Seal your heart just because you don't want to be hurt anymore and don't want to be afraid anymore (1)

(This story is purely fictional and has nothing to do with any real people, groups, events, etc.)

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[Because we are afraid of losing, we choose to close our hearts, we hate to let others into our lives, and we hate to let others into other people's lives. We hate being involved with other people, not because we are cold, but because we don't want to be hurt anymore, we don't want to be scared anymore, we don't want to be miserable anymore. 】

(7:25 a.m....... ）

"いってきます (I'm out) (half bowing) (clear water)."

"うん,みちにきをつけて (Well, stay safe on the road) (I)."

After Shimizu went out, I went back to bed and continued to sleep.

それではみなさん,おやすみ (Good night, everyone).

Ah~~~Woo~~~( ̄_ ̄).

Well? You say it's morning now? Well, don't care about these details, sleep is regardless of time period, and sleeping when you are sleepy is the truth.

それではみなさん (then everyone), I'm going to sleep, bye-bye.

Ah~~~woo~~~ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.......

"'Knock-knock-knock......." 」

Well? Seems to be knocking on the door?

Ah~~~Woo~~~(っ_-)

Qing Shui, didn't he just go out? Coming back so soon? It doesn't seem right, doesn't Qingshui have a key? There's no need to knock on the door, maybe he forgot the key? Isn't that right, isn't there a doorbell? Why is he knocking on the door so loudly? Uh-huh, it can be seen that the person outside the door is not Qing Shui, okay, continue to sleep. Ah~~~Woo~~~ZZZZZZZZZ...... （￣﹏￣）。

"'Knock knock...... 」

Okay, okay, don't knock on the door again, there's no one in this house, you go quickly, don't disturb my sleep anymore ( ̄_ ̄).

"Waning Moon Flurry Slash!"

Huh? The waning moon slashes? What the hell is the waning moon flurry? I always feel like I've heard it somewhere.

The waning moon is still dancing and slashing, why don't you say that I want to destroy you on behalf of the moon?

The waning moon is still in the waning moon, where is the lethality of your moon when it is disabled? Moon? Still waning moon? Come back when you're full moon (っ_-).

Okay, go back to sleep.

Σ(ОдО|||) Wait a minute! Wait a minute! Isn't the waning moon dancing slash the trick of that weird-breasted girl Kujo Kotomi? It's suffering, and it's in trouble.

With a loud bang, the door of my house was gloriously sacrificed to protect this home......

When I went downstairs, I saw the door that was beaten by the strange-breasted woman, and I felt sorry for it.

My dear Menmen, you have worked hard, you can leave with confidence. Don't worry, I will definitely get justice for you, and I hope you can be happy in heaven, ah~ door.

"Hey, what are you doing with this weird-breasted girl with an IQ above Izeni? My door is expensive, you know?"

"Aha, hahahahaha...... I'm sorry, I'm sorry Nana, because I knocked on the door for a long time and no one answered, so I'm worried about the gas leak at home? It's a big deal that the gas leaked.,It doesn't matter if I'm poisoned.,But Nana's original flavor パンツ (pang ci) can't be harmed.,So in order to protect Nana's original flavor パンツ (pang ci) I had to break in.。 Anyway, did your original taste (pang ci) get hurt?"

"だまれこのへんたい (Shut up, you pervert)! Is your brain gas? Did you grow up gas-sucking? Why aren't you worried about me, but worried about my pang ci?"

"O(≧▽≦) O don't be angry, Nana's original taste (pang ci) is justice! Even if it is bent, it can be capitalized! When Nana's justice is hurt, I will definitely show up on time. Don't talk about that yet, tell me if your original pang ci is hurt?"

"Hurt by your sister! I never wear pang ci, and I don't have gas in my house, and there are no gas leaks."

「Σ(ОдО|||) Miscellaneous...... What the? Nana pro doesn't even wear パンツ (pang ci)? しまった (Oops)! Miscalculated. Every day I fantasize about what Nana's original pang ci looks like, what does it taste like, what does it taste like, and what is the blue and white stripes? Or is it a bear? Or a bunny?"

"And yet you told me you never wore pang ci! It's cruel, you're cruel, you give me back all the brain cells I lost!"

"Shut up, you pervert! You'd better all of your useless brain cells die! Don't talk nonsense! Give me back the door to my house! Right now! Immediately! Right away! Give it back to me!"

"Let me pay for it? You hand over the original pang ci first, or you won't be negotiable."

"Oh? Is it? (I)"

"Hey, yourry? There are perverted break-ins and robberies. (I)"

"Do you think I'm going to be afraid of the police? (Kotomi)"

"I don't know, but you'll be in jail for years when the police come. So, what are you going to do?"

"If you choose to plead guilty, then you will go to jail for several years, and if you refuse to admit your guilt, then I will provide the police with evidence of your burglary, and it is only a matter of time before you go to jail."

"If you kill those cops, then I'll report the fact that you're a monster to the police, and then you'll be wanted, and then I'll be able to kill you justifiably. What do you think? Would you like to give it a try? Of course, you can also choose to kill me now or tell the police that I am a monster. But it's up to you to have that ability."

"That...... That, Nana dear, can you not be angry yet? Calm down and we'll have a good talk."

"Huh? Am I angry? I've been talking to you with a blank face, where do you tell I'm angry? If you don't like it, I can talk to you with a smile, but the result is the same, lose money, lose money, lose money."

"(ー_ー) This has nothing to do with expressions, does it? Really, okay, okay, I'm afraid of you, let's say, how much is your door worth? I'll just pay you."

"Hello customer, it's 12 million yen in total. Would you rather give cash or credit card?"

"(╬◣д◢)ふざけるな(What a joke)! What's the value of your door? It's only 6 million yen at most! You black-bellied little Bichi want to pit me, don't you?"

"だまれこのへんたい (Shut up, you pervert)! I have to kick the door twice every morning when I get up, after lunch, and before going to bed at night. So 6 million yen is the cost of the loss, and the remaining 6 million yen is my mental damage. Wait, it seems that there is also a mental damage fee for Menmen, so it should not be 12 million yen but 18 million yen."

"(ー_ー) How do I feel like I'm saving that unfortunate door? Kicked by you every day, that door is miserable."

"Less nonsense! Hurry up and lose money! 18 million yen! Not a penny less! If you don't give me money, I'll call the police!"

"Yes, yes, I know, I'll pay you. You're a little Biike, 18 million yen, aren't you? But I didn't bring cash or a card, so can I give you a check?"

"Absolutely. Well? Wait, you said yes so quickly? Are you trying to fool me with a little trick? You can't give me a blank check, right?"

"(ー_ー) Rest assured, I have at least nine-figure deposits on each of my bank cards."

"Huh? Nine figures? Do you count the last two decimal places? Isn't that just a few million yen? Do you dare to say it's not a blank check?"

"No, I didn't count the last two decimal places."

"Really? You didn't fool me? How do I feel weird?"

"(ー_ー) Really, Nana, you are too suspicious, how could I lie to you?"

"Oh, yes? Is that so? Then there's nothing for you to do here, you can go home and sleep."

"Bye-bye, Kotomi-chan."

"Huh? Why aren't you leaving? Well, it doesn't matter, I'm going to count anyway...... Yikes! No! I'm going back to my room to sleep, so stay here if you like."

"(ー_ー) Did you just say you're going to count the money?"

"Huh? Did I say that? Am I one of those money-hungry monsters?"

"(ー_ー) I don't know, don't you know if you're a money-hungry monster? Ahh

"Huh? What did you just say?"

"いや,いや (no, no), didn't say anything. Nana, kiss you, have a good rest, even if you sleep until night, it doesn't matter, I'll be here waiting for you to wake up."

"Oh? Is it? So hard for you, Kotomi-chan, I'm going back to my room to sleep, bye."

"Well, bye-bye. (Kotomi)"

Hahahahaha...... Now I can finally hide a pocket money, Shimizu is really, give me a million yen pocket money a month, how can one million yen be enough to spend? Qing Shui is really picky.

O(≧▽≦) O But don't worry about the pocket money this month and next month, hahahahahahaha.......

O(≧▽≦)O18,000,000 yen, how can I spend it! Buy cup noodles? Buying snacks?

Well? Wait, it seems that if you eat too many snacks and don't eat, Qingshui will nag and talk endlessly, so the snacks should be properly controlled.

Or buy clothes? Krypton gold for my game number? Or go out and have fun for a few days?

O(≧▽≦)Ommmmmm......mm

Well? It seems that I forgot about buying the door.,Well.,Don't care.,That kind ......of door is worth about five million yen.,The remaining 13 million yen is almost enough to spend.,Hahahahahahahaha

Lala...... The old lady secretly hid a large amount of pocket money, lala...... The old lady is rich but capricious, lalalala...... The old lady can buy whatever she wants, hahahaha.......

"Oops! Pain pain ~~~. (╥﹏╥)」

Well? Odd? Why is the floor frozen?

「Σ(ОдО|||) Where did my check go?"

"Nana, your check is behind you."

Well? Behind?

Σ(ОдО|||) How did the check catch fire?

"(╬◣д◢) You bastard! Is this your doing? (I)"

"I don't know anything, I just saw you slip and fall, and then your check was burned by a fire that I don't know what it was called, and I really don't know anything." (Kotomi)"

"(╬◣д◢) You don't pretend to me, it's clear that you did it, don't talk nonsense, quickly re-write me a check."

"I'm sorry, I refuse. Because I've already given you the check, and you've got it, and since the check has already passed through you, I can't guarantee that you've exchanged the check, which means I can't believe that the burned check is the one I gave you, so I'm sorry, Nana, I can't re-write the check for you."

Σ(ОдО|||) しまった (Oops),Posed by this weird-breasted woman.,No.,It's not okay to go on like this.,For the pocket money of 18 million yen, you have to change the battle plan.。

"(╬◣д◢) I don't care! I don't care! Hurry up and give me back my 18 million yen pocket money! Give me back my snacks, new clothes, kryptonite gear, and a wonderful holiday!"

"Oh? So you're going to do this with that money! Do you want me to tell Qing Shui to let you lose weight with your pocket money?"

Σ(ОдО|||) しまった (Oops),Accidentally said that I leaked my mouth.。

"I don't care, I don't care, if you don't return the money to me, I'll warn you of illegal break-in."

"Oh? Is it? I've given you the check, but you haven't kept it yourself, so I'm not afraid even if the police come, I can say that I've given you the check, but you changed the real check and ruined the fake check in order to cheat money."

"In this way, my charges are cleared, and you will be charged with fraud, now you can see if it is me or you who are in prison?"

"(╬◣д◢) You bastard! Give me back my pocket money!"

"I'm sorry, I've given it to you, but you didn't keep it."

"I don't care, you have to at least give me the door of my house."

"Oh? Is it? You don't have to worry about this, I will hand over the money to Qing Shui."

"What are you doing with Shimizu? Won't you just give it to me?"

"To you? Didn't I already give you 18 million yen?"

"(╬◣д◢) What a joke! I didn't even get it!"

"You didn't get it? Obviously, you changed the real check, ruined the fake check, and still wanted to fool me and defraud me, okay? I didn't call the police to arrest you, I'm already merciful, and you dare to have an opinion?"

"(╬◣д◢) You ......, you bastard, hurry back, I don't want to see you again."

"Well, don't be angry, Nana, I'm here for serious business."

"Huh? No laughing matter? What's serious?"

"Looking for Nana's original taste パンツ (pang ci)."

"Huh? I didn't hear you exactly what you just said, so you say it again."

"Looking for Nana's original taste パンツ (pang ci)."

"Get out!"

"Well, don't be angry, for me, Nana's original taste (pang ci) is justice, is there anything more important in this world than justice?"

"Get out!"

"Don't be so arrogant.,Actually, you really want to give me the original taste パンツ (pang ci), right?"

"Huh? Give you パンツ (pang ci)? だまれこのへんたい (Shut up you pervert)! Who is going to give you パンツ (pang ci)? Did you grow up eating pang ci? Don't you have anything else on your mind except pang ci?"

「Σ(ОдО|||) Miscellaneous...... What the? 吃パンツ(pang ci)? Your idea is so bold, but if it's Nana's パンツ (pang ci), then ~I~will~will~eat~oh~."

"Eat your sister! Isn't your brain funny?"

"いやだ (I hate it), I'll be angry even if Nana says something so excessive."

"だまれこのへんたい (Shut up, you pervert)! Are you angry? How can I see all the excitement on your face?"

"Am I excited?"

"You dare to say you're not excited?"

"いやだ (hateful), if you do this again, I'll tell Shimizu to let him ~ give ~ you~ of the ~ zero ~ spend ~ money ~ reduce ~ lose ~ fat ~ oh ~."

Kotomi's word-by-word way of speaking made me instantly frightened by the word "reduce" to the depths of my soul and instantly fell silent.

Decrease? Reduced? Idonna, are you getting carried away again? Didn't you say that you would choose to abandon your desires and feelings in order to stop hurting the people around you? Then why did you get carried away in front of Kotomi just now? ねえ (Na),Idonna,You shouldn't have forgotten the rules, right?

"I'm sorry, I got carried away, I'm really sorry, please forgive me for being rude just now, you wait, I'll go pour you tea now." (I)"

"Well, then there's a kiss from Raunana."

"It's okay, it's okay, you're a guest, these are what I should do, by the way, this is a cigarette I smoke a lot, I don't know if it's to your taste, if it's not to your taste, tell me I'll go out and buy you a new box."

"I also like this brand of cigarettes, thank you very much, you have to bother. (Kotomi)"

"If you like it, you can wait a minute, I'll pour you tea."

"Well, thank you for your hard work, be careful, don't burn."

Boil water ~ boil water ~ boil water ~ kettle ~ kettle ~ kettle ~ water ~.

Σ(ОдО|||) Wait, where did the kettle go?

Well? Where is it? Where did it come from?

Aha, found it.

Kettle ~ kettle ~ boiling water ~ boiling water ~ there is a strange breasted girl at home ~ even if you eat and drink for nothing, you still have to drink tea~ I'm really unlucky~.

Seems to have forgotten something? Oh yes, I forgot to turn on the music, wait a minute, I'll go to the living room to turn on the music now, wait, Kotomi is in the living room now, I wonder if she will hate music? After all, I haven't sat down with her for billions of years, and I don't know if her interests and hobbies have changed, so it's better to ask her first.

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"Kotomi, I'm going to start music, I wonder if you will? If you don't like it, I won't open it. (I)"

"Oh, it's okay, I still like to listen to music."

"Oh, that's good, because I have a habit of turning on the music every day when I wake up, so let me know if you don't like it."

"yes, I see."

Turn on the music, turn on the music~

Well...... what kind of music are you going to put on today? Well...... Well...... or just play it again yesterday? Well, it seems that it can also be done, after all, more than two hundred songs a day are not so quickly tired of listening.

Mmmm, yes, yes, this is possible. It seems that when I listened to it yesterday, I found that there were a few songs in it that were not very good, so in short, I deleted the ones that I thought were not good yesterday.

O(≧▽≦)O Okay, finished, continue to return to the kettle and wait for the hot water to boil.

(Pure music of sorrow sounded again in the quiet villa~.) ）

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As I left the living room, I suddenly noticed that Kotomi's eyes had changed, her eyes had become serious and desolate.

I don't know why her eyes are like this, maybe it's because of the pure music of sadness, maybe she's already knowing my secret and grieving for me. Seeing her sad and hearing the sad music wandering in the villa also made me gradually melancholy.

Pure music of sorrow lingers in the villa, and boiling water boils in the kettle, I don't know what that means, maybe this is the so-called cycle of cause and effect in this world.

Is there a causal cycle? I killed Mei Zuhe, ruined his life, and killed so many people hundreds of billions of years ago, I am a sinner, a sinner of all evil, is it really good to let a sinner enjoy happiness?

But then again, Idonna, did you get carried away in front of Kotomi just now? You have to know that you are a sinner, a sinner who is spurned by the world, you only live to atone for your sins, you are not qualified to enjoy the happiness of this world at all, since you broke the rules in front of Kotomi just now, then what is the price you should know, right?

Yes, I know, so this short knife should be enough, right?

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~...... (Pure music)

Goo Doo Goo ...... (sound of boiling water)

The knife pierced my left arm, and I don't know if it hurts, and I don't know if it's in my arm or my heart.

Didn't I already dig out my heart and throw it away? So why do I still feel pain in my chest? It's a really weird feeling.

That's the secret I just said. After I came back from the hospital, I told myself that I couldn't hurt the people around me anymore, so in order to get rid of my desires and feelings, I forced myself to let go of my desires and feelings by hurting my body.

Qing Shui knew about this, maybe he really had no choice but to find Kotomi, right?

I'm sorry, I'm really sorry for the trouble.

"Nana, aren't you okay?"

Kotomi's voice suddenly startled me, and when I came back to my senses, I saw that the water was boiling, so I replied to her:

"Oh, it's already, wait a minute, I'll be over right away."

Turn off the power, okay, done.

It looks like it's hot, so it's better to be careful.

"I've kept you waiting for Kotomi, I'm back."

Looking at me bleeding from her left arm, Kotomi lowered her head as if she wanted to say something, well, in fact, I had already guessed what she wanted to say, maybe she had already guessed what I was thinking through her, since both sides knew each other's thoughts, there was no need to say it, right? Because even if you say it, it won't do anything.

After a while, however, she raised her head again, looked at me with the same serious, but desolate eyes, and asked a question.

"Does it hurt?"

"I don't know. (I)"

Yes, I don't know if it hurts or not, because I don't know if it's in my arm or my heart.

"yes, so can I bandage it for you?" (Kotomi)"

"I'm sorry for your hard work, I'm sorry for worrying you. (I)"

I felt a touch of warmth when I looked at Kotomi who was helping me bandage my wounds, but I didn't dare to touch it, because the more I gained, the more I lost in the future.

"Kotomi, can I ask you something?"

"Huh? What's the matter?"

"You~Why are you helping me?"

"Huh? Why should I help you?"

"Don't ask me such a troublesome question, because I don't know the answer to this question, I think, maybe it's because ~. (Kotomi)"

"Huh? Because? Because of what? (I)"

"Because we're friends (smiles)."

Friend...... Friend! ぁれ,ぁれれ (ah, ah), yes...... Isn't there something wrong? I'm just a sinner of all evil, is it really good for me to have friends?

Is this ~ really good?

And what's going on with this warm and happy music? Do I have a song like this on my playlist?

そぅが,そういうことか (That's it.,So that's it)! Kotomi, did you do something to my song list? But that's okay, because I don't hate this kind of music right now.

"Oops~,いた (pain)~"

"(╬◣д◢) What are you bastards doing with a sudden flick on my forehead! It hurts, you know? (I)"

"Puff~hahaha......ha ～。 (covers her mouth and smiles) (Kotomi)."

"(╬◣д◢) You bastard! It's okay to flick my forehead suddenly, what does it mean to still giggle vigorously? Are you funny in your head? (I)"

"ごめん,ごめん (sorry, sorry), Nana's kiss just now was so cute, I couldn't hold back for a while, so I ....... Puff hahahahaha...... (covering his mouth and smiling)."

You bastard dare to play with me like a child, and I really want to shoot you fool with a slipper.

"Die! you!"

"Nana, don't keep the word death on your lips, because it's ......."

"Because whether it's me or Shironosuke, we're worried about you (smile)."

ぁ…… ぁれ,ぁれれ (ah...... Ahh Picul...... Lose sleep over something? Is this really good~ like this? I~ Is it really worth worrying about? Kotomi, you bastard, how many of these pieces of music did you add to my playlist? Why hasn't this feeling of warmth and happiness gone away?

"Okay, the wound has been bandaged, and now I will cover the wound with a barrier to prevent waterproofing, so that it won't affect the bath, so now you can tell me why you hurt yourself (smile)?"

I didn't know how I was going to answer her question so suddenly, no, I didn't dare to answer it to be precise, but looking at her smiling and looking at me, I didn't know how I was going to refuse her, so I lowered my head and didn't know whether to answer her.

"Kotomi, I ......."

"I ......."

"It's okay, it's okay if you don't want to say it, after all, you have your own reasons for doing this, and it's not something I should ask, so it's okay to say it when you want to tell me. (Kotomi)"

"I ......"

"I ......"

"I don't want to lose anymore, I'm scared, I'm scared, I don't want to hurt anyone anymore, I don't want to see someone important die in front of my eyes anymore, I'm afraid I'm going to hurt the people around me again, I'm afraid I'm going to lose you. I'm tired, I'm already tired, I just want to carry all the pain on my shoulder, even if all the pain of the whole world is inflicted on me, I just don't want to ...... anymore."

"'Smack!! 」

I wasn't surprised that Kotomi slapped me suddenly, because I had already guessed that she would do it, but she was so hard that my nostrils and the corners of my mouth seemed to be bleeding.

"Kotomi, I'm in so much pain."

"Do you feel better then?"

Kotomi suddenly hugged me, but I didn't feel the slightest surprise. Why? Why didn't I feel surprised? Am I resentful of the fact that she just slapped me? Is it that I'm tired of listening to these warm tunes? Or is this the right way to enjoy happiness?

"I don't know. (I)"

"Really? Then that's enough. (Kotomi)"

Although I simply answered that I don't know these words, but in fact, there is a warmth in my heart, this warmth only exists in the depths of my heart, neither rising nor falling, neither restless nor lost, maybe this is the right way to enjoy happiness, right?

"Won't you mind if my blood sticks to your clothes?"

Hearing my words, Kotomi laughed unconsciously.

"What stupid are you talking about, kid? I hugged you, and your blood stuck to my clothes, wasn't that a matter of course?"

Child...... Child? I'm being treated like a child by this weird-breasted girl again, but I don't hate that feeling right now.

"Kotomi, I'm going to get the teapot and the tea leaves and the teacups, you wait for me here, and I'll be back shortly."

"yes, I see. (Kotomi)"

"Huh? Won't you follow me? Aren't you afraid that I'll deliberately find an excuse to avoid you and hurt myself?"

"Hmm~ How do I answer this question? Anyway, Nana, come over first."

"Come here? What's the matter here? Can you explain it here?"

"Don't say it, come here first."

"Yes, yes, I know, I know, I'm coming, I'm coming."

"I'm here, I'm standing in front of you, what are you going to do with me? (▼ヘ▼#)」

Hmph, I'd like to see what tricks you're up to. (▼ヘ▼#)

"Nana, close your eyes first."

Close your eyes, close your eyes, I'm still afraid that you won't make it?

"And put your face over. (Kotomi)"

Stretch out your face, stretch your face, am I still .......

Σ(ОдО|||) しまった (bad), fooled.

"'Smack!! 」

"(╬◣д◢) You bastard! What are you doing with me all of a sudden! It hurts, you know!"

"Didn't Nana tell me why I didn't have to worry about you hurting yourself? (Look), it's like this, don't you already know that it hurts? Would a person who is afraid of pain hurt himself?"

"(╬◣д◢) Wouldn't you just explain this kind of thing with your mouth? What are you hitting me for?"

"Well, don't be angry, I'm not here to let you experience it?"

"(╬◣д◢) Experience your sister! Do you want me to slap you twice so that you can experience the pain? Take the teacup that kind of thing, the old lady doesn't go! Go get it yourself!"

"Eh~ let me go? Do you really want me to go? Nana, dear, this is your home, I'm not familiar with your home, aren't you afraid that I'll accidentally find out your underwear or the original taste of パンツ (pang ci)? ごめん,ごめん (sorry,I'm sorry),Nana's pro-Izuni is so small that she doesn't seem to need underwear at all, right? I'm really sorry Nana, dear Nana, I'll say it again."

"Eh~ let me go? Do you really want me to go? Nana, dear one, this is your home, I'm not familiar with your home, aren't you afraid that I'll accidentally find out your original flavor パンツ (pang ci)?"

You...... You fuck off, if you want to say that I'm a little Izuni, you just say it directly, what does it mean to beat around the bush?

"Stop, you pervert, don't talk anymore, I'll get it, you wait here for me, if you dare to flip things, be careful that I will cut you with a knife."

"Yes~ I know, so hard for you Nana, be careful on the road, don't fall."

"(╬◣д◢) Fall down your sister! Do you want to see me fall so much?"

"Don't say that, I'm worried about you. (Kotomi)"

"Yes, yes, I know, I know, you wait for me here, I'll be back soon."

"Well, then you have to come back quickly, or I'll automatically search for your original pang ci."

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ねえ (Na),When will your weird-breasted girl's brain be normal? Aren't you tired of the idea that every day is a pervert?

But, Kotomi, it's all just you pretending, right? The pain in your heart is actually very heavy, isn't it? Maybe you hide it from others, but you can't hide it from me, because we are very similar, but I chose to bury the secret in my heart and bow my head to close my heart, while you chose to bury the secret in the bottom of my heart and look up and pretend to smile.

You put on a fake smile mask when you look up, and I put on an expressionless mask when I look down. Kotomi, you're so brave, it's not like I don't even have the courage to raise my head.

Stop! Don't think about it first, otherwise you will be unconsciously led into the trap of hurting yourself by emotions, in short, find a teacup and tea leaves and a teapot first.

Catch the teacup and tea leaves as well as the teapot with all your might, please ............ later.

ええと…… (hmm...... ~ Teacup capture is complete.

Tea capture is complete.

Then there's the teapot.

Teapot ~ Teapot ~, are you in Shimizu's room? Well, it doesn't seem to be there, the next place.

Teapot ~ Teapot ~, are you in my room? Well, it doesn't seem to be there, the next place.

Teapot ~ Teapot ~ Are you in the living room?

Σ(ΟдΟ|||) Living room? Isn't this back to the living room again?

"Yo, Nana, are you back?"

Σ(ΟдΟ|||) Wait, isn't that a teapot? Why is there a teacup next to it?

(╬◣д◢) Is this bastard Shimizu putting things in random again? Didn't you say that when you run out of good things, you have to put them back in their original place?

Eh, still have leftover tea in the teapot and teacup?

(╬◣д◢) Is this bastard Shimizu lazy enough to this extent? Are you too lazy to pour out the tea after drinking tea?

Σ(ΟдΟ|||) Wait, it seems that something is wrong, it seems like I had tea last night, did I do this?

No, it shouldn't be, would I do such a thing?

If you think about it, it seems that Qing Shui has never done such a thing, Σ(ΟдΟ|||) Could it really be me?

Hmm~ It seems that the situation last night was:

(Ah~woo~(っ_-),After drinking tea, I have to wash the teacup and teapot.,It's so troublesome.,No matter what.,Let's talk about it tomorrow.。 ）

Σ(ΟдΟ|||) It seems like it's really me, am I so lazy? When did you get lazy to this extent? No, this matter can't be known to the strange-breasted girl, so quickly destroy the corpse.

"Nana, aren't you okay?"

Σ(ΟдΟ|||) (cold sweat)

"Huh? What's wrong with you?"

"It's okay, it's okay, wait a minute, the tea will be ready soon (panic)."

Really, don't scare me suddenly, you weird-breasted girl, okay?

In short, let's dispose of the corpses of these leftover tea leaves first.

My dear little tea leaves, I'm sorry, I'm going to say goodbye to you, you can sacrifice for the healthy growth of this pot of flowers with peace of mind, I will remember you, bye-bye.

Well, the body of the remaining tea leaves is disposed of.

"What are you doing, Nana? (Smiling) (Kotomi suddenly appeared behind me)"

Σ(ΟдΟ|||) (cold sweat) Why did this weird-breasted woman suddenly appear again?

"Piano...... You see, I'm helping plants grow."

"Oh, yes? Nana is so good, so Nana should you eat these leftover tea leaves and see if you can make your Yi Xuni grow a little?"

"(╬◣д◢) What are you kidding? Eat it? Why don't you eat it?"

"I'm thinking about your development, and you said it's to help plants grow, so I'm helping you with your development in the same way."

(╬◣д◢) You bastard.

"Stop, don't say any more, I know what you mean, I'll pick up these leftover tea leaves and throw them in the trash now."

Pick up leftover tea ~ pick up leftover tea ~ one pile ~ two piles ~ three piles ~ .......

"You kid is really getting lazier and lazier, and the trash can is not far from you, can you get tired by taking two more steps? Really, it's okay to be lazy, there are quite a few reasons. (Kotomi)"

"But Kotomi-chan, this pot is closer, and it can help plants grow."

"It's not a question of whether it's close or not, it's not a question of whether the plant can grow, it's a question of how lazy you are."

"Don't worry about these details. (I)"

Okay, finally finished picking up, trash can ~ trash can ~, found it, go to you, finished.

"Nana, kiss you, what are you doing? (smiling)"

"I'm done with the tea leaves, I'm going to wash the teapot and teacups."

Well? How does it feel like the head is caught. Pain ~ Pain ~ Pain ~ Pain ~ Pain ~ Pain ~ Pain ~ Pain ~ .......

"Where are you going?" Why did you throw all the leftover tea leaves on the ground? Can you please pick them up again and throw them back in the trash? (smiles) (Kotomi)"

"(╬◣д◢) I know, I know! Can you let it go first? It hurts, you know?"

"Really, it's only been two weeks since you came back from the hospital, and Qing Shui has spoiled you like this? You've even learned how to litter?"

Ahh This is not called littering, this is called silent protest, this is a protest against you.

o(╥_╥)o finally finished picking it up.

(╬◣д◢) If I could, I really want to throw you weird-breasted girl and this pile of leftover tea into the trash, really, why am I so embarrassed? Did I have a grudge against you in my last life?

"Okay, I'm done picking it up and throwing it in the trash, so I'll wash the teapot and teacups."

"Wait, no need."

"Huh? Don't use it? Are you going back?"

"No, I'm going to take Nana out to play, so I don't need to prepare tea."

(End of this story)

Next Episode Preview: "Huh? What's wrong Nana pro?

"The cat seems to be hurt."

"Do you want to take it home?"

"Hmm."

Next Word: Seal your heart just because you don't want to be hurt anymore and don't want to be afraid anymore (2)