Late at night, the fourth child lay on the side of the bed again and learned to meow, and the bark was very ugly, the voice was hoarse, as if he was being tortured, and Ji Ran, who was disturbed, couldn't sleep at all.

She covered her head with a pillow, but her hoarse voice could still be heard.

It wasn't until late at night that the fourth child's crying stopped.

Ji Ran endured painful suffering in a mental hospital, but what made her feel a little strange was that her memories were always intermittent, that is, there would always be some forgotten things in life.

For example, in the eyes of others, it may have been five or six days, but Ji Ran felt as if only two days had passed, and many times, Ji Ran had misremembered the date.

For example, the head nurse told everyone to go to the playground on Tuesday to do exercises and bask in the sun, but when Ji Ran got up early on Tuesday to go to the playground, she found that there was no one on the playground.

It's just that Ji Ran can't remember the forgotten memory no matter how much she thinks about it.

Later, in order to prevent himself from forgetting, Ji Ran began to use a small notebook to record what happened in his day, but after finishing the record, after a few days, the notebook could not be found again.

Finally, once, Ji Ran finally knew why the small books he recorded were frequently lost, and it turned out that they were all taken away by the nurse.

Ji Ran grabbed the nurse and wanted to get her little book back, but the reply she gave was that she would give her a new one, and the old one would not be returned, it was for the sake of Ji Ran's condition.

Ji Ran had a big quarrel with the nurse about this, and as a result, as you can imagine, they regarded him as a sick person and was given an electric shock.

Electric shock is the most painful criminal law that Ji Ran has ever felt in his life, it is even more uncomfortable than death, sometimes Ji Ran is thinking, if the pregnant woman can't bear the pain when she gives birth to a child, she will be electrocuted, and the child will definitely be born in minutes.

Because electric shocks are so painful, they are the most painful of all pains.

The tortured person often suffers from dizziness, nausea, or even fainting because he can't resist this severe pain, which seems to have a very serious impact on the brain.

If you still don't understand the severity of this punishment, then go to the mental hospital to see those mentally ill, no matter how crazy those mentally ill people are, as long as they are shocked by the electric shock, they will be stunned and dare not resist anymore, which shows how powerful their control over the brain is.

After Ji Ran was sent back to her room, she didn't come to her senses until two days later, and she couldn't remember what happened in the past two days.

Take medicine every day, those drugs also seem to erase the memory, if you take too much, I am afraid that it will become dementia.

In a mental hospital, it is much better for a mentally ill person to become demented than to become a madman, because dementia will not harm people, and when a madman is sick, he may hurt people.

In a blink of an eye, half a year has come, Ji Ran has successfully reached the level of discharge after a test, in fact, the test questions are very simple, I am afraid that primary school students can also answer very easily, I believe that most patients can also answer correctly when they are awake, but this kind of test will be done very frequently when you are about to be discharged, sometimes during the day, sometimes at night, and even sometimes in the middle of the night to wake you up to answer the questions.

The purpose of them is to test whether you are really recovered, because many mentally ill patients are not always in a state of illness, they also have normal times, so, the test can not be only one round, if you test her, it happens to be her normal time, then it is not accurate, the most sure is to test multiple randomized tests, that is, no matter when, test several times, if you can answer correctly every time, and can persist for about a month, this proves that this patient, It is tentatively determined that it has returned to normal.

However, at this time, the hospital will not issue you a certificate of full recovery, but will only ask your family to take you home, let your family take care of you, and if there is a situation, you will be taken back to the hospital at any time.

At this time, if a person really recovers, he will naturally know how to forbear, no matter how many grievances and pain he has suffered during the mental hospital, he must be patient, he must not complain about his family, he cannot provoke conflicts, and after half a year, the hospital will issue you a certificate of recovery and discharge, and at this time it can be completely proved that you have fully recovered and can live as a normal ordinary person.

Of course, if your condition is not stable, then it is inevitable that there will still be problems during this half-year family monitoring period, and then the hospital will re-arrest you, and then I am afraid that it will be troublesome, and you may be locked up for many years until your condition improves again, or you will be locked up in a psychiatric hospital forever.

Ji Ran stayed in the mental hospital for half a year and was tortured almost every day, but later she gradually became familiar with the fact that these mentally ill people were actually very poor people, and if they hadn't been subjected to unusually strong mental stimulation, they would not have fallen to this point.

Although their actions were ridiculous, and Ji Ran used to dislike them, but when it was time to leave, she suddenly became a little reluctant to give up on these sisters.

Although their mental state is unstable and they often get sick, they will not harm others, and they will not do animal things in human skin, but the outside world is unpredictable, so it is unpredictable.

"Ji Ran, let's go, go home with your parents, live well, don't come back." When Ji Ran was discharged from the hospital, the vice president personally sent her out of the mental hospital, and his kind smile was as loving as God.

Ji Ran sat in the back seat of the taxi, wearing the new clothes that his parents bought for him, he looked quite beautiful, and the eyes of the driver, Master, from time to time from the rear mirror aimed in the direction of Ji Ran, which was enough to illustrate this.

However, Ji Ran didn't know why, but he didn't feel very happy, looking at the high-rise buildings on both sides of the road, as if he was in a different world.

She remembers that when she was a child, it was still bare, and the entire T city was only a small county town with Daimiao as the center and a radius of two or three miles, but now, it has become a third-tier city with a population of nearly one million.

"However, forget about the past and start all over again, the days ahead are still very long, and everything will be fine." Mother Ji took Ji Ran's cold little hand and comforted her lovingly.

"Hmm." Ji Ran nodded, but she didn't know where it would lead to the future.

(End of chapter)