner, and then I looked at my own results, the beginning of about 12,000, I was full of a sense of accomplishment at that time, this is probably the most I have ever written, and it is also the best one.

The next day, I got up at six o'clock in the morning and started to write, and the situation was similar to the first day, and in the evening, it was about 13,000, and the number of words was a little more than the first day, and the two days added up to almost 25,000, which was my highest record as a handicap.

That night, despite the back pain, I sorted out and revised what I had written in the past two days several times, and then submitted it to my editor-in-charge, Spicy Tiao, in the form of an email.

I was apprehensive, waited for a few days, and there was no news, I knew that there would be a cycle for the submission to reply, and I could just wait patiently, but at that time, I was faintly disappointed in my heart, because I thought that the submission had not passed. So that night, I changed the beginning of what I wrote again, and then added a few thousand words that I wrote later, and sent it to the editor in charge of the spicy strip again.

About two or three days later, I received a reply email from the editor in charge, and when I saw the reply that said, "You can sign a contract, send me a book of 10,000 words to ask me for a signature", I almost jumped with excitement, even though I was already a senior who was no longer young.

April 1st, that's right, it's April Fool's Day, I uploaded the first chapter of the book in the background of the website author, and after a few days of uploading 10,000 words, I found the editor in charge of the spicy strip boss, and his reply was only one word, "good". Because the editors are very busy, the replies are basically concise and to the point, and when I look at that word, it is inexplicably warm. Subsequently, in the afternoon of the same day, I came to the signing station, then filled in the information, printed the contract, sent the courier, and then began to update day after day.

The second week of changing the signing status,That is, when the book was just 50,000 words,In fact, strictly speaking,It's almost 50,000 words,At that time, the first recommendation of this book came,QQ reading APP library game classification editor strongly recommends,This recommendation is not a short notice,Spicy strip boss didn't tell me,I was casually flipping through the book to see it,When I saw this,,I was stunned。

That's right, my first reaction was not surprise, but bewilderment, complete bewilderment. Because I know that the editor strongly recommends this recommendation, which is a very heavy recommendation, and I didn't dare to expect it at all. The first recommendation that came to mind at the time should be a small text push on the game category page of Genesis PC, and there are no pictures and introductions. At that time, I thought that if I could have such a test recommendation, I would already be very satisfied, and at that time, I thought that if the first test recommendation could get a better result, would there be a follow-up website recommendation! It's just that I didn't expect a sudden APP recommendation that confused me!

In those days, I was in the process of being flattered, and even wondered if something was wrong in the background...... My heart was full of apprehension. In the recommendation of the same period, I was not the best one, or even the last in the ranking, and I was a little panicked at the time, but I could only accept it because I knew that I still needed to improve. However, it is the arrival of this recommendation, which made me go from 21 collections of naked running, directly to about three or four thousand, the number of collections before that recommendation, I still remember it clearly, because from the beginning of the book, I swiped the background data from time to time, and occasionally added a collection, I can be excited for a long time.

From that time on, the book was no longer lonely, and I was no longer in a repetitive state of single-camera creation. Slowly, people began to click, collect, recommend, and reward, and the book's grades have been getting better.

Later, at the suggestion of a book friend, I created a book friend group, from the original three or two kittens, and gradually there are more than 70 people, the people in the group are very active, and everyone gets along very harmoniously, which is my most gratifying and proudest point. Of course, there are some people who have not joined the book friend group, and we have had a lot of exchanges in the book and in the book review area, and occasionally joke. Because of this book, we are separated by the Internet, but we can have an intersection and gradually get acquainted, which may also be a great gain for me from writing this book.

Today, the results of this book have completely exceeded my expectations, which I could not have imagined. Before the book was released, I once thought about it, and I also set a goal for myself, that is, before putting it on the shelves, I have 10,000 collections, and then slowly accumulate after putting it on the shelves, and after writing 1 million words, I may be able to have about 20,000 collections, and now, this goal has been achieved!

I'm in luck!

Lucky for this book, I was able to get the appreciation of the boss in charge of editing spicy strips, and I have been recommended for it, even if the results of this book are not good, I have never given up.

I'm in luck!

Lucky to have you, your company, and support!

I'm lucky too!

I'm lucky to be able to persevere, because I'm also working hard, I want to get better, I want to show better works to everyone.

In the face of everyone's support, all I can do is try my best to write this book well and wonderfully!

To be honest, it was not easy for this book to get to where it is today.

Right now, this book is on the PK, it is a very critical period for this book, I hope to get more support from everyone, if you think this book can be written and read, please give me the recommendation votes in your hands, reward with fate, I won't say it!

The success of this book at this stage will be related to how far the book can go.

It is difficult for people's hearts to be satisfied, although the current results of this book have exceeded my original expectations, but to this day, I still want to continue to walk, I hope this book is better!

I will never be satisfied, but I will be content.

This sentence is a summary of my reflection on myself and my current state of mind in the past few days.

I won't be satisfied with the book's current grades because I want the book to get better and better.

But.

If this book can only go so far, even if I am unwilling, I will choose to accept it.

Accept without complaint!

Because, I am content!

This book, the grades are already very good!

I've been a bit stressed these days, not only because I'm worried about the book's grades, but also because of other factors.

I believe many people already know that Ah Lin is a senior who is about to graduate. It's a bit a lot of things in the past two days.,Yesterday in order to get the clothes to be used for the class graduation photo.,Tossed for a long time.,It's not too early to come back.,And it's very tired.,So only two chapters of the guaranteed update.。 Today, the whole day will be spent in the process of taking graduation photos, and if you update, it is very likely that there will only be two guarantees for the bottom. Tomorrow, the dissertation defense, because it is very important, Ah Lin has to prepare carefully, so he may only be back tomorrow night to complete the update.

The day after tomorrow, that is, from Tuesday, there will be a lot less things, and I will try to update as much as possible when the time comes!

However, in the past two days, although I can't provide too many updates, I also implore everyone to support this book a lot, thank you!

At last.

Having said all that, let's digress a little more!

When I was writing this book, while receiving everyone's support and encouragement, there were also some bad and even malicious voices.

A book, some people like it, and naturally some people don't like it.

Ah Lin is not the kind of arrogant and ignorant person, knowing that a book is impossible to gain everyone's love, so I don't want it, so I just want to write this book well, so that more people who like this book can see it, and at the same time show you more wonderful content.

For me, enough is enough!

As for the bad voices in the book review area, Ah Lin is actually not a person who cannot accept criticism, and he also knows that his book still has room for improvement.

However, Ah Lin couldn't bear the malicious abuse, and he didn't want to argue with those people.

Because Ah Lin knew that it was pointless to do that.

So I deleted the book reviews of those people, and of course, some of them may have expressed opinions and different opinions, and some of them I accepted, but I also deleted them!

Why?

Because I received the feedback, I will refer to it and revise it.

But some posts that may not have been too malicious, I also deleted them.

Why?

Because these posts may not be malicious in themselves, but they are easy to cause controversy among book friends, and some readers and friends may go back to argue with others for reasons of defending me. I feel heartwarming about their actions, but I don't want them to do it, because I don't think it's necessary.

Because we don't have to convince others, and we may not be able to convince others, we don't have to worry about that.

Everyone reads books for relaxation and recreation, and Ah Lin doesn't want to affect everyone's mood of reading books because of his own reasons.

Read books with peace of mind, if this book can make everyone feel a little happy after work and study, then Ah Lin is enough to be proud.

At last.

It's really the last.

About half a month ago, during a phone call with my dad, he asked me if I had written a novel recently. When I answered, I hesitated, because I knew that he didn't support me writing novels, although he didn't have the industry, but he also knew that writing novels was not easy, and I had written a few books before, and there was basically no profit, so he didn't want me to waste too much time and energy in this area. Because, I'm a senior and I'm about to graduate, and I'm going to face the pressure of finding a job and supporting myself soon, and he doesn't want me to be too tired, I know what he thinks, but I admit it anyway.

My university is not in the province, but thousands of miles away in Henan, where I have spent almost four years alone. Maybe I went to college and became a little sensible, so I rarely quarreled with them, every time I called or chatted on WeChat, we would talk for a long time, until both sides didn't know what to say, and then after they were silent for a few minutes, they would say "I have nothing to say, I'll be fighting in a few days" through the phone.

So, when my dad asked, I hesitated, but in the end I didn't deny it. Because at that time, this book had already achieved a small achievement, and the collection exceeded 10,000! That's enough pride for me! So in the face of his silence, I was finally able to muster up the courage and say to him, "This book is the best book I have ever written, if I continue to write, I may have the money to eat instant noodles in the future!" I want to keep writing. ”

Eating instant noodles is actually what I have been pursuing in college. I think that my plan to be financially independent and support myself may start by eating instant noodles. But yes, I'm too lazy, so I haven't achieved this goal until this year's Chinese New Year. But this book has given me hope, I think, even if the results on the shelves in the future are not ideal, at least a few hundred yuan a month of instant noodles money, there should be it, right? After all, instant noodles aren't cheap anymore!

In the face of my statement, my father did not object, and I know that he will not object, because after graduating from elementary school, I always make my own decisions about everything, and he will put forward his own opinions and suggestions, but he will never force me to interfere with any decision. As he said, the road is my own walk, anyway, in this current society, no one can starve to death, if there is really no interest in the future, there are still a few acres of land in my hometown, and it is a big deal to go back to my hometown to farm. It's a pity, because of the construction of a reservoir in my hometown in recent years, those acres of land are gone! The last way out has also been sealed!

My dad didn't want to, and probably didn't quite support it, but he didn't say it, and he chose to respect my decision. So, I can't let him down, I hope to write this book well, and get a good score, not to prove anything, but to stop worrying them.

After all, I'm not small!

So, whenever I see someone in the book review section insulting and accusing, I don't fight back, and I don't try to explain anything. All I can do is silently delete those malicious book reviews, and then calm down and write a book with peace of mind! Sometimes I see those swearing comments, and people who inexplicably brush up on bad reviews, although I ignore them, I will inevitably feel a little uncomfortable, but I will not affect myself because of these.

If, because of this, I will begin to doubt myself and let myself fall into contradictions, I will not continue to come out and write, because when I wrote a book, no matter how ugly it sounded, I heard it all, no matter how strange the person, I have encountered it, and it was precisely because of my glass heart at that time that I gave up the League of Legends book, although now it seems that the book is indeed not well written, and I have my own reasons.

But, if you don't write well, do you deserve to be scolded?

Perhaps, not everyone can treat others with a tolerant heart.

It is for this reason that I never told them what the book I wrote was, let alone that I would be scolded for writing a book. Because if they knew that their beloved son was going to be scolded a lot because he wrote a novel on the Internet, they might not be able to sleep.

Fortunately, after rewriting the book, the people who supported me were still the majority, and I was lucky.

Maybe this book is more funny and relaxed, so people who are willing to read this book are more kind and optimistic, and have a better attitude towards life and others, so they can treat me so tolerantly.

Writing this, my feelings are very complicated, I wrote all my thoughts during this time, and this is my psychological process of writing this book.

I don't know how many words I wrote, I unconsciously used my mobile phone to write for two or three hours, maybe more than the number of words in a chapter of the novel, people who have insomnia in the middle of the night, are always prone to nerves, everyone should read a story, and understand the author's wonderful idea!

Thank you all along the way!

At last.

There's one more final.

I hope that everyone, if you can, will support this book a lot, no matter what, I will work hard to write this book! Thank you!

Finally, thank you for reading all of you!

Ask for votes! Ask for support!

2018.5.20

late at night