"Well, if I say, this cat is really just what I found, well, believe it or not."

Of course I don't believe it, especially Chen Banwu, who has a super bad impression on my side. But I don't have any evidence, and although I have an inexplicable conjecture, I also have a suspicion of "what if it's true".

After all, I'm still confused by him, but it's hard to do anything.

Chen Banwu is indeed like this, with an indifferent look, although he really wants to find out the truth, but he can't do anything. Goo Wow! Am I unable to do it? Tsk, I'm not going to let you go like that!

But this is completely an action made against an individual, can it be said that these are just resentments against Chen Banwu alone?

"You, you wait!"

"Okay, but what do you want?"

Chen Banwu leaned his head over and said to me with a smile, but this smile made me a little uncomfortable.

"Tsk!"

The last incident didn't affect him at all.

Or so, he really didn't grasp the point, even if he wrote the list, and he also caused all this, but in fact, Chen Banwu didn't do anything. These things are all inexplicable self-propulsion.

He was just watching, like licking a match for hot charcoal.

But this is not a reason for him to stay out of it, and I know that these things are caused by him, and although the end result seems to be okay, it is by no means forgivable to do such a thing.

Moreover, forgiveness and accountability are two different things.

He can't say he is innocent, but there is no good way to punish him.

It's not that I want to let him go, but I don't know what to do. Contradictions, obviously doing nothing, but so bad.

What is this?

Sometimes I think it's okay to just throw it in the counseling room and sit in it for an afternoon, but at the same time I think it's funny. But I really don't know what to do, what is the most reasonable and satisfying thing.

I do not know.

But I still don't want to let him go.

"I'll catch you."

That's all I can say.

But that doesn't mean I'm compromised, in fact, I really want to catch him, catch his guilt, grab his evidence.

Bring him to justice.

It's ridiculous, but I don't know how to describe it better.

Didn't want to let him go.

But Chen Banwu's smile was still so meaningless, as if nothing had happened.

Even if I felt like my words were threatening.

Threatening with my meager abilities.

The sunlight outside the window was sprinkled like this, and everything in my vision was a little white, perhaps because the sun suddenly emerged from the clouds, and the classroom suddenly lit up for a while made me feel a little confused.

Or, scared?

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The hard pen calligraphy competition soon began.

As the seeded player of our class, Chen Banwu won the crown without any suspense, and I have to say that he is really good in this aspect.

Although I don't know the rules of this contest very well, after all, it is a calligraphy competition, so let's take a look at the scoring or something.

That's not the case with chess, and it's a shame that I made it to the semi-finals.

And my opponent is the legendary princess of rapid chess - Lin Qing.

The intramural competition was not very formal, and for some convenience, the competition was held at the same time, and after two days of competition, I somehow became the semi-finalist. Sometimes I think it's good if I lose like this, I don't really want to get any good results.

I don't even think it's better to be eliminated directly.

And that's what I thought at first, no, I didn't want to go at all. But who filled out the registration form, I was a little sluggish when I first got the notification of the competition.

Yes, I didn't sign up, and I gave up when asked.

This abandonment is really that instinctive abandonment, although I was a little delusional afterwards to win the championship and then become xxx, but at the end of the registration deadline, I still knew very well that I didn't have this desire.

Delusion and reality may be linked, or they may just be delusional.

But who exactly filled it in?

Li Xinmu gave me the answer, she slapped the notice on the table with a "snap", and at the same time proudly said that she signed me up.

I didn't think so, but at the same time, I got the information from her that she had signed up for Go.

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Don't take it seriously.

Although there seems to be something wrong, she just said "obviously said yes", what can I do.

I can't ask who she is, can I?

Not wanting to participate in this contest is not only that I don't have the idea and feel troublesome, but also that there are some other concerns.

I'm a person who's surprisingly easy to get into.

Or rather, it's into the play.

To put it bluntly, it's an involuntary drama spirit.,Although it's a little weird.,But doing something will suddenly get serious.,Obviously I just had the idea of trying it out.,But I'm always irritable about failure.。

Strange desire to succeed, even though I know very well that this is not what I meant to be.

Also, don't ask why you would try it out.

The essence of chess is calculation, and proficiency.

That's probably how I understood it, but unfortunately I didn't have time to think about the way I had prepared to admit defeat before the game, and I just kept playing until I won.

At the same time, Li Xinmu also got a good score in the top four in Go, I thought that I would lose like this, and since the opponent is Lin Qing, it doesn't matter if I lose. Even if you lose, no one will gossip, will you? Even losing your fighting spirit is a forgivable thing, isn't it? Even if there is no enthusiasm for the battle at all, it will be said that the mentality is stable, right?

It's okay if you lose, no, it's okay if you're not serious.

Humanity will always choose to run away from great difficulties before they are compromised.

Or touch the fish.

Although it doesn't make a difference.

But there's nothing wrong with that, so why waste energy on these meaningless things?

Whether it is right or wrong for Yugong to move mountains, the cost of this behavior is far higher than the benefit.

But people just like that, don't they? Isn't the contrast between the weak and the strong at work with this kind of psychology? Never admitted to this kind of behavior, right? This kind of evasion, even if there is no mistake, even if it is the best choice.

It's never been recognized, has it?

Wrong and right are not so clear, this is not a wrong thing, but there is some truth.

However, this is by no means a commendable thing at the same time.

It's human nature, but it's not human choice.

If that's all there is to it, then what kind of chess are you playing here? Wouldn't it be better to be directly absent?

Yes?

Right?

Li Xinmu got stuck with me here after coming out of the venue of the Go competition next door. Because of the first comparison of Go, I also watched Li Xinmu lose. She seemed a little unwilling, although she also shared with me before the game that she wanted to lose.

But don't you feel unwilling, do you? It's not that I feel frustrated or incompetent.

If you run away, won't it feel better?

There's nothing wrong with running away, right?

The chess pieces were clear, and my vision didn't blur at all, but why.

Why?

Why are these chess pieces starting to blur?

There's nothing wrong with running away, right?

Yes, there is nothing wrong with that.

But it's more handsome to face the challenge, isn't it?

That's enough, isn't it?

At least, for now, I don't want to just lose like that!