5.

"Calm down, don't be impulsive!"

I said as gently as I could, on the rooftop of the South Building.

But the only answer I was silence and the whirring wind. Under this gloomy sky, the world seems a little thick, and the air is a little sticky.

It's like it's in glue.

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"Teacher, aren't you here tomorrow?"

"Well, the voice said that this counseling room will be handed over to you tomorrow."

Mr. Yuwen, who was leaning back in his seat, didn't look worried at all, but I was a little uneasy. There really wasn't anything going on, and no one came, but I guess I would be a little uneasy if the teacher wasn't there.

It's like the occasional baby who wakes up from a deep sleep and can't find a hand to hold.

But what's going on? If I'm not mistaken, the position of a psychology teacher should be a high priority, right?

Teacher Yuwen's boyfriend was suddenly temporarily liberated from a business trip, and then wanted to spend a small reunion with the teacher for the first time? In order to meet one of the needs, I had to take a leave of absence and temporarily put these responsibilities on the shoulders of the students.

Damn!

In an instant, my feelings changed from incomprehension to dissatisfaction created in my brain after repeated processing.

You are not selected for the selection of outstanding teachers!

Ahem, but why do you think that, am I a little strange?

I don't think I'm delusional about something that can be a little foul like this, just for some romantic things!

But it's normal to have such fantasies, even if it's just to think about it.

This is humanity!

That's what a normal person should have!

People who don't have pencils imagine that they have a lot of pencils, all kinds of pencils.

About self-soothing and imagining to make up something.

Human talent has never felt insufficient in this regard, and perhaps the only time it is not enough is to count how much one imagines it is.

After all, YY does not sin.

The teacher's words sounded from this small psychological club at the end of the activity, and I was delusional about what kind of story I would have with the girl who was packing my school bag.

Is it the first to get the moon near the water?

I buried my head and put my schoolbag on my back, and silently locked the door after the teacher and Li Xinmu walked out of the classroom together.

Looking out of the door is the back of the main teaching building, the obscured sun barely struggles to squeeze the afterglow to the roof, and the red light emitted from above the teaching building urges the clouds to change.

As I slowly walked past the foot of the school building, I was gradually swallowed up by the shadows, and the afterglow fell at my feet, and I rubbed the upper of my shoes a little shyly, but it still couldn't shine on my clothes.

In this slightly chilly and damp corridor, there are traces of mops that have not dried up, and the corridor that has just been cleaned has been stepped on again.

Some of my little thoughts were also trampled on like this.

Messily sprinkled on the footsteps behind me, if there was a light shining on it, it would be unwilling to reflect the light, a little dazzling, but it was even more poignant when you squinted.

But when you step on it, it will pierce the soles of your feet, and it will be itchy and painful.

"Why are you still here?"

"There's only one person left, so you can look like this."

"Sure enough, that's how it is, I've seen it since I was a child, and I still do now."

It's not good, it's not good, I think too much, in this faintly cold day, the things in my memory are like a piece of dust mixed in supercold water, which directly spreads this mood.

It's like a free-rolling stone in a flute, and the problem is only discovered when it is blown.

Ordinary days will forget about sadness and even breed happiness.

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"The air mattress has been set up, try to talk as much as you can."

This was Qin Luo's last instruction to me, and the moment I climbed onto the rooftop, I knew that this thing should only be done by me, or rather, I wanted to do it.

"Don't. Please refrain from doing unnecessary work. ”

The senior in front of him sat on the southern edge of the rooftop of the South Building, and beyond the parapet wall was a 5-storey drop.

It was very windy, and my legs were shaky, but I was standing on a steady floor, and I couldn't see the ground below, so it would be too far-fetched to say that I was afraid of heights.

I was a little scared, and indeed, although it wasn't my business, it was still a little unbearable for me to hang high.

The senior, who was hiding in the other corner of the rooftop, curled up, clasped his legs with his hands, and squatted there with his head buried deeply. The gray sky seemed to be a little tilted, and the clouds seemed to be right above my head, as if I could reach out and touch them.

Pull it off and fill it in the hollow heart, like the same white cotton under the different skins of the doll, or more black messy of various fillers of unknown composition.

Suddenly, I felt a little colorful, a colorful scene made of black and white.

The senior who was squatting there didn't say a word, as if he was blending into this black, white and gray world, and the slowly aging wall paint showed a strange texture, as if the school uniform was camouflaged, as if the person squatting there was not a person, but a lonely soul.

It seems to be about to melt, to melt in this cool sky, to the world, to melt on this rooftop.

I didn't make any more movements, I just sat on the floor.

The silhouette of the humanoid in his vision blurred, blurring into the sky.

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What is depicted on the paper is a long dense text, which is the information of the seniors.

Although it is very long, there are no sections, which makes me wonder if the person who wrote this report did not pay attention to these details, although it has no effect on the content of the content or not, but it still has an impact on the reading experience.

I just read it from the beginning until I saw the last line before I knew it.

Then there is a very simple summary, so simple that there is only one sentence.

There is only one sentence at the beginning.

Crested head, pork belly, leopard tail.

I wanted to laugh, but I just managed to give instructions to the muscles near the corners of my mouth, and I didn't get a response.

"What a poor man."

Li Xinmu, who dragged his cheeks, sighed like this, yes, what a pitiful person.

But what is the poor experience? Or is it a consequence?

Maybe it's a little bit of both.

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"Why are you here?"

I couldn't ignore the voices behind me, but I immediately felt a strange feeling when I looked back.

What does it mean to be like this feeling of not wanting her to come, but wanting her to come?

"His emotions are delicious."

The wind suddenly changed direction, and it swirled on this small platform, the corners of Li Xinmu's clothes shook in the air, the coat that was not buttoned was slightly messy, and the black ponytail was also spread out and draped over his shoulders.

Step by step.

"Don't act rashly."

In the sound of the wind, my words seemed to be a little weak, as if they were about to be swallowed by the wind, and then violently scattered.

It was even more gloomy, and all I got was a sentence that seemed emotionless.

"You're a coward."

Am I a, coward?

"The reason why you survived must be because you ran fast."

The ridicule of the black shadow sounded in my ears, and the childish voices were mixed together one by one, which was unbearable.

"Coward."

No, it's not.

I was scared, but I wasn't a coward.

"Feed on your sorrows and use them to fulfill your wishes."

The girl standing in front of me still dazzles me even under this gloomy sky. I tried to turn my head, but I couldn't make a move.

I sat on the ground like this, watching Li Xinmu make a declaration to his senior.

"I've received your sorrow, so let me put a glimmer of light in your heart."

It seems that the weather is much clearer at this time, or is Li Xinmu too dazzling?

But what I didn't expect was that the senior who had been squatting there stood up crookedly like this, and then staggered towards Li Xinmu.

No, how could such stupid words work at such a time, stupid!

What should I do if this exacerbates the other party's mood!

You shouldn't have done anything like that, don't you know?

Don't you know better than I do this?

Why, why do you make such a stupid move?

No matter what, I don't want you to get hurt, I don't want you to take any risks!

"Heart!"

Don't move forward, stop!

Stop me!

Soul light!

With a "bang", before I didn't know what was going on, I was already crashing into this person who was walking towards Li Xinmu.

How I stood up and how I acted was as vague as it happened a long time ago, and the only thing that was clear was that I was now in front of Li Xinmu, and then I would really bump into each other again.

I heard a bad sound from my body, but I didn't feel anything bad, as if I didn't feel anything.

One more step forward, a little more force, and then forward, just forward.

Anyway, give me a good down!

My body was holding his body, and I didn't feel it anymore when my calves pressed against my daughter's wall.

The unimaginable inertia swept us off the roof, and I never dared to let go of the man's arm as I fell.

Although it is said that there is a well-erected air cushion, it still suffers a lot of pain when it falls. I felt like my whole body was falling apart.

But when I saw the little dot-like head sticking out of the roof, I felt extremely relaxed.

It was on this soft air cushion that I suddenly felt that maybe I was really a coward.

But so what.

As long as you can be a little brave like this, it's pretty much it.

"Well done."

After picking up the unconscious senior first, I grinned but couldn't laugh.

It's so tiring.

"Get some amitriptyline and keep it in school."

It was probably the hardest sentence I said that day.