Seal your heart just because you don't want to be hurt anymore and don't want to be afraid anymore (2)

(This story is purely fictional and has nothing to do with any real people, groups, events, etc.)

(Any action that appears in this story is prohibited from imitation, and this story is not responsible for any consequences caused by unauthorized imitation.) Be safe and do not imitate. ）

Has the world forsaken us? No, it's that we abandon ourselves and the world. Is the world wrong? No, it's just the wayward us who are wrong. 】

So now take the courage to let go of the past and smile at the world, because we are not alone, because happiness is all around us. 】

Σ(ΟдΟ|||) Hanging out? Then why didn't you just say that? Are you playing with me, you weird-breasted girl?

But ah, I actually know that you were arranged by Qing Shui to investigate my situation, so I'll turn a blind eye to you for the sake of you being so busy and willing to come over.

"Oh, I see, I'm going to change my clothes. (I)"

Wait, there's still my blood on her clothes, or let her change her clothes.

"Kotomi, or you can change your clothes, come with me, I have clothes that fit your size."

「Σ(ΟдΟ|||) How can you have clothes that fit my size? Is it some strange dress of shame? You little Bichi is really terrible, you deliberately stained my clothes, and calculated that I would wear shameful clothes."

"What's all the fuss? Anyone I have a relationship with, I memorize their size and prepare the clothes that fit their size at home in advance."

「Σ(ΟдΟ|||) You little Bichi actually prepared shame clothes a long time ago, and then waited for me to be tricked?"

"(╬◣д◢) Don't call me Xiao Bichi, Xiao Bichi, isn't it a shame to come and take a look at the clothes, don't you know? Really, don't forget it."

"That...... Oh well."

"What does that reluctant look mean? Am I a youkai who can do that kind of thing?"

"(ー_ー) You black-bellied little Bichi, how can there be anything you can't do?"

"Didn't you say that it was a shameful garment, wouldn't you know if you looked at it? Really."

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"Okay, here, all the clothes in this closet were prepared for you in advance, can you see for yourself which one is ashamed? Really, where did the trust between us go?"

"(ー_ー) The clothes look fine, but why do I always feel flustered, do you have such a good heart for this black-bellied little Bichi?"

"Isn't there a little trust between us? Don't say it, hurry up and choose, and set off."

"(ー_ー) Then I want this beige knit dress and beige coat, how do you feel panicked."

"You're so suspicious. Forget it, you choose slowly, I'll go change my clothes."

Well, which outfit to choose? This one? No, no, no, it seems that that one is also good, so choose the middle one? It doesn't seem to work, the first one on the left? It doesn't seem to work ...... either.

No matter what, small ~ star ~ star ~ fall ~ down ~ come to smash ~ to ~ whoever ~ just ~ choose ~ who.

Well, that's all there is to it for this black knit dress.

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"Kotomi, I've changed it, are you okay?"

"O(≧▽≦) O Nana, look at it, how about this?"

"Please, can you hurry up?"

"Okay, okay, I know, I know, wait a minute, it'll be fine right away."

Really, she said she would take me out to play, but she couldn't get out for half a day.

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There is always a sense of disobedience when looking at a home without a door.

"Zi, Chou, Yin, Mao, Chen, Si, Wu, Wei, Shen, You, Xu, Hai, the Arrival of the Twelve-Faced Beast, the Divine Beast Shield."

"Oops~,いた (pain)~."

"Puff~hahaha......ha Graceful...... Nana, what are you doing? (covering his mouth and smiling)"

"Eh, is this little piece of iron that hit you on the head the Divine Beast Shield you summoned? But... Poofhahahaha... But why so small? Can a small piece of iron, the size of half a palm, be used as a door?"

"Lost in dreams, drunk in dreams,

The two worlds are separated and cannot be touched,

People are touched by dreams, and Tianheng is lost

Dreams touch people, and everything is equal.

Return to the Nightmare Enchantment of the Dream Lord!!"

「(ー_ー)!! Didn't you say that the Nightmare Enchantment was good? What the hell is the black gas emanating from you? Why is there only black gas and no enchantment?"

"(╬◣д◢) You're blind, this is my nightmare enchantment."

"Poof~hahahahaha............ha I'll help you make a makeshift door (smiling)."

"(╬◣д◢) Don't laugh! Believe it or not, I slashed you idiot!"

"Yes, yes, I know, I know my Nana-sama."

"Twelve-Faced Beast Advent Chapter! Divine Beast Shield!"

With a sound from Kujou Kotomi, a golden gate with a statue of a twelve-faced beast descended from the sky.

"'Squeak~! Syllable! Jingle jingle bell~." 」

"Okay, let's just let it transform into a normal door, now you can go out with confidence?" (smiling)"

"Well, let's go, then."

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Yes, in fact, I have lost the power I have, but it can't be considered a complete loss, but it's almost the same as a complete loss, I don't know when my power will come back, maybe a few years, maybe hundreds of millions of years, maybe ~ never come back, right?

Drag ~ Drag ~ (I'm playing Qinmei's clothes.) ）

"Huh? What's wrong, Nana, dear?"

"Will the power I have ever come back?"

When she heard my question, she lowered her head and blamed herself a little.

"I'm sorry, I'm also responsible for this matter, and I'll find a way to help you regain your abilities."

"Well, if you can't find it, forget it, I'm glad you rescued me, thank you."

"Don't worry, I'll protect you (Kotomi)."

"Yes, I see. (I)"

Kotomi, why are you avoiding the idea of my question? Is it because you can't help me get back my abilities for the time being? Or is there no way to get my abilities back?

Actually, you don't need to blame yourself at all, I'm a youkai who should have died, and I'm already grateful to you for saving my life.

Although I lost my strength, the knife on my side also returned, and the knife only came back to me when I had little strength left.

That knife can be said to be the product of a small piece of my original strength, so there is no problem with strength, but the only drawback is that because it is only a small piece of my original strength, the killing range will be greatly reduced, and this shortcoming makes me not very satisfied. But even so, the knife is still very powerful.

Yes, I have my original power, and my original power is neither to summon gods, monsters, heaven and earth, or the universe, nor to have powerful destructive power or healing ability, but a very special ability, and it is because of that special ability that I can get these abilities to summon the heavens, earth, universe, and gods.

Of course, this ability was given to me by the man who transformed me into a youkai, why did he give me such a strange ability? Does he want me to be a weapon of war? Or does he just want me not to be hurt by others and live happily?

The answer to this question is unknown, because I had just woken up at that time, and I used my power to instantly dissect him who was looking at me because of fear.

I have forgotten the expression he looked at me at the time, I don't know what kind of mood he was in to transform me, although he is the director, but under the complex power he may just be a pawn, right?

It is precisely because he is the director that his special identity makes me even less aware of his mood when he reformed me at that time.

Maybe I still don't know how he felt when he reformed me, because either way it was painful.

After the death of the director, the other researchers did not know what my abilities were, so they were always afraid of me and did not dare to approach me easily. It took me two days to find out what I was capable of.

Actually, I didn't figure it out myself, but the researchers told me.

The director who transformed me into a youkai didn't tell anyone about my abilities before he died, so it took the researchers two days to find out what my abilities were.

It's only been two days, but I don't know how many researchers I've unconsciously dismembered in an instant to study my abilities.

Sometimes, even if they are separated by several research labs, they will be dismembered by me in an instant without warning.

The researchers were afraid that I would continue like this, so they told me about my abilities.

I was glad when I knew what I was capable of, because I finally didn't have to fear that I would suddenly dismember someone without warning.

However, I was naïve at the time, not knowing that from the moment I knew what I was capable of, I had fallen into a terrible nightmare.

One day I was taken into a strange research room by those researchers, and from here my nightmare began. Here I had to face the fate of being destroyed 24 hours a day, and at that moment I realized that I had been deceived, and they told me that they had only tried to stabilize me so that they could trick me here.

But the strange thing is that my ability doesn't play any role in this research room, heh, of course, they have a way to know my ability, and naturally they have a way to control my ability, which is also a matter of course.

It's just that there's a particularly strange place.,That's that there's always a girl with a white Ji hairstyle and a middle-aged young woman with a big boobs.,That's at least F, right? Well? Seems to be H? Or G? After all, I couldn't see that much detail with a piece of glass from a distance.

These two people are my managers, and I've forgotten what the two of them looked like, no, maybe I didn't see them at all, because they were just standing by the window and never approaching me, and my ability didn't play any role, maybe it was the two of them who did it.

A year later, I finally learned how to control my abilities and the weaknesses I had after being transformed.

But I know very little about the two of them, because they barely spoke to me, and the only two words they said were the indifferent sentence of the girl with the white haircut when we met for the first time:

"Please take care of us when we meet for the first time, from today onwards, the two of us will be your managers, and from now on your name will be Idonna."

There is also the indifferent sentence of the girl with the white hairstyle when we met for the last time:

"Actually, you were supposed to be called Misaki Ito, but you don't have the right to use that name, so goodbye."

After saying this, the two of them never came back, and the next day I found that my ability could be used normally, so I destroyed the institute and killed all the people in the institute and other artificial monsters, and these summoned gods, monsters, heaven and earth or the universe and powerful destructive power that I had were all taken from those artificial monsters that I killed.

"Nana, dear!"

Misaki Ito? Misaki Ito? Maybe I'm really not qualified to use this name, Saki's Chinese means laughing, Japanese means flower, the two meanings merge into a beautiful flower, people are smiling, this scene is really beautiful and happy, but my hands are already covered with blood I am not qualified to use this name.

"Nana, dear!!"

Misaki Ito, Misaki Ito? That's a great name.

"Nana, it's time to eat, if you don't hurry up, it will be gone (Kujou Kotomi whispered in my ear)."

「Σ(ΟдΟ|||) Dinner? Where is it? Kotomi, where is the meal?"

"(ー_ー) Do you only have food in your heart?"

"You're so rude, what do you mean I only have to eat? I just like to eat, is there anything wrong with liking to eat?"

However, she didn't complain about my feedback, but turned her head to the front and shouted excitedly:

"Okay, let's go eat."

(╬◣д◢) Why did you, a weird-breasted girl, suddenly avoid the topic again? Can't you just complain about me? Cats get angry when they're lonely, you know?

"Huh~? Why aren't you leaving? Aha, I see, you want me to hold your hand, right? Really, you can just say this kind of thing, and I'm happy to do it. (Kotomi)"

(╬◣д◢) Hold your sister's hand! The old lady is not a child! I'd love to say that, but I don't know why I just can't. Maybe it's because I'm embarrassed to say it on the street, or maybe I really want her to lead me.

So I gave her my hand, and she bent down and took my hand.

Σ(ΟдΟ|||) Are you really involved? Are you really going to take my hand and walk? How can we walk holding hands when we are so different in height? Are you bent over? Or am I walking with my arms up? Either way, it's tiring, okay.

Whether you bend over and walk, or I carry my arms to the end, there will be a person who chooses to let go because they are too tired or can't bear to see the other party too tired, although both parties know that the other party does not let go because they hate each other, but they will still feel uncomfortable in their hearts.

Why don't I raise my arms a little higher, and she bend down a little bit, so that the two of us can bear it together?

(╬◣д◢) What are you kidding? The consequences of doing so will be more serious, right? It will definitely turn into a smile on his face, but in his heart is (can you raise your arms a little higher?) The old lady's waist is about to break, you know? Ahh (Can you weird-breasted girl with no IQ bend down a little more?) Do you think it's fun to hold your arms up for so long? Ahh ）

No, no, in order to prevent this from happening, let's quickly find a way to cancel the hand-holding.

"(ー_ー) Forget it, Kotomi, we have too much height difference, and it's too tiring to walk holding hands."

「Σ(ΟдΟ|||) Miscellaneous...... What the? You said you didn't feel like holding hands enough and you still want me to carry you away?"

"I'm sorry, I didn't say anything like that, it's just your paranoia again, stop making trouble, just walk next to each other as usual."

"Well, since you said so, then I'll listen to you, after all, it's really a little inconvenient for us to walk holding hands because of the difference in height between us."

"Well, let's go."

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Her hands are cold, but mine are warm, and maybe that's the difference between me and her.

Each of us had warm hands when we were young, but as our bodies developed, our hands gradually became larger and cooler, so where did the lost temperature go? I think it may have been to the person we want to protect, but it's hard to say if it can reach the other person's heart.

Of course, there are exceptions to everything, and sometimes cold hands are not because of guarding, and warm hands do not mean that they are not guarded. It is important to observe attentively, because the truth and the false in this world are not separated, but they are intertwined for various complex and intricate reasons.

Drag ~ Drag ~ (I'm playing Qinmei's clothes).

"I just noticed that your hands are so cold, do you want me to cover them for you?" (I)"

「Σ(ΟдΟ|||) What did you just say? (Kotomi)"

(╥_╥) What nonsense am I talking about? Why should I cover my hands for this weird-breasted girl?

"No, I didn't say anything."

"Don't pretend, Nana, I heard it, you just said you wanted to help me cover my hands, so please."

"Yes, yes, I know, I know. (not pleased)"

Haven't you heard it already? So why are you pretending not to hear?

(╥_╥) Why am I so weird? Obviously, I want to reject her in my heart, but why can't I say it? Is it because you're embarrassed to say it on the street?

"ねえ,ねえ (na, na) Nana pro, Nana pro (excited)."

"Huh? What's wrong?"

"Your hands are so warm (excited)!"

"Really? If you don't mind, let me cover it for you a little longer."

"Then please (excited)!"

Don't show that disgusting expression in front of me, okay, you pervert? I'd love to say that, but I just can't say it because I'm embarrassed to say it on the street. Or is it because the warmth of her hand is transmitted to the depths of my soul?

ねえ (Na),Kotomi,Actually, you're already very tired in your heart, but why are you pretending to be so happy in front of me? Are you really happy? Or are you pretending to be happy just to make me happy? Can you please not be so nice to me, because I don't know how I can repay you.

So at least let me help you hold your hands a little longer.

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"Alright, the place to eat is here, let's go in (Kotomi)."

Σ(ΟдΟ|||) Eat...... Where to eat? Isn't this a supermarket? You mean to go to the supermarket for a tasting? Are you so sure there must be a tasting event in this supermarket?

"Coming to the supermarket for dinner? Do you mean to go to a tasting event? Are you so sure there must be a tasting event in this supermarket?"

"(ー_ー) Participating in a tasting? What are you thinking? We just went to the supermarket to buy hot pot ingredients and then went home to eat hot pot."

Σ(ΟдΟ|||) Didn't you say it's good to come out and play? How did it become a home to eat hot pot?

"Let me ask you, do you mean not to play? Why don't you just go home after buying the ingredients?"

"yes, yes."

"Okay, then the next question, won't you come out to play after eating hot pot?"

"Of course, it's already afternoon after eating hot pot, and I'm too lazy to go out because I'm too full to eat, so it's almost evening, and it's almost evening, so it's almost evening, so what are you doing when you come out?"

(╬◣д◢) What a joke! Are you funny in your head? Did your Izeni block up all your brain IQ? Didn't you say it to play? Dressed so formally to buy a hot pot ingredient? Seppuku! Give me seppuku immediately to apologize.

(╥_╥) I wanted to yell at her like this, but I just couldn't say it.

"Okay, I see, let's go in and buy the ingredients."

Σ(ΟдΟ|||) Wait, there seems to be a yakwurst over there.

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"Uncle, a grilled sausage."

"Okay, a grilled sausage, give, take it, be careful to burn."

"Thank you."

It looks like it's hot, so you have to bite slowly from the side, and if you bite directly from the top to the bottom, it will only be hot.

"It's more than 100 billion years old, and you're still so naïve and still eating junk food like grilled sausages, really, can you be as mature as me? (Kotomi)"

"O(≧▽≦) Boss O, bring me two grilled sausages (Kotomi)."

(╬◣д◢) Where are you mature? You've bought one more than me, right? Are you only ripe with Izeni? Can't your IQ mature a bit?

"Oh, yes? Am I naïve? You bought two of them yourself, and you're embarrassed to call me naïve?"

"Of course, because mature people like two."

Σ(ΟдΟ|||) How can you say that?

~~~~ (Eyes are instantly empty and expressionless quickly dodge) ~~~

"What do you mean by that look? What does it mean to hide me so far all of a sudden?"

"Stay away from me, I don't know you pervert."

"Don't say such things, Nana, I'll be sad."

"Warning you not to come, take one step further and I'll call the police."

Looking at me who hid her away, Kotomi seemed to really start to get sad.

You look like a weird-breasted woman, but don't try to fool me.

"そぅが,そういうことか (That's it.,That's it.),I'm sorry.,I'm sorry Nana.,I'm sorry for you.,I'm really sorry.,I'm not qualified to be your friend.,If you can be happy, then I'm willing to leave you.,As long as you can be happy.,As long as ~if you can be happy~.。 Thank you Nana, I was very happy with you, so, goodbye, it's really annoying, I finally don't have to see you again, but why do I feel so sad?"

Violin...... Kotomi, what's going on with that expression on your face? It's true...... Am I really wrong?

Oh, yes! It's your fault! You're the one who killed me! Hurry up and die, you disgusting youkai! Hurry up and die!! (Mei Zuhe)

You disgusting youkai have killed so many people and still have the face to enjoy happiness? Scold! Why don't you die? You know how many people get happiness when you die? For the sake of those people's happiness, can you please hurry up and die? (Ninety-third personality)

[(1) Why did you kill me?] I'm not wrong at all, why did you kill me? Answer me! Answer me! Die! Die!! ……。

(2) Die! Die, you monster!

(3) It is because of you that we will die! Give me back your life!

(4) What the hell am I doing wrong? You tell me! What the hell am I doing wrong!! Why did you kill me!!

…… (The wraiths I killed with my own hands)]

See for yourself, there are so many people who want you to die, do you still have the face to live? (Ninety-third personality)

Hey, hey, hey, hey...... The woman standing over there is your friend, right? Hey, hey, hey, seeing that you're in such pain, do you want me to help you kill her? Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, ....... (Fourth Personality)

Huh? You killed her? Wasn't it up to me to kill her? (16th personality)

Really, can you be quieter? Isn't it up to me to kill her? Nana, don't worry, I will definitely protect you. (Seventh Personality)

Shut up, Nana, she's your friend, are you really going to kill her? (Twelfth Personality)

You guys are so long-winded, can't you just kill all the people here? (19th personality)

I don't want to say superfluous words, but you have to think it through yourself. (Eighth Personality)

Ahh (Thirty-second personality)

I'm sorry, but I'm thinking the same as the thirty-second personality, and whoever dares to hurt that woman will be wiped out first. (46th personality)

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Which bastard said he was going to hurt my Kotomi-chan? Stand up for me!! (Box 61)

"Nana !!"

……

"Nana !!"

If you're tired, give me your body, and I'll wipe it all out for you. (Sixth Personality)

"Nana !!"

"Nana !!"

"Smack!!!!

ぁれ (ahhhhh So, am I being confused by other personalities again?

Although I know that your expression is pretended.,But I don't know why I'm just so afraid of you showing that expression.,Even if it's pretended, it makes me so scared.,Kotomi.,I'm so scared.,I'm so scared.,I don't want to lose it anymore.,I'm sorry.,I'm really sorry.,I'm worried about you again.,ねえ (Na),Kotomi,How should I repay you? I've been causing trouble to the people around me, should I be better off dying?

"Can you do it lightly, you idiot? It hurts, you know? (I)"

"Oh? You're awake, aren't you? I'm sorry, but I can't do that."

"Is that so, well, it's not bad (me)."

"Stop talking, go and wash your face, it's already bleeding, really, did you take the medicine I gave you to restore your expression on time?"

「Σ(ΟдΟ|||) Seven...... Seven orifice bleeding? Kotomi, lend me your little mirror."

"Here, take it."

Σ(ΟдΟ|||) It was really bleeding from seven orifices.

"Kotomi! Where is the water? Where is the water? Where is the water?"

"What's the matter, there's a bathroom over there."

"Okay, then you wait for me, I'll be back shortly."

"Let's go together, I just want to go too."

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(On the way to the supermarket after washing...... ）

(ー_ー) finally washed, anyway, let's deal with it temporarily, go back and take a shower, my eyes hurt so much, because the hair is white, so some of the blood stains that have not been washed off are still a little obvious in the hair.

(ー_ー) white hair is so tired~, why don't you dye your hair black? But I hate dyeing my hair, what should I do? This question is so troublesome.

"Nana, did you take the expressive medicine I asked Qing Shui to bring back to you on time?"

"(ー_ー) Well, you're so tired of medicine."

"Tired of medicine? You straighten my tongue and speak well."

"Okay, actually, I tried it after Qing Shui took the medicine back a week ago, and it worked for the first three days, but then it didn't work anymore, and the expression only returned to this state, and if the expression amplitude was too large, there would be bleeding from the seven orifices."

"Looks like what I feared is still happening, I'm sorry I didn't succeed in helping you get your expression back. (Kotomi)"

"It's okay, it's okay, it's enough to recover to this extent, after all, you've done your best, and I'm already very happy that you're so busy and can come and visit me, thank you so much."

"Also, I'm really sorry for what happened just now, I was joking too much, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry for Kotomi."

"It's okay, it's okay, after all, I'm also at fault, if I hadn't pretended to be sad at the time, you wouldn't have been devoured by other personalities, I'm really sorry, I should have been joking too much."

You were actually excited when I was confused by other personalities, right? Otherwise, you'd have been slapped in the face, haven't you? Hawkers,After all, we're all shaking S.,Whether it's me or you.,When we encounter that situation, we won't let go of this wonderful research material in front of us, right?

After all, you were invited by Qing Shui to investigate my health, so I just turned a blind eye and forgot it, and besides, I don't have the right to blame you, do I?

If you are willing to help me, that is your kindness and kindness, and if you are not willing to help me, that is your right.

It's just your kindness that helps me, it's not your responsibility, and if I blame you, then wouldn't I be a moral kidnapping? I'm a monster, but at least I'm not a waste who doesn't tell right and wrong, and only morally kidnaps.

Besides, it doesn't matter if you didn't help me get rid of the personality confusion at that time, after all, I already knew that sooner or later I would be completely devoured by the Killing Personality, and in order to prevent this from happening, I had already created hundreds of rational personalities for myself to compete with the Killing Personality. Although there are more than 30 kinds of killer personalities, there are hundreds of rational personalities, so I haven't been able to be controlled by the killer personality so easily.

But even then I am afraid, I am afraid that you will one day die in front of my eyes, I am afraid that I have not protected you, I am afraid that I will lose you.

"ねえ (Na), Kotomi."

"Huh? What's wrong?"

"Can I lie on your back for a while?"

"Really? Are you still scared? (Kotomi)"

"I don't know. (I)"

"Then come up. (smiling)"

And so I hid on Kotomi's back, and her back was warm, warm, as if all my resentment and insecurities were about to melt, and so on, as if it was warmer in my arms, huh? Forget it, I don't want to see her pair of dysfunctional Izuni.

"Kotomi, are you~ already tired?"

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"Huh? What did you just say? (I)"

"It's nothing, I just said I don't know these words. Can you use the words I don't know, so I can't use them? (Kotomi)"

"(ー_ー) Okay."

Kotomi, in fact, even if you don't want to answer, I can guess what you just said, after all, we are very similar, how could I not know your pain? Oh, I really hope that one day you can open your heart and really smile from the bottom of your heart, what will you look like when you really smile? It must be prettier, right? Every time I think of you really smiling, I feel so happy.

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"Oops~,いた (pain)~"

"(╬◣д◢) What are you doing knocking on my head all of a sudden?"

"The supermarket has arrived, how long are you going to sleep on my back?"

"(╬◣д◢) You can just call me for this kind of thing, what are you doing knocking me on the head?"

"You've slept on my back for so long, I don't think it's too much to knock you on the head, right? Everything has a price, and shouldn't you pay a price when you sleep on my back?"

"(╬◣д◢) Is there such a way as you can ask for the price? Won't you tell me in advance before knocking and let me prepare?"

"Otherwise, you can give me your original pang ci (Kotomi's voice) in my ear."

"(╬◣д◢) Don't avoid the topic! I've always been ......!"

Σ(ΟдΟ|||) I was scared to death, and I almost shouted the phrase not wearing パンツ (pang ci) at the door of the supermarket.

"Huh? パンツ (pang ci) What have you ever been? (excited)"

"(╬◣д◢)パンツ (pang ci) I've always worn it! I wear it! I wear it! Go in and buy the ingredients! I don't want to pay attention to you!"

(╥_╥) I almost shouted out if I didn't wear パンツ (pang ci), and I'm scared when I think about it, Kotomi, you bastard!

"O(≧▽≦) O Nana, are we going to choose the ingredients together or separately?"

~~~~~ (instant expressionless dodge) ~~~~~

"Separated, must be separated, it's dangerous to shop with you, I don't know why, but I just feel a danger approaching me."

"(╥_╥) You've changed, you've become indifferent to me, I'm sad. (Kotomi)"

~~~~~ (while this weird-breasted woman didn't pay attention and ran away quickly) ~~~~~

「Σ(ΟдΟ|||) Nana, where have you been?"

I'm sorry, but the same type of move can only be used once, and the second time it doesn't work for me, and I didn't even see your face this time and ran away, so I'll see what you do. You pretend, you continue to pretend, you pretend slowly, I'll go first.

O(≧▽≦)O buy ingredients ~ buy ingredients.

"O(≧▽≦) O Nana, take a look, there's a pang ci selling here, come here."

Σ(ΟдΟ|||) When did this weird-breasted girl find me? No, run.

Ingredients ~ Ingredients ~

Aha, found beef~

Uh-huh, it looks like it's delicious, okay, take it away.

What's next?

Σ(ΟдΟ|||) I found the shrimp so quickly, okay, take it away.

Ingredients ~ ingredients

I almost forgot, ham meat can not be less, well, also take away.

Well? How does it feel as if something has suddenly flown into the shopping basket?

"Perfect! Ten points (Kotomi)."

"(╬◣д◢) What are you bastard up to? What did you throw in my basket?"

"O(≧▽≦)O, don't you just know by looking at it?"

Σ(ΟдΟ|||) This is, carrots?

"(╬◣д◢) I don't like to eat carrots, what are you doing throwing carrots in my shopping basket?"

"It's not good for your health to always eat meat, so eat more vegetables, and you haven't noticed?"

"Huh? Found? What did you find?"

"O(≧▽≦)O, didn't you notice that the carrot resembles Little Tintin?"

"(╬◣д◢)stop! It's public! Pay attention to the words you say! (I)"

"O(≧▽≦)Ohahahahahaha...... Run fast (Kotomi)."

(╬◣д◢) Really, this weird-breasted woman's perverted syndrome is committed again, can't she be quiet and normal?

But why do I feel so relieved? So happy? Oh, I'm weird.

Forget it, don't think about it, let's continue to choose ingredients.

Hmm~ Tofu? Needless to say, this must be taken away.

Kelp? It seems that I don't hate kelp very much, okay, take it too.

Okay, what's next? Well? Anyway, let's take a look around.

O(≧▽≦) O choose ingredients ~ choose ingredients ~ choose ...... Σ(ΟдΟ|||)。

"O(≧▽≦) O, Nana, I'm back again."

Σ(ΟдΟ|||) Why did this weird-breasted girl suddenly appear again? And this time, it suddenly appeared from behind me.

Well? How I felt like my shopping basket had been thrown into something by her again.

"(╬◣д◢) What did you throw in my shopping basket?"

"O(≧▽≦)O: Really, didn't I already say it? Won't you see for yourself?"

Suffered, why is there an ominous premonition?

Σ(ΟдΟ|||) This...... This is パン...... パンツ（pang…… pang ci）？

Σ(ΟдΟ|||) Bunny !!

Σ(ΟдΟ|||) Blue & White Striped !!

Σ(ΟдΟ|||) Little bear!!!

Σ(ΟдΟ|||) Even white lace styles are available?

Σ(ΟдΟ|||) I actually bought two of the four パンツ (pang ci) each?

(╬◣д◢) this bastard!!

"(╬◣д◢) You bastard......!"

Σ(ΟдΟ|||) What about people? Where did the people go?

(╬◣д◢) You bastard! Don't let me see you again.

"Mmmmmm......mm (Kotomi's voice behind her)."

(╬◣д◢) Are you bastard behind me?

"(╬◣д◢) Kotomi! You bastard......

Σ(ΟдΟ|||) Why is there still no one? She escaped again?

Looking at the pang ci in the shopping basket makes me angry, but I am angry and happy at the same time.

Oh, Kotomi, it seems that I was wrong, so you laughed from the bottom of your heart.

It turns out that only when you can laugh freely and happily can you be happy, but it seems that I am the one who didn't let go of my heart. Although I am very unwilling, it seems that you still won.

I can't laugh out loud anymore, but being able to see you laughing like a child makes me feel happy, happy, and able to smile from the bottom of my heart, and I want to keep you and your smile alive if I can.

Oh,やれやれ (呀呀呀呀充),It seems that I should send you a piece of my own original パンツ (pang ci)?

It seems that I should try to wear the パンツ (pang ci) you bought?

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"O(≧▽≦) O, Nana, I'm back again, how did you choose the ingredients? Did you miss me?"

"Bunny, bear, blue and white stripes, white lace, which one do you want?" (I)"

「Σ(ΟдΟ|||) What did you just say? (Kotomi)"

"Didn't you hear clearly? If you don't hear clearly, I'll say it again, blue and white stripes, bears, bunnies, white lace, which one do you want?"

「Σ(ΟдΟ|||) You actually agreed? Nana, do you have a fever? Tell me if you're feeling sick?"

With that, she grabbed my arm and pressed her forehead against mine.

For her behavior, I threw my head back and slammed it directly into her forehead.

"What are you doing, Nana? It hurts."

"(╬◣д◢) Don't put your face so close to you idiot! Just ask if you want it? If you don't want it, forget it!"

"O(≧▽≦)O, can you have one for each style?"

"yes, yes."

「Σ(ΟдΟ|||) You actually agreed? If I had known, I would have bought a few more styles."

"Hey, don't go too far. (I)"

"O(≧▽≦) Oyesyes, I know, I know my Ito-sama."

"Don't giggle, how did you choose the ingredients?"

"I've already finished choosing the O (≧▽≦) O ingredients, so it's time to add the original pang ci style."

"(╬◣д◢) said don't go too far."

"O(≧▽≦) Oyesyes, I know, let's go home."

"Well, we went home together. (smiling)"

"Well, let's go home together, Nana kiss (smile)."

Eat meat ~ eat meat ~ hot pot ~ hot pot ~ hahahaha......hahaha

[『パンツ(pang ci)~パンツ(pang ci)~Nana's original taste パンツ(pang ci)~Four styles of original flavorパンツ(pang ci)~Hahahahahahaha......。 (Kotomi's inner thoughts)]

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(On the way home...... ）

"Nana, there seems to be a white kitten over there."

"What do you call it a white cat, a black cat, a colorful cat?"

"(ー_ー) But it looks like it's hurt."

"What do you care if it's hurt or not? Do you want to take that injured cat back to be used as experimental material? You're cruel enough to want to take a wounded cat back and have it dissected?"

"(ー_ー) Don't say it again, I'm not that cruel, I guess you want to dissect it, right? Anyway, let's go and have a look."

"Oh, really? I'm sorry, but I can't guarantee that I won't dissect it when I see it up close."

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"It really hurts. (Kotomi)"

"Then get out of the way, let me dissect it and take it back to add food to the hot pot. (I)"

"(ー_ー) Do you really have the heart to do it? Why don't I take care of its wounds and take it home and raise it?"

"I'm sorry, I don't."

"Don't say it, you can hold it first."

After saying this, Kotomi put the cat on my chest and let go of my hand, and I could only hold it suddenly out of reflex.

"Look, you don't hate it, your reflex proves it, if you really hated it, then it would have fallen to the ground, wouldn't it?"

Yes, in fact, I don't really hate it, in fact, I like cats very much, I seem to hate it because it is dirty, and in my eyes the world is not wrong, maybe the world is really wrong, then the most serious fault is the wayward us, that is to say, the cat became like this because it made a mistake, since it is a sin cat, then why should I help it?

Maybe it wasn't a sin cat, but a poor and innocent cat, but it didn't ask me for help, and since it didn't ask me for help, why should I be nosy?

In the past, I was nosy to help the weak, but in the end, I was ridiculed by the weak, so why should I humiliate myself to help the weak?

God has given mercy to the world, but the selfish, willful, and insatiable human beings not only do not know how to thank God, but have intensified their efforts to challenge God's majesty. In the end, the merciful God is tired, and he doesn't want to help anyone anymore, so there is no God in this world, so don't bother the tired God anymore, God doesn't want to help anyone anymore, only we can help us.

So I hate helping others, and I hate being helped, unless I volunteer to do so, or my principles won't change.

Farewell, then, poor and innocent cat, and beg for yourselves.

But then again, you didn't struggle in my arms, and you didn't ask me for help, so I appreciate your courage, and if you die one day, I will find your body wherever it is and give you a good burial.

And just like that, I put the cat down.

"Kotomi, let's go."

"Don't you care about the cat?"

"Yes, no matter, let's go, let it fend for itself."

Just like that, Kotomi and I left the cat and headed home.

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"Kotomi, what would happen to the cat if no one took care of it?"

"Well~ It's hard to say this question, maybe you will starve to death and freeze to death, or be eaten by other animals, of course, you may also be captured and eaten by humans or be captured and euthanized, in short, it is a dead end."

"Oh, let's go, then."

"Are you going in the wrong direction? Home is over here."

"That's right, I'm going to take that cat home."

"やれやれ (呀呀呀), you're really a tsundere, wouldn't it be good if you said this sentence from the beginning? (smiling)"

Yes, I changed my mind, and the reason I changed my mind was because the cat was pathetic? Or is it similar to the one I used to be? Or did I realize I was wrong? I don't know, I don't know the reason, I just don't want to see it die in such a painful and desolate and lonely way, so I want to give it a chance, no, I want to give myself a chance. Yes, give yourself a chance, a chance to make up for the mistakes you have made.

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Meow~ I'm back, are you still there?

Σ(ΟдΟ|||) It's still there.

Great, I was relieved to see that the cat was still there, heh, I was really strange, I was very indifferent to it at first, but now I am very worried about it, and even afraid that it will die.

"Do you want me to take care of its wound first?"

"No need for Kotomi-chan, but is there a pool around here?"

"Huh? Pool? What do you want to do?"

"Of course, it's to help it take a bath, otherwise how can it be hugged if it's so dirty?"

「Σ(ΟдΟ|||) Wash...... Bathe? You mean to find a random pool around here and bathe it?"

"yes."

"It's almost November weather, and its wound hasn't been healed yet, so you dare to find a pool for it to bathe in such an environment? Can't you just find a cardboard box and put it in it, take it home and bathe it?"

"I'm sorry, I'm not that kind, if it dies because of this, then I can only blame it for not having the right to happiness, although I said I wanted to help it, but I don't want to spoil it like a waste cat who doesn't know the height of the sky, you have to understand my hard work as a parent."

"(ー_ー) You don't even bother to throw the leftover tea in the trash, and you're embarrassed to say such a thing?"

(╬◣д◢) Can you bastard not mention that incident? I'm not lazy, it's a protest against you, it's a silent protest against you.

"Can we not mention the leftover tea leaves? And I treat it this way so that it may remember the favor of its master, and let it know that it is the kindness of others and not the duty of others to give it happiness."

"Can you throw the leftover tea leaves in the trash? (Kotomi)"

"No one will cherish the happiness that is easy to get, so I have to give it pain. If I don't, then it will grow into a selfish, willful, greedy, and only carried away cat. If it grows into a cat like that one day, then it will definitely be killed by me. So that it won't be killed by me, so I have to be strict with it."

"Can you throw the leftover tea leaves in the trash? (Kotomi)"

"(╬◣д◢) Can you not always mention the matter of throwing away leftover tea?"

"O(≧▽≦)O, then let's mention the fact that you, Izuni, are always a washboard?"

"(╬◣д◢) Don't talk about washboards in front of me! Believe it or not, I slashed you with a knife!"

"Can you throw the leftover tea leaves in the trash? (Kotomi)"

"(╬◣д◢) You don't play, okay? Hurry up and find a pool to help him bathe and go home."

"You're always a washboard."

"(╬◣д◢) A strange-breasted girl with a mutated body!"

"You're always a washboard."

"(╬◣д◢) IQ show funny pervert!"

"You're always a washboard."

"(╬◣д◢) You bastard, stand up for me, I'm going to slash you idiot!"

However, Kotomi quickly stepped back some distance.

"O(≧▽≦) O ghost will stand there for you and slash my washboard."

After saying that, Kotomi turned around and ran away......

I ran after her.

(Schematic diagram of the scene)

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~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I (╬◣д◢) ~~~~~~~~~~ Kotomi O (≧▽≦) O ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

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(╥_╥) No, I can't catch up with that bastard of the weird-breasted girl, and I don't dare to run too fast holding my little meow.

Σ(ΟдΟ|||) There seems to be a pool over there.

O(≧▽≦)O don't care about that weird-breasted girl.,Go bathe my little meow first.。

"O(≧▽≦)O~la~la~dear little meow~ From now on, your master will be my Nana~ I am your lovely Nana-sama~."

"O(≧▽≦) O, now your lovely Nana-sama is going to let you take a bath~ First throw you into the water ......."

"'Smack!! 」

"いた (pain)~"

"(╥_╥) I'm sorry Little Meow, your cute Nana-sama seems to have been hit by someone else, you wait a minute, I'll come back right away and continue to bathe you."

"(╬◣д◢) Who? Which bastard just hit me on the head?"

"Yo, Nana, what are you doing? (Kind smile)"

Σ(ΟдΟ|||) When did this weird-breasted girl come back? What did her terrifying expression mean? Have I offended her? Didn't you just chase her for a few laps? Is there such a big feud? Do you need to show that terrifying expression?

"(╬◣д◢) You're blind! Don't you see I'm bathing my little meow?"

"Oh, how did you bathe it?"

"(╬◣д◢) Nonsense! Throw it into the pool, of course!"

"'Smack~!!』 」

いた (pain) ~~~

"(╬◣д◢) What are you bastards doing on my head again? Believe it or not, I slashed you with a knife? (I)"

"(╬◣д◢) Did you bathe a cat like that? Throwing a cat straight into the pool? Believe it or not, I threw you straight into the pool? (Kotomi)"

Σ(ΟдΟ|||) This bastard actually said he was going to throw me in the pool?

"(╥_╥) Kotomi-chan, you've changed, you've become impure, you actually threw me in the pool for a cat, where did the friendship we said go?"

"(╬◣д◢)Huh? Am I changing? Am I changing? Didn't you just say you were going to slash me?"

Σ(ΟдΟ|||) しまった (Oops),Kotomi she seems to be really starting to get angry.,What to do! What to do! What to do! What to do!

Or pretend to coax her?

(╬◣д◢) What are you kidding? That kind of thing can't be done by the old lady at all!

(╥_╥)What to do! What to do! What to do!

(╥_╥) Anyway, let's apologize first.

"I'm sorry Kotomi-chan, it was me who was wrong, I apologize to you, I'm sorry."

"Since you apologize, then I'll forgive you, after all, I'm not really angry."

Σ(ΟдΟ|||) Forgive me directly? You're reversing too fast, aren't you?

"Thank you very much, then I'll go ahead and bathe the cat."

"(╬◣д◢) Come back! Take it home first and then bathe it! (Kotomi)"

"(╬◣д◢) I don't want it! I'm going to bathe it here! I'm going to make it painful! Make it a useful cat! You can't stop me!"

After saying that, I threw my little meow directly into the pool, but .......

"(╬◣д◢) You little Bichi really dare to throw it down?"

"(╬◣д◢) said you can't stop me! (I)"

"(╬◣д◢) Since you threw it down, you can follow it into the pool too!"

Then the weird-breasted woman picked me up.

"(╬◣д◢) Let go of me, you bastard! If you dare to throw me down, I'll slash you!"

"'Puff !!' 」

(╥_╥) The pool water is so cold! It's so cool! It's painful!

"(╬◣д◢) You bastard really dare to throw me straight into the pool? You wait! I'm going to slash you right now!"

"Okay, now you can bathe it."

"(╬◣д◢) Wash your sister! I'm going to slash you idiot right now! It's almost November, do you think it's fun to be in the water?"

"Then please Nana bathe the cat, and you won't be allowed to come up until you finish washing." (Kind smile)"

"(╬◣д◢) I don't want it! I'm going to slash you bastard right now!"

"Oh, then you can come and try it."

"(╬◣д◢) you...... You bastard remembered me! I'll definitely kill you after giving my little meow a bath!"

"Don't say it, let's get to work."

"(╥_╥) My cute little meow, your cute Nana-sama has been bullied by that weird-breasted girl, don't worry, I'll definitely chop that bastard later."

"La~la~la~ Bathe Xiao Meow ~ Wash the tail and paws ~ Pluck the feathers after washing the paws ~ Make cat meat hot pot after plucking the hair ~ "

"(╬◣д◢) Don't hum strange songs! After washing your paws, pluck your hair and do what you want to do! (Kotomi)"

"(╬◣д◢) What's wrong with humming when I give my little meow a bath? Shouldn't you pluck the hair first when making cat meat hot pot?"

"(╬◣д◢) Don't you want to come up? (Kotomi)"

"(╥_╥) Little Meow, did you hear that? That perverted weird-breasted girl is bullying your lovely Nana-sama again."

"Meow~~~"

Σ(ΟдΟ|||) It's been so long and finally called a meow~?

"(╥_╥) Little meow, do you finally understand my painstaking efforts?"

"Meow~~~Meow~~~"

"(╥_╥) You're so cute, not as cold-blooded as that weird-breasted girl who threw me straight into the pool in the almost November weather. Don't worry, I'll give you more food when I get home."

"Meow~"

"Meow~(me)."

"(╬◣д◢) Don't learn to meow! Hurry up and get to work! Don't you want to come up! (Kotomi)"

"(╬◣д◢) Is it wrong for me to learn how to meow? Are you shaking S perverted syndrome again?"

"(╥_╥) Little Meow, that weird-breasted girl's perverted syndrome is again, let's ignore her."

"But then again, Little Meow, isn't your wound painful? I'm really sorry, I don't want to treat you like this, I'm just scared."

"I'm afraid you'll grow up to be a cat that doesn't understand the rules, selfish, willful, greedy, and will only get carried away, if you grow up to be that cat one day, then I will definitely kill you with my own hands, you were brought back by me and raised with my own hands, how can I not be in pain when I kill you?"

"I was afraid that one day I would kill you with my own hands, so I abandoned you at first, but then I was scared when I heard Kotomi say that you would be killed by other animals or humans, yes, I was scared, maybe you were a sin cat, maybe you were a poor and innocent cat, but wouldn't it be too pitiful to die without even a day of happiness?"

"So I want to give you a chance, to give you a home, maybe that home may have more rules, but I won't let anyone hurt you anymore, maybe that home may be boring, but I won't let you be scared anymore. Learn to smile, because happiness ~ is all around us (smile)."

"I wish you could live to the moment you die of old age, because killing you with my own hands is really painful for me."

"ねえ (Na) Little Meow, can you feel all this pain and painstaking of mine?"

"Meow~"

"そぅが (yes),Maybe it's really me wrong.,I'm sorry little meow.,I'll try to believe you.,And ~ try to believe in myself.。

"Meow~"

"Heh, it seems, it's really me wrong, I'm sorry little meow, you bite me as a punishment, the harder you bite, the better, this is also my punishment for myself."

"『Lick~Lick~Lick~......』

"Didn't you let you bite me, you stupid cat? What are you licking me for? Don't you hate me? I have left you behind, and I may kill you with my own hands in the future, don't you really hate me?"

"Meow~."

"そぅが (yes), then let's go home, although I really want to give you a warm embrace, but my clothes are already wet, I'm really sorry, I hope you don't mind."

"Meow~."

"(ー_ー) Why is your voice so thin? Could it be~?"

Σ(ΟдΟ|||) Well~? This is .......

"Kotomi-chan, look and see, this cat doesn't have a little dingding."

"(ー_ー) Why do you care so much if it has a little dingding?"

"(¬_¬) The treatment of having a little Ding Ding is different from that of not having a little Ding Ding, if it dares to have a little Ding Ding, I will cut off its little Ding Ding and throw it away, and then cut it alive one by one to add food to the hot pot."

"(ー_ー) Luckily, it's a female cat, and she's lucky."

"Don't talk nonsense, hurry up and lend me your coat, my clothes are wet, I haven't settled accounts with you about throwing me into the pool just now, if my little meow catches a cold, be careful I split you."

"(ー_ー) It's you who are looking for me to make small talk and don't talk about serious things directly, are you embarrassed to blame me? You're really headstrong."

"(╬◣д◢) Don't say it, can you hurry up? It's almost November, and you think it's a joke?"

"Yes, yes, yes, I know, I know, I can't lend you a coat, but I brought a few extra clothes when I came out, would you?"

"Please, can you hurry up?"

"I'm sorry, I refuse, unless you bow your head ninety degrees and say, "Kujo-sama, please lend me your clothes." 」

"Don't make a fuss, okay? It's almost November, and the weather isn't a joke."

"You have to bow your head at 90 degrees and say, 'Kujo-sama, please lend me your clothes,' or there is no negotiation."

(╬◣д◢) You bastard.

"O(≧▽≦)O: Do you say it or not? If you don't say it, I won't lend you clothes."

(╬◣д◢) You ......, for the sake of my little meow's face, I'll let you go first, otherwise I really want to split you bastard right now.

"Kujo-sama, please lend me your clothes. Ahh (bows 90 degrees with his head down)"

"Did you just add one? Am I really borrowing your clothes with this attitude? Forget it, I don't care about you, I'll go back first."

(╬◣д◢) you ...... I.

"I'm sorry Kujo-sama, but please forgive me for being rude, and please lend me your clothes. (bows 90 degrees with his head down)"

"O(≧▽≦)O, really, wouldn't you have said that earlier? Okay, I'll lend you clothes."

Then Kotomi took out a small dimensional leather bag for stuffing, took out the clothes, and handed them to me.

Σ(ΟдΟ|||) Isn't that my clothes?

"(╬◣д◢) You brought my clothes out when you came out? What do you want to do with my clothes?"

"Before answering your question, can you answer me first, why do you have clothes in your house that fit my size? (smiling)"

I don't know how to answer her with her sudden question and sudden smile, no, maybe she doesn't know how to answer my question either, right?

But ~ that's enough (smile).

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"Thank you Kotomi, I'm going to change my clothes, and I'll ask you to help him take care of his wounds."

After changing my clothes like this, Kotomi and Meow and I left the place and walked in the direction of home, but the only downside was that Kotomi and I had been floating in the air since the time we came out of the supermarket after buying the ingredients.

"Kotomi-chan, do you feel like the hot pot is missing an ingredient? Shall we add a meal to the hot pot?"

"Uh-huh, I also feel as if there is still an ingredient missing, then~, the waning moon flurry!"

As Kotomi suddenly swung her sword into the sky, the sky where she was hit split open and a human figure fell from mid-air.

Oh, so did you make the enchantment disguise the color of the sky and hide inside? It's good, it's good, it's just a pity that you're wasting your efforts.

"Okay, now the ingredients for the hot pot are ready. (Kind smile) (Kotomi)"

"Oops, I was actually discovered, I thought I was hiding it well, but since that's the case, there's no way, the space transforms the enchantment, and the !! open."

(End of this story)

The next episode is teased: "We all came to this world as emotionless weapons, but do we really want to be weapons?"

"There are also different types of weapons, one is the Guardian Blade and the other is the Destruction Blade, not to mention that we have no idea what kind of feelings our makers have created for us."

Next Word: Blocking the heart just because I don't want to be hurt anymore and don't want to be afraid anymore (3)