When I wrote this paragraph, it was one or two o'clock in the morning on May 29, 2018, when most people were already asleep, and I was still tossing and turning!

That's right, the book is on the shelves soon!

I didn't expect it to be so early!

Seriously, I'm a little panicked!

More than two months have passed since the submission of this book in late March to the official release on April 1st!

June 1st, that is, the day it was put on the shelves, was just two months away from April 1st, when the book was released!

April Fool's Day book, Children's Day on the shelves, it seems that from the book to the shelf, there are some special commemorative significance!

Two months, more than 300,000 words, not much, but not too little!

This book, for me, was actually an accident!

Originally, I didn't think about continuing to write books!

Ah Lin is in his senior year!

After graduating this year, I'm about to get out of college!

Last week, I just finished taking my graduation photo!

In the past few days, I was able to finish my graduation thesis, a little easier, but I suddenly received a notice and put it on the shelves!

When I heard the news, I was a little dazed and overwhelmed! I knew it would be on the shelves sooner or later, but I didn't expect it to come so soon!

To be honest, Ah Lin hasn't wasted enough!

Very worried, because of the current results, Ah Lin doesn't know what to say!

It's not good, but it's already several times more than Ah Lin expected, and if it's good, Ah Lin is a little unwilling in his heart, because the results have not exploded, and they are still far away!

Perhaps, Ah Lin is floating!

However, it turned out that it couldn't float!

However.

Ah Lin is content!

This book, starting with more than 40,000 words, began to have recommendations!

The first recommendation, the editor strongly recommends, Ah Lin didn't expect it to be so powerful!

Every time I think of this, Ah Lin can't help but want to swell!

After that, for a month and a half, this book was recommended almost every week, and each recommendation was very powerful, five editors strongly recommended, and finally on PK, Ah Lin didn't expect it!

From the initial 21 collections, step by step to today's 55276, which is the current one, that is, about 55,000 collections!

This number of collections, in the eyes of some people, may not be nothing, but in Ah Lin's eyes, it is already a lot, quite a lot!

Originally, I didn't plan to continue writing books, and I had written a little bit one after another, but I almost didn't stick to it!

It's too much pressure!

I've written two or three books before, and each one of them has been scolded miserably!

The reason for being scolded may be that he is not strong enough and his writing is not good enough.

But in the case of no income, Ah Lin is supported by interest, of course, because he was in the stage of sophomore and junior years at that time, he couldn't feel the pressure outside, but at that time it was just a hobby, after writing for a while, he was bored, tired, especially when he was sprayed miserably, he was too lazy to write, and occasionally when he was in a good mood, he picked up the pen and wrote again!

Three years ago, when I wrote the book "The First Legend in History", I rushed to sign a contract, and I didn't write 50,000 or 60,000 words, so I didn't write it, and then I didn't write it for a long time.

Two years ago, the book "League of Legends of the Age of Legends" was unexpectedly signed, and it was also written on the shelves, but the update was not stable, and the editor in charge at that time was also the boss of the spicy strips, and he comforted and encouraged me on QQ very warmly, and also gave a lot of recommended resources.

But it's a pity that I don't know how to cherish it, and the results on the shelves are dismal, plus the writing may not be very good at the time, and there are a lot of people who spray, and then I can't write anymore.

So, the change was broken.

It took more than a year to interrupt, but it was not finished, because I thought that one day I would come back and continue to write. But in the end, I found that I had no passion and couldn't write, so I spent a few days, wrote an epilogue, and then applied for the finished book.

I remember that at that time, when I asked the boss in charge of editing spicy strips to apply for the book, I felt very guilty, because I failed to live up to his support, and disappeared silently for so long, but it was because of this reason that I reappeared.

However, the spicy strip boss didn't say anything at the time, his tone was very soft, and I still remember that he also mentioned at the time, welcome to submit again!

At that time, I was stunned!

Unexpectedly, two months ago, I came back!

I submitted it, voted for the spicy strip boss, and finally passed!

Since the book was issued, although there has not been much communication with the spicy strip boss, he has silently given a lot of support, thank you boss! ٩(๑^o^๑)۶

To this day, it is inseparable from the support of the Spicy Strip Boss and the platform of China Literature!

At the same time, I can't do without all of you who have met because of this book, thank you for every click, collection, recommendation, reward and encouragement! Thank you! Thank you for your support!!

This book is far beyond my surprise, because I have received far more support and encouragement for writing this book than those abusive voices!

Yes, this book is also scolded, maybe Ah Lin is not good enough.

Some people don't like it, Ah Lin understands, because Ah Lin never thought that this book should be liked by everyone.

Some people like it, Ah Lin thinks, it's enough.

Sometimes, Ah Lin doesn't understand why those who don't like the book are scolding.

Is it just because Ah Lin's writing is not good enough?

Ah Lin didn't understand.

Ah Lin can accept criticism and adopt everyone's reasonable suggestions, but in the face of those who don't read books but have to scold them, Ah Lin is not the prime minister, and he can't hold the boat in his stomach.

scolded fiercely, Ah Lin deleted them all, Ah Lin didn't want to quarrel with them, so he could only choose the most simple and rude way.

After so much time, when I put pen to paper again, I have become a prospective graduate who is about to leave college, and I have to sigh that I am old......

Life is very long and very short, we must know how to cherish it!

Writing the book again, my mentality has changed, in the face of abuse and brainless spray, although I can't greet each other with a smile, but I can already deal with it calmly, I choose to be silent, I don't do indifferent arguments! The only thing I could do was to try to make this book as good as I could!

Of course, I know that no matter how good my writing is, I won't be able to get everyone's liking, and I also know that my writing is still problematic and immature, but I try my best to do my best! During this period, there were criticisms and suggestions, and I humbly accepted them, through which I was able to find more of my own shortcomings, and then to improve! I did everything I could to present a better book!

Finally, about the shelves.

I know that putting it on the shelves will inevitably lead to the loss of some readers!

I don't blame you, I can only say that my works, my stories, and my creative ability are not enough to keep you!

I only hope that if you think this book is still worth reading, students who are able and willing, please give Ah Lin, give this book, and subscribe to support as much as possible!

As mentioned earlier, Ah Lin is in his senior year, and after the graduation ceremony in early June, he will say goodbye to college completely!

Ah Lin is the only son in the family, and his family background is not good, but it is not to the point of starvation, but from the moment he leaves the school, it means that Ah Lin can no longer hide in the ivory tower and let the second elder carry everything for Ah Lin!

On the contrary, Ah Lin needs to take over the burden on the shoulders of the second elder and shoulder the responsibility on his body!

Ah Lin needs to find a way to support himself first, and then through his own efforts, let the second elder live a leisurely retirement life as soon as possible!

Ah Lin, it's not small!

They, too, are old!

Although Ah Lin doesn't want to admit it, because Ah Lin wants them to be young all the time, and doesn't want to see them grow old!

But, that's the reality!

All Ah Lin can do is put away his laziness and confusion about the future, and then go into society.

Originally, Ah Lin was preparing to find a job at this stage, but because of this book, Ah Lin had to give up temporarily.

Ah Lin never thought that he could support himself and his family by relying on this book alone.

It's just that the results of this book, as well as the appearance of the big guy, make Ah Lin unable to give up!

On the shelves on June 1st, I already have a rough guess about the results after the shelves, my guess is not ideal, and the idea of finding a job has popped up again!

I'm going to feed myself!

This is the goal I've set for myself since my senior year!

For this reason, I have fallen into anxiety several times, in the period from the end of last year to the New Year, for more than three months, I have been in a state of insomnia, not a night, is able to sleep peacefully, every night until dawn, seven or eight o'clock in the morning, sometimes I fall asleep, sleep until noon, sometimes I lie down, I can't sleep at all! It was like dying, anxious, depressed......

During the Chinese New Year, my dad often got up in the middle of the night, quietly entered my room, and saw that the light in my room was on, lying on the bed and tossing and turning, he was both angry and distressed...... Every time I see him like that, I blame myself!

That's an irreparable debt!

After the New Year, it may be that after recuperating at home for a period of time, my body has improved a lot, and my insomnia has eased a lot!

Anxiety is still there!

At that time, I had the idea of writing a book again, maybe I couldn't let go of the obsession in my heart!

So, I spent half a month preparing materials, conceiving the plot, and then revising the draft many times, and finally submitted the manuscript to the starting point!

I've submitted it.,But it's not this one.,The genre is a virtual online game.,It may be the first time to write this type.,There's a lack of experience.。

Undoubtedly, failed!

In a month, 130,000 words, I tested the waters, and no one read it at all!

Just when I started to doubt myself again and get anxious, I suddenly had the idea for this book, and then I got out of control and wrote the beginning of the book in two days!

And then there was this book!

The results of the book are something I didn't expect!

I was surprised and grateful!

I am grateful to the editor in charge of the spicy strips, and I am also grateful to you, and I am grateful that my efforts have not been in vain!

Can.

Even now, I never thought that I would be able to support myself with this book! I still need to find a job, and write this book while working!

However, before looking for a job, I will go home for a while, concentrate on writing this book, and wait for the book to stabilize, and then think about work, about August or September!

During this time, I will devote all my energy to this book for at least one to two months!

Even if I look for a job in the future, I will not give up this book, I will write it well until the day it is finished!

At last!

On the shelves on June 1st, that is, tomorrow, I hope you can support a wave!

Feel free to tip!

If you have spare money, give this book a full order, Ah Lin is already satisfied, honestly!

Thank you in advance!

As for those friends who are leaving, I won't blame anything, I just want to thank you for accompanying Ah Lin and accompanying this book for these two months!

Thank you for your company!

I have only one request, if anyone is leaving, please don't say goodbye and go quietly!

Ah Lin doesn't like parting, it's too sad!

When someone leaves, I hope to be able to leave a perfect figure for myself!

This book, you've been here!

When leaving, there is no sound!

In that case, I'll feel like you're still there!

Of course, Ah Lin naturally hopes that everyone who reads this book can accompany Ah Lin to the end!

Thank you to those who have supported this book!

Thank you to those who are still supporting this book!

Thank you to those who will support this book in the future!

Thank!

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June 1st, looking forward to your appearance!

Written on May 29, 2018, late at night!

Author Ah Lin, thank you!