Chapter 31 Infatuated Qin Xuan
Siyue quietly listened to Ling Feng's past story, and realized how stupid this brother was at that time, especially how he felt about girls......
In Ling Feng's eyes at that time, Qin Xuan was a little sister, she was lively, cheerful, enthusiastic and generous, these were enough to make everyone who interacted with him infected, it was undeniable that Ling Feng had a good impression of Qin Xuan, but Ling Feng had never dated a girl since he was a child, and in terms of love, he was equal to an idiot.
After Ling Feng's leg was healed, he came to Qin Xuan's school to watch Qin Xuan's performance of the drama "Over the Mountain".
This is a drama that reflects out-of-school children in a mountain village, Qin Xuan plays the heroine of the mountain girl, a sensible girl in the fifth grade of primary school, but Qin Xuan, a sophomore, plays a little girl in the fifth grade of primary school, and her age always makes Ling Feng feel weird.
Shannu is a girl who loves to read, she lost her mother very early, she not only has to take care of the family's life, but also has to take her younger brother who is three years younger than herself to go to school together, the cost of twenty yuan per semester makes them embarrassed, fortunately their teacher is a good person, and proposed a way to replace money with goods, so Shannu made up one bamboo basket after another with her own hands instead of tuition. But the father of the mountain girl thinks that it is useless to study, especially the girl, under the arrangement of the matchmaker, to marry the mountain girl to a fool, and finally the mountain girl escaped from the marriage, and gave up on herself and took the poisonous mushroom, hoping to see the campus in her heart in the hallucination, and finally died of poison, which also gave the audience infinite thinking.
A very sensational script, coupled with the excellent performances of the actors, the thousands of spectators present were all moved to tears, and Ling Feng was no exception, because he thought of his miserable childhood, and at that time, he didn't have much opportunity to study.
Qin Xuan, as the protagonist in the play, performed remarkably, always touching the hearts of the audience, and at the end, when the mountain girl played by Qin Xuan took the poisonous mushroom and told the teacher that she saw the ideal university in her heart, the atmosphere reached a climax. Under the reflection of the orange and yellow lights, the mountain girl said goodbye to this world, and the audience cried, many girls couldn't control their emotions at all and cried bitterly, and some strong boys also had tears in their eyes, including Ling Feng.
Ling Feng originally planned to leave after watching Qin Xuan's performance, leaving the city that made him sad, and living the rest of his life quietly in another place, but he didn't know that he had fallen in love with Qin Xuan, and Qin Xuan had reached the point where he would not marry if he was not a king.
"I told her that I was leaving," Ling Feng said faintly, his thoughts had returned to that time, in Qin Xuan's campus, the dispute he would never forget in his life, the girl who confessed to him for the first time......
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"I'm leaving, tomorrow, the three o'clock train in the afternoon." Looking at Qin Xuan's bright eyes, Ling Feng felt for the first time that it was so difficult to speak.
With a "bang", the bag in Qin Xuan's hand fell to the ground, but she was unconscious, she tried to suppress her impulse, but heard her trembling voice sound: "Why tomorrow?" Why so fast? Why didn't you tell me before? ”
"Actually, I planned to do this when my leg was good, but I promised you that I would watch your drama, so I ......"
"And you're staying until today for me?" Qin Xuan was overjoyed, she felt that there was still a chance.
"Let's just say it's the same when I go back, and now that the thing I promised you is done, it's time for me to go."
"No!" Qin Xuan was a little hysterical, attracting the people around her to look back. "I don't want you to go, don't you understand my mind to this day? I love you, really, I love you! ”
"I love you" The three of them split Ling Feng's heart like lightning, in the past, when he was a football star, he would often receive courtship letters from girls, and there would also be girls shouting on the sidelines when he was training or playing: "Ling Feng I love you", but this time it was different, it was really different.
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"Sister Qin Xuan must love her brother very much, but why didn't her brother promise her to stay?" Si Yue blinked her big bright eyes, she knew why, but as a good listener, occasionally speaking appropriately can make the confidant speak more happily.
"Silly girl," Ling Feng touched the hair of Si Yue, in a sense, Si Yue has the intersection attribute of herself and Qin Xuan, the same tragic accident as herself, and the same infatuation and cuteness as Qin Xuan, but she can't bear it, she can only treat her as her own sister.
"My brother's leg was broken at that time, and he could no longer gallop on the court, and as a wasted person, I couldn't give her happiness."
"No!" Si Yue sat up and looked at Ling Feng very seriously: "Actually, Sister Qin Xuan will definitely not care about your legs, what she cares about is your people, as long as her brother is willing to stay by her side, it will be the greatest happiness." ”
Looking at Si Yue's serious expression, Ling Feng's heart trembled: "Is this also what you think in your own heart?" I'm sorry, Siyue, maybe my brother is going to have a debt with you in this life. ”
Such a complicated relationship between brothers and sisters, one is affectionate and the other is unintentional, but they are so close together, feeling each other's existence, understanding each other and supporting each other, such a relationship Ling Feng actually hasn't understood yet, it's not a brother and sister, but a red face.
"It's a pity that I haven't seen it as thoroughly as you," Ling Feng smiled bitterly, "If I had understood this truth at that time, I wouldn't have gone away alone." ”
"What happened?" This is what Siyue cares about the most.
"Later?" Ling Feng fell into deep thought, and his thoughts returned to that moment again......
Ling Feng's mind was at war between heaven and man, and suddenly he felt a heat in his chest, and a warm body squeezed into his arms, in an instant, Ling Feng just wanted to hug this weaker girl tightly and take care of her gently, so as not to let her be hurt at all.
The moment Ling Feng put his hand on Qin Xuan's shoulder, the dazzling word "lame" was like a sharp knife piercing his heart, and a voice in his head sounded repeatedly: "You are no longer the Ling Feng you used to be, you are a cripple now, that's right, you are a cripple!" You can't charge on the court like before, Qin Xuan and you can only make everyone laugh, you won't give her happiness! ”
Like Satan's spell, Ling Feng pushed Qin Xuan away like an electric shock.
"Why?" Qin Xuan's tears crossed her cheeks, which were extremely poignant, "Why?" ”
Ling Feng didn't look at her with all his heart, and said slowly: "I'm not the Ling Feng I used to be, I can't give you happiness, I can't afford your love." ”
"I don't care! I don't care what you look like, I love your people! You look good, I don't care. Qin Xuan's choked voice almost shattered Ling Feng's reason.
"I'm a cripple! I don't have anything right now! I'll never be able to run on the pitch again, you, why are you so stupid. ”
There are more and more onlookers around, because Qin Xuan has become a popular figure in the school because of this drama, but now she seems to be courting a strange man, and she was rejected? Many of Qin Xuan's fans are ready to rush up to teach this unknown person a lesson, in an attempt to win Qin Xuan's heart.
But that man's words were too shocking, was he Ling Feng? The absolute core of the former national team ?! Although it was a little dark, and Ling Feng wore a hat to cover it up, everyone had already identified him as Ling Feng, so they still recognized him, and a few people who were gearing up retreated and made a move to their idol? I don't have the courage to do it myself.
Ling Feng and Qin Xuan didn't notice the reaction of the surrounding audience at all, Qin Xuan's tears couldn't be stopped, the appearance of pear blossoms with rain was heartbreaking, even if the world was hard-hearted, I am afraid that they would soften their hearts when they saw her like this.
Ling Feng's lips were already full of blood, he could only keep his mind clear by biting his tongue, and a voice in his heart sounded repeatedly: "Let's go, let's go, you will hurt her, stay and you will hurt her." ”
Using the last of his strength, Ling Feng bit off a small piece of flesh from his lips, and with the help of the pain's temporarily sober mind, he turned around and limped away, leaving Qin Xuan slumped on the ground, crying helplessly.
"Sister Qin Xuan must be very sad, haven't you seen her again in the future?" Siyue said faintly.
"Yes," Ling Feng smiled bitterly, "but at that time, I only saw her remains......"
"Huh?" Siyue covered her mouth with her hands, "Remains, Sister Qin Xuan, she ......"
"She's dead," Ling Feng had a painful look on his face, "After I left, she kept looking for me, and even posted a post on the Internet called 'Ling Feng, come back', which attracted the attention of countless netizens, but at that time I was still disheartened, and I hid alone in a strange city and opened a small bar, but, but I didn't expect ......"
Ling Feng hugged his head with both hands, and tears quietly flowed down, who said that a man crying is cowardly? At this time, he needs to vent well.
"I read the newspaper as usual that morning, but I didn't expect ......"
The headline in the newspaper: "The infatuated woman died unexpectedly, and the star of hope has not yet appeared", and next to it was a photo of Qin Xuan smiling.
"She searched for me for a long time but couldn't find me, and even dropped out of school to look around, but I still didn't show up, and one night, she drank a lot of alcohol, and then, and then had a car accident......"
Si Yue also began to cry, from this moment she knew that she would never be as good as that Qin Xuan, although she was willing to die for her brother now, but it was too late, at that time, when her brother was most painful and helpless, it was Qin Xuan who appeared, and dedicated her whole life and even her life for her brother who had nothing or even was crippled at that time......
"I will never be able to replace Sister Qin Xuan's position in my brother's heart......" Siyue thought faintly, but she didn't say it, and she didn't need to say these words at this time, she Bai Siyue was not a person who didn't know what to do.
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I sent this chapter very quickly.,Because a lot of it is the previous information.,At the request of the editor of the starting point, the previous content was modified.,So it was added to the back.,Now it's inevitable that there is a suspicion of selling dog meat on the head of a sheep.,Because many friends have read it.,Hehe,Continue to send it tomorrow.。
At the same time, it is recommended that "Fei Lai Yanfu", ISBN 56162, brothers if you like to watch the passion YY, go and see, here the feelings are the second line, the main line is football...