Chapter 2 The Meaning of Pessimism
2.
For special reasons, the counseling room is open to off-campus residents on weekends.
Teacher Yuwen said this to me with a smile yesterday.
So that's why it's like this?
"Ah, the president has arrived."
Why does the teacher say this, although it seems that there is no problem, but it will make others feel that you are also a student.
Even though it looks really young, some people will believe it if they are students.
Right! Pretending to be a student in this way, deceiving others, may also have the flavor of deceiving yourself.
Can you be a little younger?
Absolutely not!
"Hello teacher."
Sure enough, under Li Xinmu's greeting, the teacher was obviously stagnant.
Oh, old woman.
But.
"Hey, Li Xinmu, don't you think you're dressed a little strangely?"
"Ah, I know."
Did you know? Safety pants are great, but it's better to wear leggings that go over the knee under the skirt.
It will be a lot normal to choose one of the two!
"Ahem, nothing."
Although I think so, I can't take care of what others want to wear.
"My brother has to let me wear this, I'm going inside and take it off now, don't peek."
It's just a cold tone, but with this kind of words, it has another feeling.
Is it a feeling of wanting to be peeked at?
But no, how can you invite classmates who have just met to take a peek?
But is it okay to even meet someone you just met?
Is this the kind of Bichi?
But if you don't have that at all, it seems that it's okay?
Ah, why do I think so much!
"I'm out, it seems that you have been waiting honestly?"
Teacher Yuwen pushed me with his elbow, and when he turned around, Li Xinmu opened the door and came out, and he also said coldly.
But I really couldn't take it anymore.
Although I already know the fact that Li Xinmu is very beautiful, it may be the school uniform or the funny combination just now that I haven't noticed the real appearance.
Now he has taken off his ridiculous gray leggings, and is just Li Xinmu who is wearing a white shirt and a short yellow skirt.
Maybe it's because I have seen too little, but this beauty makes me unable to do anything except watch quietly.
It's been a long time since I stayed where I was.
"What's wrong?"
"Ah, not really."
I raised my hand and rubbed my eyes, which were a little astringent because I didn't blink, trying to rub the surprise away.
Li Xinmu's appearance sparkled like a star.
"It's time to go to the doctor!"
Teacher Yuwen smiled and announced the beginning of the first club activity.
But there's only one thing on my mind right now.
Li Xinmu is wearing safety pants below.
"You mean, your brother told you to wear that kind of clothes?"
"Ah, yes, by the way, my brother is in this school, he just transferred last semester."
"Huh, really?"
"Yes, in addition, my brother is very troublesome, no matter how you look at it, it is not normal."
"Are you going to book him a chance to diagnose me?"
"Go, won't I do it myself?"
I don't know why, I still tried to talk to Li Xinmu for some reason.
Her single ponytail, pink suspenders at the neckline of her white shirt, her short yellow skirt that danced dazzlingly in the sun, and the sparkling herself.
It's all so eye-catching.
"The world has become colorful."
This feeling when Arima Gongsheng met Kaoru Miyazono.
Maybe it's in my eyes now.
"Lu Yu?"
Li Xinmu called me.
"Huh?"
"What are you looking at?"
I can't say I'm looking at you.
"It's nothing, but you're beautiful today."
This self-proclaimed weirdo who likes to eat other people's emotions is just like an ordinary girl at this time.
If you don't know this, you will definitely be seduced by her.
I laughed at myself in my heart.
It's a pity it's a weirdo, I shook my head.
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"Hmm, what are you doing?"
"It's nothing, you have something delicious in your body."
Although this sentence made me feel a little uncomfortable and a little imaginative, I still chose to run away under the approach of this girl.
"Don't, let me go."
"Don't run, let me eat you!"
In this way, the president and vice president of the two psychological clubs chased each other in the corridor, and it was my escape that was unilateral.
At the same time, my title of "companion of the eccentric" also appeared.
Just dodged all the way to the counseling room.
After school, the counseling room will be open to ordinary students, and although reservations are required, the number of students is still very small.
On average, there is no one per day.
"Teacher, help me!"
I opened the door and hid behind the teacher.
"Old, teacher, give him to me!"
As a girl, I'm still not good at sports, although I've released the water, I'm still out of breath.
But in a sense, Li Xinmu is very dangerous.
"No, no!"
I immediately refused.
"Okay, okay, psychologists don't force patients to do anything."
Teacher Yuwen is much more useful at this time.,Although it doesn't mean that it's not usually useful.,But it's just that as a psychology teacher, it's really useless for the club.。
Wait, is it my fault for taking this as a club!
Okay, maybe it's not even a club, it's just that I'm attached to this little counseling room.
But I did have an appointment today.
"You, hello."
Very nervous and shy voices, you can hear them without even a little analysis.
The shaking voice and cramped movements make it feel inappropriate to even sit.
Mr. Yuwen sat in front of this student, and we peeked out of the window in the small room on the side.
"Hey, this is a senior, right?"
"How do I know, my brother won't tell me everything."
"Okay, okay."
The students who came to the counseling made an appointment yesterday in our online mailbox, and it seems that the poster of the psychological counseling room has been put up properly, and on it is our contact information and working hours.
After all, it's a bit overwhelming to be responsible for the mental health of the entire school.
That's the only way to make an appointment.
One a day, that's ideal, but now it's not even there.
Some of the situation has been explained in the letter, which we have asked for, so that we can prepare for it in advance.
Although this student is still struggling with his depression, I still learned something from his brave letter, yes, in fact, I think it takes a little courage for anyone to come to psychological counseling.
At least dare to show your depths, at least braver than me.
Although the senior only said two words in the letter, the emotions expressed still came out.
You can feel it through the screen, "pessimistic".
Pessimism is a common state of mind and a psychological disorder.
Harmful, any psychology book will have this sentence written, "Pessimism is harmful".
"Pessimistic."
I muttered, and then Li Xinmu took my words.
The American psychologist Seligman believes that pessimistic people and optimistic people have three different characteristics in how they view failure.
First, in the time dimension, pessimistic people tend to attribute failure to permanence.
Second, in the spatial dimension, pessimists interpret failures as universal.
Third, pessimistic people tend to attribute their failures to personal reasons, and their own personal reasons. ”
Saying these professional words in a cold tone is really a weirdo.
For pessimistic people, it is generally understood that some correction is needed, but it is not enough to need the standard of medication.
"What do you think is the best way to treat his condition?"
I posed this question to Li Xinmu.
"The general means, the warning of encouragement and other examples of pessimism, is to first make him aware of the seriousness of pessimism."
"What if psychological adjustment fails, and the pessimism does not improve?"
"At the moment, it's not a big problem, and it doesn't need to be treated thoroughly, as long as it doesn't worsen."
"yes, it really should be."
"I know what you want me to say."
In fact, I also know that Li Xinmu may have also learned this knowledge.
"I think he's going to get worse."
But I didn't admit or deny it, I prophesied it.
From here, I saw that the senior was cramped, nervous, and uneasy in front of the teacher.
"I think it's almost, pessimism has been accumulated for a long time, and at this time, it's almost the limit. Everyone has a vague upper limit for pessimism, and this is about the same."
Although I want to complain that this is too inhumane, but it is true.
Pessimism has an upper limit, and the longer it accumulates, the lower the growth rate will be, until it becomes a line.
Not everyone is pessimistic enough to commit suicide, and only a very small number of people commit suicide.
Schopenhauer said that a person's capacity for suffering is certain, either one big pain or a lot of small pains.
But Li Xinmu forgot a little.
"The pessimism accumulated from childhood will explode in high school, and the mysterious effect of adolescence may make the disease worse."
"It's a junior in high school."
"Gambling or not, his mental age must be smaller than that of his peers."
Li Xinmu hesitated, but still didn't say anything.
People who are pessimistic may be a little more mature in their mental age, but I am sure.
In this case, the mental age must be young.
There are many examples of pessimism that have been cultivated in childhood and exploded in high school, and although I have read them in books, I am really interested in this living case now.
I'm sorry for him, but I still want to get my hands on it.
Get hands-on and get treated.
Li Xinmu may also feel this way, and her eyes already have a light when she looks at this "case".
I can feel it.
"Oh, crying, crying."
This made me breathe a sigh of relief, and even joked with Li Xinmu.
Although I can't hear the teacher's conversation with him, I can make him cry, and the teacher is still very powerful.
At this time, Mr. Yuwen seems to be a little different from the original, a little gentle, and seems to be synonymous with motherhood.
This Yuwen teacher is very powerful.
Li Xinmu and I glanced at each other and confirmed this consensus.