Chapter 1152: True Memories
Day after day.
Every day, every day, you can see Xia Xin sitting at the door of the summer night room, waiting for the summer night to come out.
He was so lonely sitting alone at the door of the summer night, playing with toy trains, playing with toy airplanes, playing game cards alone, and playing flying chess alone......
Tirelessly waiting for the summer night to come out.
There is no word for "death" in Xia Xin's small world.
He only heard from his mother that his sister was asleep, but his sister was very sleepy this time and had to sleep for a longer time, so he couldn't disturb her.
It is common knowledge in the world that you will wake up when you fall asleep.
Therefore, even if my sister sleeps for a long time, Xia Xin can wait.
Xia Xin replied very obediently, "Well, I won't bother her, I'll wait for her to wake up, and I'll play with her, because my sister said that she is in the hospital, and she is so lonely, I will accompany her, I will play with her, and I will never let her be lonely, who calls me my brother, hehehe." ”
Xia Xin said, showing an innocent and pure smile.
"Well," Xia Xuexian pursed her lips, nodded, and smiled gently, "What did you do...... Very good, Xiaoxin...... It's really good, Xiaoxin will definitely be a good brother. ”
In the end, Xia Xuexian had already turned her face away and ran into the bedroom quickly, she was afraid that she would cry in front of the child.
And Xia Jianxing just stood at the window, looked at Xia Xin, and then looked at Xia Xuexian who ran in crying, and then kept smoking one after another.
The smoke flooded his cheeks, making it impossible to see his expression.
Almost every day, you can see Xia Xin sitting in front of the summer night room, playing with toys alone.
And Xia Jianxing was either smoking in the study, or standing on the balcony, looking at the distant sky with distant and vicissitudes, occasionally turning his head to look at Xia Xin's figure having fun alone.
It seems to have aged a lot all of a sudden.
He knew that Xia Xin was waiting for Xia Ye to wake up, and Xia Xin said that this time, he would not let Xia Ye be lonely again.
He felt that the child's mind was too simple.
As long as Xia Xuexian said that Xia Ye was asleep, Xia Xin would not have the slightest suspicion.
Although, the summer night slept a little long, but Xia Xin felt that he didn't have time to sleep lazy.
He can wait.
Xia Xin has perseverance that ordinary children can't match.
As long as he believes in something, he will do it.
Yes, very hard.
There is no end to such a sad time!
Until one day, Xia Jianxing walked up to Xiao Xia Xin's side, looked serious, and scolded angrily, "Go out? ”
“……”
Xia Xin didn't understand why his father was angry at all, why he suddenly let himself out, and said with innocent eyes, "I'm going to wait for my sister to wake up and go out to play together." ”
Xia Jianxing raised his eyebrows and said coldly, "I told you to go out, don't hear me, don't let me stay at home." ”
"But ......"
"No, get out of ......"
There was anger in my father's eyes.
This made Xia Xin very scared, he didn't dare to disobey, so he could only take some marbles and go out to find someone to play.
Little Xia Xin felt that his father was always so unreasonable, he said to eat, he had to eat, he said to go out, he was not allowed to play at home, and he was not allowed to wait for his sister.
Don't listen to yourself at all.
Moreover, it is becoming more and more fierce and unreasonable.
Xia Xuexian came out of the room, looked at Xia Xin's aggrieved appearance, and then looked at Xia Jianxing's deliberately stern face, making a majestic appearance, wanting to say something, but when the words came to her mouth, she couldn't say it.
In the end, I could only let out a long sigh.
It wasn't until Xia Xin walked away that she sighed, "He's just a child." ”
It means that there is no need to be so fierce to Xia Xin.
Xia Jianxing is not that kind of person.
He is not suitable for such a role.
"Yes...... What do you want me to say to him. ”
Xia Jianxing put his hands behind his back, revealing a little sad expression, looked at the sky in the distance and said, "If you want me, how can you explain it to him." ”
“……”
There is no way to explain it.
There's no way to explain it.
He can only put on such an unreasonable appearance, and Xia Xin is not allowed to refute anything, as long as he does what he says.
He didn't want Xia Xin to wait meaninglessly at the door of the room on a summer night.
That's just a matter of increasing sorrow.
It's better to leave some hope in Xia Xin's heart and let Xia Xin hate him.
However, the situation has not changed.
Xia Xin still sits in front of his sister's door every day, every day, waiting for his sister to come out.
Then, he repeated the training of Xia Jian Xingxing every day.
Xia Xuexian can hear the same words almost every day.
Xia Jianxing is quite unreasonable, he doesn't allow Xia Xin to stay in front of his sister's room, or let him go back to his room to watch TV, or do his homework, or go out to play, but he doesn't care about his sister.
Xia Xin, on the other hand, never has a long memory, and the next day, he will forget the experience of being trained the day before and do the same thing repeatedly.
He was really looking forward to his sister waking up and playing with him.
That's my sister, my only sister, and the only sister in the world......
Then, finally one day, Xia Jianxing made a move and slapped Xia Xin.
Xia Xin also broke out.
yelled at Xia Jianxing, "Why, why don't you allow me to play with my sister, I have to wait for my sister to play together, why not, you must not be my father, you are not, you are a bad person, you are not my father." ”
Then, Xia Jianxing slapped Xia Xin's face again, fanning Xia Xin's small body more than a meter away.
Furious, he said, "You try again." ”
Xia Xin cried out as soon as he said "wow", sat on the ground and cried.
"You're not my dad~~, you're not my dad~~, my dad won't ignore my sister~~ my dad, so I won't be allowed to play with my sister~~Wow~~ I don't want such a dad."
Xia Xin's crying also infected me Xia Xuexian at the door.
Xia Xuexian couldn't help but sobbed in a low voice.
Xia Jianxing looked at Xia Xin, then at Xia Xuexian, and then at Xia Xin's crying, gritted his teeth, and the raised slap failed to hit Xia Xin after all.
Instead, he slapped himself in the face.
He walked quickly to the bedroom, helped Xia Xuexian and went in.
From the bedroom, Xia Xuexian's sad cry came, "Why, why is this happening, it has come to this point, why do they still refuse to let us go, why do they still want to kill everything." ”
Xia Jianxing hugged Xia Xuexian, patted her on the back gently, and then looked up into the distance, his gaze became distant and deep, and he was a little angry, but his tone was very plain, "I often think about it, just kill it back, ask those people a hundred times a thousand times back, and let them also taste the pain I suffered!" Let them go to hell too. ”
"Then you let Xiaoxin ,...... What to do? ”
"It's just,...... I can't let go of Xiaoxin, I don't want his life to become as dark as mine, I hope that his life can be at least a little brighter, heh, I ...... I've become cowardly. ”
Then, it was Xia Xuexian's sobbing voice again, "Why, we have to go through this kind of thing, why, it's better to ...... it than this."
Immediately afterward, Xia Jianxing's surprised voice came, "You, are you sure,...... If this one is not good, a world-class disaster may break out, and then we will be sinners of all mankind. ”
"I'm also thinking, the whole world, Xiaoxin, which one is important?"
“……”
Xia Jianxing suddenly fell silent.
Then, on a clear, sunny afternoon, on a spring afternoon when the birds were chirping outside.
Xia Xin was sitting at the door of the room on a summer night, happily playing with the Rubik's Cube, and the door of the room that had been sealed for a long time slowly opened with the sound of "crunch".
Little by little, the door opened.
A faint light stole out of the room, reflecting Xia Xin's face.
Then, as the door gradually opened, a small figure walked out from inside.
Step by step, I walked out with difficulty.
"Ah, Yeye, you're finally awake~~Great~~ Let's play together."
Xia Ye's blank expression and Xia Xinxin's happy expression were intertwined, frozen in the same picture, and then gradually faded into black and white......
The picture freezes......