Willful because of happiness, carried away because of happiness (4)

(This story is purely fictional and has nothing to do with any real people, groups, events, etc.)

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"Learn to smile, because our happiness is not easy to come by"

Poem: Wu Lin'an

The wind blows the sand and rolls the bones of the corpses, and the endless red river flows.

The white bones are like mountains of empty tears, and the undead in prison complain about the sky.

Hell is not empty and you can't become a Buddha, what year is it tonight?

The Bodhisattva lowered his eyebrows and shed tears, when will the confused dead be safe?

Relatives and friends in the past talked happily, where are the bones tonight?

[The destruction of the world is not terrible, what is really terrible is that we cannot understand each other and cannot tolerate each other. 】

"Yes, you heard me right, I have nothing but hatred for you."

I was glad to hear Shimizu answer this, so I slowly closed my eyes and smiled inwardly.

"Qing Shui, you did a good job, very right, I'm very happy, you should hate me for throwing this family for hundreds of millions of years, then, are you going to kill me? Well, if you want to kill me, then please do it, but after I die, can you please take care of Mei Zuhe? Please, this is my last request."

However, Qing Shui's answer surprised me:

「おかえりなさい,いとうさま(Welcome home, Ito-sama.) )。」

Looking at him smiling and saying "Welcome home" to me, I smiled and replied:

"ただいま,しみず (I'm back, Shimizu)."

"Ito-sama, I did hate you, but that was just what I thought about 100 million years ago, and now I just want to wait here for you to come back."

Looking at him with a vicissitudes of life, I didn't want to say anything more, because I knew very well that no matter how many good things I said, I couldn't make up for his pain for hundreds of millions of years, so I replied indifferently:

"Thank you for your hard work, if you feel pain, please tell me your pain and let me share it for you, this is my atonement for you."

"分かりました,いとうさま (I see, Ito-sama), but before that, can you let me worship the thirty-three servants who have died?"

So, I went with him to worship the dead servants, and then he told me about his experience over the past hundreds of millions of years.

(Next is Shimizu's narration :)

One day more than six billion years ago, Lord Ito, you suddenly left this house without a sound, you left without telling anyone, and you did not leave any information, at first the servants and I thought you were going out to travel for a few days, but six years have passed, and you still have not returned, not even a little news, so at this time, some servants began to guess that you are dead, but everyone knows that you left a curse mark on us, and only when you die will the curse disappear, So no one dared to assert that you were dead, so they waited for your return.

You also know that there are humans and youkai among the servants, and as time goes by, the servants of the human body begin to grow old and die, but even so, none of them want to leave this home, their only wish is to see you come back, and yet poor people don't see you home until they die.

「なぜ？ (Why)? どうして？ (Why)?"

Why didn't you come back when your servant was dying? Didn't you say we are relatives? Didn't you say we were family? So why? Why don't you come back to see your loved ones when they're dying?

"Hey, Ito-sama, tell me, you tell me, didn't you say we were relatives? Didn't you say we are family? Didn't you say you wanted to live happily with us? So why didn't you come back at such a time? ねえ (Hey),Ito-sama,You speak,You answer me,Why? Why didn't you come back at a time like this? ……。」

From here, I began to hate Ito-sama in a state of sadness and despair. Watching the servants die one by one because they couldn't resist the passage of time, looking at their eyes full of fantasy when they were dying, looking at themselves who were powerless, every time I think about these things, my resentment towards Ito-sama grows deeper and deeper.

Until one day, I found that the color of the spell mark on my body had become very light, very light, almost faint to the point of disappearing, and I was pleasantly surprised to see the spell mark that was about to disappear, and I also checked with another servant just in case. But the result is the same, the spell you have given us is almost gone, that is, you are dying, you are dying.

However, at this moment, the spell mark suddenly stopped fading, and seeing the spell mark suddenly stop fading made me instantly burst out of resentment against you over the years:

"Why don't you die, old thing? Why are you still in this half-dead state when you are about to die? Your life in this world will only make this family more miserable, so please die as soon as possible."

Oh, I'm ridiculous, I used to admire you so much, but now I want you to die. Seeing that the spell has stopped fading, the rest of the servants have gone out to look for you, but after you got out, the servants never returned, and the phone could not be reached at all. In this way, I was the only one left in this huge house. It was originally a happy and wonderful home, but because of your farewell, it became what it is now, so I took over your house with resentment.

And just like that, I became the new owner of the house. The so-called three fires of the new official taking office, since I have become the new master, then I should have my own servant. So I posted a job to recruit a servant, however, two days passed, no one came to apply, so I was going to distribute the job posting on the Internet, but the strange thing was that the network could not connect, so I was confused and went out of the house to go to the crowded street to see if I could recruit a servant.

And yet I walked for a long time without seeing a single person, yes, I didn't even see a single person. So I flew into the sky to find out about the situation, but in the sky I found a rift, through the rift I found that this world has been destroyed, this town and the sky in front of me are just an illusion created by you with the guardian enchantment, heh, this world has been destroyed, the only thing that survives is this false sky and this false town and a stupid me.

I didn't feel the slightest fear when I saw the scene, but I didn't know why I was crying.

"Ito-sama, I'm sorry that you gave up your life to protect this family, and I have been resenting you because of my selfishness."

"I'm sorry, please forgive me, Ito-sama, it turns out that I am the one who made this family like this, it turns out that I am the sinner, please forgive me for my selfishness, Ito-sama, please forgive me, now I just want to hear from you that I am back, and now I just want to see you and apologize to you."

However, no matter how much I call your name, I can't hear your response, all I can hear is my own response. So in despair, I began to desperately search for your bones, but no matter how much I searched, I found nothing. So I wanted to cry without tears and looked at this desperate world for the last time, and then I sealed myself in this house.

"I'm sorry, Lord Ito, I didn't protect my family and did my duty, so if you don't dislike it, please let me sleep here and keep your home safe."

I don't know how many years later, when I woke up again, I was greeted by a new world, ah, this familiar sunlight is so warm, but I hate this kind of sunlight. Because I had nothing left, the sun was just a mockery for me, and I was ready to go back to sleep.

However, at this moment, I was amazed to find that the color of the spell mark had deepened, and I was ecstatic to see the color of the spell mark, so I decided to integrate into this new world as a human and live with a smile.

Because I know that Ito-sama will come back again one day, and at that time, I will definitely smile and say to you:

"おかえりなさい,いとうさま (Welcome home, Ito-sama)."

"I'm glad you're back now, and I just want to smile and say to you "Welcome home, Ito-sama" and I'm glad to see you again."

Looking at Shimizu Sanosuke with a smile on his face, I also smiled:

"I'm also glad to see you again, ありがとうしみず,ただぃま (Thank you Shimizu, I'm back). Come back, Qing Shui, is it really okay for you to put down your position as president and come back to serve me?"

When I asked him this, Shimizu first looked at me in surprise, and then he smiled again:

"After all these years, Ito-sama is still so powerful, and I can see my current work at a glance. It's okay, Ito-sama, please rest assured that the president will take care of the company's affairs."

"Really? So hard for you."

"You're serious, Ito-sama, this is what I should do, and if you can forgive me, I'm already satisfied. Come back, Lord Ito, did you notice a strange demonic aura last night?"

"I don't know what you think, but this demon aura is very strange to me, just when I wanted to confirm what kind of monster it was, this demon aura suddenly disappeared out of thin air, and it seems that this monster still has some ability to hide the demon qi in an instant. Some youkai are like this when they're shy, but I don't want to classify it as good until it's clear."

"So I went around your room to check the security facilities to ensure your safety, but just then you walked out of your room, and I won't say much about what happened very well, Ito-sama, do you have any impression of this demonic aura?"

After Qing Shui told me about this, I suddenly remembered that I was dizzy when I slept last night, because I suddenly noticed a kind of déjà vu, so in order to prevent Mei Zuhe from having an accident, I put on this dress and went to his room.

"I seem to have a sense of déjà vu about this demonic aura, because I can't remember it for too long. Qing Shui, just in case, don't tell Mei Shuhe about this matter first, and then consider whether to tell him when the investigation is clear."

"I understand, Lord Ito, this youkai is likely to come back again, and I will investigate it strictly in the next few days."

"Thank you for your hard work, you must be careful this time, a stupid youkai is not a demon, so it is very likely that it will not show its feet when it appears next time, and you must pay attention to safety."

"I see, Ito-sama."

"こんにちは (Good afternoon), Nana, Mr. Shimizu."

Just as Qing Shui and I were discussing countermeasures, Mei Zu He, who suddenly appeared, startled the two of us.

"Ito-sama, Ito-sama, has this young man already heard our conversation?"

"Don't worry, he knows those two sentences in Japanese, didn't you hear him call you Mr. Shimizu in Chinese?" So don't worry, even if he hears it, he doesn't know what it means. (I)"

"Huh~? Is that so, Ito-sama? Just in case I want to test it, cough cough, audition, audition, ah cough...... ...... in the audition."

Seeing that Shimizu Lunosuke, who had been coughing for a long time, Mei Zuhe also stupidly answered in Chinese:

"Mr. Shimizu, are you alright?"

As a result, Shimizu Sunosuke's stupid answer made me laugh for days.

「返して,わたしのキス返して,このばかもの!!!!! (Give me back, give me back my kisses, you idiot) !!!!。"

"Huh? ぼく (me)? I took Mr. Shimizu's kiss? Mr. Shimizu, don't be kidding."

After hearing Mei Zuhe's answer, Shimizu cried, yes, Shimizu he cried, he looked at me and cried, Shimizu he... Hahahahaha......... He cried angrily....... It's a ...... scene Hahahahahahaha......ha No, my stomach hurts from laughing. Seeing me Qingshui, who couldn't stop laughing next to me, he cried and roared:

"Don't laugh, Lord Ito, didn't you say he couldn't understand Japanese? So what's going on? What the hell is going on?"

Seeing Shimizu crying with an angry expression made me smile even more ...... Hahahahaha...... I can't stop it.

"Qing ...... Hahahahaha...... Clear water, troublesome ...... Could you please turn your face around...... Hahaha...... Turn around? I ...... when I see your expression Hahahaha I want to laugh, you ...... Hahahaha...... Can you hurry up? I'm already laughing...... Hahaha...... Laugh fast...... It's almost gone."

"Ito-sama, can you calm down?!!!!!。

"Yes...... I'm sorry, I ...... Hahahahaha...... I'm calm and don't ...... Hahaha...... Not coming down."

So to force myself not to laugh, I reached out and covered my mouth vigorously.

"Wu Gu Da, Wu Gu Da, (わかった translation: I know), Qu Mi Paper Gu (しみずくん translation: Qing Shui Jun)."

Looking at me talking with my hands over my mouth, Shimizu Sunosuke seemed to be even more angry. (It's not that it's getting angrier, it's that it's already getting angrier, right?) )。

"Can you take your hand off your mouth before you speak?" It's rude for you to put your hands over your mouth and speak!!!

"I know, I know, but I'll take it down...... Hahaha...... I can't help but want to laugh."

"Ito-sama, don't make a fuss, okay?"

"Alright, alright, I'm not going to laugh at you, I'm going to hold back my laughter, but I don't know how long I'll be able to hold back. It's true that he only knows those two sentences of Japanese, but I didn't say he doesn't understand Japanese at all, it's your own problem, and it has nothing to do with me."

"Then again, when you say, 'Give me back, give me back my kisses,' why don't you use the men's "me" instead of the unisex "me"? In this case, in order to show your attack attributes, you should use "ぼく (me)", ah, no, you should use "おれ (me)". However, why don't you use these and instead use the unisex "わたし (me)"? We all use strong types of words when we show our status, but you use neutral words, what are you afraid of? Or is it ...... You don't want to "attack" but "receive"?"

When I saw that I was complaining about whether he was "attacking" or "receiving", Shimizu Sunosuke seemed to be even more angry. (It's not that it's getting angrier, it's that it's already getting angrier, right?) This is already the second time. )

"Ito-sama, I'm not attacking, I'm not receiving, and I'm not BL!!!!! , my orientation is normal!! I use the word "わたし (me)" because considering that he is a patient, and I also know that he is important to you, I am afraid that if I use too strong words, you will be angry, and you know these fears of mine, so you should stop making trouble."

I was such a "cute" girl who was described by Qing Shui as a tyrant, so I was also a little unhappy:

"Hey, Shimizu, what do you mean by that? I'm such a "cute" girl, why do you describe it like a tyrant? Hey, Qing Shui, do you know how to be polite? Do you want me to teach you etiquette again?"

"I...... Ito-sama, your expression is ...... It's scary, can you calm down and we'll talk about it?"

"Calm down? What does it mean to be calm? Hey, Shimizu, can you explain to me what it means to be calm?"

★~%?…; ~~~℃℃$︿★?~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~…… One more wounded man.

(...... in a few days)

"Nana, can you do me a favor?"

I put down my teacup and decided to see what he was looking for when I heard him call me, but .......

"This, that's it, what does the Japanese word mean in this dialog? Could you please help me translate?"

I thought he was looking for me in a hurry, but I didn't expect him to come to me because he couldn't read Japanese while playing "GalGame".

"Hey, you seem to be having a great time!"

However, not realizing that I was already angry, he continued:

"Hawkers,It's okay.,This is the third season of Mr. Shimizu's company's new GalGame.,I tried it out last night and it felt pretty good, so I made up for the previous seasons.,But it's too tiring to check the translation myself.,So can you ask Nana to help me translate?"

Mei Zuhe, you, you bastard, you don't have to play the game of dead house, but you still think it's too troublesome to check the translation and ask me to be the translator for you, are you tired of it?

"Please, I heard that if you clear three seasons in a row, Mr. Shimizu will give the player a wife."

"Huh? Send your wife?"

"That's right, that's what Mr. Shimizu said himself."

"Fart, Qing Shui, he doesn't have a wife himself, where did he get his wife to send to the player?"

"You seem to have misunderstood Nana.,The wife here is the meaning of the figure model.,I heard that this figure is a noble limited collector's edition.,And even the shape of the figure is still secret.,It's said that there are only 3.,So I must grab it.,So please.。

Nonsense, I know it's figurines, I just don't want to see you with other girl-like figurines in your hands.

"Really? If you want a figure, wouldn't it be okay to let Shimizu drag the relationship to send you one?"

"It's not going to work, it's unfair to other players, and it's what I've worked hard to get is more valuable to me."

Looking at him with a persistent face, I was also a little unhappy.

"Well, in that case, I'll send you to the world of GalGame now, and if you don't clear the game within ten days, you'll die."

"Ah! Nana, wait, wait, wait, yes, sorry Nana, it's my fault, you ...... You calm down first."

In this way, I sent Mei Zu Hyuk into the world of GalGame, and in order for him to come back alive, I made a clone of my own and let the clone enter the GalGame world as a system guide character to help Mei Zu Hyuk complete the strategy.

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"I'm back, Ito-sama. (Why is the murderous aura in the house so heavy today?) ）」

"Yo, you're back, Qing Shui, what's going on with this issue of your dead house game?"

"I...... Ito-sama, your expression is very, very ...... It's scary, are you not feeling well?"

"Don't care about these details, just say what's going on with your figure in this issue of the Dead House Game?"

Looking at me with a terrifying expression, Qing Shui became more and more nervous.

"I...... Ito-sama, what do you mean by figurines?"

"How many fingers are these?"

"Back to Ito-sama, three fingers."

"Three fingers? Do you know it's three fingers? I ask you, why are there only three figures? Ah, why are there only three?"

"Well, Ito-sama, isn't this to highlight your dignity?"

"Respect your sister's preciousness, and, whose girl is this figure made based on?"

"Back to ...... Back to Ito-sama, the figure in this issue was made based on you."

Qing Shui's answer surprised me and caught me off guard. So I calmed down and continued to ask him:

"Does Mei Zuhe know about this?"

"The young man also asked me about the shape of this issue of figures, so I told him that this issue of figures was made based on Ito-sama, and in order to commemorate the beginning of the warm home, the number of figures in this issue is customized according to the number of people in this family, that is, there are only three. The young man seemed very happy when I said this, and told me that he must grab this figurine because it is not just a figurine, but a warm home. Seeing him so happy, I smiled and said I wish you success. By the way, Ito-sama, where did that young man go? Why didn't you see him?"

I was silent after hearing what Qing Shui said, I didn't know how I should describe my mood at this time, and I didn't know how I was going to face the situation at this time.

"Qing Shui, have I become more and more carried away since I came back?"

Seeing the sudden change in my mood, he immediately smiled nervously:

"No, no, Ito-sama, you didn't get carried away, you never got carried away."

Looking at Qing Shui, who was going to tell me that I wasn't wrong even if I was wrong, I felt my heart hurt more and more, and I also knew that he lied for my good, so I didn't want to blame him, after all, he didn't know that Mei Zuhe had been sent to another world by me, a world that was very likely to not come back.

"I'm sorry, Qing Shui, I'm tired, can you please go back first?" I want to be alone."

"I, Ito-sama, you, are you alright? Your face doesn't look very good."

"Thank you for your concern, I'm fine, you can go back first."

Looking at me, Qing Shui, who didn't want to say what was on his mind, he didn't dare to continue asking, so he said:

"I see, if you have anything to do, just tell me to do it."

After saying this, Shimizu went back to his room, and I was the only one left in the quiet living room.

"Naosamena, how's your situation going over there?"

Nao Samina: I'm the name of that clone, and my full name is "Nao Samina, Ito". She gave herself this name, and it's not clear why she chose it.

"Back to Ito-sama, after Mei Zuhe came to this world, he didn't attack any characters, but chose to wait for death."

"I know, then I'll ask you to take care of the affairs over there, and I'll let him come back alive no matter what means."

"I see, Ito-sama."

After the call with Naosamena, the living room fell silent again. It's a quiet atmosphere.

"Na, Mei Zuhe, why don't you want to come back? Why did you choose to die in that world? Do you already hate being with me? You speak, answer me, do you already hate me? I don't know what it's like, I just know that I'm in pain, I really want to see you, I'm sorry, I was wrong, please come back, I'm in pain right now, I really want to see you."

[Because of happiness and become willful, because of happiness and become carried away. 】

(Day 2 ......)

"How's it going over there?"

"Back to Lord Ito, Mei Zuhe still didn't attack any characters like yesterday, but chose to wait for death."

"Did you ask him why he chose to die?"

"Back to Ito-sama, I've already asked, and he told me that he himself hated the outside world for a long time, and the only reason he wanted to live was to let Ito-sama live happily, and now that Ito-sama has returned home and found happiness, he feels happy and can die with peace of mind."

"Thank you, thank you for your hard work."

Idonna, you're really stupid, you've been with him for almost two years and haven't found out that he actually hates the world, no, in fact, you've already found out, it's just that you're immersed in happiness and happiness and ignore his feelings, it's ridiculous that you still want to use the word stupid to escape your responsibilities.

(Day 3...... ）

"Naosamena, how's your situation going over there?"

"Back to Ito-sama, today he was forcibly taken by me to raid the characters in this world, but the strategy is not going very well."

"Really? Thank you for your hard work, it's okay, take your time, there's still time."

(Day 4...... ）

"Naosamena, how is your situation today?"

"I'm really sorry, Ito-sama, I got sick yesterday because I was too tired, so he didn't attack any characters today to take care of me. Ito-sama, he took care of me very carefully, and I'm glad to have such a person by your side."

(Day 5...... ）

"How's it going over there today?"

"Back to Ito-sama, today he still didn't attack any characters as usual, but chose to wait for death."

"I see, thank you."

(Day 6...... ）

"How's it going today, Naosamena?"

"Back to Ito-sama, today he still didn't attack any characters as usual, but chose to wait for death."

"Time is running out, you need to find a way to get him to complete the strategy and come back alive as soon as possible. Please, Naosamena."

"I see, Ito-sama."

I became more and more nervous after hearing what Naosamena said, because time was running out.

(Day 7...... ）

From that day on, I could no longer contact Naosamena, I no longer knew what was going on over there, and the thought that Mezu was going to die made me more and more nervous and scared.

(Day 8...... ）

Today, I still can't get in touch with Naosamena, and the fear and fear and pain are getting heavier and heavier in my heart.

(Day 9...... ）

Today, I still haven't been in touch with Naosamena, and from that day on, the heavy fear and pain have plunged me into deep despair.

(Day 10...... The time is calculated as two hundred and forty hours, so if Mei Zuhe does not return by four o'clock tomorrow afternoon, then he will die. Note: Mei Zu Hyuk went to the GalGame world at 4 pm on the first day, so it was the tenth day at 4 pm on the 11th day. ）

Today, I still haven't made contact with Naosamena, and I haven't seen Mei Zu Hyuk come back, so I hid under the covers to escape reality and hugged my legs tightly. I wanted to use this method to escape the pain, to escape from reality, but no matter how tightly I hugged myself, the pain would not go away, but would become heavier and heavier.

"ねえ (Na), Mei Zuhe, didn't you say you wanted me to live happily? Didn't you say you wanted me to be lonely anymore? But now I don't feel any happiness, all I can feel is endless pain, I'm sorry, I was wrong, please come back quickly, come back quickly, now I am very miserable and lonely. It was you who made the indifferent me have a smile, it was you who made the lonely me have friends, it was you who made me have an expression that I couldn't smile, if you were not by my side I would be very scared, afraid that I would become a lonely person again, I was afraid, I was afraid, I didn't want to be a lonely person anymore."

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's my mistake, it's all because I got carried away that you became like this, I don't expect you to forgive me, I just hope you can come back alive, please, ......."

The weight of despair made me not want to talk or move my body, and now I just want to just hold myself in the bed and escape.

I'm sorry, I was wrong, I made you like this, if I hadn't gotten carried away, it wouldn't have happened, if I hadn't sent you to the GalGame world, it wouldn't have been like this, and if I had translated it for you, you'd have grabbed the figure that represents happiness.

I'm sorry, it's me who was wrong, I don't expect you to forgive me, as long as you can come back alive it's enough, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, it's me who took your life, it's me who hinders you from getting the opportunity to represent a happy figure, I'm really sorry, I'm really ...... Wait a minute! Figurines? A figure that represents happiness?

By the way, isn't there still a figure? That's a figurine that represents the warmth of this home, isn't it? Didn't you tell Shimizu that the figure represents our warm home? As long as I get that figure, you'll be back alive tomorrow afternoon, won't you? Isn't that so? ”

So that's it.,I ran out of the bed and lay down in front of the computer and played GalGame desperately.,

I must grab the figure that symbolizes the warmth of this home, so you must come back alive tomorrow, you must come back alive, one, determine, want, live, return, come.

In this way, in order to grab the figure, I played GalGame until one o'clock in the afternoon of the eleventh day, when there were still three hours before Mei Zuhe's death.

"Great, I've finally cleared all three seasons, Mei Zuhe, have you seen it? I did it, and since I've done it, you're going to come back alive today, right? Ha, I'm sorry, I almost forgot, the game is not considered a success if you clear the game, and you can only be considered successful when you get the figure, so Mei Zuhe, you wait a minute, I'll go to Qing Shui now to ask for the figure."

Then, in a trance and disheveled, I went straight to Shimizu's company.

"Qing Shui, you bastard, get out of here, the old lady has already played all your broken games, hurry up and bring the figure to the old lady."

After I finished growling, Shimizu didn't show up, instead a bunch of security personnel appeared.

"You stray fish, get out of the way, if you dare to stop me from finding clear water, I'll kill you right now."

After hearing my words, the security guards did not get out of the way, but approached me step by step.

"Okay, since you want to die, then I'll fulfill you now, Hell Advent Chapter: Ah-Nose Hell Comes."

Just as I was about to kill this group of miscellaneous fish, Qing Shui suddenly appeared:

"Nana, don't mess around here, you go to the lounge and wait for me first, and I'll go over and find you right away." The security personnel have worked hard, this is my relative's child, she is not in a good mood these days and always loses her temper for no reason, she has caused you trouble I am deeply ashamed, I'm sorry, I apologize for her for you. Okay Nana, don't make any more trouble, you go to the lounge and wait for me, I'll be there right away."

So I let go of the group of miscellaneous fish and went to the lounge to wait for Shimizu to come over, but when Shimizu came to the break room and saw me up close, he was stupefied, he couldn't believe that this disheveled and crazy girl in front of him was the Ito-sama he was proud of in the past.

"Ito-sama, what's wrong? Why did you become like this? Are you alright? Would you like to take a shower here and get dressed up?"

"Shut up! The old lady doesn't have time to talk nonsense to you now, your broken game old lady has already cleared all the customs, hurry up and bring me the prize figure, act quickly."

"I see, I'll have the Planning Department send it to you now."

"Don't talk nonsense, let's go."

For me, who was emotionally out of control, Qing Shui, he didn't ask for the reason for the rush to ask for the figure, and he didn't tell me any big reason, because he knew very well that if I had always been indifferent, if I had an emotional outburst, it would definitely be a catastrophic event.

"Is it Takagi? How's it going about this issue of figurines? Are there any places available? What the! Is that so? Well, thank you, I got it. (Shimizu speaks on the phone)"

"Ito-sama is really sorry, the quota is full, otherwise I will delay the delivery date of the figure now, and then give you the figure of this issue, and then I will remake the figure of another player and choose the delivery date again."

"Shut up, didn't you say that this issue of the figure symbolizes our warm home? If we rely on this method to get the figure, then the figure will not lose its original meaning? Wait for Qing Shui, I have a way, in that case, then I'll kill all those winning players now!"

"In this way, it becomes that they did win the prize, but they didn't get it, and then give the prize to me in the second-tier slot, so that the figure doesn't have to be remade or re-selected to send the date, so that the figure doesn't lose its original meaning, ha, hahahahahahaha......."

However, just as I couldn't stop laughing, Qing Shui slapped me directly in the face, and he hit me very hard, it hurt, it hurt.

"What are you doing, bastard!! What the hell are you bastards doing!!!! (I)"

"Ito-sama!! Do you know what you're talking about right now!!"

"Have you forgotten what you said before!!! If you have forgotten then let me tell you, maybe you have forgotten, but I will not forget, you told me before:"

"'We're all just youkai, we're born to be hated by others, we're born to be hated by others, so there's no place for us in this world, but even then we have to live with a smile because one day there will be a character in this world who can make friendly relations between youkai and humans.'" 」

"'If this character never appears, then we will try to make ourselves such a character, maybe our ability is very weak, maybe we can't change anything, but even so, don't give up easily, because even if we can't save humans and help monsters, but as long as we can make this world smile, it will be enough, and then, smiles will pass on to each other, infect each other, and finally achieve mutual understanding, mutual tolerance, and mutual help, and at that time, The flower of peace in this world will bloom again, and then there will be no more wars, no more discrimination, no more suffering." 」

"'If humans and youkai can never get along, then as long as they don't interfere with each other's worlds, it's a kind of peace and happiness, and it doesn't matter which one succeeds in the end, because as long as there is no war, that's enough.'" 」

"Ito-sama! You said these words to me personally, have you forgotten? You said you didn't want to hurt anyone, did you forget? Tell me, Ito-sama! You said you didn't want to hurt anyone, did you forget!!"

Seeing him talking so much nonsense in front of me made me more and more angry, so I jumped up and kicked him to the ground and stomped on his face.

"Hey, Qing Shui, why are you so verbose today? Why are you talking so much nonsense today? What are you talking about this avenue ideal? Speak, Qing Shui, what are you doing talking about this avenue ideal? Do you want to be a savior? If you want to save your broken world, you can save it yourself! What are you pulling me in? Listen to me, you stupid monster, I did say those things."

"But that was just my thoughts from tens of billions of years ago, and the Ito-sama you knew tens of billions of years ago is long dead. Qing Shui, why do you mention it tens of billions of years ago? Do you feel like you haven't enjoyed playing the savior game and want to play it a few more times? Say, say, speak, talk, Qing Shui, haven't you ever played the savior game yet?"

Every time I think of his stupid thoughts, I will unconsciously increase the tone of my voice, every time my tone is aggravated, I will step harder than one, I don't know how many feet I stepped on, I don't know how hard I stepped on, I only know that at this time my violent runaway syndrome has exploded, I only know that I have vented all my resentment for more than 100 billion years on my feet, I only know that the harder I step on him, the more excited I become, when I come back to my senses, I find that his head and face have been bloody and blurred, And all around him were splattered with his blood.

"Ito-sama, I think...... It's not the world that I want to save, I want to save ...... It is you who will save you."

"Save me? Hahahahaha......! だまれ！ だまれ！！ だまれ！！！ (Shut up!) Shut up!! Shut up!!! Shut up, you stupid monster! You only know so much about me that you dare to say such a stupid thing!"

The more I thought about it, the more angry I became, and I removed the leg of the iron chair next to me and stabbed him in the back as a weapon.

"Come on! Didn't you say you were going to save me? Come on! Come and save me! Come on! Hurry up! Come and save me! Come on!"

The out-of-control emotions made my violent out-of-control syndrome more and more excited, the more excited I was the harder I stabbed him, and the harder I stabbed him, the more excited I was and the more I couldn't stop.

"Shimizu! Didn't you say you were going to save me? Come on! Come and save me! Come on! Hurry up and save me!"

"Hey, Shimizu, how much do you know about me? What capital do you have to say to me that you want to save me? Say Qing Shui, speak, tell me, what capital do you have to say to me to save me? What do you really know about me? Say! Speak! "How much do you know about me!! Now that we've come to this point, I'll tell you something about this stupid youkai."

"Do you know how many times this world has been destroyed? Actually, I don't know the answer to this question myself, but I've seen it three times with my own eyes, and the third time I saw Somanwallan Taniero destroying this world, which is the one you said, but do you know who the first two times you destroyed this world are? That's right, it's me, and I'm the one who destroyed this world the first two times! Do you still want to save me, who has destroyed this world twice? Say! Answer me! Now that you know that I have destroyed this world twice, will you still choose to save me?"

"Ito-sama, of course I ...... Of course, I will continue to choose what I want...... Want to save you because I know you...... You will always be that kind-hearted Ito...... Ito-sama'!"

When I heard Qing Shui's words, I was not moved, but the anger in my heart towards him became more and more intense, because his thoughts were stupid and disgusting.

"Shut up! Shut up! Shut up!! Kindness? Kindness? You say I'm kind enough to destroy this world twice? Amusing! Stupidity! Do you know! The word kindness is disgusting to me! It's disgusting!"

"I have destroyed this world twice, I know very well that I am a sinner, and what you say is nothing but a false lie in my eyes, and I only have the urge to kill you when I see such hypocrisy!"

"You say you want to save me? And how much do you know about me? Say! What the hell do you know about me! Fill the world with smiles? So that there will be no more wars in this world? Ahh Disgusting! Who is going to do that stupid thing? I tell you, Qing Shui, the resentment in my heart is enough for me to destroy this world forever!"

"I was just a human before I destroyed this world for the first time, I was just an eleven year old human at that time, but one day the war came, my father, my mother, they were killed in front of my eyes, yes, they were killed in front of my eyes, looking at the corpses of my father and mother in front of me made me very scared, very scared, but for me like this, those people did not choose to let go, and then I was sexually assaulted, yes, in front of the bodies of my father and mother, I was sexually assaulted, No matter how loud I cried, they didn't stop, no matter how loud I shouted, no one came to save me, I was in pain and scared at this time, I just wanted to live, I just wanted to run away quickly. I thought they would let me go, but they didn't do that, they chose to kill me, and just like that, I was a human being. ”」

"But that's not all, after I died, my body was taken back by the director of a research institute and transformed into a man-made youkai, and just like that, I came back to life as a youkai. Qing Shui, isn't it ridiculous? Even if I die, I won't stop, and then a year later, I destroyed the institute and killed everyone in the institute, including other man-made monsters, because the institute is just a place of filthy desires, where useless man-made monsters will be killed, and the surviving man-made monsters will face the fate of being destroyed every day."

"Do you know how I got through, Shimizu? Do you know! Did you know? Do you know my pain! Do you know! Then after escaping, I was hated by humans, hated by youkai, and even half-demons looked down on me, because I was just a man-made youkai, heh, a man-made youkai, a lowly man-made youkai. I'm not a human, I'm not a monster, I'm not even a half-demon, I'm ostracized wherever I go, I'm bullied wherever I go, and no matter how hard I try, I can't get the approval of others, because in their eyes I'm just a lowly man-made monster."

"Heh, Qing Shui, tell me, why am I being treated like this? Why don't I want to hurt anyone, but people always want to hurt me? ねえ (Na), Shimizu, you tell me, you tell me! Why me? Why is it that I'm the one who is the one who is doing this? Why was I killed when I was eleven? Why did I have to be transformed into a man-made youkai when I died? Why should I be resented by the world? You tell me, you tell me, Qing Shui! Why should I be resented by this world! Why should I be excluded from the world! I'm the victim, I'm the victim, Qing Shui! Oh, maybe I'm asking you in vain, because you, a youkai with a full bloodline, can't feel my pain at all."

"And so, I destroyed the world for the first time, and then I fell asleep, and when I woke up again, I saw a new world, oh, a new world? A new world?"

"Universe, why did you give birth to a new life again? Why are you helping this bunch of stupid creatures? You have bred all these lives that are just a bunch of seeds of sin, you know? Do you know! Answer me! You know what!"

"And so, in my rage, I destroyed the world for the second time. But when I woke up again, the world was once again born with a new life."

"Oh, Universe, why are you saving this stupid world again? Why do you want to plant the seeds of sin again? If you do this, then I will destroy this world forever, forever! Forever and ever!"

"Just when I was about to destroy this world for the third time, I suddenly saw a girl about fifteen years old being hunted down, and when I saw her being hunted down, I remembered my former self, so I saved her, and that's how she became my first servant, and then she made me give up the idea of destroying this world forever. Because I have a servant, I have a home, and because I have a home, I have someone I want to protect, so in this way, I gradually learned to smile and gradually became happy."

"You should be able to think of what happened next, right? Later, I also saved you, and I also saved a lot of people, and I was very happy and happy to be at home at that time, because I got the happiness and happiness that I had always wanted."

"But now it's different, that home is gone, gone! Now I don't have any happiness or happiness anymore, so I'm going to destroy this world forever, forever, forever! Oh, I want to thank you, I just wanted to kill those three people, but your words reminded me of my old grudge, so now I not only want to kill those three people, but also destroy this world forever."

"I'm done with my words, then I'll take you first and kill you first, and then go and destroy this world, go die! Clear water!"

Just as I was about to kill Qing Shui, suddenly his mobile phone rang:

"'Ding Dong, someone is calling, Ding Dong, someone is calling~~~~ Is yesterday's wound still painful? Is the expression on your face still sad? Now let go of yesterday and let yourself laugh one more ......." 」

Disturbed by the cheerful ringtone, I directly dragged Qing Shui up and yelled at him irritably:

"You bastard, don't play dead here, answer your phone quickly."

"もしもし (Hey),Qing,President Shimizu,According to the audit department's detection, one of the three players used plug-in software.,Do you want to cancel this player's award qualification?"

"I know Takagi, thank you, can you please send the canceled prize figure to the door of the lounge on the first floor, thank you, remember, don't come in, just leave it at the door."

"Finally...... When I was finally saved, I thought I was almost ...... Ito-sama is about to be killed...... Killed."

I only woke up from the violent runaway syndrome when I heard Qing Shui's trembling words, he had so hard to speak, but there was no trembling voice when I talked on the phone just now, what's going on? I don't know how he did it, I just know that after I woke up, I was startled by the scene in front of me, I couldn't believe that the person who was lying in a pool of blood covered in blood and his skull had been beaten and deformed was Qing Shui, and I couldn't believe that I beat him like this, because he was like family to me, how could I possibly attack him?

"Qing Shui, this is, what's going on? Why are you being beaten like this? Who did that?"

"Ito-sama, don't ...... Don't care about this kind of thing, you want figurines, etc...... Someone will bring it and put it in ...... Put it at the door, remember, this issue of the figure is made of special materials, very ...... It's easy to break, you have to be careful with it and don't let it break, I know...... I know you're in a hurry, I don't want to delay your time, you're still ...... Hurry up and deal with your side of things, don't worry about me, I have a quick ...... The ability to regenerate quickly is not so easy to die."

"Chairman Shimizu, I've already brought the figure you want and put it at the door, so I'll go back to work if it's okay."

"I see, Takagi, thank you! Go back and get busy."

(End)

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