"The second bed, I wasn't so fat before, when I first came to the hospital, but I was very slim, about the same size as you, I heard her parents say, she used to be a very fashionable and very fashionable girl, and she had a boyfriend in college, the boy seemed to be very good, but the family was very poor, the girl's parents objected to them being together, and the boy followed the girl back home during the summer vacation, and as a result, the girl's parents knocked the boy out of the house.

The girl was very angry and wanted to run away from home with the boy, but the girl's parents, of course, did not agree and detained the girl at home.

After the summer vacation, the girl did not meet the boy again at school, and later learned that the boy had died after many inquiries.

Before he died, he left a letter for the girl, and the letter was quite touching..."When the woman in the white coat said this, she paused slightly, and her eyes were slightly red.

"Have you read that letter?" Ji Ran asked strangely.

"Well, at that time, we had to determine the cause of the girl, everything related to the girl, we had to check, I read the letter, it was very touching, the boy really liked her, and recorded the bits and pieces of their relationship, the girl likes to eat osmanthus cake and sesame filled sweetbread, although the boy doesn't have much money, but, when he is in school, he will always save money to buy for the girl, buy a few sesame cakes a week, or an osmanthus cake.

Although it is very little, the girl is content and happy.

The boy said in the letter that he liked to watch the girl eat cookies, cute like a little hamster, and watching her eat osmanthus cakes and sesame cookies was the happiest thing in his life.

Perhaps it was this sentence that touched the girl's heart, she began to eat sweet cakes and osmanthus cakes at every meal, and nothing else, and later suffered from diabetes and kidney problems, and then her parents had no choice but to send the girl here.

Although she can't eat osmanthus cakes and sesame cakes here, she will treat everything as osmanthus cakes and sesame cookies when everything comes to her. The woman in the white coat said, sighing leisurely.

Ji Ran listened to the woman in the white coat introduce the experience of everyone in the ward in one breath, and couldn't help but sigh in her heart, it turns out that behind every mentally ill person, there is a bitter story, but many people only see the ridiculousness when they go crazy, but ignore the pain they have experienced.

Ji Ran thought of this, but suddenly thought of himself, since everyone experienced a huge setback before they had a mental breakdown and entered a mental hospital, what about themselves?

What did you get in?

"What about me?" Ji Ran asked impatiently.

The woman in the white coat was about to speak, when suddenly there was a wind whistle outside, which was the sound that would only blow when there was an emergency.

The woman in the white coat didn't think much about it, quickly exited the room, locked the door, and went to deal with things.

Ji Ran looked at the cold big iron gate strangely, but he couldn't remember what he had experienced.

If everyone here is a poor person who is spurned by life, then I am afraid that I am no exception, right?

But what did you go through before?

Why can't you remember anything about it?

Ji Ran walked to the side of the bed, wanting to find some clues from his bed, but the beds here are very simple, there are no clues to look for at all, and even if there are clues, they have already been cleaned up by the staff here.

Ji Ran took off his shoes, leaned his back against the wall, curled up in the corner, and stared blankly at the fading sky outside the window.

It's been raining for the past few days, and it seems that Ji Ran's mood at the moment is full of melancholy.

She wanted to know what had happened to her past, and she only wanted to have a chance to hear the woman in the white coat talk about her past.

She's a staff member here, and she must know her past.

Late at night, Ji Ran was sleeping soundly, and suddenly felt a chill on her forehead, she opened her eyes in surprise, only to see the third sister sitting on the edge of her bed, which startled her.

Could it be that the third sister is sick again?

It's so late and you still haven't slept yet?

"Old Five, are you awake? Don't be afraid, I'm the third sister. The third sister's gaze suddenly became gentle, as if it had returned to normal.

"Third sister? Why haven't you slept so late? Ji Ran looked at the third sister and asked.

"I can't sleep, and when I close my eyes, I always remember what happened before." The third sister sighed and said faintly.

"Don't think about the past, cooperate with the doctor's treatment, strive to return to our normal life as soon as possible, and don't let our family worry." Ji Ran persuaded the third sister.

"Yes, many times, I also persuaded myself like this, but in my heart, I have never been able to pass that hurdle, I have never been able to forgive myself, I am sorry Dongdong, I am not worthy of being a mother." The third sister said, her eyes were full of pain, and tears rolled down her face uncontrollably.

"Third sister, how can it not be your fault, why do you blame yourself like this? If Dongdong had a spirit in the sky, he wouldn't blame you. Ji Ran sat up, helped the third sister wipe her tears, and comforted her.

"Don't talk about those things, Lao Wu, I came here today to tell you one thing, while the third sister is still in good spirits now, you must remember it." The third sister wiped her tears, looked at Ji Ran and said.

"Third sister, say it, I'll listen." Ji Ran looked at the third sister and said.

"No matter when, don't ask about your past, forget all the things in the past, you are the one with the best treatment effect among us, cooperate with the doctor, you will go out soon, forget everything in the past, and start anew." The third sister grabbed Ji Ran's shoulder tightly and said.

Ji Ran looked at the third sister strangely, I don't know why she said this?

Of course, Ji Ran can feel that the third sister is out of kindness, maybe her past is also full of some sad experiences, if you recall those painful experiences, I am afraid that her fragile nerves will be overwhelmed, and finally lead to a mental breakdown and become a severe mental patient again.

For people with mental illness, amnesia seems to be a good treatment, and many drugs for the treatment of psychosis use amnesia to control the condition.

As long as you don't think about those painful pasts, the mental pain will be relieved, just as troubled people like to drown their sorrows with wine, only the anesthesia of alcohol can forget the pain in the heart.

"You are different from my sister, my sister is already a married person, and I have tasted the ups and downs of the world, but you are still young, you are not married, you have not experienced many things, listen to my sister's advice, don't think about troublesome things, cooperate with the treatment, leave here as soon as possible, and live a normal life." The third sister patted Ji Ran's shoulder again and comforted seriously.

(End of chapter)