Xia Xin waited until after 11 o'clock in the evening, and he didn't see Su Xiaohan come out of the room.

I thought that the other party should be sleeping.

Xia Xin wasn't worried that Su Xiaohan wouldn't be able to think of anything, because judging from the other party's tone, she wanted to continue the live broadcast, not to seek death.

Moreover, it's not that it can't be explained, there is always a way, it's just that the parents quarreled.

Xia Xin turned off the light in the living room and went back to sleep.

He was a little worried about what happened to Xia Wanwan.

Xia Xin didn't understand, why did his eyelids keep jumping, there would be no accident on Wan Wan's side.

But I didn't feel that anything would happen, I clearly said that I would put my own safety first, and if something was wrong, I would run first, and Xia Xin was still very relieved about the ability of those people to run.

He didn't understand, why did he always have a strange sense of crisis?

With this doubt, Xia Xin was in a daze, and when he was about to fall asleep, he felt a slight sound of the door being gently pushed open, and then the quilt behind was lifted to a corner, and a warm and soft delicate body was pasted on Xia Xin's back from behind.

"Xia Xin ......"

Su Xiaohan's soft call came from his ears.

Then a slender little hand went around Xia Xin Xia Xin's armpit and hugged Xia Xin's chest, as if to stick the two together, and stuck it tightly.

"Did you sleep?"

Su Xiaohan's soft rabbit-like voice was tinged with a bit of tenderness.

Xia Xin thought about how to react in his mind, whether he should pretend to be asleep, or answer, or should he turn around and push Su Xiaohan away first, or should he ......

His mind was always swirling with all sorts of jumbled thoughts.

In the end, he couldn't come up with a good plan, so he could only lie on his side facing the moonlight outside the window, and replied softly, "I almost fell asleep." ”

“…… Sorry to wake you up. Su Xiaohan apologized very guiltily.

"It's okay, I can't sleep much, are you better?"

"Hmm-"

Su Xiaohan hummed obediently, as if she was afraid of the cold, and squeezed to Xia Xin's side again.

This made Xia Xin feel more clearly the softness and warmth of the delicate body that was only separated by a thin shirt, as well as the young and immature atmosphere of the girl.

Xia Xin remembered what Yu Shixia just said, "It's up to you, if you want to have no face, you want to have no chest, don't you know why people give you money?" ”

Xia Xin felt that the next time Yu Shixia said this, she could retort with confidence, "Auntie, your daughter not only has a face, but also a breast...... It feels very good, it's just that it looks thin in clothes. ”

The moonlight outside the window was slightly cool, and the moonlight like water passed through the open window and spread on the wooden chair in front of Xia Xin's bed, adding a bit of frost-like sorrow to this quiet room.

Xia Xin lay on his side like this, pressing one arm, quietly looking ahead.

The nose is full of the girl's faint body fragrance.

Su Xiaohan hugged Xia Xin from behind, put his little face on Xia Xin's back, and didn't speak.

After a long time, Xia Xinxian couldn't stand this moving fragrance, and asked very gently, "Does it still hurt?" ”

"Much better."

Su Xiaohan replied softly.

After a pause, she added, "The last time my mother beat me, it was a long time ago, right...... When I failed the exam. ”

"Have you ever failed a test?"

Because Su Xiaohan's grades have always been in the top 3 in the class.

"It's like elementary school, if I fail the exam, my mother will beat me, I will cry when I beat me, she will cry herself, she will beat me while crying, and then I will cry even more ......when I see her crying."

“……”

Xia Xin seemed to hear a vicious circle, and he didn't know how they stopped in the end.

"Don't worry, Auntie is just too angry for a while to listen to others, and when she gets angry tomorrow, let's go to her and explain, she will listen."

"Really......"

Su Xiaohan was noncommittal, "Do you want to sleep?" ”

“…… Still, it's okay. ”

Xia Xin didn't quite understand what Su Xiaohan meant, if she said she wanted to sleep, did she want to sleep with her, and if she said she didn't want to sleep, why did she want to sleep with her?

Xia Xin was a little unsure, so he could only give an ambiguous answer.

He felt that the effect of yesterday's medicine had not been completely removed, and he was prone to accidents.

"Then, you can talk to me," Su Xiaohan said in a low voice, "Even if you just listen to me, I can't sleep, and I don't dare to tell Yanran, for fear that she will see my jokes." ”

As for Xia Xin, he knows so much anyway, and if he knows a little bit of shame, Su Xiaohan feels that there is no difference, it is nothing more than 9 points of shame, and it is very embarrassing.

Xia Xin was a little relieved, and said with a smile, "It's okay, you say, I listen, I can't sleep." ”

"Hmm."

Su Xiaohan responded softly, there were some things she had held in her heart for too long, and she never dared to say them to anyone, but Xia Xin's words, she felt that it didn't matter if she said it, anyway, Xia Xin, who was embarrassed, had seen it, and she felt that with Xia Xin's gentleness, she would not laugh at herself.

Su Xiaohan's soft feather-like voice sounded, "Xia Xin, what do you think of my dad and my mom, how are they...... Is it a match? ”

"This ......"

This is a difficult question, and Xia Xin is not confident enough to evaluate other people's parents.

"I don't know about uncles and aunts, but it's okay." Again, an ambiguous answer.

Su Xiaohan said calmly, "I think it's very incompatible, right, I know, what everyone said, and what everyone said is basically right, because there is no love between my mother and my father, my mother said before, it's all because of me, if it weren't for me, she wouldn't marry my father." “

“…… Don't talk nonsense, you know that this kind of talk is angry as soon as you hear it, how can it be because of your relationship. ”

Su Xiaohan narrated.

"My personality is basically a copy of my mother, it may be genetic, or it may be that I learned from her, when my mother used to go to school, she was just like me, very well-behaved, very obedient, listened to the teacher, listened to the words of her parents, studied very well, but was very shy, and blushed when she said a word to a boy, just like me."

"At that time, my dad's family was still very rich, I listened to my mother, my dad is the rich second generation in everyone's mouth, and dozens of girlfriends have changed, and then, he fell in love with my mother."

"My mom was a school girl at the time, and my dad chased her, sending flowers, snacks, headphones, mobile phones or something, but my mom was very shy and didn't usually contact boys, she only knew how to study, and she refused anything."

"My dad began to threaten her with strong means, pulling her out to play, forcibly taking her to watch a movie or something, my mother is a good girl, she is very scared, and she doesn't dare to tell the teacher or her parents about this, for fear of losing face, there is no love between the two of them, only ...... Qiang Xuan, one night, my dad used qiang on my mom, causing my mom to get pregnant with me, and the process was as simple as that. ”

"At that time, it was still high school, my mother had a big belly, I couldn't hide it, this matter was known by the school, the matter was big, my mother was punished to drop out of school, at that time my father's family was still powerful, so I gave my mother's family a dowry, the dowry has a lot of money, my grandparents agreed, after all, they are pregnant, if you don't marry my dad, my mother's reputation will be stinky, and no one wants it."

"My mother is a very traditional person, her body is given to each other, and she has no other choice, so she follows my dad, even at that time, my dad is still in the twilight, and he changes his girlfriend in a few days, because his family is rich."

"Then my mother was at home, waiting for him, even after I was born, this situation has not changed, what I see every day is that my mother is conscientious, diligently serving my father, not daring to refute anything, listening to my father's everything, which also caused my father to intensify and bring other women home, my mother did not dare to say anything at all."

"She's the kind of person who marries a chicken and a dog, listens to others for everything, has no opinions, can only read, she really only reads, can only read, nothing else, yes, she will cry, the same as me, exactly the same, I know."

Su Xiaohan said this, and her tone was also a little choked, as if she recalled the past, so that her tears could no longer be held, and she said softly, "My mother is very pitiful." ”

She gently wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes and continued, "I have seen all the way in those years, and all I can feel is the pain, the deep pain conveyed from my mother's eyes and heart, and this fragmented home without any warmth, maybe there will be other women sitting at the dinner table, and it will be changed in a few days." ”

"My mom doesn't love my dad, she just has to serve my dad obediently, she can't do anything, she can't live without my dad, she doesn't have the face to live, she just wants to live like this for the rest of her life, it's just, live, my dad doesn't love my mom either, he just needs a beautiful vase to put at home, that's how I felt at the time."

"It's not like life at home, it's just like living, my mother is alive, and I'm alive."

"Until one day, my father's family offended more powerful people, I also heard about it, and it was not offended, it was said that the other party wanted something important from my family, and then the people on my father's side, died, fled, went abroad, and even their grandparents were killed, their homes were gone, and their property was gone."

"My dad belongs to the sidelines, he is not motivated, and he is lucky and no one pays attention to him, he ran away, but he was also down all of a sudden."

"If the previous days were numb to life, then the next days are the real hell......"