Just as the moon is cloudy and sunny, just as everything in the world has positive and negative sides, I am always tossing back and forth between love and dislove for Mars, which seems to be endless.

But time is like flowing water, life is still moving forward, and my game life will not be stagnant because of a Mars interstellar game, although I am already confused at this time, in the virtual hero in my former eyes, transformed into a person who is not very honest in reality, for a while, I can't make the final choice and judgment.

However, after returning home, the relationship between me and Mars Interstellar still changed chemically, and we began to care less about each other, but in the eyes of the legionnaires who didn't know the inside story, we were still seen as a couple.

Because the head of the regiment, Mars Kakaneghi, disappeared not long after meeting with Mars in the interstellar reality, therefore, the once brilliant and powerful MARS Elite Alliance legion, which was supported by the head of the regiment and Mars interstellar singing, is equivalent to breaking the other end of the balance beam and has been paralyzed ever since.

Without the regimental commander who was together almost every day to discuss the affairs of the legion, Mars Interstellar, as the commander-in-chief of the legion, simply stopped being diligent in government affairs and no longer actively commanded the legion to fight.

There are very few unified actions in the corps, basically they all play their own games, and only occasionally a few good ones will be organized together, fight and cooperate, and engage in some small-scale military activities.

Once, in the field, I was playing as a solo soldier and rushed to the front line on foot alone, rushing to the slope of a dirt slope, and there happened to be a vehicle wreckage as my cover, so I hid here and quietly hit the enemy tanks in the distance of the ramp with the "Lancers" (VS country's unique anti-armor weapons, designed to deal with vehicles and mechanical armored units).

At this time, a comrade-in-arms suddenly said on the team's TeamSpeak voice channel: "Interstellar, why don't you turn on the electromagnetic tape for your wife?" It's so pitiful to see your wife shooting there alone. ”

"She thinks I'm not driving well and doesn't want to sit." Mars replied in a stealthy voice.

However, it didn't take long for me to drive a Mars interstellar "Electromagnetic Knight" (VS country's unique main battle two-man tank), but he didn't directly call me to get in the car, just silently stopped and waited for me, as if to see if I wanted to sit.

Seeing this, I had to cooperate, jumped on the "Electromagnetic Knight", and once again became his gunner, who I hadn't done for a long time.

But Mars didn't show any desire to drive me, maybe just to silence the nosy man of the legion, so he came to show it perfunctorily.

As soon as I got into the car, almost suicidal, Mars Interstellar drove the electromagnetic up the avenue above the slope and rushed towards the cluster of enemy tanks in front of the main road, regardless of whether the enemy was outnumbered.

I tried my best to open the artillery, but the closest distance to us on the other side was three main battle three-person tank "Prowler" of the TR country (this is the main tank of the TR country, the driver is full-time, and there are two main and auxiliary gunners, unlike the "electromagnetic knight" The driver is also the tank deputy gunner), their main and secondary guns plus six guns together, all of them are firing at our lone electromagnetic army, how can we withstand it, and it was blown up in an instant.

I was so by Mars that I almost vomited blood! I didn't want to drive for me, so I didn't have to come here.

If he doesn't turn on an electromagnetic device to pretend to carry me, and then immediately rush into enemy-occupied territory, I won't die so quickly. I want to hide myself in the safety of the distance, playing with a cold gun, and it's much better!

Afterwards, I knew that Mars treated me like that, nothing more than a grudge that I had come to his house, but in the end he still refused to meet his mother and fulfill his mother's wish.

After this incident, I never cooperated with Mars Interstellar at all. When I wanted to ride a tank, I would go to the door of the vehicle factory and intercept the vehicles driven by other people in the Legion, or even by strangers.

Maybe it was on that day, in that city, that parting with us, that we only completed the form of reality, and in the virtual time and space where I met Mars in the interstellar world, I had not yet finished officially waving goodbye to him.

Therefore, the emotional story I performed with Mars Interstellar is destined to have the next * curtain call that I can't control.

Maybe it's because in my subconscious, the brave and commanding Mars Star that cares for me is still in the fictional world of "PlanetSide", and the existence of me is still fresh in my memory, making me ambiguous, and sometimes I still have nostalgia for the beautiful old days that once shook my heart.

It's just that life will not always be calm, and there will not only be a slow and soft posture. When an unexpected emergency board smashes over, it is best to have a strong mental endurance, otherwise, it is likely to fall into a situation where emotions are out of control and self-reliant.

For example, I didn't expect that what would happen next would almost make me feel painful.

I don't know when it started, there was a new MM in the legion - CL Qingqing, it should be from the CL legion, but for some reason he joined our legion, and as soon as he came, he was promoted to the strategic commander second only to the chief commander, and eighty percent was awarded by Mars Interstellar.

Xiaoyu and Qingqing were not familiar with each other before, and they would not give her an official rank as soon as they came, because Xiaoyu had not awarded me any military rank until this time.

And I've been in the MARS Legion for a few months, and I've always been the lowest-level ordinary private in the Legion, and looking at the past side by side, CL Qingqing, who has just entered the MARS Legion, makes me feel a little uncomfortable, so forget it.

It's just that since the Legion has CL Qingqing, Mars Interstellar has always loved to please her in front of me, and has no scruples to take the initiative to please her, either to drive her, or to promote her as a captain, so that she can practice command (take the city, as a captain, you can get command experience points, and team members can get combat experience points).

I swallowed all this, just as a rich man with a not very kind heart, showing off his wealth in front of the beggar.

But the more I went on, the more Mars Interstellar seemed to want to take revenge on me, and it hurt my emotional tolerance even harder.

To be honest, I'm also one of the many people who want to train for the command rank, because of the beautiful pair of ankle loops that I can only get when I get to Commander II, I've been looking forward to having them sooner so that I can dress up my game character "Marsyaya" even more beautifully.

But there are too many people in the legion waiting in line to practice commanding, and there are still many veterans of the legion who are more advanced than me who have not had the opportunity to practice commanding, so I never compete with others to be the captain.

One day, CL Qingqing had just been launched, and Mars Interstellar couldn't wait to type it to her in the legion.

"Qingqing, come to my team, I'll give you the captain."

Seeing this, I suddenly felt a sharp pain in my chest.

Because CL Qingqing, who just came to the game, was originally in another squad, and I and Mars Interstellar have been in the same squad for a long time, and he didn't give me the captain.

Actually, I didn't think of being that captain at all, but it was just Mars Interstellar's words, which were ruthless and unrighteous to me, that woke me up! In addition to commanding the squad and setting a guideline, the captain can also be used for what it can do.

Mars Interstellar gave the captain to another female player who had only been in the legion for a few days in front of me, how could I bear it, he bullied me so much!