3.

"It's okay to cry."

Li Xinmu said softly, I also agree with this point of view.

For pessimism or other negative emotions, releasing them is a good treatment. Many times it is true, although there are some premonitions or worries about their emotions, but they still think that it is okay, neither ask for help, nor refuse to admit the facts, the deterioration of the condition may be slow and invisible, but it may also be stimulated.

In general, as long as there is an idea of asking for help, there is a chance to stop the deterioration and correct the improvement.

But if you just put up with it yourself, it will only get worse and worse.

"Actually, it's nothing pessimistic, it's just a way of looking at the problem."

I don't really care about pessimism, although I also think that pessimism is a psychological disorder, but it is also a psychological state. Only serious excesses are necessary to be corrected, in the final analysis, if a person is optimistic to the limit, then forget it, first catch up and treat.

But in the end, it's just defending yourself.

I am a pessimistic person.

I laughed at myself so much, and looked at the girl around me by the way, what kind of person is she?

Maybe it's optimism, but it's fun to chase in the hallway, but am I too? That's optimism, but that cold tone is the norm.

Who says pessimistic people don't have fun, prejudice is still a serious problem.

So what does it look like exactly?

I didn't ask in the end, and anyway, I was always tied down on these questions.

Turning a blind eye to my own problems, I'm really an ordinary human being.

"What's wrong?"

"Nothing."

Li Xinmu's face flushed a little under my gaze, and I looked away weakly.

Our patients have left.

"How? Have you learned from the observations? ”

Teacher Yuwen came over and pushed open the door and said with a smile.

"Come on, I can't hear what you're talking about, but I can see it when I'm crying."

"I'm worried that he's going to run into the catharsis."

Li Xinmu also made a joke lightly at this time.

"He made an appointment for a follow-up appointment, I'll leave it to you next time."

"Huh!?"

Leave it to us? Although I was a little surprised, I was also a little expectant.

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"What are you thinking?"

Li Xinmu hesitated for a moment, but still patted me on the shoulder, pulling me back from the memories of the day before yesterday.

"Ah, nothing."

I still can't shake off the distractions in my heart, but it's not bad to carry these distractions, and suddenly I feel that this is nothing, and beautiful things are always comforting.

"Okay, but you have to pay attention to your own state, I'll go sit over there first."

Li Xinmu disappeared from front of my eyes, but I breathed a sigh of relief.

Maybe this is high school life, and I laughed at myself helplessly, but I still have to finish today's activities.

Although it is open to the nearby community and only once a week, there are not many people who come, and it is really impossible to queue up like in a hospital, but if you think about it from another angle, since you don't have to queue, the people who come will feel better and we will have more time.

I thought so, and lay the corpse all morning.

There's no one at all! No one has come to our side at all!

Isn't there anyone promoting this counseling activity? Anyway, if there is any similar activity in my house, it will be posted.

Every Wednesday, a nurse would come to my house to take my blood pressure for free, and the result was a bunch of elderly people standing in line every Wednesday morning.

It can only be said that if this is the case on our side now, it will be pleasing to the eye.

But if you think about the pressure of such a number of patients, forget it.

"Eh, someone's coming!"

Sitting in a small room at the entrance of the school, it is simply arranged to look like a consultation room.

Li Xinmu saw the first "patient", a middle-aged woman, she shook my arm a little happily, in order not to touch her, I tried very hard to fight against inertia.

I'd love to take advantage of it or something, but I'll think about it.

Hold on, Lu Yu.

I cheered myself on like this in my heart.

"Excuse me, my dog is lost, can you..."

Don't, the little happiness I just had just raised fell to the bottom in an instant.

"Sorry, we're a counseling room."

I felt a little tired holding my forehead, well, I was tired.

Then no one came, and the boredom lasted for an afternoon.

But it's really not boring to say that it's boring, and Li Xinmu, who has already given up on this activity, picked up the mobile phone and played openly.

"Li Xinmu, what game are you playing?"

"Nothing."

"What's nothing?"

"Nothing is nothing!"

“emmmmm”

"Don't look at me like that!"

It's so cute that I feel a little angry, and my heart seems to tremble.

"Eh, you're playing this, eh! You're a big guy! Wait, this practice. ”

After some thought, I finally came to a conclusion.

"You're the kind of person who can't do Europe and then doesn't have any liver at all!"

"Tsk, what's the matter, I'm not good! I can't ship a few orders. ”

How did so much come about, I disdainfully uttered a crusade against this kind of quibble, but in the next second I suddenly froze.

"Li Xinmu, don't be one, little rich woman."

"Hey, the little rich woman is like talking!"

Li Xinmu, who was angry, hammered his arm, although it hurt a little, but he was not angry at all.

Am I M?

No, although the high incidence and concurrency of mental illness are a fact, I still can't accept it if the fact that I am M is confirmed.

It's nothing to be hammered by a cute girl.,And it's my own death.。

So the danger is still ruled out.

Seeing that I breathed a sigh of relief, Li Xinmu tilted his head and touched his forehead with one hand, and touched my forehead with the other.

I don't have a fever, okay? I immediately reached out to take the hand that was placed on my head.

It's true that I didn't have a fever before this, and I didn't have a fever after this, but when I touched Li Xinmu's soft hand, my face made me really feel hot.

Finished!

My next move was to directly stuff Li Xinmu's hand back into her other hand, and let Li Xinmu end the action before the heat was touched.

"I'm going to the bathroom!"

The faucet was running with water, and I was a little sober in the slightly cooler water.

Calm down effectively when you are emotional.

When I looked in the mirror, the face with the glasses that were slightly too large to match the shape of the face gradually changed to the smiling face of a cute girl.

It's a weirdo, but it's no different from other girls when he's laughing.

Thinking of this, I felt the need to wash my face again.

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At the end of the event, no one really came, even if at least they consulted about something worthy of the sign we put on the table.

Anyway, the sense of failure is still too serious.

There is obviously a very strong unwillingness, obviously we are in the psychological counseling room, but no one comes.

Maybe it's because it's just the first day of school, and although this explanation is also valid, I also know that after all, humans are a kind of creature that likes to comfort themselves.

"Lu Yu, I'll go first~"

Teacher Yuwen seems to have something to do and left first, wait!

Doesn't the task of cleaning up the mess fall on my shoulders? It's too shameful to ask a girl for help in this kind of thing.

So it's just me!

Under the absolute suppression of age, it should have been the teacher's main work, but now it is directly judged by gender.

Tsk, I'll just do it.

"Want to help?"

"Forget it, I can do it."

Although I rejected Li Xinmu's kindness, the girl who was still silently packing up my things behind me warmed my heart a little.

If you can help, of course, it would be the best.

Even if I didn't follow the rejection just now, I would have offered to help me.

No, am I going to be attacked!

"Well, is this a counseling room?"

A young voice came from outside the door.

"It's not."

I replied in passing.

"Oh, okay."

"Wait, yes yes, it's just over, ahem."

I just said what I was thinking in my heart, which was a little embarrassing.

"Oh, you are Lu Yu, I am Gu Jun, the president of the Light Literature Society."

Gu Jun, president of the Light Literature Society?

Although he had only just entered the school, Gu Jun's name had already been heard.

School forums, school stickers, school bulletin boards.

"Well, what's the matter?"

"Gu Jun~"

Li Xinmu jumped out of the house happily like a child who saw some toy.

I don't know why I feel a little uncomfortable.

"Xinmu, your brother said that you would come to this school, and it is true."

Affection? Could it be some kind of acquaintance? I just stood here at a loss for what to do, and I felt like my heart was being eaten by ants.

"Well, that's not an unusual thing."

"Tied for first place in admissions."

Gu Jun raised his head and looked at me as he said this.

is one year higher than me, half a head taller than me, and Gu Jun's reputation is also higher than mine.

"What, what's wrong?"

"No, I didn't expect you to be a weirdo."

I can understand that Li Xinmu is a weirdo, but it's too much to say that I'm a weirdo.

But Li Xinmu is not very strange, at least for now.

Anyway, I don't want to be pressed by this man like this, maybe I don't want to have a feeling of losing.

"Xinmu, hurry up and pack up and go home."

I obviously noticed that Gu Jun's eyebrows were raised, but there was no such feeling, not the same feeling as I had just now, which made me at least relieved.

"Eh, uh-huh, okay."

This person's expression was mixed with a little mockery, cough, so unwilling!

"It's nothing, you don't have to be nervous, I just want to make an appointment."

An amiable smile with a gentle tone is so annoying.

I don't know about that.

"Please follow the normal process."