Ling Feng never thought that he would drink and lose his words, from the day he was reborn, he lived alone, and it was not until he came to France that he had his first roommate, Anelka.

For more than eight years since his rebirth, Ling Feng had been carrying this amazing secret alone, he hadn't told anyone, and I'm afraid no one would believe him if he said it.

It was a very painful thing to keep a secret for a long time, there was no friend around him to tell, no one could guide him in the direction of his progress, although he now had a lot of teammates, but no one knew the deepest secret in Ling Feng's heart.

After accumulating for such a long time, in fact, Ling Feng's psychology has accumulated a lot of pressure, so he suppressed his future opponents in the beginning of the game, and fell into confusion after the suppression, all of which had a negative impact on Ling Feng's psychology, and even caused very terrible mental illnesses, such as schizophrenia.

It wasn't until Basten appeared that Ling Feng found his own path under the guidance of the world's top striker, but in life, this shadow will become deeper and deeper......

Under long-term pressure, Ling Feng didn't say anything in his dreams, but no one heard or didn't understand it, because the dream words were always said in Chinese, Ling Feng wouldn't worry about others hearing it in China, and no one could understand it in France, and Anelka slept more dead than him......

Si Yue's appearance was a complete coincidence, but it was also an opportunity, Ling Feng didn't intend to hide this matter from Si Yue, but now was not the time, and no one wanted to believe in this almost impossible thing, but saying it after being drunk could be regarded as a kind of providence.

"Is Xuan'er my brother's girlfriend? She must be very beautiful and considerate, otherwise my brother would not have pronounced her name in his dreams. Siyue's words were vague, and she didn't know what she was thinking in her heart.

"Xuan'er, Xuan'er!" Ling Feng squatted on the ground with his head in his hands, this was the first time in decades that someone had mentioned this name in his ear, a name that haunted him.

"Won't my brother tell Yue'er?" Si Yue's heart sank to the bottom, it turned out that her guesses were all right, Ling Feng really already had someone in his heart, but his brother refused to tell him that he was still an outsider in his heart, and he had no right to know his deepest secrets.

"Since my brother doesn't want to say it, then I'll go, I hope my brother and Sister Xuan'er live happily." Si Yue held back her tears and walked out of the door, never looking back, but how she wished that her brother could stop her behind her.

When she was about to step out of the door, Siyue's heart was broken, and tears flowed down her eyes, it turned out that she was really not worth remembering.

Suddenly, a pair of powerful hands hugged him from behind, and he felt Ling Feng's head gently leaning on his shoulder, and a dreamlike voice came from his ears: "Siyue, don't go, my brother will tell you." ”

Siyue nodded, her request was very simple, as long as her brother didn't make himself an outsider.

The two sat down next to each other, Ling Feng was used to sitting very close to Si Yue, the faint fragrance of the girl's body made his mood very relaxed, and he regarded Si Yue as his own sister from the bottom of his heart, and he didn't feel that there was anything wrong with this.

"You guessed it, I'm the one who has been through this world." Ling Feng didn't know how to describe his encounter, as long as he said: "To be clear, I have already lived in this world once, I was also a player at that time, and two years later, I participated in the World Youth Championships in Malaysia with the national youth team, and reached the final, and became famous in one fell swoop." ”

Si Yue's eyes widened, looking at her brother incredulously, now she is a little confused, what the hell is going on?

"Isn't that weird?" Ling Feng smiled bitterly: "As a young and powerful player, I have received invitations from many clubs in Europe, and the most interested club at that time was Saint-Germain Club, but for special reasons I did not fulfill my desire to play in France, which is why I choose Saint-Germain now." ”

After a pause, Ling Feng continued: "But in the domestic club, I found that I was really unmotivated, it was not my brother who bragged, the players around me were too different from my level, and the most important thing was that at that time, I didn't understand this society at all, and I didn't understand what football was!" ”

Si Yue didn't speak, just quietly looked at Ling Feng's somewhat hideous face, she knew that her brother needed to vent well at this time.

"I thought that a player who only needs to play well and perform well in the league can achieve his biggest goal and get into the national team, but then I realized how wrong I was!"

Ling Feng slammed his fist on the table, this was the first time he had come into contact with the ugliness of human nature, at this time, Si Yue gently leaned on Ling Feng's body, and the sudden warm fragrant nephrite made Ling Feng's heart tremble, and his emotions calmed down.

"I'm sorry Siyue, I'm a little excited."

Siyue just smiled and didn't speak, at this time she knew that she wanted to play the role of a good listener, she didn't need any words, she just needed to listen patiently.

"It turns out that football is not as bright as I imagined, some dirty things behind it are disgusting, the results on the pitch are not something that can be bought by the hard work of the players, which game to win and which game to lose, or even how many goals to lose, it is up to the club management to decide, the players are just a tool for them to make money. I saw my teammates take a dozen bills from someone else and start a negative game on the pitch. Of course, there are also the referees, I don't know what kind of benefits they received, they tried their best to favor ...... in the game, and many more, I don't want to remember anymore.

"I'm not saying that I'm high-spirited, it's just that I really can't stand what they do, and Chinese football is ruined in the hands of a few people in power!

"I tried to resist because of my reputation and the club didn't dare to say anything to me about it, but my team-mates stopped passing the ball to me and there was a limit to what one person could do on the pitch, especially when your team-mates were alienated from you and the coach didn't trust you anymore.

"It wasn't until later that I realized that all this was deliberately aimed at me, and they didn't dare to deal with me openly, so they could only do it in secret, but at that time, I was still too tender.

"I was blamed by the fans and the media for my poor performance on the pitch, but I later found out that it was deliberately arranged......

"I'm disappointed that the whole world didn't have anyone to support me, and after I didn't score in seven games in a row, a fan burst onto the pitch and spat in my face!"

Si Yue didn't speak, she just grabbed Ling Feng's hand tightly, and at this moment she felt the despair in Ling Feng's heart at that time.

"That night, I drank a lot of alcohol and then crashed into a telephone pole in the suburbs while driving, and by the time I woke up, my left leg was dead!"

"Huh?!" Siyue finally couldn't help but speak out at this time.

"In other words," a wry smile appeared on Ling Feng's face, "My football career is over from now on. ”

Si Yue lowered her head, but her hand holding Ling Feng tighter.

"It was when I was in the hospital that I met Xuan'er." Speaking of Qin Xuan, a smile appeared on Ling Feng's face, and Si Yue's heart sank, it turned out that Xuan'er was so important in her brother's heart, even after many years, she couldn't forget it.

"Xuan'er's name is Qin Xuan, she is a student at a medical university, she happened to be in the hospital when I was hospitalized, do you understand? It is different from the internship, the internship and the internship are two different things, the internship is to the unit before the work to inspect and familiarize, there are a lot of things, the work done is basically the same as the official work members, and the internship is just to go to the internship unit to study, the daily work is just to follow the doctor on duty to check the room, to see how the doctor diagnoses and treats the patient, by the way to help the doctor to help, so the work of the internship is very easy, she often comes to chat with me......"

The first time Ling Feng talked about his past with others, he was very excited, especially when it came to Qin Xuan, that girl's cruelty and cuteness had always been the greatest joy and the greatest pain in Ling Feng's heart......

Thoughts, unconsciously, leapt for twenty years, returned to the situation he was in the hospital at that time, and remembered Qin Xuan's lovely expression......

"I just went to the obstetrics department to see how to deliver the baby, oops, it's disgusting! Do you know that the caesarean section is so scary, the flesh and blood blur took the baby out of the *, oops, I almost threw up at the time, and now I'm dizzy! Never have children again! ”

"Did you know that our classes are usually boring! An old professor, either a man or a woman, hehe, I'm talking nonsense, I mean it's all very old men and old ladies who come to class, and when they come, they talk a lot, I don't know what they're talking about, and it's even more unforgivable! They all speak in tongues! I'm not from here, I don't understand it at all! Don't they know that Mandarin must be spoken in class? ”

"I joined our school's drama club, so I had a lot of fun! Our drama club is very powerful, and it has won awards at the National College Student Drama Festival! Wait for the next time I perform again to call you, you must go, you are not allowed to say no! Oops, for the sake of how well we all know each other, you can go! ”

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Seeing Ling Feng learning that Qin Xuan's words vividly, Si Yue also pursed her lips and laughed, according to what her brother said, he had never touched girls at that time, so he didn't have any tricks at all, and at the same time she sighed in her heart, fortunately Ling Feng had a bizarre experience, otherwise she wouldn't have saved herself in Paris, so without Ling Feng's rescue, what would she become? Avenge? I'm afraid I won't even have a small life.

For Si Yue, death is not a terrible thing, but the most terrible thing is not death, but the loss of flesh and dignity, and girls like her may also live a life of selling their bodies like those prostitutes standing on the side of the street.

Thinking of this, Si Yue suddenly felt very satisfied, the heavens had given Ling Feng such a chance, why didn't he give himself a chance? If you can stay with your brother, why should you eat that girl's vinegar again?