Although in reality, I sometimes didn't take Mars's words and deeds seriously, but back in the world of PlanetSide, because he is the commander-in-chief of the Legion, sometimes I still have to obey his orders.

I was angry, but I didn't seem to have any other way to save my dignity than changing teams.

I quit the Mars Interstellar squad and called CL Qingqing to be the captain of the team like a defeated bear and switched to a squad with fewer team members (combat experience points can be shared, so the more people in the team, the better).

But then, Mars continued to stab with his words and deeds, intentionally or unintentionally, repeatedly with his words and deeds, and I was already trampled on by him.

When it was time to eat, he was just like when he met me in the past, when he heard CL Qingqing say that he was going to hang up to eat, he quickly echoed and said that he was going to hang up to eat too, and laughed and said, the competition depends on who eats faster.

He said that all these words were on the TeamSpeak voice platform, and that no one else in his eyes was in his eyes but CL Qingqing, and he also said it as if my ex-girlfriend did not exist.

The sentence "The competition to see who eats fast" with his emotional leakage turned out to be original and not out of tune, exactly the same as the words he said to me for the first time a few months ago!

I couldn't understand how Mars could hurt my self-esteem like this, not caring about my feelings at all, as if nothing had happened to me, openly and happily currying favor with CL Qingqing in front of my eyes.

Besides, although we have been cold to each other, no one has ever said anything similar to a breakup!

Mars Interstellar, who eats quickly, of course, returned to the game before CL Qingqing, but they didn't hang up in the same location.

I saw that Mars was alone in the portal (you can't fire in the shelter of the portal, so it's safe, and you can also absorb the experience points of your teammates), so I couldn't bear to look for it, and asked him in a secret message: "How can you do this to me?!" ”

Mars squatted on a cement frame protruding from one side of the portal cover, and I walked up to it and crouched down facing him, as we used to do when we hung up together to eat.

But as soon as I squatted down, he turned his back to me with a slightly pouting butt facing me, and replied coldly, "What's wrong with me?" ”

Looking at the four words he deliberately threw on my back, and added these four words ruthlessly, all of a sudden, I was so miserable that I couldn't type a second sentence.

But he suddenly got up, walked to his plane, and flew away, while throwing down the last three miserable white words of the local shouting pattern to me.

"I'm leaving."

I crouched alone on the portal, the row of cold concrete and steel frames, tears raining down.

Out of sight is the only way to be distracted.

When Mars and I returned to PlanetSide in a detached manner, the curtain of tragedy was doomed.

Perhaps, I have never really loved the real Mars Stars, but I have always loved the Mars Stars in the game.

Although in the game, the "Flogger" (a heavy weapon unique to the main battle of the VS country) and the "Slayer" (the anti-armor weapon common to the three countries), then a man in heavy infantry uniform of the VS country, has been destroyed by the realistic version of Mars Interstellar several times, but it is still difficult to change, whenever I see the ID character of "Mars Interstellar" on my head, I can think of my own heart, for the vivid character given by this ID, my initial understanding and emotional experience.

I don't know how long it took, in the portal, I was lonely, sad and desperate, and made a final decision.

So I used the green font of the Legion shouting mode (no matter how far apart, even if they are not on the same planet, as long as they are members of the Legion can see it), and typed out my final words to say goodbye to my love in the virtual plane.

"Farewell, love!"

Suddenly, I shouted like a drama, and my tragedy quickly magnified and spread.

Immediately afterwards, Xiaoyu and the rest of the legion typed to ask, including CL Qingqing.

"Yaya, what's wrong?"

"What's wrong? Yaya. ”

"Yaya, what's wrong?"

……

But I don't have the strength to answer them.

I went offline, retreated to the game's three hostile nation selection screens, and removed the game character "Marsyaya" from the PlanetSide universe.

After that, while crying, I pulled out the PlanetSide diary, which I hadn't written for a long time, and wrote the last one, ending with the sentence I had just typed.

After I finished writing, I read the diary from beginning to end, as if I wanted to remember it, and it seemed like I wanted to bury it in my heart.

Eventually, I lit a fire and burned the diary.

I still don't understand the hatred, I thought about it for a long time, so I re-entered the game again, entered the Mars Interstellar account, deleted the game character "Mars Interstellar", and let "he" also disappear in this "PlanetSide" world, and went to bury "Mars Yaya"!

Winters in the south are even worse than in the north, and it's just as cold inside and outside the house.

I got up and stepped away from my computer and walked around the room, trying to soothe my mood swings.

But my mood and body temperature were shivering with cold, and everything in the room in my eyes was completely transformed, the planet "Ismir" that I went to on the first day I entered "PlanetSide", the ice and snow world made me unable to escape, this midwinter that made me extremely desperate!

So I went back to the computer, re-registered for an account, created a character "Flying Snow", and entered the world of "PlanetSide" again, in order to go to the planet "Ismir" and pay tribute to my completely dead love!

I condensed the song "Drifting Snow" that I sang to Mars on the planet "Ismir" into a new game character "Flying Snow", and airdropped "her" on the northernmost part of the planet "Ismir".

Then the masochistic punishment made "Flying Snow" 11 walk south, all the way over the mountains and mountains, the target is the southernmost base - "Haohai" science and technology factory, this is the first day I came to the "PlanetSide" world to participate in the science and technology defense battle, and the first time I faced Mars Interstellar face-to-face to hang up to eat, as well as the mountains behind the base, the former virtual character "Mars Interstellar" surrounded the corpse of "Mars Yaya", and was so anxious that "Woo Woo" circled the snowy slopes.

I cried while manipulating the mouse and keyboard, watching the new name "Flying Snow" in the Agile Infantry outfit, walking alone in a world where there was only "her" and a broken heart, because at this time, the fiery battlefield was unfolding on another planet.

My ridiculous behavior is nothing more than an attempt to graft the huge sadness that I can't bear alone to "Flying Snow", so that she can share my mental pain, whether real or virtual, which is deep in it at the moment, and I can't extricate myself.

A few hours passed, standing under the bare old tree, which was as lonely as it is now, the thin body of "Flying Snow" stood beside it like an ice sculpture, for I don't know how long.

"Flying Snow" looked into the distance, and she had already froze into the void at some point, and "she" looked like a corpse iceman frozen to death on the snowy slope.

Fortunately, with the company and sharing of the "flying snow" in the second dimension, the depression blocked in my chest was gradually subsided and released, and the tears dried up at some point.

The sky-blue tulle curtains slightly reveal the morning light in reality.

I quit PlanetSide, turned off my computer, got up to wash, and then fell back into bed and sank to the bottom of my sleep.