Big B said angrily: "This girl is affectionate and righteous, this father is a bastard!" That relative is the most damned! If this happened to me, Lao Tzu would first break his two legs, and then smash his mouth full of teeth! ”

Gong Hai hung his head and was silent.

Liu Chuanfeng asked softly, "What happened later?" ”

"Later, the two of us drank two bottles of wine and hugged each other and cried."

A bitter smile appeared on Gong Hai's face:

"When people are dying, they will feel how precious life is. Later, I thought that my experience, although sad, was far less miserable than that of this girl. But at that time, I was so immersed in the pain of falling out of love that I didn't think about it that much.

Later, I held hands with her and prepared to jump into the river.

The two of us stood together on the embankment, staring at the raging water under our feet for a few seconds, and then the girl suddenly turned to me and asked, 'Are you a virgin?' ’”

When Gong Hai said this, he suddenly stopped, and there seemed to be a look of shame on his face.

"And then?" Big B asked, with his eyes open.

"I thought maybe I reacted when I was holding her just now, and I nodded embarrassedly, and the girl smiled, took my hand and sat on the lawn next to me, and gently reached into my pants......"

Liu Chuanfeng immediately understood something, his face turned red in an instant, and the big B with a long reflex arc suddenly reacted, pointed at Gong Hai and said, "You, you ......"

Gong Hai nodded silently, the air fell into an awkward silence, Gong Hai did not continue to describe, and Big B was not embarrassed to ask "what about later".

After being silent for a while, Gong Hai refilled another cigarette and said faintly: "After finishing her work, she got up and put on her skirt and clothes, and prepared to leave.

I had an impulse in my heart and told her, 'Don't go, I'll be your man'.

She touched my face and smiled and said, 'If only I could meet a man like you earlier, but unfortunately, I'......m dirty now.'"

Watching her walk into the distance, I asked her again, 'Where are you going?' ’

She said, 'Go to a place where no one knows me. ’

I asked her again, 'Aren't you going to die?' ’

She said, 'If you don't die, why give up this world to those I despise?' ’

After a few more steps, she turned back and smiled at me: "Don't die either, although you are in pain for that woman now, but when you look back after a while, it is not a big deal." ’”

Gong Hai took a deep breath of cigarette and said in a lonely voice: "I suddenly felt that she looked very beautiful when she turned around, and when I saw that she was about to disappear from sight, I asked her loudly what her name was, and she said to me without looking back: 'My name is Xiaofang, if there is fate, we will meet again.'" ’“

Gong Hai was silent again when he said this, and Liu Chuanfeng and Da B also looked at the ground silently, imagining the face of "Xiao Fang" in their minds.

Gong Hai lit another cigarette and continued: "Later, I sat on the shore for a long time, and I kept thinking about her words until dawn.

The moment I saw the dawn rising, I suddenly figured out that life is in the world, why stick to one moment, rather than commit suicide, it is better to spend a life in style. ”

"When I got home, I told my parents that I was going out and took a sum of money from my parents to do my own business. Maybe I'm a lucky person, everything is smooth, I did make a lot of money in those years, but I didn't save much, basically I spent as much as I earned. ”

"At that time, I no longer believe in love, I go to nightclubs and dance halls when I have money, since I met Xiaofang, I seem to have a special feeling for those dusty women - in my heart I also hope that one day I will see Xiaofang again in a club."

After Gong Hai finished speaking, he was silent for a while, looked up at Liu Chuanfeng and said, "I have never told anyone about this matter, and I said it today to let you know what kind of person I am." ”

Liu Chuanfeng hesitated for a long time, and finally asked: "Then, what is the relationship between you and my mother now......

Gong Hai Zhengse said: "I am innocent with your mother!" We haven't done anything. “

Gong Hai lowered her eyes and said softly: "Wang Juan is a very smart person, she can see what I mean to her, but she has always treated me as a little brother, and she knows a little bit about what I have done over the years."

After your father ran away from home, I went to her once, I had no other ideas, I just wanted to help you pay off the debt, but she refused, I know that she has a strong self-esteem, and she doesn't want to owe me a favor.

I didn't go to her until you came to work with me.

Once, when I saw that familiar place when I was sending you home, I realized that you were Wang Juan's son—I think your mother must have known who I was when she heard my name. We all knew each other, but no one said anything. “

Liu Chuanfeng suddenly understood why Gong Hai stopped at the entrance of the alley every time he sent him home, and never entered the door.

Gong Hai took a puff of cigarette and said, "Later, your mother fell ill, and we resumed contact, and during the days of taking care of your mother, I finally had the courage to tell how I felt about her back then." Your mom said she knew it and she liked me, but she couldn't ......."

Speaking of this, Gong Hai suddenly buried his head and choked:

"You know what? The doctor said that your mother is terminally ill, and it can't be saved, and it is useless to spend more money, but I am not reconciled, I told the doctor that no matter how much money it costs, I just want her to live a few more days......"

In the end, Gong Hai couldn't help crying, Liu Chuanfeng also cried bitterly, and even the big B sitting on the side was in tears.