Chapter 42: Even if there is no future
Although my imagination is very good, the truth is that I don't seem to have a chance to fight back, Lin Qing's path is so stable that I can almost foresee where she will go next, but there is no way to resolve it.
Anyway, this kind of kindness really makes me even more desperate.
"Gu Jun explained."
Lin Qing's voice is as good as her first position on the list, but why Gu Jun?
Why do you want to explain such a thing?
Sure enough, the best people in this world are outrageously good, they play chess so well, and then they are firmly at the top of the girls' rankings, tsk.
Although there is also my vote in this, but it is really just a matter of going with the flow and voting by the way. Maybe that's the case, Lin Qing, who is in the first place, naturally gets more attention, and then gets more votes. When the freshman first came into contact with this forum, the pattern was set. However, it is said that the freshman data will be imported after the midterm exam, which makes me feel a little inappropriate to vote casually without finding Li Xinmu.
The rules say that the people who have voted can still be replaced, similar to the attention of only one person, which gives me a little peace of mind.
Although I don't quite understand why I would do this inexplicable remedy.
But don't you already understand it very well? Sure enough, human beings just like to make small movements in such small details.
"Huh?"
Even though I wasn't deaf and could hear clearly, I snorted after some thought.
The result is like my reflex arc is very long, so long that it feels inappropriate.
"Hmm."
Well, what's it?
Anyway, I didn't put my mind on the chessboard at all, but Lin Qing pretended to answer, although I didn't know how this was a conditioned reflex, I still answered consciously. But I at least knew she was more serious than I was.
Even if it's about getting serious about how to make me die pretty.
However, even if I think so, there is still only one chessboard in front of me that is stretched and filled in the field of vision.
Even if you can't turn the tables, you have to amaze the other party.
The ancients said that when you meet an opponent in chess, you will meet a good talent.
If the person who said these words was honest, I really wanted to see the expression on Lin Qing's face change or something, but the expression hasn't changed since the beginning, so it really doesn't matter?
If you have any problems, please come to the counseling room.
Of course, these words are just a sentence or two in my heart, and now I am thinking about this game of chess that is already about to be lost.
More important than this "poker face" is how to break the situation, no matter what, I still don't want to be played. Although I didn't think it was toying or that I was being toyed with, and Lin Qing didn't show any pleasure, I still didn't think it was good.
In addition, it is very possible that the heart of the poker face is turbulent, maybe it is really happy?
Tsk, am I really a toy?
Huh?
Maybe it's better to go down here.
I seemed to have a different feeling, even though I didn't know what it was, but I chose to just go for it. I can't do too many steps to pre-read, but I guess it shouldn't be a problem if I just look at it that way.
The can be dragged on, but I don't know what the effect is, so let's just go down like this, after all, there is nothing to be afraid of. Although it makes my conscience hurt a little bit, it is true that human beings like to base their happiness on the pain of others.
And I'm really a normal person.
Just do it against Lin Qing, right, no matter what, they can make her notice if they block her predetermined route.
"Do you want to lose?"
Why do you ask this question?
I saw the referee look at him, and by the way, the rules don't allow any conversation between players. The referee is a young lady, but she doesn't look confident, is it really because of Lin Qing's relationship. No one would have confidence in such a dazzling person here, including me. When asked whether I wanted to lose, my brain's answer was no.
Deceitful.
"For the time being, not yet."
Deceitful.
I actually want to lose, don't I, all the countermeasures are your goal with how to lose beautifully?
"Liar."
"No, don't talk."
The referee still has to perform her duties, and the players are indeed not allowed to communicate with each other. This rule may be useful, but it's not that hard-hitting. My opponent frowned unnaturally, and the poker face finally changed as I had hoped, and although it was only a brief wrinkle, I still got a strange sense of accomplishment.
Indeed, it's weird.
Even I thought it was a lie, and she probably didn't feel it. I don't think anyone who has dealt with so many chess bigwigs like this can't fail to see how negative my game is.
I've been looking for trouble, yes, I'm just thinking about how to make Lin Qing's attack uncomfortable, not to defeat her.
But what can I think of it?
Sure enough, it's impossible. It's not that I don't believe in miracles, I just don't believe that miracles can favor boring people like me. Success is reserved for those who are prepared, that is, if there is no preparation, there is no chance.
"You want to lose."
Lin Qing didn't care about the referee's words, and the referee, who was embarrassed to speak, cast a complicated look at me, although I didn't understand it very well, but I also smiled politely.
But what did I not understand?
Are you asking me not to let Lin Qing speak as much as possible?
Are you hoping that I will finish the game quickly?
Or just look at it without any meaning.
I don't know.
"I'm sorry, actually, I didn't lie."
I regretted it a little after saying this.
Not only because of the referee's resentful eyes, but also because of the interesting questioning of his own ideas. Tsk, why am I so hard-mouthed?
But is it really hard-mouthed?
Although I have always aimed for "not too bad to lose", if I win, isn't it "not a bad ending"?
Lin Qing and Gu Jun are childhood sweethearts.
It was said on the forum that Lin Qing was also a member of the Light Literature Society.
Maybe that's why I don't want to lose, right?
No matter what.
Give me thought, even if it's weak, you have to work for me. I don't know if thinking is going to wring my brain, and I don't care if it's not the brain, it's the brain. Thinking doesn't make brain cells die, or wither?
Brain cells are consumed in the most economical way to get the maximum benefit.
That's a great thing.
Overthinking can be tiring for cells, but I don't feel dizzy yet.
Move for me, although your sister can't move, then come on metabolism. I'll replenish glucose or something, so let's think about it with peace of mind.
After getting the ultimate answer, I still chose to face it, didn't I?
Mourning, something.
I want to, too.
But it's a shame to run away, but it's useful.
Although this sentence is also a clear truth when it is reversed, everything in this world makes sense, right? It's also unreasonable, isn't it?
Sleep is for tomorrow, not for today.
Even though my life is largely away from positive energy, this thing is too dazzling.
But it's also looking for positive energy, isn't it?
The corners of Lin Qing's mouth also curled a little.
There have been back and forth, and it has become a one-sided crush.
I still wonder if I would be prettier if I was like before, but how could I be a little happy when I lost so badly?
Touzi conceded defeat.
The game doesn't need to be played to the end, but my admission is not weakness.
Negative resistance to the last moment, didn't it?
"Maybe you're strong."
Lin Qing and Oh thanked each other, this is an inexplicable rule, but I don't feel embarrassed.
Although there are no miracles.
But wouldn't that be nice?
Other than that.
"I said, Li Xinmu, why are you gloating so much, hey."
"Slightly."
"Didn't you lose too!"
"Huh?"
"Wrong, wrong, I'm a real dish."
The last thing I saw was the scene where Lin Qing and Gu Jun were talking, and I didn't think about anything after leaving that classroom.