Chapter 202: The Hidden Intentions of Apricots

The diary is very messy, which is very in line with the style of Yang Junchen. But Zhang Yi never thought that this kid was actually quite infatuated. At that time, Zhang Yi also knew Yang Junchen, and only knew that he had a girlfriend named Xingzi. But about the matter between the two of them, Yang Junchen didn't say a word. Just as Zhang Yi has always been reluctant to mention Yin Yu and his family.

Yang Junchen didn't mention it, and Zhang Yi naturally didn't ask.

But Zhang Yi couldn't have imagined that there were so many twists and turns in the middle.

As for the tree hole in Shifeng Park, Zhang Yi could probably see what it meant from his diary.

Yang Junchen once wrote a sentence on a banknote to confess to apricots, if this sentence itself has no special meaning, then the meaning that Yang Junchen refers to is naturally apricots. But why did he write about the tree holes in Pinnacle Park? Instead of writing apricots directly?

Zhang Yi was puzzled, so he opened the last entry of the diary. It's a transcript of a conversation, Yang Junchen and Apricot.

Dream back to Junchen 19:34:42

You've really hit me so hard, and now I'm in a bad mood, what should I do?

Apricot 19:35:18

You say

Apricot 19:35:25

How do you want to

Dream back to Junchen 19:35:28

I'm going to ask you if I want to know

Apricot 19:36:27

I'll do whatever you want

Dream back to Junchen 19:36:38

Forget it, no sincerity

Apricot 19:37:22

It's not true, it definitely depends on what you want

Dream back to Junchen 19:37:35

I really don't know

Apricot 19:37:53

Think about it

Dream back to Junchen 19:39:44

If I can think of it, I need to ask you?

Apricot 19:40:32

I don't know how to get you something

Dream back to Junchen 19:41:22

Forget it, I'm kidding

Dream back to Junchen 19:41:30

No need for you

Apricot 19:41:47

Really

Apricot 19:46:59

You're not dead, are you?

Dream back to Junchen 19:47:07

Almost dying

Apricot 19:47:55

No, I'll see you when you're dead

Dream back to Junchen 19:48:18

Kindness. Okay, remember to send white wreaths, not colored ones

Apricot 19:48:50

It's going to be a good time

Dream back to Junchen 19:49:09

The day after tomorrow

Apricot 19:49:39

Not really, then I must go back

Dream back to Junchen 19:49:47

Kindness.

Apricot 19:51:05

Well, what else do you want?

Dream back to Junchen 19:51:11

Without

Apricot 19:52:02

It's too simple, I'll feel guilty

Dream back to Junchen 19:52:42

If you feel guilty, just be my girlfriend, and don't use the rest

Apricot 19:54:39

When you're no longer an ostrich

Dream back to Junchen 19:54:56

Hehe, just kidding.

Apricot 19:55:23

It's you

Dream back to Junchen 19:57:20

You really don't have to worry too much

Dream back to Junchen 19:57:35

I'd rather force myself than you

Apricot 19:57:36

Know

Apricot 19:57:52

What am I going to do?

Dream back to Junchen 19:58:38

Don't want anything anymore

Apricot 19:58:50

Why?

Dream back to Junchen 20:00:53

It's none of your business.

Dream back to Junchen 20:00:58

I'm the one who bothered you

Apricot 20:01:40

I didn't say it, why are you so depressed without you?

Dream back to Junchen 20:03:27

I can't help it, I've been depressed since I was a child

Apricot 20:04:44

You can't change it

Dream back to Junchen 20:05:00

What I think should be changed, it has already been changed

Apricot 20:06:51

It's like you said, and you're only changing what you think you should change

Dream back to Junchen 20:08:15

Hehe, if I don't think I should change it, then why change it?

Apricot 20:09:10

Yes, anyway, you will always live in your own pile of sand

Dream back to Junchen 20:10:20

You're really right

Apricot 20:10:49

It was meant to be

Dream back to Junchen 20:12:07

I didn't say it wasn't.

Apricot 20:13:56

So what else are you doing

Dream back to Junchen 20:14:28

Hey, my head hurts

Dream back to Junchen 20:15:10

The heart is so chaotic and depressed

Apricot 20:15:20

Why can't it be that I'm talking too much?

Dream back to Junchen 20:15:52

I'm out of love. I lost it before I started to fall in love, so I had a headache

Apricot 20:16:27

You're coming less

Dream back to Junchen 20:18:44

You know? Actually, I really like you and want to join hands with you for the rest of my life. But maybe I'm not blessed. This is probably the first time I've ever said something like this to you directly, and it's definitely the last time.

Apricot 20:19:43

When is the matter?

Apricot 20:19:58

Why I didn't know all along

Dream back to Junchen 20:20:53

Actually, seriously. I don't know very well, maybe it's been a long, long time. But I really don't know, and I don't want to lie to you. Unclear is unclear

Dream back to Junchen 20:21:58

Because the person I liked before was Huang or something, and in the middle of the years, we seemed to have very little contact...... So I'm not sure for myself. It's the truth.

Apricot 20:22:00

You don't even know I'm dizzy

Dream back to Junchen 20:22:35

I remember telling you a while ago that I have a crush, but I'm not sure about it myself. Remember?

Apricot 20:22:45

It didn't seem like we had long to keep in touch this time

Apricot 20:23:10

Remember, you still have ah

Dream back to Junchen 20:23:38

Actually, I'm talking about you.

Dream back to Junchen 20:23:49

Because I'm not sure if I like it myself

Apricot 20:24:00

？？？？ As a result

Dream back to Junchen 20:24:36

Outcome? Does it matter what the result is?

Apricot 20:24:53

yes

Dream back to Junchen 20:25:50

I really don't know, I can only say, if it weren't for Huang or something, it would have been you who I liked since junior high school. Because in my heart. You've always been a nice, nice person.

Dream back to Junchen 20:26:31

However, I was really helpless and lost during those days, because I was very young at that time and didn't know a lot. Therefore, there is a strong hope in the soul.

Apricot 20:26:45

But there aren't so many ifs in this world

Dream back to Junchen 20:26:47

The sincere smile she gave me was probably something I will never forget for the rest of my life

Dream back to Junchen 20:28:25

Seriously, I haven't thought about it myself for so many years. I'm going to like you.

Dream back to Junchen 20:28:39

So when I found that I was slowly feeling like this. I'm so skeptical myself.

Apricot 20:29:31

You see, even you doubt yourself

Dream back to Junchen 20:30:02

Normal, huh? I'm not such a casual person, if I don't think it through, how dare I say it?

Dream back to Junchen 20:30:22

So before I say it, doubt myself. It's also normal

Apricot 20:30:34

But you said it all, and you doubt it

Dream back to Junchen 20:31:33

It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter if it's bad or not, it's a relationship that died before the exam. It's worth less than rotten fruit.

Dream back to Junchen 20:31:50

Not an exam. It's the beginning.

Apricot 20:32:38

It's worthless

Dream back to Junchen 20:32:44

Although you keep saying that it didn't bother you. But I understand. There is definitely a problem. I've experienced it myself, how to tactfully reject other people's kindness. It's not a taste in my heart.

Apricot 20:33:20

Alas!!!!!!!

Dream back to Junchen 20:34:02

Don't hey, it's not your fault that you don't like me, maybe you're lucky. If you really like me, I guess with my strange life, you'll be finished.

Apricot 20:34:20

Why?

Dream back to Junchen 20:34:29

Because I'm a weird person.

Dream back to Junchen 20:34:49

And also selfish

Apricot 20:34:58

It's my fault that you're such a nice person

Apricot 20:35:20

You're not selfish to me

Dream back to Junchen 20:35:51

Hehe, I'm selfish to anyone

Dream back to Junchen 20:36:09

I'm good to you because I care about you. If I don't care about you. I don't bother to pay attention to you.

Apricot 20:36:18

I don't think it's good

Apricot 20:37:04

Yes, you mean to ignore me in the future, right?

Dream back to Junchen 20:37:11

I didn't say oh

Dream back to Junchen 20:37:20

Hehe. Am I so small?

Dream back to Junchen 20:37:46

No matter what, you will always be my most cherished friend.

Apricot 20:37:52

I thought yes, I'm scared

Dream back to Junchen 20:38:04

Though you have broken my heart cruelly. Hehe.

Apricot 20:38:29

I thank you again, can't you?

Apricot 20:38:42

I'm really cruel

Dream back to Junchen 20:39:03

Hehe, I'm so handsome, you dare to be handsome, you're not cruel. It's an idiot. Ha ha

Apricot 20:39:36

So what am I going to do?

Dream back to Junchen 20:40:07

Hehe, there will be a chance to invite me to a bar in the future

Apricot 20:41:42

Okay, but don't let me drink too much, or it's not good

Dream back to Junchen 20:41:58

Hehe, there's nothing wrong with that, I can take the opportunity to rub the oil

Apricot 20:42:42

I'm afraid I'm going to do you bad

Dream back to Junchen 20:43:10

Hehe.

Dream back to Junchen 20:43:22

By the way, don't you want to know the password for my space?

Apricot 20:43:28

I really didn't lie to you

Apricot 20:43:38

yes

Dream back to Junchen 20:43:44

A small turtle

Dream back to Junchen 20:43:49

If I'm not mistaken, this should be it.

Dream back to Junchen 20:44:03

But you have to be assured, you can't tell anyone

Apricot 20:44:04

Okay, wait a minute

Apricot 20:44:08

certain

Dream back to Junchen 20:44:53

Can you go in?

Apricot 20:45:42

kindness

Dream back to Junchen 20:47:50

Just Lotus called me and I made an appointment with her. Come to my house the day after tomorrow to play. Although we can only be friends, in my heart, I will always remember you.

Dream back to Junchen 21:35:07

Hehe, are you hanging? Why have you been silent?

Apricot 21:39:12

yes, now people must think I'm sick

You're done

You're the first person to make me cry so messily when I was a kid

It's still a man's land

Looks like you're going to get your wish

I'm going to lose sleep

Now I'm smoking again

alas

Dream back to Junchen 21:40:08

Fainted, you have such a poor physique. Still smoking?

Dream back to Junchen 21:40:30

Besides, I am the one who is sad and out of love, and I am crying if I want to cry, why are you crying?

Apricot 21:42:23

Don't worry about it

Dream back to Junchen 21:43:23

All right. I don't care about you. Today I am so sad, so lost, so sad...... Maybe. This is the last time I'll be so honest with you.

Apricot 21:43:51

How can the cold water be the enemy of the things in the cup, half lonely and half sad, "Okay."

Dream back to Junchen 21:44:36

I'm afraid that when I have to face you in the future, I will also need to disguise. Ay.

Apricot 21:45:03

Are you sure

Dream back to Junchen 21:45:45

All along, when facing you, it was when I was the most relaxed,

Dream back to Junchen 21:45:58

I have a lot of shortcomings, but in front of you, I don't need to hide it at all.

Apricot 21:46:56

The water is getting colder the more you drink it. But the more you drink the wine, the colder it gets

Dream back to Junchen 21:47:27

I want to drink, but my parents are here, and I don't want them to worry.

Dream back to Junchen 21:47:45

Even if I am sad, I can only feel sad in my heart

Apricot 21:48:35

I think I'm sure I'm no less sad than yours

Dream back to Junchen 21:48:57

Why? If it's guilt, there's no need to do it, feelings can't be forced.

Apricot 21:50:34

It's not all about some things, but they have their reasons, but they are not necessarily right

Dream back to Junchen 21:50:38

Rest assured. Don't feel guilty, I'm a pessimistic person, but it doesn't mean that my heart is not able to bear it

Apricot 21:51:17

It has nothing to do with guilt

Dream back to Junchen 21:51:19

Hehe, your words are always too much~~~ I don't think I can understand it with my IQ.

Dream back to Junchen 21:51:23

What's that?

Dream back to Junchen 21:51:34

So what else do you have to be sad about?

Apricot 21:51:45

It's better if you don't understand

Dream back to Junchen 21:52:20

oh

Dream back to Junchen 21:53:13

Whatever. You don't really need anything anyway...... I'm not a child. Feelings can't be forced, don't I understand such a simple truth?

Dream back to Junchen 21:54:18

Don't worry, I won't pester you either. It won't bother you...... It's good for me to say nothing to you.

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Looks. Apricot should also like Yang Junchen, but why did she reject Yang Junchen in the end?

Zhang Yi couldn't figure it out, but it could be seen between the lines that this apricot must have some unavoidable reason to reject Yang Junchen?

So what exactly is the reason?

Or is it that the hidden intention of the apricot has something to do with this accident?

Zhang Yi suddenly had a strange feeling, although he had never seen this apricot, but he had an inexplicable familiar feeling for her......

Suddenly, an ominous omen struck......